Mr. Lim Wants Love [Transmigration Book]

The weather is cold, this is a good time to eat hot pot.

Lin Su leaned on the bed and looked at the rain pattering outside the window, the room was filled with the smell of hot pot.He turned his head to look at Qin Yishuang, Qin Yishuang was boiling beef in the pot.

Lin Su: "..."

Qin Yishuang handed it to his mouth and asked him: "Do you want to eat?"

After a while, he retracted his hand and ate it, saying, "No, I forgot that you can't eat spicy food."

Lin Su pressed her aching temple, what evil did he do?He didn't even know how Qin Yishuang told the director to bring the hot pot in, and who would eat hot pot in the hospital?

There are only two people living in the single ward on this floor, besides Lin Su in the opposite ward there is a delusional girl who looks sixteen or seventeen years old, much younger than Qin Yishuang.Her parents had money in their family, and they were unwilling to let their daughter live in a nursing home, so they put her in the most comfortable single ward in the hospital and slowly treated her illness.

Lin Su didn't know that she was suffering from delusional disorder at first, because she often had a middle-aged woman who looked like a nanny by her side, and she was rarely allowed to contact people other than doctors, and Lin Su would not take the initiative to go out.

Until one day, the nanny went downstairs to get something for a while, and the girl knocked on his door——

"Hello, can I come into your room?" the girl asked.

Lin Su hates strangers. In the past, he could be hypocritical, but now he is full of irritability and tortured by drugs. It is impossible for him to have a good face: "No."

The girl trembled for a while, and her footsteps moved at the door: "But, I want to see if there are any unsealed windows in your room. I want to fly home. In fact, I am a princess of the Winged Human Race who is living in the world." , I have the ability to travel to the future, but I don't have wings and they don't recognize my existence, I have to fly to the sky, so I can show my wings."

Lin Su: "?"

The girl cried and said again: "If you help me, my people will reward you, please! This little hospital has trapped me for too long, and there is a bad woman guarding me. I know everyone None of them believed my identity, including my parents; but, kind stranger, would you donate your little love to bring a homeless girl home?"

Lin Su: "..." How did you use moral kidnapping?

Later, the girl was taken away by the nanny who came back, and failed to open his door. She wandered in the corridor every day, thinking about how to enter Lin Su's room under the nanny's surveillance.

"You're thin, why don't you eat well?" After eating the hot pot, Qin Yishuang poured the soup base into the toilet, threw the residue into the trash can, and stretched out her hand to the insulated box on the table to help Lin Su open it. My aunt spent a long time stewing the health soup.

"I don't have any appetite, you can leave it alone." Lin Su's stomach felt nauseated.

"Tell me, if you become thinner, will Haw also become thinner?" Qin Yishuang rubbed her chin, pretending to think, they haven't done it for a long time.

These days Lin Su is too obedient, obediently obeying the arrangement of treatment, Ji Leqi also said that he is not at all like many patients he has treated.

"You can try to see if it's getting smaller." Lin Su ground his teeth.

Qin Yishuang shook his head: "Forget it now, you've lost weight, what should you do if you're useless?"

Lin Su: "..."

Only Lin Su knew that his cuteness was just a disguise, no matter how the expression on his face changed, he couldn't change the badness in his heart.He has been very uncomfortable recently. He has just finished MRCT, and he is weak all over, and has a faint feeling of nausea in his stomach.He pulled Qin Yishuang over and rubbed the other's head, without any ups and downs on his expression.

It has been one month and seven days since Lin Su answered him "very good". He didn't see anything good about it. During this period, Lin Su also underwent MRCT. It seems that neither medicine nor physical therapy worked for Lin Su. Seeing that Lin Su hadn't changed at all, he was a little mentally exhausted.

"I recently earned 2000 yuan from painting, not much. The milk tea and puffs at the dessert shop on the corner are delicious. I'll buy it for you if you want it." Qin Yishuang pressed the elbow of one hand On the bed, the whole person lay down on the bed, and with the other hand, he touched Lin Su's exquisite collarbone affectionately, "They also have a Sanhua at home, which is as fat as a pig, but it is clingy. His family bought cat snacks for it to eat, but I didn’t see it today, the clerk said it was too fat and was trying to lose weight..."

In recent days, all that was said was such nonsense, Qin Yishuang even had the illusion that the relationship between him and Lin Su was estranged.

"En." Lin Su simply replied one word, he didn't dare to look at Qin Yihan again, for fear that extreme thoughts would come to him again.

