Mr. Lim Wants Love [Transmigration Book]

Lin Su has been very annoying for the past month.

Lin Su thought that when Qin Yihan returned to the capital, he could continue to stay with Qin Yishuang and weave the utopia he was looking forward to, but things backfired——

He is really annoying.He leaned against the door, and something struck strongly behind the closed door, calling his name one after another, and more and more hallucinations appeared, enough to make him tremble with fear.

He thought he could control it, but with the increase of these horrible things, he found that he could not control himself more and more. Even if he knew it was wrong, his reason and hands and feet still didn't listen.

He was going crazy, and was constantly crushed by what he feared called "lying". He lived in endless fear day and night, and his fragile spirit was constantly tortured.

Obviously, as long as he doesn't think about it, these things won't appear, but these things just penetrate into his mind like a pervasive way, constantly reminding him——you're lying.

He became more and more afraid, and spent more time with Qin Yishuang. He was endlessly afraid that Qin Yishuang would find out his problems. He carefully covered his abnormality, like a juggler walking on a tightrope, Once you make a mistake, what awaits you will be an abyss.

"Open the door! Open the door! I am mother!" The monster outside the door roared.

Lin Su was panting heavily, his eyes were bloodshot, he kicked the door violently, and crushed the hallucinatory child who was pulling his trouser legs, and the things outside the door dissipated with the loud kicking sound.Without Qin Yishuang around, he didn't have to worry about his own image, completely took off his hypocritical cloak, and became a tyrant who fell into the abyss.

"Don't say any more! Don't say any more! I didn't lie! I just concealed my situation. Is it wrong?!" The cups and other glass utensils were smashed by Lin Su, and everything he could see fell to the ground in a mess , although he is still very irritable.

Before Qin Yishuang arrived, the room was in a mess.Before Qin Yishuang's arrival, he would clean up the house without leaving any flaws.

A new message popped up on the phone, which was sent by Qin Yishuang: "I'll be there later, please help me turn on the computer first, check my manuscript, and see if I deleted it by mistake yesterday. The "Rebirth" I was chasing About my scumbag husband who loves to lie" By the way, you can help me to check if there is any update. By the way, have you taken your medicine properly? I will check when I get there. "

Lin Su: "..." is the word "lying" again.

"lie".

It was this word that was always reminding him intentionally or unintentionally, pulling him to the brink of collapse. "Lie", what Qin Yishuang has been repeating recently, no matter what he sees or touches, he will always touch it.Lin Su hates this word, but he can't mention it, it will make him feel guilty, and once he is guilty, he will be discovered...

Can't let Qin Yishuang know that he's lying, let alone let him see his ugly appearance, he will definitely be broken up, he has nothing, Qin Yishuang said he loves him, how can he abandon him and ignore him?

Lin Su didn't understand Qin Yishuang's meaning, he sometimes had an illusion, did Qin Yishuang know the truth and use it to test him?

But how could Qin Yishuang know?He doesn't know anything, he's not smart, and everything he does seems so "innocent".

The message was sent again: "Miss me? I miss you so much."

Right, Qin Yishuang did it unintentionally, he is innocent.

Lin Su had a severe headache, the worst this month.The curtain of the balcony was drawn, and in the silent and oppressive living room, he was holding a piece of broken glass, and his palm was stained red with blood.The only light in the living room was reflected from the mobile phone, and that pale light magnified Lin Su's sinister and gloomy smile.

"I miss you, when will you come here?" Lin Su tapped the 26 key on the phone with his fingertips, entered a short sentence, and his eyes showed a brewing storm under the reflection of the light.

...Hehehehehe I miss you.

I love you so much, no one loves you more than me.

I want to run my sword through you, to tear, to bite, to devour - and die together.

Lin Su suppressed the violent thoughts and told herself over and over again that this was wrong and that this was caused by the disease.

By the way, take the medicine... I was reminded to take the medicine, and Qin Yishuang should check it when he comes over later.

Lin Su supported the coffee table with his hands and got up, rubbing the glass surface with his palms to make it sticky blood. The blood was ticking all the way. He stumbled up, took water in a paper cup, took out a piece and put it in his mouth, and used his second molars to clean it. crushed.The bitterness exploded in the mouth, accompanied by a nauseating numbing sensation, burning the tongue very uncomfortable.

Because of the drug abuse, the effects of the drug became increasingly diminished for him, and his behavior caused the effect of the drug to wear off faster than a long-term regular drug, as if testing his body's limits.

