Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

Zuo Si stayed in this world for 50 years. She changed from a young girl into a gray-haired old man, and then closed her eyes on the rocking chair at home, ending her life.

She closed her eyes and died due to the complete exhaustion of body functions on her front feet, but when she opened her eyes on her back feet, she had already returned to that mysterious space.

She returned to her body and became that young Zuo Si again.

Immortality is the dream of many people, but after experiencing the ordinary life in the last world, Zuo Si suddenly misses the life of ordinary people.

Ordinary people will cherish the time they live because their lives are short, and do many meaningful or meaningless things in this limited time.

And Zuo Si knew that she would not die after completing the task. In a sense, she was an immortal existence.

Death seemed meaningless in front of her, and Zuo Si, who had increased his intelligence a lot but still had not reached the average intelligence level, felt tired of his current life.

She didn't want to continue in this endless cycle.

Zuo Si's face was full of tiredness. She closed her eyes and sat on the soft ground, not knowing what she was thinking.

She seemed to be thinking about a lot of things, but she didn't seem to be thinking about anything. What she saw when she opened her eyes was pale, which didn't seem to be much different from the pure black when she closed her eyes.

She has never had any expectations for the future, but now, she feels tired and wants to strike.

A man in a black robe with wide sleeves quietly appeared in the farthest distance. He originally thought that Zuo Si was the most suitable person for this world, but now he suddenly discovered that this little girl was incompatible with this world.

As the manager of this world, he has never felt that he is superior to these missionaries. They are actually a mutually beneficial relationship.

He gave them nearly endless lives, and they had to enter countless small worlds to complete tasks and collect energy so that this world could run better.

He used to be very optimistic about Qin Yue, but in the end Qin Yue gave up her longevity and returned to her own world to live her ordinary life. Now he is optimistic about Zuo Si, but Zuo Si is getting tired, and he is vaguely aware of it. The idea of ​​self-destruction in her mind.

What he needs is a tasker who can do his best to complete the task and struggle to survive, not a person who is passive and sabotage.

Just when the man wanted to go over and say something to Zuo Si, he saw the space around Zuo Si distorted, and other forces were invading into this world.

The man's face changed instantly. He stared fixedly at the place where Zuo Si was, and saw that the space around her was distorted into a human-shaped hollow. A moment later, a tall figure appeared beside Zuo Si.

The man's pupils constricted instantly, looking at the familiar figure, he forgot what he should say for a moment.

She is not, hasn't she already returned to her world?Why would it appear here again?

Zuo Si sat on the ground with his head lowered, not knowing what he was thinking, everything around him seemed to have nothing to do with her.

It's not that she didn't notice the changes around her, but Zuo Si was a little lazy and unwilling to move. She didn't bother to open her eyes to see any changes happening around her, even if it touched her.

Until Zuo Si felt that he was hugged in someone's arms, that embrace was very warm, with a familiar fragrance, as if he had smelled it somewhere before.

She froze for a moment, then slowly opened her eyes, and then Zuo Si saw a strange face appearing in front of her.

Although that face was very unfamiliar, the way she looked at her was very familiar. Zuo Si looked at her blankly, opened his mouth, and after a long time, a name came out from between her lips and teeth.

"Qin Yue?"

The woman holding Zuo Si laughed, stretched out her hand and pinched her nose, and said softly: "Little Sisi, you just recognized me, I recognized you at the first sight."

Zuo Si blinked his eyes, looking a little dazed.

Isn't this the mysterious world where she takes on missions every time?Why is Qin Yue here?

The bewilderment in her eyes became heavier and heavier, and with her own brain, she couldn't figure out what happened.

Qin Yue looked at Zuo Si's stupid look, couldn't help but reached out and rubbed her head.

This little girl is really silly and cute, and I don't know how she can complete so many cruel tasks with such a low IQ.

Thinking of this, Qin Yue's eyes darkened, she turned her head sideways, and looked at the man in the black robe with wide sleeves in the distance.

