Mr. Lim Wants Love [Transmigration Book]

Lin Su leaned against the door and slept for an unknown how long, because he did not want to face the reality, he woke up and fell asleep repeatedly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a distorted chaos.His stomach twitched with pain, and the base of his tongue felt an unbearable nausea. It took him a long time to blink before he could see clearly the dark and empty corridor.

The electricity bill was finally used up at this moment, and the air conditioner that was emitting heat made a beep and stopped working.The living room was quiet, Lin Su stood up blankly, leaned on the wall, covered his stomach, and walked towards the bathroom step by step. His pace gradually accelerated, and finally pushed the wall with his hands, rushed into the bathroom and vomited on the sink.

The man turned on the faucet with trembling hands. Lin Su clutched the faucet, his knuckles turned white, his stomach was empty, the noodles he ate had already been digested, and all he could spit out was golden yellow bile.

The blinds revealed a faint light, and that light was red. If Lin Su went to open the blinds, he could still see the green sun with a frightening smiling face.The water was rushing, and the golden bile seemed to be mixed with some scarlet liquid.

Lin Su lay on the sink for a long time until he vomited up all he could, and the remaining blood disappeared into the sewer along with the water flow.

Lin Su turned off the faucet, and looked at the man in the mirror in the dim scarlet light.

The tall and handsome man became even thinner at this moment, his face appeared haggard, his thin lips with good shape were tightly pressed, without a trace of blood; and his two bloodshot eyes stared blankly in horror. Staring at the mirror—the whole figure blends into the dim environment like a ghost, like a weird wax figure.

Lin Su reacted for a long time, and belatedly remembered what happened. He slid against the smooth wall and fell to the ground, clutching his head in panic, thinking about what to do.

Being seen, being discovered, being peeped into the ugly state...

what to do?He must be disgusted, right?What would Qin Yishuang think?Laughing and insulting him like everyone else is a lunatic and avoiding him-or is he choosing to abandon him like a mother?

What did Qin Yishuang say?He wants to break up right?What did he need to confess now?Didn't you see everything?Did you say it on purpose to mock him?Qin Yishuang might have known that he was lying a long time ago, and laughed at him condescendingly...

A series of questions were crowded in Lin Su's mind, and the brain that had been sober for a while began to ache again. Fear mixed in the air and followed the breath into Lin Su's lungs.

At the end, there was only one idea formed - we can't break up.

He is alone and helpless in this world, occupying an identity that does not belong to him, he only has Qin Yishuang.

Can't break up, don't break up!He can't be in a hurry, he has to find a way to redeem it, Qin Yishuang is a soft-hearted person, didn't he say that he loves him the most...

Lin Su opened his eyes nervously, biting his fingers, curled up in the corner like a monster who didn't know pain, biting his fingers until they were full of blood.

The doorbell rang suddenly.

This sound interrupted Lin Su's distorted and panicked thoughts. He slowly straightened up with the help of the sink, and walked towards the door with an ugly sickly smile. He had a premonition that Qin Yishuang was back, looking for him. Qin Yishuang did not abandon him, Qin Yishuang just forgot to bring the key to open the door.

There is a girl standing in the dark corridor leading to the entrance, it is the girl in Lin Su's dream who pulls him to hide behind the stone.She asked softly, "Where are you going?"

Lin Su thought he was hallucinating, so he pushed the girl away. The girl staggered a step, but still asked, "Where are you going?"

Lin Su stared at the hand that touched her, her eyes widened in disbelief, if the illusion should dissipate the moment he touched her——

Could it be that he crossed over again, and would it be Qin Yishuang at the door?

The indescribable pain spread in his bone marrow, he bit his lower lip till it was dripping with blood, and panted and laughed excitedly: It must be Qin Yishuang, Qin Yishuang loves him so much, so what if he travels through time again?Qin Yishuang will definitely come to him, Qin Yishuang likes him so much, he is reluctant to leave him...

Lin Su walked away from the girl with bare feet, and ran to the entrance joyfully and anxiously. The wooden floor made a heavy sound as he stomped on it.