"Do you really think that way?" Qin Yishuang supported his hands and sat on the bed, grabbed his collar, and looked straight into his eyes.

"What do you think like that?" Lin Su didn't realize what he was saying, and closed his eyes.

Qin Yishuang let go of his hands, and pushed him away discouragedly: "Forget it."

Lin Su pulled him back, restrained the impetuousness in his heart and said softly: "Why did I make you angry?"

"No, it's my own problem." Qin Yishuang pulled his hand away, took a breath, packed up his things and went back, "I'll go back first, and I'll come see you later, I still have a manuscript to draw, I agree The girl released the picture today."

Qin Yishuang packed up his things and went out of the room, Lin Su grabbed him by the corner of his clothes: "Do you want to go?"

"Hey, I'll come over tonight." Qin Yishuang placed a kiss on his forehead.

Lin Su shouldn't be like this, how could he behave like this, he is not such a person, Ji Leqi said that he is recovering very well, but Qin Yishuang knows that he is not such a person, and he will not look very good when he recovers. Good boy, he would rather Lin Su look like that.

No matter what kind of treatment, Lin Su couldn't be cured. I didn't know what he was thinking at all, what he was like when he came in, and what he was like now. He also felt uncomfortable seeing Lin Su like this.

Lin Su let go of his hand, watched Qin Yishuang leave, emotions surged in his eyes, told himself over and over again that Qin Yishuang was back, but was afraid that the other party would get bored after taking care of him for more than a month, he looked at Qin Yishuang's His face became numb day by day.

He got out of bed, opened the drawer of the table, took out a small and exquisite transparent glass bottle, shook it lightly, and the yellow and white pills of different shapes and colors jumped in the bottle with his movements.

Lin Su slid out the pills from his sleeve again, pinched it above the mouth of the bottle, let go of his hand, and the medicine hit the bottle wall and fell into the glass bottle with a "ding dong".

Due to poor sleep, he changed to a new medicine. He tried it once, and the medicine gave him the feeling of forced sleep. Even if he didn’t want to sleep, he could only close his eyes unwillingly. A bizarre twist.

Lin Su had the habit of hoarding medicines. Relying on his cuteness in disguise and Qin Yishuang's trust in him, he secretly hid the medicines and put them in a small bottle.He is a very sensitive and insecure person. He took it for half a month. When he found that taking these drugs for too long would affect the expansion of his thinking, making the reaction arc longer and duller, he stopped taking the drugs behind everyone's back because of fear. up.

He cannot be affected by the brain.

He has to think about a lot of things, those things with Qin Yishuang, although these things will make him uncomfortable and torture his fragile nerves, but he must think through it, otherwise he will feel uncomfortable like densely packed ants gnawing flesh.

The side effects of stopping the drug made him irritable, and his condition worsened instead of getting better. The things his brain couldn't figure out made him so extreme that he couldn't control himself. The longer this situation lasted, the more bored he became.

If he stares at Qin Yishuang for too long, he will take off his cute disguise, intending to strangle him to death with his jaws, and then use the sharpened porcelain bowl shards left over from last time to stab his own throat.

The tentative questioning at the beginning, because of the delay in getting a response, has now become a terrifying obsession.

Lin Su already regretted forcing Qin Yishuang to let him die with her, would it make him unhappy.After waking up, he thought for a long time and beat his abacus loudly. Qin Yishuang told him to cooperate with the treatment, so he would obediently "cooperate" with the treatment. Because he was not good, Qin Yishuang must have seen his ugly appearance. will leave.

Wait a moment? ... Qin Yishuang seems to have seen it?Have it?When did he leave?He can't go!He said he would come back tonight...

Why can't he figure it out again?Where did he just think of?Can't find the end and start over?How did his mind become more confused after being admitted to the hospital?What is he thinking, don't abandon him——

Emotions became high, and Lin Su began to demean himself again.

He hugged his head with trembling hands, and the shrill laughter came from the dark green sky outside the window, refracted from the glass into the room, Qin Yishuang didn't know about this.

There were no cameras in the house, and no one watched the raging beast rage.

After living for so long, he only believed in the dead.

Because the living can deceive, and he does.

……

Qin Yishuang stepped on the puddle, holding a black umbrella, looking at her faint silhouette in the puddle, and threw the used pot into the trash can.

The boy was not happy.