The first and last time she saw the man was the last time she had completed enough tasks to return to her own world.

Although she only met once, the appearance of that man was deeply engraved in her heart.

When she thought of what she said at that time, she couldn't help feeling a little emotional, but now was not the time to be emotional about those things, she quickly sorted out her emotions, and didn't let her gaze reveal the slightest bit.

"Hello, Master Manager."

The man in the black robe with wide sleeves walked up to Qin Yue and Zuo Si, and looked down at the two girls, his gaze as dark as the night sky could not reveal the slightest emotion.

Seeing him with such eyes, Qin Yue felt that the hairs all over her body stood on end, and an extremely dangerous feeling rose from the bottom of her heart.

"If I remember correctly, you have already left, why are you coming back here now?"

Qin Yue's eyes flickered, and she hugged Zuo Si tightly in her arms. However, at this moment, Zuo Si, who was dull, seemed to sense the undercurrent between them. In front of Qin Yue.

"Don't hurt my sister Yue."

The man's brows were slightly wrinkled, and his eyes were darker.

When did these two taskers get mixed up?

Seeing Zuo Si acting as if protecting a calf, the smile on Qin Yue's face widened a bit, she stretched out her hand and pulled Zuo Si into her arms, and gently patted her head.

"Zuo Si, this is a matter between me and the manager, he won't hurt me, don't worry."

The man snorted, but didn't say anything.

Zuo Si looked at Qin Yue, and then at the so-called manager, the bewildered expression on his face became even heavier.

What is it all about?

The answer to this question is destined to be that no one can tell Zuo Si, so she can only stay in Qin Yue's arms foolishly, watching Qin Yue and that man come and go and say things she doesn't understand.

"Since you have already left, why come back? Where do you think this is?"

"There is no rule that if you leave, you can't come back. Now that I'm back, you can't just drive me away."

"There is already a new mission executor in this area, and she is the one who will take over for you to complete the mission after you leave."

Qin Yue stroked Zuo Si's soft hair, and looked at the man opposite. Although she had a smile on her face, her voice was a bit cold.

"Is this the little fool you're talking about taking over the task?"

The man's eyes flashed, and he nodded: "Yes."

Qin Yue looked at him and asked: "No one knows better than you and me what the mission world is like. You chose her to complete the mission when she didn't know anything. Isn't it unfair to her?"

Facing Qin Yue's almost questioning words, the man couldn't say anything to refute.

He didn't know how to refute Qin Yue.

After all, what she said was not wrong. He did choose her when Zuo Si was still ignorant. At that time, because of her stupidity, he doubted whether she could survive the first mission.

Surprisingly, she survived the first task, but failed, and then she entered the world of punishment.

Although he made a mistake, the man didn't intend to admit it. He looked at Qin Yue and said calmly, "There's no way, she is the one chosen by heaven, and this world chose her."

Qin Yue blinked her eyes, and asked with some amusement: "Are there countless people who are chosen by you? Zuo Si counts as one, and I count as one. I still remember that I met one in a certain world before." , Are your chosen ones selected in batches?"

The man was so blocked by Zuo Si's words that he didn't know what to say. After a while of silence, he said: "This world chose her, and I also gave her the chance to choose. She chose to be the tasker."

Qin Yue looked down at Zuo Si whose eyes seemed to be about to turn into mosquito coils.

"I suspect that this little fool may not even know what you mean at the beginning, so he became a tasker in such a daft way."

The man fell silent. Although what Qin Yue said was a little too straightforward, she was right.

This tasker really didn't know anything at the beginning.

He fell silent, looking at Qin Yue who was holding Zuo Sihu in her arms in a protective posture, the expression on his face became a little weird.

After a long time, he just asked: "You have said so much, what exactly do you want to do? I think you have worked so hard to come here, the purpose should not be to tell me these things, right? Tell me your Purpose."

"I want to replace her as a tasker."