——He has long been unable to distinguish between reality and illusion.

While Lin Su was running, his eyesight kept changing, from red to dark, like a broken or haunted TV.

The girl behind him watched everything silently, showing a ferocious smile silently, just like her broken arm.

The door opened, and it really was Qin Yishuang.

There was a dazzling scarlet light outside the door, and Qin Yishuang, with a few black scales on his face, stood in front of him against the light, indifferent and distant, completely shattering Lin Su's enthusiasm.

"We're getting back together, right? We won't break up, right?" Lin Su could see his emotions and asked more cautiously than before.

Qin Yishuang stood in front of him coldly like an exquisite puppet.

Lin Su looked at him.

The tree wants to be calm and the wind does not stop.

Qin Yishuang didn't answer his eager "expectation", walked past him and entered the bedroom.

Qin Yishuang sat by the bed, picked out all the clothes in the closet, and packed them into the suitcase.He heard the sound of Lin Su coming in, felt Lin Su's arms greedily wrapping his neck around his neck, and his head was leaning against his. He stopped his hands and uttered a few words heartlessly: "Break up!" Bar."

Wen Cun was interrupted, Lin Su tightened his arms, and the panic in the words could not be concealed: "Why did you break up? Didn't you say you love me the most? You and I are good, I will not hurt you, do not go……"

"You have been lying to me, I don't love you anymore." Qin Yishuang sneered coldly, "And why do you think you are worthy of me? You are a lunatic! No one will like you! Do you understand? If you understand, get out immediately."

Lin Su showed a painful and injured expression, and let go of his hand.

Love is like a burning flame. Once you don't love it, it will burn out completely, and the remaining embers will become no temperature at all.

Qin Yishuang said he didn't love her anymore.

Lin Su walked out in a daze, and saw the fruit knife on the coffee table.

The icy blade reflected a cruel light in the red light.

There was some voice urging Lin Su to hold it tightly—Qin Yishuang loved him so much, how could she say she didn't love him anymore?Qin Yishuang just lied to him by duplicity!He had to seal the child's mouth so that Qin Yishuang would stop saying such things that made him angry...

He would be angry, because Qin Yishuang said such words and acted like this!His head hurts when he gets angry!

It would be great if the child obediently liked him forever, even if he was lying in his arms without breathing.

He wants to correct a sentence: Even death cannot separate them.

Lin Su picked up the fruit knife, turned it around and went back to the bedroom.

Qin Yishuang was still packing his things, and all his actions became slow replays in Lin Su's eyes.

Lin Su put his arms around him again, and kissed him passionately on the face.Lin Su's voice was soft and gentle, whispering in his ears like an intimate lover: "Don't break up, okay? You must love me very much..."

The indifference on Qin Yishuang's face turned into impatience, he pushed Lin Su's hand away in disgust: "Are you annoying? We have already..."

Qin Yishuang's voice stopped abruptly, he felt the unbearable pain in his chest, his beautiful head hung down like a dying swan, staring fixedly at the knife that was sharp enough to pierce the heart.

His voice froze. Lin Su grabbed his neck with one hand and tightened it. With the other hand, he pulled out the sharp knife and stabbed it in. His smile was still perfect like the gentle brother next door: "Don't leave me, okay? I only have is you."

"Ho ho... help..." Qin Yishuang's eyes were filled with fear, tears rolled down his delicate face, he stretched his hands forward, trying to struggle.

Hearing Qin Yishuang's cry for help, Lin Su ruthlessly pulled out the knife, and stabbed his favorite Qin Yishuang's side neck with such force that it would penetrate the aorta.

The black and red blood mixed with the soaked space cotton stained Lin Su's hands all over, and the stench of fish exploded in the whole space. The dying boy had no time to struggle, his hands drooped powerlessly after shaking a few times, and his dark pupils also lost focal length.

The beautiful young man withered like a withered rose in Lin Su's arms.

His lower body turned into a black fish tail, and the blood dripped down the beautiful black tail fin onto the ground, becoming colorful.