He crushed the outline, walked out of the hospital quickly, and came to the familiar street.

"This big idiot! Stupid pig! Stupid dog!" Qin Yishuang kicked the stone away. He could have dumped Lin Su so as not to make him feel bad, but he was not reconciled. I've never liked someone that much, and never will.

The bell at the door of the dessert shop he frequented rang, and a big fat cat of three colors lay on the door of the shop, meowing at him through the glass, inviting him to come in and play.

The cat is very attached to him because he is generous and will buy it the best snacks in the store.It became obese, and Qin Yishuang had an unshirkable responsibility.

"Big Fatty," Qin Yishuang pushed open the door and picked it up, "This may be the last time we meet."

Sanhua Fat Cat: "..." Please be polite, it has a name, but it's not called Big Fatty, please don't insult it with being fat!

"I'll buy you the most expensive one this time." After paying, Qin Yishuang took snacks for it, and slowly squatted down to feed it.

Sanhua Shamao couldn't feel his sadness, so he gorged himself on the delicious snacks, temporarily forgiving Qin Yishuang for insulting it with "big fat".

After feeding the cat, Qin Yishuang walked out.When he got home, he finished everything he needed to do, even tidying up his own room. Finally, he sat in front of the computer and finished drawing the last draft in his hand, and then sent it to the customer.

The time he spends on painting is the rest of taking care of Lin Su.

Young people aged eighteen or nineteen are young and frivolous, and are most likely to act impulsively.

The girl opposite quickly sent a message: "Thank you Mommy! Mommy drew my cub so beautifully. Is Mommy still accepting the manuscript? OUO"

Qin Yishuang didn't mix social circles, and didn't know what "Mommy" meant, so he sent it very kindly: "I'm a man, and I don't want to be your parents. Don't say such things anymore, your parents will be upset of."

The girl on the opposite side of the screen first sent a series of ellipsis, and then said: "Then, tell me about it when you accept the manuscript. =v="

"Great" Qin Yishuang knew what it meant, he sent the word "um" and took the final payment to turn off the computer.

This may also be his last draft.

Qin Yishuang took a car and went out. He still had something he had forgotten to finish.

Standing again at the place where Lin Su lived before, Qin Yishuang began to look for a dachshund named Hong Hong to see if it was taken back by its original owner.

Qin Yishuang found the dachshund under the tree where the dog was tied. The dachshund was caught at this time and was about to be put in a cage and sent to the countryside to guard the gate. Seeing Qin Yishuang, the dachshund kept barking as if seeing a savior. Tears were streaming from the corners of his eyes.Qin Yishuang bought a dog from the woman who was taking care of him for a while, but the woman stood and complained a lot to him, and the dachshund shivered while hiding beside his legs.

The grandma who kept the dog stayed in the hospital for a long time, but she couldn't be rescued after hanging her breath. In the end, there was only one old man left.Only the grandmother likes dogs, and the old man's senses are average. The old man's son thought the old house was not safe, so he took the old man home, and the old man's daughter-in-law was allergic to animal fur, so she left the dog alone.

The woman was annoyed by the dog staying here, and wanted to throw it to a relative in the countryside to guard the door, but it happened that Qin Yishuang came to buy a dog.

"This dog is a breed dog. I'll charge you a little more. I've had it for a long time." The woman said greedily and meanly.

It's all a lie, she is not raising dachshund dogs, she has been letting the dogs find food for herself, she obviously left them alone, and now she has to arrest them and send them to others to guard the door.

Qin Yishuang didn't expose her because he was too lazy to cause trouble.

Qin Yishuang led the dachshund all the way: "Would you like to come home with me, if you come home with me, sit down, if not, find someone to adopt you."

The dachshund whimpered and sat down.

Qin Yishuang rubbed its dog's head, thankful that he didn't come too late: "Good dog! I'm sorry, I came too late, I've been busy with some things..."

The dachshund rubbed against him without whimpering, as if asking, "Why are you unhappy?"

Qin Yishuang lowered his eyes and sent it to the pet shop for cleaning.

During the period, the dachshund, who was insecure, kept staring at him, whining if he could not see him, for fear that he would abandon him.Qin Yishuang dragged her cheeks through the glass, chuckled, and thought of Lin Su for some reason, and Lin Su wanted to look at him in the same way.

After taking the dog back, Qin Yishuang bought a lot of dog supplies, and called a taxi to deliver it to the door.