With the movement of drinking water, Lin Su's Adam's apple rolled - he was about to start cleaning, before Qin Yishuang arrived.

……

Qin Yishuang went out early, and he told Lin Su that he would arrive late but was sitting downstairs in Lin Su's neighborhood with a sandwich in his hand.

There was a little fat man next to him playing with a ball, and he stared at him greedily for a long time: "Brother, do you want to eat or not?"

Qin Yishuang felt his scorching gaze, felt embarrassed after being watched for a long time, and handed the unopened sandwich together with the still warm milk to the little fat man: "Eat it, I'll eat it for you."

The little fat man's eyes lit up, he took the food in Qin Yishuang's hand, said loudly "Thank you brother", and ran away.

It's fine if he doesn't eat, Lin Su should already be cooking.

Qin Yishuang swallowed her saliva, and heard Lin Su said that she bought crucian carp last night, so she wondered if she could have crucian carp soup at noon today.

Thinking about it, Qin Yishuang stood up, and there was a clear and crisp sound from his waist bone.

Qin Yishuang: "..."

After the crisp sound in his waist, Qin Yishuang felt his butt hurt very much.

He has done too much this month, and he is a little scared—I can't say I'm scared, it's just a strange feeling.Every time he hinted to Lin Su intentionally or unintentionally that he already knew about "lying" and hoped that the other party would confess to him, the other party seemed very calm, except for the cracks in his expression and distraction, he didn't take his words to heart at all, and was consistent with his daily life. no difference.

Perhaps there is a flaw?After he mentioned "lying", Lin Su would always propose to have sex, and every time he made love, it became extremely fierce?

He just wanted a confession from the other party, so why is it so difficult to find evidence from the other party's flaws?

The sky is gray and dark, and the fine ash from the overturned censer covers the entire bright sky, and the icy air freezes it in the sky.Qin Yishuang took out a coin, flipped it three times and it was heads - did he expect that he would get the result he wanted this time?

Qin Yishuang let out a sigh of relief, and strode towards the elevator.

He has the key to Lin Su's house, and he also bought a new computer and tablet in Lin Su's study.After Qin Yihan returned to the capital, he stayed with Lin Su for a longer time on weekdays, and put a lot of clothes at Lin Su's house. He was half-living at Lin Su's side. Last night, he went back to get things, so it was too late. Good to run back and forth.

Qin Yishuang unlocked the door and fell into a firm embrace. After receiving a gentle kiss, her heart instantly softened.But not long after being warm, he smelled a faint smell of blood, which came from Lin Su's hand.

"Welcome home." Lin Su was still wearing a sky blue apron with a kitten on it.

This is the life Qin Yishuang wants most. He doesn't ask how big the house is or how rich he is. As long as someone is waiting for him, he doesn't have to face the cold room alone.

Lin Su's injured hand was bandaged indiscriminately and tied with an ugly bow.

Qin Yishuang didn't feel warm anymore, but felt startled and furious. He took Lin Su's hand and took a deep breath. The wound on Lin Su's palm was still bleeding through the gauze.

"What's going on with you?! Are you reacting stressfully?" Qin Yishuang became anxious, his tongue started to get knotted, and he said the wrong thing. He angrily shook off Lin Su's hand and ran away. I went to the medicine cabinet and found brand new gauze, hydrogen peroxide and hemostatic powder. The voice was so loud that the whole house could hear: "Who told you to bandage like this? Can gauze directly wrap the wound?!"

"No, I dropped the glass and cut my hand when I picked it up." Lin Su leaned against the door and stretched out his hand to the child, with a playful smile on his obviously injured face, "I love you so much, brother, my brother didn't love you for nothing."

Qin Yishuang's concern made his anxious mood much better. Even if he saw a child snickering on Qin Yishuang's shoulder, he could still turn a blind eye to it.

Qin Yishuang closed the door, dragged him to sit on the sofa, and started pouring hydrogen peroxide: "Really? How old are you, you are not careful every time, how many times?"

The doubt in his voice was caught by Lin Su, he put his face with his uninjured hand, and "confessed" aggrievedly: "Really, I dropped your limited set of peripheral cups when I was tidying up things. broken."

He didn't fall at first, but in order to pretend to be a little bit better and to find an excuse for his wound, he specially dropped Qin Yishuang's set of limited-edition peripheral cups that had just arrived.