"Don't let the fish escape, it will sneak into your shadow..." The girl suddenly appeared at some point, behind her were all the monsters in Lin Su's hallucination.

Zhong Qingyu smiled softly at him inside, but what he said was like a cold wind: "You are my child, I just said it, you will be like me..."

These monsters who usually oppose him are now ironically on the same side as him.

Lin Su hugged Qin Yishuang, taking advantage of the residual warmth in the body, he kissed and kissed with fiery eyes: "You are mine now, and will only belong to me forever..."

From the corners of the blood-stained lips, to the dull eyes, to the gradually cold cheeks, kisses one by one...

It was kept warm for a long time, until the monsters disappeared, and the corpse in Lin Su's hands also lost its temperature.

Lin Su carried the corpse into the bathroom and set it on fire. The unpleasant smell of burnt plastic filled the small space.

Lin Su smiled sickly with a flushed face, went out of the bathroom, and danced barefoot on the cold floor of the living room while holding a knife.He hummed a broken song in a happy mood, opened his arms and spun his body, like a kite with a broken string in the air: "Once upon a time there was a black crow named Susu...he lived alone...he was going to find his own. ……his……"

He staggered backwards, nearly falling, so he swayed his body to stand firm, and began to spin excitedly, panting heavily, and continued to sing: "Where is the treasure? Shiny diamonds... blue gemstones ……ha."

The dance stopped suddenly, Lin Su stared blankly at the blank ceiling, he remembered, he was going to buy something.

He changed his clothes, took the keys and went out.

The glaring scarlet light outside the door disappeared, and the world was empty and unreal.When Lin Su ignored the traffic lights and crossed the road, the driver of the car who was suddenly forced to brake was so angry that he stretched out his head and cursed: "You must be sick! Crazy! Can you walk across the zebra crossing at the traffic lights..."

Lin Su turned her head to look at him quietly, like a living dead, and showed a weird smile.

The driver saw those terrifyingly dark eyes, and the rest of the words were blocked in his mouth, not daring to speak out.

Lin Su first went to the photo studio to develop black and white photos of Qin Yishuang, and then went around to buy things for worshiping the dead and pure white flowers.When he returned home, he set up a small mourning hall in the dark and cold living room, and put the largest portrait of Qin Yishuang that he had washed out into the mourning hall. Happiness, surrounded by pure white petals.

Lin Su put her fingertips on the glass of the posthumous photo, as if she could touch the gentle smiling child in the photo.

I like it very much.

Thinking of something, Lin Su's fingertips quickly retracted as if they were being burned by fire. He anxiously opened the cabinet and found the urn with exquisite patterns that he had originally prepared for himself.

Next to the urn is a large bunch of dry Chrysanthemums, which were given by Qin Yishuang before, and he has always forgotten to throw them away.

Lin Su carefully took out the urn, closed the cabinet, turned around and put the burning things on the bathroom floor into the urn.

These are the ashes of his loved ones.

Lin Su was not in a hurry to put the urn into the mourning hall. He huddled in the corner, held the urn in his arms tremblingly, rubbed it with his flushed face sickly, and kissed it over and over again—this was his spouse.

"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you...I'm sorry, it must be very painful, who made you make me angry?"

"But it's so good, we'll be together forever, and you won't make me angry anymore, we'll be fine, even if we die, we'll still be together."

"Let me hold you for a while, I'll be with you soon."

In the dim and glue-smelling house, the young man kept murmuring softly to himself.

……

Gu Ningning had a slightly protruding belly. She had been pregnant for a long time. Standing downstairs in Lin Su's apartment, she called Qin Yishuang: "Are you sure Brother Lin lives here now?"

Qin Yishuang was very embarrassed, he hadn't contacted Gu Ningning for a long time, last time Gu Ningning asked for help and he didn't help, now he went to Gu Ningning for help when something happened, his face was burning badly.

This is almost like a friend who has been lying for a long time suddenly asks you to cut and fight Xixi.Qin Yishuang actually didn't want to look for Gu Ningning, but he found that the only friend he knew who knew Lin Su was Gu Ningning.