As soon as these words came out, not only the man was stunned, but even Zuo Si in Qin Yue's arms was stunned. She raised her head and looked at Qin Yue, as if she couldn't believe what she heard.

"Sister Yue, what are you doing, what are you doing..."

What happened for a long time, and she didn't come out with what she wanted to say next, Zuo Si grabbed Qin Yue's skirt and looked at her with anxiety.

"Those tasks are very dangerous, sister Yue, you don't need..."

Having experienced so many mission worlds, Zuo Si is also very clear about what he has to face when he enters the mission world. Now that Qin Yue said that he would replace her as a mission person, Zuo Si was full of panic, and subconsciously wanted to reject.

However, Qin Yue didn't give her a chance to refuse.

"You can't bear the constant death and separation, can you?"

After hearing Qin Yue's words, Zuo Si was stunned, and the hand that was holding Qin Yue's skirt suddenly tightened.

How could she...

"Do you sometimes want to ask me how I know this?" Qin Yue laughed, her tone was gentler than before, but there was a bit of vicissitudes in that voice.

"I'm a tasker before you, and I know what you'll experience when you enter those worlds. In those worlds, many times you can't help yourself."

Being held in Qin Yue's arms, Zuo Si looked up at her, his black eyes were full of Qin Yue's shadow.

"Sister Yue..."

The manager who has been ignored for a long time: "..."

Why did he suddenly have the urge to stand up to Qin Yue x Zuo Si?

Seeing that the two people over there had completely ignored his existence, the manager had no choice but to cough, reminding the two girls that there is still such a big living person as him here.

Qin Yue turned to look at him with obvious dislike in her eyes: So you are still here.

Manager: Where else could he be if he wasn't here?

The manager coughed, and said, "You said you want to replace Zuo Si as a tasker again?"

Qin Yue nodded. Seeing that the manager seemed to refuse, she said, "I think I am more suitable for this world than Zuo Si. She should have done a lot of tasks when she entered here. How much has she completed?"

Manager: "..."

After careful calculation, since Zuo Si became a tasker, it seems that he has often entered the world of punishment.

It was the first time he had seen a person who completed the quest in the punishment world that was slower than completing the normal world.

However, the energy they need can only be obtained in the normal world. In the punishment world, they cannot get any power, but they have to use some of it. Now that they think about it carefully, they found a tasker like Zuo Si, There seems to be more power going in than they gain.

Although the manager's expression didn't change much, Qin Yue knew that she had guessed right.

After getting in touch with Zuo Si a few times, Qin Yue also understood what kind of person Zuo Si is. Such a little silly girl basically depends on her luck to complete the task, but her luck seems to be used to punish the world, and she can complete the normal task. There are only a handful of tasks.

Compared with Zuo Si, Qin Yue is more reliable.

After thinking for a while, the manager nodded towards Qin Yue.

"It's not impossible for you to replace her as a tasker, but the power she collected is not enough to allow her to return to her original world, and we can't imitate a world she once lived in for her. If you take over Once she becomes a tasker, there is no way for her to stay in this world."

Qin Yue was stunned for a moment, and then asked: "Could it be that she will disappear completely after I succeed her as a tasker?"

This is not Qin Yue's plan, she just wants Zuo Si to live a normal life, she loves this girl who is like her little sister very much.

This mentally handicapped girl stumbled through those cruel mission worlds, maybe after her luck was completely exhausted, she would be annihilated in those mission worlds.

Immortality needs to be fought with one's life, and if one is not careful, this so-called immortality will not be taken away.

It's just that if she succeeds her as the tasker, Zuo Si will disappear because of her replacement. Qin Yue doesn't want to see this kind of thing at all.

The man seemed to have guessed what Qin Yue was thinking. He shook his head and said, "We are not as cruel and ruthless as you imagined. If we were really so cruel, you would have no chance to return to your world."

"sorry."

Qin Yue admitted her mistake very readily, but then asked: "If that's the case, where will you send her after I take over from her?"