Aunt Shu helped him take the dog supplies back, and asked him with a smile how he thought of keeping a dog.Qin Yishuang just perfunctory her and took the dog upstairs to find Qin Yihan.Although he hated Qin Yihan very much, he knew that Qin Yihan kept his promise.

God knows what Qin Yihan was thinking again, he didn't care about his business, and stayed in the study for the past few days.

"Brother." Qin Yishuang pushed open the door and went in, picked up the dog, "Can you raise a dog for me, it will be fine until I come back."

Maybe he never comes back.

Qin Yihan's expression was a little confused, mixed with a trace of panic. The moment Qin Yishuang opened the door, he thought that Luo Jinzhuo had come to ask him to take responsibility.

"No, I hate cats and dogs the most." Qin Yihan refused without even thinking about it. The bad things accumulated in his heart prevented him from noticing that something was wrong with his younger brother.

"You help me raise, next time you ask me to do whatever you want..." Qin Yishuang saw that he couldn't talk to him, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Help me..." Qin Yihan murmured in fear, and suddenly he had a flash of inspiration: "Help me take the mobile phone and the first video in the chat list, and tell her if she can have an abortion. It was just a misunderstanding that night, how could I possibly Because this is about to get married..."

He's not ready to be a father, he hasn't learned how to deal with the relationship between relatives, and he doesn't want to be like his father...

Many thoughts made him feel deeply afraid of what happened. Since he slept with that person and was told that they had a relationship in the morning, he hid from that person for almost a month. A few days ago, he was told that the other person was pregnant. One can imagine how scared it was.

But he couldn't remember what happened that night at all. He obviously had a good memory after drinking, so how could he forget everything after the man wanted to arrest him?

Qin Yishuang: "..." Is his brother that scumbag?How dare his brother sleep with a woman?Why is every word in Chinese, but he can't understand it at all?

He can't control this matter, and he won't be around anymore.Thinking of ending the matter with Lin Su tonight, Qin Yishuang let out a breath, put down the dog, and took Qin Yihan's phone to look at the first one in the list.

He found that the first one on the list was Luo Jinzhuo, and the other party sent a lot of words to make Qin Yihan responsible.

Qin Yishuang: "..." Sure enough, pigs are stupid.

"Brother." Qin Yishuang said, "Do you know that Luo Jinzhuo is a man?"

Qin Yihan raised his head blankly: "I didn't know before, but I know later, what's wrong?"

"How can a man be pregnant?" Qin Yishuang asked him holding back his anger.

Qin Yihan: "..."

"He dared to lie to me! He dared to lie to me! I still want to be good brothers with him!" Qin Yihan was furious, and when Qin Yishuang said it, he suddenly realized that he also thought there was a problem at first, but was simply accepted by him. The word "pregnancy" was so frightening that I forgot about it!

Seeing that Qin Yihan was about to rush out, Qin Yishuang reminded him: "Remember to help me raise the dog."

So Qin Yihan picked up the dog and rushed out.

The good-natured dachshund looks confused, but it looks like he won't be abandoned again.

Qin Yishuang: "..."

Luo Jinzhuo, who lived next door and was in a good mood, sneezed, holding his mobile phone, trying to force Qin Yihan to be with him because of the pressure.

Qin Yishuang walked back to the room and reached out to touch the sword pendant around his neck.He locked all the things he considered precious, leaned back on the chair and took a sip of hot water, reading the book that Lin Su had given him back then.

What a life.

A day is short and time flies.

It's time to face it.

Qin Yishuang picked up the knife on the table, put on his clothes, wrapped the scarf tightly, and went out to the hospital. He neither brought Lin Su food nor ate.

Aunt Shu called him and asked him to finish eating before going out, and she even cooked for Lin Su.

Qin Yishuang controlled her emotions, took a deep breath, and endured the soreness in her nasal cavity: "No need, Aunt Shu, I will eat tonight, Lin Su, I have made an order."

"Why are you eating outside again? It's so unhygienic. Aunt Shu will make you whatever you want to eat next time." Aunt Shu wiped her hands on her apron and said with concern, "Be careful!"

"Yes! I heard it." Qin Yishuang replied to her.

Tears flowed down his eyes, Qin Yishuang wiped away the tears with his hands, unable to tell whether it was from fear or sadness, he headed to the hospital like a moth to a flame.

The weather was very cold, the cold wind slapped the pedestrian's face with cold rain, Qin Yishuang rubbed his red eyes, sniffed and walked into the hospital.