"Well, sister Ning Ning, help me to see what's going on with him now, and then ask him what he thinks of me now..." Qin Yishuang has been waiting for Lin Su to apologize and explain to him, but it's all over soon. After more than two days, Lin Su was able to hold back and not look for him.

The fault is obviously Lin Su!It's like this every time, is it so difficult to apologize to him?

"Didn't you hate him very much before? Why do you have such a good relationship with him now?" Gu Ningning asked curiously.Recently, Luo Zhenglan has been very strict with her and won't let her do anything. She was worried that she couldn't find an excuse to run out for a stroll, but when she fell asleep, someone gave her a pillow. Qin Yishuang asked her to go out and help Lin Su. After she agreed, Luo Zhenglan couldn't stop her.

Qin Yishuang paused for a while, since he couldn't hide it for long anyway, he told her the truth: "I'm with him."

"!!!" Gu Ningning was shocked and didn't react: "How did you get together?"

Didn't Qin Yishuang like her before, and Lin Sushi was like fire and water?

And boys with boys, this kind of thing is too shocking, right?

"I'll tell you about this later, don't ask, go up and have a look for me first." Qin Yishuang perfunctory her, he already regretted throwing down the key that day, provoking Lin Suhou to leave.But even so, Lin Su will come up to chase after him, right?I turned around every three steps, and when I got home, I didn't see Lin Su catching up.

Although he was worried, he still wanted to lose face. He couldn't bear to find Lin Su by himself, so he had to ask Gu Ningning to help him test Lin Su's attitude.

Gu Ningning concealed several questions in her mind, and first helped Qin Yishuang check on Lin Su's situation, she hung up the phone, and went upstairs with a bag of fruit according to the address Qin Yishuang gave.

Gu Ningning knocked on the door for a long time, and just when she thought Lin Su was not at home, the door suddenly opened. The tall man was wearing thin clothes, with a haggard and pale face, as if he would fall to the ground if he was blown by the wind.

"Why are you here?" Lin Su lowered his head and frowned.

Gu Ningning was taken aback by him, and searched Qin Yishuang's lines in his heart: "Uh, Brother Lin! I heard that you live here, come to visit, Ang! This is the fruit I brought you! "

After finishing speaking, Gu Ningning lifted the fruit in his hand.

Lin Su stared at her for a long time, making Gu Ningning's hair stand on end, and finally moved away: "Come in."

As soon as Gu Ningning stepped into the house, she felt that the atmosphere was weird and cold, with the stench of burnt plastic in the air, but she had always been nervous, so Gu Ningning didn't think much of it except for frowning.After she put the fruit on the coffee table, she sat on the sofa cautiously.

Lin Su didn't want to care about anything anymore, he just wanted to go back to the original corner and curl up with the urn in his arms. The moment he picked up the urn, he told Gu Ningning in a hoarse voice: "It might be a bit of a shame that the family didn't pay the electricity bill. It’s cold, but I’ve just paid it, and I should call in a while, the water dispenser is thirsty in the kitchen, if there’s a cup next to it…”

Gu Ningning waved his hand and said, "I'm not thirsty!"

Gu Ningning actually wanted to draw the curtains and open the windows to breathe fresh air, but Lin Su, as the host, didn't propose, and she was too embarrassed to say so.

She was about to make up her mind and ask what Qin Yishuang asked her to say, but she realized that there was something directly in front of her. The living room was too dim, and she squinted her eyes for a long time but couldn't see it clearly.

Out of curiosity, Gu Ningning turned on the flashlight of her mobile phone and took a photo of it, and then she clearly saw a small mourning hall, Qin Yishuang's photo was lying peacefully among the pure white flowers, with a bright smile .

"Brother Lin, Yishuang..." Gu Ningning covered his mouth with trembling hands in disbelief, the sadness spread from the bottom of his heart, and tears were about to burst into his eyes.

"Yes, he's dead." Lin Su said with a sarcasm in his eyes, lowering his upper eyelids lightly.