Qin Yishuang lowered his head and wiped the wound on Lin Su's palm with a cotton swab to disinfect. That set of cups was his favorite. The blood mixed with hydrogen peroxide was squeezed high by him, splashing all over his face.

Lin Su: "..."

Qin Yishuang: "..."

The child put down his things and ran to the sink to wash his face. The wound was cleaned. Lin Su casually sprinkled the medicine powder, hummed a brisk song happily, and then bandaged it layer by layer with gauze.

Childish and boring operation.

When the set of cups arrived home, he could tell that Qin Yishuang liked that set of cups very much. Even if it wasn't a living thing, he still tasted very much staring at the cups, so throwing the cups was just an opportunity.

Qin Yishuang only needs to like him.

After washing his face, Qin Yishuang came out and figured it out, the cup was just a cup, if it fell, it would fall, and Lin Su was injured because of it, what else could he do if he fell?

When he came out, Lin Su carefully bandaged the wound himself. Qin Yishuang looked at his pitiful big dog with a "guilty" look, and couldn't help but soften his heart. He walked over and kissed him He bit Lin Su's forehead and said angrily, "I forgive you."

Lin Su grinned, his mental state was not right, but he was just happy.

——He knew that Qin Yishuang would forgive him.

……

Because Lin Su's hand was injured, he ate tomato and egg noodles for lunch, and Qin Yishuang didn't get the crucian carp soup he was thinking of. Whenever he touched his injured left hand, Qin Yishuang just let him go.

After eating, the two of them nestled on the sofa, and the sofa was replaced with a larger one. The TV was broadcasting local channels. On the stage, a young and beautiful girl was bouncing around. Qin Yishuang listened; Qin Yishuang put her head on Lin Su's abdominal muscles and yawned, asking Lin Su to squeeze a little into the sofa.

This month has been spent like this, sticky and routine, both of them don't like to go out, and they have entered the old couple mode before they fell in love for a long time.

Lin Su's mind wandered many times today.Qin Yishuang found that his mind wandered frequently this month, but not as frequently as today.

This should be an opportunity?

Seeing Lin Su's injured left hand struggling to hook the fruit plate on the coffee table, Qin Yishuang scratched her hair, picked up a nougat on the coffee table and chewed it in her mouth: "Next time, put some dried cranberries, Peanuts alone are so greasy."

Lin Su took out her hand and rubbed Qin Yishuang's head: "Okay, put cranberries next time. Your hair has grown, go get a haircut in a few days."

Qin Yishuang wanted to test Lin Su again, since Lin Su was injured, forget it, the future will last forever.

Lin Su pulled Qin Yishuang up, letting him rest his head on his chest, away from the little boy next to his lap who was sitting on a chair practicing harmonica with a bloody face.

The little boy had blood on his face, and he could vaguely tell from his features that he looked very similar to Lin Su. He gave Lin Su a cowardly look, as if he was afraid that Lin Su would beat and scold him, so he retracted his head and continued to practice the harmonica weepingly.

Lin Su turned over, pressed Qin Yishuang under her body, and flipped through the fairy tale book in her hand: "How did the fox fool the crow..."

He hugged Qin Yishuang tightly, like an evil dragon protecting a treasure, greedily absorbing the faint peach fragrance from the child.

Qin Yishuang's bright white side neck swayed in his eyes, and the ambiguous traces that had not completely disappeared a few days ago seduced his dark desire, wanting to bite the other party's flesh and eat it - not enough, but It needs to be completely destroyed and blended into the blood.

"The crow wants the other party to hear his beautiful singing voice..." Lin Su closed his eyes and continued.

Lin Su knew that something was wrong with her today, which was worse than before, as if all the suppressed emotions of the past month had accumulated in this day - panic, restlessness, and madness.

He rubbed his fingers trembling with excitement against Qin Yishuang's neck, feeling the delicacy of the skin there, buried the churning black waves in his heart that had no place to rest, stopped thinking about these bad things, and enjoyed a moment of peace.

Now that the years are quiet and good, he can't destroy them, and he can't show his ugly face. He wants to carefully hide the roses in his heart.

"You're going to have your hair cut too. Do you want to go for a physical examination in a few days?" Qin Yishuang raised his head and pulled the book in his hand with his fingers, "I heard that taking too many psychotropic drugs is not good for your health. After all, I didn’t have a physical examination this year.”