"We will send her to the worlds she has experienced. Those worlds have been opened by her. In those worlds, there are also physical containers that fit her soul. She can choose to enter those worlds and continue her journey. Life."

After a pause, he continued: "However, she used to enter those worlds as a quester. After completing the tasks in those worlds, she will come back, but this time she entered those worlds again. After that, she will completely integrate into that world, she will experience life, old age, sickness and death, and she will not come back after her life is over."

"You are willing to succeed her as a tasker, but have you asked her if she is willing to give up her status as a tasker and enter a world to experience a short life?"

Although she has to perform some rather boring tasks after becoming a tasker, high risks are usually accompanied by high returns. After completing these tasks, she will continue to live.

Who would resist the temptation of immortality?

After listening to what he said, Qin Yue frowned. She really didn't think of this. She was silent for a while, then lowered her head and looked at Zuo Si in her arms. As if she didn't know what happened at all, Qin Yue's heart softened, and her tone softened a little involuntarily.

"Zuo Si, do you want to continue to be a tasker and carry out the task?"

After hearing Qin Yue's words, Zuo Si raised his head and looked at Qin Yue, the bewilderment in his eyes became more and more serious.

"Do I still have a choice?"

Qin Yue nodded and said: "You have a choice, if you want to continue to be the lake of quests, you can continue to accept quests here, enter various worlds to complete quests, if you don't want to continue these quests ,I can help you."

Are you working as a tasker?

Zuo Si's eyes were wide open, and his mind was in a mess.

Having experienced so many worlds before, she is really tired. She entered different worlds and met different people. Some would be kind to her, while others would be full of malice towards her. Most of the time She is always confused about her mission, and completes the mission with guesswork, and many times the ending is a bit unsatisfactory.

She thought that she would go on like this forever, but now Qin Yue told her that she had a chance to get out of this situation.

"But, if you replace me as a tasker, don't you want to live such a life instead of me?"

Zuo Si opened his eyes wide and looked at Qin Yue, subconsciously wanting to shake his head: "No..."

Seeing that Zuo Sisi was going to refuse, Qin Yue let go of her body, and then stretched out her hands to hold Zuo Si's face, so that Zuo Si's eyes met hers.

"Zuo Si, you don't think about anything, don't think about those other things, just tell me honestly, tell me how you would choose, if you were given a chance to choose, would you like to be an ordinary person , to live the life of an ordinary person, although he does not have a long life, he can live his whole life in peace."

Zuo Si looked at Qin Yue's tea-brown eyes. From such a close distance, she saw herself in her eyes, she saw the tangles on her face, she saw her wavering, she saw her own selfishness. Heart.

She is tired of this kind of life, she just wants to be an ordinary person.

But what about Qin Yue?

If she left, Qin Yue would stay to replace her. How could she let Qin Yue go through these things.

Zuo Si wanted to shake her head, but her face was held by Qin Yue, she couldn't do such a simple movement as shaking her head, Zuo Si got a little anxious, and said, "Sister Yue, let me go."

Qin Yue looked at Zuo Si with an extremely serious tone.

"Zuo Si, as I said, don't think about those other things, you just need to tell me the truest thoughts in your heart."

"But……"

"No but, tell me what you really want!"

Qin Yue's tone became severe, Zuo Si looked at her blankly, her mind went blank, after a long time, she finally found her voice, she heard herself say: "I don't want to be a tasker anymore, I just I just want to be an ordinary girl and live an ordinary life."

When she finished saying this, Zuo Si felt something stripped from her body, and she suddenly widened her eyes.

A bright spot of light the size of a soybean peeled off from the center of Zuo Si's eyebrows, and that spot of light stayed between Zuo Si and Qin Yue for a moment, then flew towards the center of Qin Yue's eyebrows quickly, and the spot of light merged into the space between Zuo Si and Qin Yue. Entering Qin Yue's body, at this moment, Qin Yue's entire body seemed to be emitting a faint light, the light was very soft at first, but slowly the light became dim , When the light completely disappeared, Qin Yue who closed her eyes opened them again, and at the same time, the character attribute panel belonging to Qin Yue appeared in the void.

