Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

In fact, Saenju has always had a good impression of Sami. When she met Sami for the first time after going to college, Saenju fell in love with Sami. After she knew that she liked Sami, she He often expresses his love for Sami openly and secretly.

However, Sammy didn't know if he really didn't know her feelings, or if he pretended not to know, and never once responded to her feelings when facing her.

Probably because what you can’t get is the best, Saenju has been thinking about Sami, and his feelings have become more and more, and Sami treats her like an ordinary friend, without revealing from the beginning to the end. any other emotion.

Saenju thought that maybe after waiting for a while, he would be able to see that she was good. However, when she became friends with Sonia, she realized that it was not that she was not good enough, but because the other party had never been good enough. liked her.

San thought that Sonia also liked Sami, so she suppressed all her feelings, thinking that she was doing it for her friend's benefit, but finally found out that Sonia didn't like Sami.

Sarn had various thoughts in her mind, and the expression on her face changed. She was silent for a long time, and in the end she didn't say anything. She just sighed, but she didn't know how to show it. What kind of look is coming.

Zuo Si should have returned to the dormitory, but Sa Enju felt uncomfortable now, so she wanted to see Zuo Si a little. She stayed outside the school for a long time until it was getting dark, and then she went back to the dormitory.

After Sanju returned to the dormitory, Zuo Si still had the same attitude towards her as before, and there was no other difference. She felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, but she couldn't tell what was going on. She just watched When I thought about it, I felt lumps in my heart.

And Zuo Si seemed to have guessed what she was thinking, and when he looked up at her, the expression on his face also changed slightly.

Saen turned all kinds of thoughts in his heart, looked at Zuo Si who was sitting at the desk, she walked up to Zuo Si, seemed to want to reach out to touch Zuo Si, and Zuo Si raised his head and looked at her with eyes Face off with Sanju.

Her eyes were very calm, Saenju couldn't see anything else from her eyes.

She just stared at Zuo Si, looked at Zuo Si, Zuo Si felt a little numb from her stare, raised her hand and rubbed the center of her brow, she sighed, and said, "Sa Enju, if you have something You can tell me directly, it will make me feel a little uncomfortable if you look at me like this."

Although Sa Enju became a little strange when he was in front of Sami, Zuo Si knew that some people would become strange in front of love, which is not surprising.

After hearing Zuo Si's words, Sa Enju looked at Zuo Si with a dazed expression on her face, and she didn't know how to show her face to Zuo Si. After holding back for a long time, she didn't say anything after all, but just turned towards Zuo Si He nodded, then turned and left.

Seeing Sa Enju's figure leave, Zuo Si didn't know what she was thinking, so she shrugged and stopped thinking about it.

After sitting at the desk for a while, Zuo thought about her task this time. After thinking about it, she turned the empty diary out of the drawer.

The original handwriting on this diary has disappeared, but now when Zuo Si took out the diary, he keenly noticed that there was something different about this diary.

Zuo Si frowned, and looked down at the diary in her hand. On the surface, this diary seemed to be the same as before, but Zuo Si could sense that something had changed in it, and she frowned. Frowning, he thought for a while, and then opened the diary.

However, when she opened the diary, she found that the missing writing on the previous diary had returned.

When seeing this scene, Zuo Si was a little dazed, not quite sure what was going on.

Didn't these diaries disappear before?How did the diary reappear at this time?The bewildered look on Zuo Si's face became more and more serious. She took a deep breath, suppressed those complicated thoughts, and then began to browse slowly.

This time the reappeared diary only had one page, and the date written was also today's date. When he saw that it was today's date, Zuo Si stretched out his hand and touched the page of the book, only to find that the pen writing was still wet Yes, there was a light black mark when I touched it with my hand, which was obviously written not long ago.

Could it be that these were written just now?Zuo Si was stunned for a moment, but soon understood what happened. She took a deep breath, stretched out her hand and patted her face.

Everything in front of her was not quite right, but now Zuo Si only had some clues. She flipped through the diary, her mind was still in chaos, but the vague thoughts became more and more blurred. It became clear.

She remembered that she had read this diary before, but the content written in the diary at that time was somewhat different from what it is now.

Before Zuo Si returned to the past, Sonia and Sanjay didn't know each other at all. However, this time, perhaps because of the butterfly effect caused by Zuo Si's appearance, Sonia appeared in Sanjay's diary. Jie had a bad description of his mind, Zuo Si felt that the matter was too big.

She didn't know how this matter turned out like this. Zuo Si's face was a little ugly, he raised his hand and patted his face, suddenly he had some doubts about the diary in his hand.

The diary that existed in the past has disappeared, and these diaries are regenerated from the past where she is, that is, the past has changed.

But Zuo Si didn't know whether this change was good or bad. She closed her palms together, and then opened them again.

After being silent for a long time, Zuo Si temporarily regarded all these changes as good. All became calm.

In fact, everything began to change the moment she went back to the past. This was something she couldn’t stop. All she could do was accept it. Zuo Si took out a blank A4 paper and drew on it. up.