"What are you checking for? Add another pregnancy test. It's been a month and you should be pregnant." Lin Su rubbed Qin Yishuang's stomach and said with emotion to himself: "Although I hate children, if you When I was born, I will love the house and crow as much as I can."

Qin Yishuang: "..."

Qin Yishuang crawled out from under Lin Su's body, even though he knew that Lin Su was just making fun of him, he grabbed Lin Su's neck and rode on Lin Su's body, biting Lin Su's collarbone angrily: "I'll give you Give birth to a father, and when he is born, you will call him father!"

"Okay, Teacher Qin, as long as you can give birth."

"..."

The two played intimately for a while, when the variety show on TV suddenly ended, and a program to help resolve disputes popped up. In the preview, a wife shouted heartbreakingly: "He is a liar, he has been lying! He He's just a liar! He said he won't gamble anymore, what a fucking piece of shit! You must get a divorce for the sake of your children!"

The fixed switch was flipped, and the thin threads of the nerve weave severed.

Lin Su paused, his expression froze. The "bad things" he imprisoned were opened and turned into a torrent of floods, submerging every cell in his body, soaking them and staining them black.

All the ghosts and ghosts that appeared in the hallucination appeared, one by one, and the original owner squeezed between the mother and the evil ghost, pulling a smile that tore the corners of his mouth sullenly.

"Susu, it's all mother's fault..." "Bastard." "Are you going to be late? Hurry up!" "Give me back my identity!"...

They yelled loudly.

I feel sick.This is one of the thoughts.

My head hurts even more.This is the second idea.

Lin Su's body and hands and feet trembled slightly, he was about to lose control of himself, he urgently needed to vent, his suppressed excitement and destructive desire were like a ferocious beast.

No matter how lightly he breathed, it sounded like a loud noise from a huge drum to Lin Su's ears.

There are too many, too many, he can't keep calm in front of so many hallucinations, he has to get rid of these hallucinations that affect him, otherwise Qin Yishuang will find out his panic, know that he is lying, and maybe see it from it. something is wrong with him-

Qin Yishuang didn't pay attention to his situation. In order to prevent Qin Yishuang from being hurt and from being discovered by Qin Yishuang, Lin Su thought of an excuse. He deliberately dug the wound under the bandage with his fingers, and the wound was dripping with blood. Blinking in pain: "Yishuang, I suddenly remembered that the medicine powder I just used is gone, can you go down and buy a new one? My hand hurts."

Lin Su's medicine box has very few medicines, and a lot of them were cleaned up because they expired a few days ago. Only this medicine powder can stop bleeding.

Qin Yishuang didn't intend to provoke Lin Su today, and he didn't know where the luck came from. Satellite TV broadcast a program on family disputes, and the theme of the program just happened to test Lin Su.

Qin Yishuang didn't notice that it was broadcast on TV, and patronized and fought with Lin Su.He was very sensitive to Lin Su's emotions. When he saw Lin Su's bloody wound, he subconsciously thought that he had bumped into Lin Su and made him feel uncomfortable. His apology and guilt occupied his whole heart. He got up quickly and fumbled for his phone and keys on the coffee table Run out: "Don't move your hands, wait until I come back downstairs!"

Good boy.Lin Su clenched her hands tightly.

Qin Yishuang slammed the door, which slammed shut, and he ran downstairs in cotton slippers without changing his shoes.

Lin Su covered his eyes with broken hair, stood up, lost the tenderness to face Qin Yishuang, tilted his head, coldly holding a sly smile, and faced the noisy "demons and ghosts" in the room who dared not approach. ".

He rubbed his hair vigorously, rubbing his cold face, crying and laughing and muttering to himself: "Why don't you let me go? I'm not lying! I just want to make myself happy, what's wrong with me , Why do you say that I lied... I understand, you are jealous of me."

In the end, I believed that I was not lying.

"Ah, especially you, Zhong Qingyu, you are having a bad time. Lin Fengsheng didn't even look at you when he died." Lin Su looked at his hallucinated mother and his shoulders trembled with laughter. He laughed louder and louder, and finally just let it out loud Laughing, "You deserve it! A woman like you deserves to end up like that!"

Lin Su took a step forward and completely transformed into a wild beast that was out of control. He grabbed the youngest "self" by the neck with red eyes, lifted him up amidst the children's terrified cries, and bumped into the sharp corner of the coffee table. go--

"You're the bastard! Keep staring at that wall clock."