Character: Qin Yue.

Age: 18

Intelligence: 55 (out of 100)

Physical strength: 51 (100 full marks)

Force: 42 (out of 100)

Charisma: 29 (out of 100)

Special skills: the power of witches, the anger of ghosts, and the aura of demons.

Earn special titles: Friend of Women, Alien Slayer, Paranoid, Scumbag, Lustful Bottom, Angel Killer, Madonna White Lotus, Savior.

Seeing these character attribute panels that were much richer than his own, Zuo Si was stunned, and looked at Qin Yue with wide eyes: "So you are also a tasker?" You are still a tasker who is much better than her.

Qin Yue laughed, stretched out her hand to stroke Zuo Si's hair, and said softly, "Didn't I tell you? I was your predecessor, so it was you who took over my task, so that I could spend my free time. Do what I have to do, so you don't have to worry about anything, I do a lot more tasks than you, I'm used to this kind of life."

How can you get used to such a life?

Zuo Si thought that Qin Yue was comforting herself, but Qin Yue seemed to have guessed what she was thinking, and said with a smile: "You don't think I'm comforting you, do you? Little Sisi, people are different , You think you are not used to this kind of life, you think that all people are not used to this kind of life, but I am already used to this kind of life, I am not used to the life of ordinary people."

Regardless of whether Qin Yue's words were comforting Zuo Si or not, the deal is done now, and everything has become a settlement, which cannot be changed anymore.

Zuo Si is no longer a tasker, she can't stay in this world for long, she must enter the worlds she has experienced as soon as possible, otherwise if she continues to stay here, the power of this world will attack her cause irreversible damage.

The manager stretched out his hand to touch the void, and the worlds Zuo Si had been to appeared in front of her.

The pictures of all the worlds are arranged in small grids in the air like a monitor screen, and Zuo Si is a little dazzled by the densely packed small grids.

These pictures show pictures extracted from the worlds that Zuo Si has experienced.

She saw Alice, Chu Renmei, Dabao, and many familiar or unfamiliar faces.

Zuo Si stared blankly at those pictures, and various thoughts turned in her mind. She didn't know what she was thinking now, but felt that her mind was in a mess, and many memories that she had forgotten reappeared in her mind. in mind.

She heard Qin Yue's voice ringing in her ears.

"Zuo Si, you only have one chance to choose. Most of the worlds you experience are full of crises, but many of them are normal worlds. I think you can enter these worlds. After all, you only have one choice. If you make a wrong choice, there will be no chance to come back.”

Qin Yue gave Zuo Si reasonable suggestions. She felt that some worlds were exactly the same as the real world Zuo Si once lived in, and she could spend her whole life in such a world.

If she wants to live the life of an ordinary person, it is better to choose an ordinary world.

Zuo Si's eyes slid over these lakes. Although she remembered what she had experienced, but looking at those pictures now, she felt like a bystander. She has nothing to do with it.

Although Zuo Si is a little fool, she still has her own consciousness. After all, this is where she will spend her whole life, and Qin Yue has no way to completely make decisions for her.

She took a step back, leaving space for Zuo Si to let her think carefully about how to make a choice.

The manager in the black robe and wide sleeves appeared in front of Qin Yue. He stood side by side with Qin Yue, looked at Zuo Si who was not far away, and after a long time, the manager said, "How do you know, let her become an ordinary woman?" Would it be better to be a person than to be a tasker?"

Qin Yue kept her eyes on Zuo Si, and she didn't turn her head to look at the manager. When the manager spoke again, she asked back, "Then how do you know that it's best for her to continue to be a tasker?" ?”

They don't know what the future holds, but now Zuo Si has made a choice, she doesn't want to be a tasker, she just wants to be an ordinary person.

Zuo Si stood there for a long time, and finally made a choice. Qin Yue and the manager walked over. When they saw Zuo Si's choice, Qin Yue and the manager were stunned.