Lin Su sat quietly on the bed and saw the child walk in with red eyes, frowning: "What's wrong? Who bullied you."

The moment he heard footsteps, he quickly withdrew his disguised skin.

"Don't ask, I'm fine." The child said fiercely, sat down in front of him, threw the knife in his hand on Lin Su's bed, hugged him, and brought his slender neck to him: "You asked me that day?" I'm willing to die with you, I've made up my mind, I'll die with you, Lin Su."

Lin Su's pupils suddenly shrank.

Qin Yishuang closed his eyes, Lin Su stared at his slender neck, and was stunned for a moment. Touching it with his fingertips, he seemed to be able to feel the beating vitality of the aorta.This seemed to be something he had dreamed of, and following Qin Yishuang's words, his wanton black thoughts burst out.

kill him.

He agreed.

kill him!

He agreed!

As soon as this idea came out, Lin Su's rationality was completely shattered.

When the blade was pulled out from the scabbard, Lin Su felt his heart beating wildly like never before. Like an evil mad believer, he looked at the sacrifice in front of him devoutly, and the hand holding the blade was trembling with excitement.

This person is finally going to be with him forever, he has not abandoned himself, he loves himself deeply.

Lin Su excitedly felt that he was about to split apart. The world is grotesque and full of distorted demons. They urged him to kill Qin Yishuang. He raised his hand holding the blade. He deliberately ignored the handle and blade. cut his palm so bloody——

Hehehehehe... He was about to kill this person, and he finally realized it!

The blade touched Qin Yishuang's neck, thick blood dripped onto the fair skin along the blade, the people under the body trembled in fear, Lin Su pressed his delicate cheek with one hand, and touched it Tears of fear.

These things made Lin Su suddenly sober.

Children are willing to die for him, why can't I believe that the other party really likes me?If he really will abandon himself, there is no need to do it for himself.

Qin Yishuang was afraid, he was afraid of the knife on his neck, the blade on his neck, and death, but he was willing to sacrifice quietly in his arms.

The fog in front of him instantly broke, revealing the bright sunshine, and the garden where the heart had been silent for a long time was in full bloom.

He will not be reduced to the level of Zhong Qingyu, someone loves him, loves him very much, and is even willing to die for him.

When the blade cuts the skin, it will leave ugly scars. The child is so beautiful and delicate, he can't leave this kind of thing. He will feel distressed when he sees it. A beautiful and smart child, all he has to do is to be pampered.

Qin Yishuang is not the monster in his hallucination, let alone abandon him.This is also a real world, where there are people he loves, and he can completely abandon everything in the past and start over.This world is completely different from the world he used to exist in, and he doesn't have to be too attached to the past, because if he is too attached to the past, he will not be happy, and he will not be able to take what he desires seriously.

Looking at the child in front of him, he chose to abandon the past.After letting go, he found that letting go is very simple.

What he wanted has always been simple, to be needed and loved.

He changed for him, thank you for meeting him.

With her head still hurting, Lin Su threw away the knife, which made a piercing sound on the tiled floor.Qin Yishuang blankly opened eyes full of tears, and looked up at him.

"I won't die," Lin Su hugged him tightly and said in a deep voice, "I won't die, none of us will die."

"Bastard! Idiot! Counselor! Come and kill me!" Qin Yishuang cried loudly, sobbing intermittently, and smashed Lin Su's face with his fist, "Do you know what I've been doing these days?" How uncomfortable?! Smiling with you every day, I still dare not say that I noticed something wrong with you... I'm so scared! I'm really scared... I'm afraid of knives, I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of you like that, I don't even dare Say, but I'm really scared! I don't want to die, I don't know how I dare..."

What Qin Yishuang punched was not Jiao Didi's pink fist, but a powerful "iron fist". Lin Su dodged his fist, saw that he wanted to pick up the glass next to him and knocked him over, urgently Pressing on his chest, let his hands stop in the air.

Tears soaked the hospital gown, and Lin Su was so distressed that she comforted her softly, "It's okay, we'll all be fine."

The crying person in his arms stopped, sobbing slowly like a well-behaved kitten: "Are you lying to me? You always lie to me."

He was scared of being deceived.

"No, I won't lie to you again."

The author has something to say: My brother didn't have a doi, of course he doesn't remember it because he fell asleep.

After writing this, I don’t know why I feel relieved, maybe I don’t have to fight with Gong’s brainstorm anymore orz