……

Qin Yishuang was waiting for the elevator, watching the number of the elevator increase little by little, the more he thought about it, the more something went wrong.

The window next to it was not closed, and there were bursts of icy cold wind that made people sober.

Lin Su said that there was a pharmacy downstairs, but Qin Yishuang looked at the navigation and found that the nearest pharmacy was also far away, and it took more than 40 minutes to walk back and forth.

He remembered that his cup was not willing to use it. He took it out to look at it and put it in the package. If it was broken, it would be wrapped in the package, so how could he cut his hand?

The wound is also very strange, why is the wound deep in the palm of the hand?

Recalling all the above details, Qin Yishuang felt that Lin Su was strange for no reason.

His heart was pounding excitedly, and there was a voice in his ear urging him to go back, Qin Yishuang had a premonition that he might touch the truth today, get evidence, and destroy the barrier between him and Lin Su by following this voice.

Qin Yishuang stared down at the cotton mop that he hadn't had time to change, then at the elevator number that went up, turned around and ran back to the apartment.

five.

Four.

three……

Qin Yishuang rested his head on the door and counted, pointing the key at the lock. He worked hard for a month, but now he was both excited and disappointed at the fear of knowing the truth.

The door lock was turned quickly, and Qin Yishuang pushed the door open.

The man in embarrassment turned his back to him alone, crying and laughing and roaring furiously, against the background of the darkness, he looked like a ghost crawling out of an abyss, he was facing some invisible thing, frantically destroying everything items touched.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, the evil ghost stopped and turned around in astonishment, and saw Qin Yishuang standing at the door against the light.Lin Su's pupils dilated, as if something had shattered.

There is no hallucination or reality, only a blank horizontal line, he is on this side, Qin Yishuang is on the other side.

"Lin Su." The young man threw away the key in his hand, Lin Su couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only hear the crisp sound of the keys colliding on the wooden floor, "You lied to me for so long, and now I found out, would you Did you tell the truth?"

The embarrassment of being discovered appeared on the face of the tall man. He covered his face with his head covered, not daring to let Qin Yishuang see his face, his body could not move due to fright, and his dry throat could not make any sound.

"Aren't you willing to tell the truth?" Qin Yishuang continued.

Lin Su's blank mind just played back over and over again: I was discovered, don't look at me, don't look at me.

Spotted, don't look at me.

Seeing Lin Su's silent and withdrawn appearance, Qin Yishuang's excitement of discovering the truth dissipated completely, leaving only disappointment and sadness.

Lin Su said he liked him.

Does this unwillingness to be honest deserve to be called liking?

He did all his calculations, but he never expected Lin Su to react like this. In his expectation, Lin Su would forgive him as long as he apologized and told him the truth. What he wanted was not to conceal and trust.

As long as he doesn't hide anything, he can accept everything about Lin Su.

"Let's separate for a while." Qin Yishuang decided to take a strong dose of medicine. He lowered his upper eyelids to cover his disappointed and injured eyes, "When will you make up your mind and tell me the truth..."

"Otherwise..." The child took a deep breath, sucked his nose to hold back his crying: "Let's break up."

Lin Su's pupils shrank sharply, and Qin Yishuang slammed the door shut.

Lin Su rushed forward, digging through the closed door with weak fingernails, unable to break up!Don't go, please...don't break up with him!He has nothing left!He didn't want to retreat into a corner and be that sullen wretch--!

But he didn't dare to open the door to face it. Fear and pain were intertwined. Lin Su, who recognized the reality, slipped from the door and fell to the ground, squatting at the door, hugging his knees and shaking.

At the beginning, he still laughed at the boy who went to save his girlfriend on the street, but now he found out.

He didn't even dare to keep him.

The author has something to say: There is no crematorium, and the breakup was deliberately said to provoke Lin Su.

Shuang: One sentence makes men kill me for my fantasy, hello everyone, I am a male lecturer who is proficient in human nature and makes men go crazy for me...

Su::)

The next chapter is about attacking hallucinations, it may be a bit bloody and sickly, I thought I could finish the next chapter tomorrow, but I just learned that the exam will be all day tomorrow, I thought the exam was on Tuesday, so I am not in a hurry to write slowly (x

感谢在2021-07-0301:39:59~2021-07-0422:14:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Guanyinban Dububu Jingxin; 9 bottles of Jiang Jingyue; 1 bottle of Dijian;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!