Qin Yue stared blankly at Zuo Si, and finally said after a long time, "This world...how could you choose such a world?"

After all, Zuo Si wanted to live an ordinary life. Qin Yue thought that Zuo Si would choose a simple and ordinary world. Who would have thought that she would choose this world.

"Are you sure? Do you want to choose another one? This world, if you live in this world, I'm afraid it will be very hard."

Zuo Si looked at the people in the picture, with deep nostalgia in her eyes, she said softly, "I won't feel hard, I want to return to this world."

Zuo Si's voice was very soft, but the firmness in his tone was unquestionable. Qin Yue wanted to persuade, but the manager said.

"Qin Yue, this is Zuo Si's own choice. She wants to enter this world. We should respect her choice."

"But……"

Qin Yue wanted to say something, but heard the manager say: "The reason why she chose that world is probably because there are people she cares about in that world, so she wants to enter that world. "

Someone you care about?

Qin Yue took a look at the world Zuo Si had chosen, and let out a long sigh.

She didn't want Zuo Si to have a hard time, but Zuo Si chose to go there. As the manager said, it was Zuo Si's choice.

They should respect her choice.

"Have you made up your mind?"

Zuo Si nodded, and when she knew that she was about to leave here, her eyes fell on Qin Yue.

Regardless of whether Qin Yue was her previous tasker or not, this time it was because of Qin Yue that she got the opportunity to choose freely. Zuo Si was very grateful to Qin Yue.

"Thank you, Sister Yue."

She took a step forward, hugged Qin Yue's body, rubbed her head in Qin Yue's arms, and her tone was a little crying.

If they separate again this time, they may never see each other again.

Qin Yue hugged Zuo Si with great strength, as if she wanted to integrate her into her body.

"Goodbye Zuo Si, live well in that world, I hope you can live a healthy and happy life."

"Ah."

The two reluctantly bid farewell, although they were reluctant to part with each other, but they still had to part after all.

The manager had already opened the passage leading to that world, Zuo Si withdrew from Qin Yue's embrace, she glanced at Qin Yue, laughed, then turned around and walked into that passage.

She felt that she fell into a strange space in an instant, and the rays of light that flickered around seemed to possess extremely powerful power, countless light spots were stripped from her body, and those dots of light were Those memories in these worlds she experienced.

She is no longer a tasker, and keeping too many memories that do not belong to the world she wants to enter will cause great harm to the already riddled world.

There wasn't much pain when the memory was stripped away. She didn't remember many memories clearly, and it didn't affect her much after being stripped out.

A strong sense of fatigue surged in like a tide, Zuo Si closed his eyes uncontrollably, and fell into a dark and sweet dream.

Those memories extracted from Zuo Si's body condensed together and turned into a huge ray of light, which enveloped Zuo Si's whole body, protecting her towards the world she had chosen. move forward.

When she was in the soul state, Zuo Si felt that her body was light and weightless, so when she entered the body in this world, Zuo Si woke up.

Zuo Si, who just woke up, was still a little groggy, unable to figure out where he was.

Zuo Si shook his head, trying to wake himself up, but at this moment, someone rushed towards her and hugged her tightly.

Zuo Si was stunned, subconsciously trying to struggle, but before she could start struggling, she heard a slightly choked voice ringing in her ears.

"Zuo Si, that's great, you're back, that's great."

After hearing this familiar voice, Zuo Si was stunned, tears filled her eyes instantly, she stretched out her hand and hugged her tightly.

"I'm back, I'm back, Alice..."

Alice embraced the lost and recovered Zuo Si in her arms, and tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

Thank God she finally came back to herself when she thought she would never come back.

So what if the world is full of holes, she is a replicant, so what if she is the only pure human being?

As long as they're together.

The author has something to say: My favorite biochemical crisis begins, my favorite biochemical crisis ends,

At this point, this book is completely over, thank you everyone who has been with me for so long, ?(′???`) heartfelt