She wrote so seriously that she didn't even notice when another person came into the room.

Sa Enju didn't know when she stood behind Zuo Si, her body was full of moisture, and when she looked at Zuo Si, her eyes became a little strange.

Although Zuo Si didn't notice the arrival of the person behind him for a while, she quickly realized that she turned over the paper in her hand, and then turned her head to look at Sa Enju.

Sa Enju looked at Zuo Si with a smile, and seemed to be in a good mood. It seemed that after taking a bath, she had forgotten the previous quarrels between the two.

Sa Enju sat down on the seat next to Zuo Si, then raised her head and smiled at Zuo Si, her eyes were shining, and when she looked at Zuo Si, she seemed to put Zuo Si's whole person into her eyes like.

Zuo Si looked at her and felt a little strange in his heart. He didn't know what this person was thinking, but her attitude improved, which was also a good thing for Zuo Si.

"Sanju, what's wrong?"

He shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I just want to see you and talk to you."

Zuo Si was silent, with a strange expression on her face, not sure what kind of hobby she was.

Sa Enju just looked at Zuo Si quietly, before speaking after a long time.

"Zuo Si, how do you feel about Sami?"

Zuo Si stared at her, not quite understanding why this person suddenly said such a sentence: "What do you mean?"

Sa Enju repeated it again. Zuo Si looked at her and said, "I'm not familiar with him, and I don't have any contact with him on weekdays. I don't really know him well, let alone feel anything about him."

Zuo Si didn't like Sami very much, but Sa Enju seemed to like it quite a bit, so she didn't say anything more in front of Sa Mi.

However, after hearing Zuo Si's answer, she was reluctant and continued to ask: "It's okay if you tell me, I think Sami likes you very much, the way he looks at you is the same as looking at other people Different, how do you feel about him?"

If he didn't answer Sa Enju's question, she would just keep asking non-stop. Zuo Si felt his head hurt, so he raised his hand and rubbed his temple.

Sa Enju still looked eagerly at Zuo Si, expecting to get an answer from Zuo Si, Zuo Si sighed, and then replied.

"I don't have much feeling for Sammy. To me, he's just an assistant. He's just an assistant. I don't have any feelings for him. So, you don't have to worry about what I have for him. Feel."

Zuo Si's words seemed to imply something. After listening to Zuo Si's words, Sa Enju's face suddenly turned red, and he turned his head away not daring to look at Zuo Si again.

Zuo Si repeatedly stated that he would never have feelings for Sami beyond any normal relationship between a hero and a heroine.

Sa Enju looked towards Zuo Si, the expression on his face seemed to be a bit strange, it seemed to be smiling, but it didn't seem to be crying, that strange look made Zuo Si feel hairy.

Sa Enju didn't intend to say anything to Zuo Si, she nodded towards her, the expression on her face became very strange, she just looked at Zuo Si with deep eyes, it seemed that there were some very weird things hidden inside .

Zuo Si didn't know what she was thinking, and her appearance made Zuo Si feel very uncomfortable.

Although girlishness is always poetry, this person has too much girlishness, Zuo Si has no idea what she is thinking, nor what she wants to do.

She looked at Saenju for a while, and after seeing that she hadn't made any other movements, she packed up her clothes and went to the bathroom to wash up.

The bathroom is not too far from the floor where Zuo Si and the others live. It is already late, but there is no one in the bathroom. The empty bathroom looks a bit cold. After entering, Zuo Si found a place to relax. She stayed in the sleeping cubicle, with the warm water pouring down from the shower, she was absent-minded, she didn't know what she was thinking about.

While Zuo Si was taking a bath, another tall and thin girl came in. After that girl came in, she seemed to be looking for someone.

Her eyes turned around in the bathroom, and soon found Zuo Si's trace, she frowned, and then walked towards Zuo Si.

The sound of rushing water covered up the girl's footsteps, and by the time Zuo Si noticed it, she had already appeared outside Zuo Si's cubicle.

"Who are you? What do you want to do?"

"I heard that you have a very rich boyfriend, so I want to borrow some money from you now."

The girl spoke in a malicious voice.

Zuo Si felt that this person was simply inexplicable, not to mention whether Gao Fushuai was his boyfriend, even if he was his boyfriend, what did it have to do with her?Why should she give her money.

"Sorry, I don't have any money, so I won't borrow it."

The person was stunned for a moment, but she didn't expect Zuo Si to be such a reckless person, her brows furrowed even tighter, and she said after a while: "Now I'm talking to you nicely, if you don't know what's good and what's wrong , I can't guarantee that I can still be so good-natured."

She came into the bathroom to take a shower, but although the girl was naked, she didn't bring anything with her. Obviously, she didn't come to take a shower, but to find fault with Zuo Si. When she looked at Zuo Si, her eyes were extremely cold , as if to peel off a layer of Zuo Si's skin.

She stretched out her hand and grabbed Zuo Si, the malice on that face seemed to be overflowing, Zuo Si dodged her attack, and the expression on his face became cold.

"What exactly do you want to do?