He was killed by my own hands, his blood flowed all over my hands, and his frightened eyes were fixed on my face at the last moment.

"I'm sorry, I don't know...I'm sorry." Tears rolled down Gu Ningning's face, she covered her face with her hands, she couldn't believe that the boy who had been pestering her before had left this world like this.Leaving aside the irritability of being entangled at the beginning, Qin Yishuang was just a naive boy of eighteen or nineteen years old, why did he leave the world so early?

If Qin Yishuang was really with Lin Su, how much pain would Lin Su suffer after Qin Yishuang left?

The two were speechless to each other. One touched the urn with his fingertips, as if stroking the skin of a lover, with tender eyes; the other covered his face, and tears leaked from his fingers.

After a long time, Gu Ningning stood up, wiped away the tears on his face, and let out a big breath: "Brother Lin, I'm leaving first, please mourn..."

She knows that after the death of her lover, no amount of verbal comfort is useless. Instead of comforting the other party, it is better to let the other party lick the wound alone.

Lin Su tilted her head, leaned on the urn, and said with a foolish smile, "It's okay, I will accompany him in a while, and we will be together forever..."

After Gu Ningning left, he closed the door. The property manager had just received a call. All the electrical appliances in the room started to work, and the air conditioner blew out gusts of warm air.Lin Su put the urn on the ground, took out the fruit knife that "killed" Qin Yishuang, tremblingly raised his scarred wrist and closed his eyes——

No matter how many times, no matter how strong the thought was, he still didn't dare to open his eyes the moment the blade touched his skin.

The blade cut through the fragile skin, the flesh was split open, and the bones were deeply visible. The bright red blood rushed out from the pale flesh. Lin Su struggled to stand up against the wall, and the blood dripped from his palm like a winding stream. on the ground.

I'm here to accompany you.

"I'm going to put hot water in the bathroom..." Lin Su murmured, he was holding the urn and going to the bathroom, before he took a few steps, his stomach hurt and his vision became blurred for a while.

He gritted his teeth, holding back the pain, and cold sweat rolled down his face from his forehead.In the end, Lin Su's vision went dark, and he closed his eyes and fell heavily to the ground.

As soon as Gu Ningning stepped out of the elevator, Qin Yishuang couldn't wait to call her: "How is it? What did he say?"

When Gu Ningning heard his voice, she had already controlled the desire to cry, but now she burst into tears: "I'm dead."

Qin Yishuang was stunned for a moment, his heart was pierced like a knife, his breathing was painful, tears were streaming from the corners of his eyes: "Is he dead?"

Did Lin Su commit suicide after leaving him? !How can it be!

Qin Yishuang anxiously wanted to go out, ready to check on Lin Su's specific situation, but his hands and feet were numb from the silent panic, only to hear Gu Ningning continue crying to him, "No, you died."

Qin Yishuang was dumbfounded: "???"

Why did he fall in love with such a stupid woman and chase her for so long? !It is said that a three-year pregnancy is stupid, is Gu Ningning stupid because of pregnancy or born stupid?

Qin Yishuang resisted the urge to insult hundreds of swear words and told himself to be calm. He took a deep breath and said to Gu Ningning in a good voice: "If I die, who are you calling now?"

Gu Ningning froze in place, even the crying stopped.As soon as she let go, the phone fell to the ground with a "crack", and the cold crawled up from the soles of her feet.

yes...

If Qin Yishuang died, who was she talking to now?Gu Ningning thought in fear.

The author has something to say: Of course Brother Lin is poking something, the biggest doll in his room is gone (.

Gu Ningning: You are dead.

Qin Yishuang:? ? ?

Gu Ningning: Prosperity, democracy, civilization and harmony...

Qin Yishuang: ...

Highlight (?

This is a novel, don't bring it into reality, the reality sees a person like Brother Lin should run, call the police early and enjoy it (?

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感谢在2021-07-0422:14:20~2021-07-0619:58:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: redemption1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Guanyinban Dububu startling 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of catechu; 3 bottles of DRRM and Jiang Jingyue;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!