But that person didn't speak, just now she didn't catch Zuo Si, now she pushed towards Zuo Si, it seemed that she wanted to push Zuo Si to the ground.

The floor of the bathroom is slippery and it's easy to fall over in it, and there's no surveillance video in the bathroom, even if she pushes Zuo Si down, she can push him clean. She came here to clean up Zuo Si.

Zuo Si didn't know what was going on at all, but when she attacked, Zuo Si instinctively counterattacked, the person who was full of malice towards Zuo Si was not Zuo Si's opponent at all, she was directly pushed down by Zuo Si to the ground.

After the woman was knocked down to the ground by Zuo Si, she was still yelling dirty, but after hearing her yelling, Zuo Si's expression was extremely calm.

She pressed her to the ground again, and the female voice's face was pressed against the cold ground, deformed by being squeezed, but she was still talking nonsense in her mouth, Zuo Si simply gave it to her. She fainted.

Zuo Si picked up the fainted girl from the ground and brought her to the outside room, then put her on the chair in the dressing room outside, put on his clothes and left the bathroom.

It was already very late when Zuo Si came back. At this point, most of the people had gone to eat in the cafeteria. Zuo Si went back to the dormitory to tidy up, then left the dormitory and went to the cafeteria.

After she walked a certain distance, a tall figure stood in front of her.

Zuo Si turned around and walked around the man, wanting to stay away from him, but the man said, "Wait a minute."

Zuo Si sighed, without stopping in his footsteps, obviously he didn't want to talk to this man.

But she seemed to be excited, and walked towards Zuo Si quickly, stretching out her hand as if she wanted to touch Zuo Si, but his hand hadn't touched Zuo Si's body yet, but Zuo Si gave him too much.

Zuo Si's face became extremely ugly, and when he stared at the man, his eyes became extremely sharp.

"Sonia, I didn't expect that the relationship between the two of us would become like this. We are boyfriend and girlfriend, aren't we? Why do you have such an attitude towards me?"

Zuo Si looked at him, completely confused where this man's brain was, who said they were boyfriend and girlfriend?Even in the real Sonia, she didn't have any affection for this Sammy. She really didn't know when they became boyfriend and girlfriend.

Sami looked at Zuo Si, and Zuo Si's extremely beautiful face was reflected in his eyes. Except for those stars who couldn't be seen or touched on TV, her appearance was already top-notch.

Sammy has always liked Sonia, and tried his best to get along with Sonia, and Sonia treated him well. He thought they had already crossed that level and became men and women. friend.

Sammy opened and held the hand hanging by his side, and his emotions were on the verge of collapse.

However, Sami quickly calmed down, and the expression on his face changed slightly, as if he wanted to confess his love to her.

Sure enough, after a while, Zuo Si heard him say: "I don't want to play these chasing and hiding games with you anymore, I want to tell you my truest thoughts, I like you, I like you very much You, if you are with me, I may not be able to provide you with a good material life, but I promise that I will love you. After you get married, you can go to school or go to work. I will not ask you You must be a good wife and mother.”

Zuo Si stared at him, completely unable to understand why this man was saying such things as if his brain had a cramp.

Obviously, he still had such a contemptuous attitude towards her before, but now he is like this again, Zuo Si thinks that this person's brain is probably broken.

She took a step back and distanced herself from this person. Zuo Si frowned and looked at Sami, her gaze was very cold.

"I'm not interested in you at all, and I haven't played any games with you. I don't like you. Not now, not in the future, and never."

He didn't expect Zuo Si to treat him so cruelly. Sami was stunned. He looked at Zuo Si, his eyes widened, as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

He took a step forward, as if he still wanted to reach out to grab Zuo Si, but Zuo Si took a step back, avoiding the hand he extended.

Zuo Si's voice became cold: "If you have anything else to say, just say it, and don't touch me."

Sammy became angry and said directly: "Do you think that tall, rich and handsome man you like really likes you? He is just trying to find something new for a while. He wants to find someone from the upper class. Although your family conditions are not bad. Yes, but definitely not worthy of him, but I can reluctantly take you in, and don’t want your dowry. Where can you get such a good thing? If you don’t agree to me, you will never get married in this life out."

Zuo Si looked at him with a sarcastic smile on his face.

Zuo Si didn't really want to see him look like he was giving himself alms, so he said to him: "Even if I don't get married in this life, I won't marry you, so you just die, don't think about it anymore." Those messed up things."

After finishing speaking, Zuo Si turned around and was about to leave, but when he saw Zuo Si's leaving back, Sami panicked instantly, and stretched out his hand to grab Zuo Si.

But this time, Zuo Si still didn't let her succeed, her speed was very fast, Sammy just watched Zuo Si walk out of his world, and he himself fell down on the ground like a deflated ball. On the ground, the whole person became dispirited.

For Zuo Si, this incident was like a small episode, leaving no trace in her heart at all. When she returned to her dormitory after eating, Sa Enju had already fallen asleep. And Zuo Si also tidied up, and soon went to bed.

In the next few days, a new diary will appear in that diary basically every day. Zuo Si will read these diaries every day. Most of the content in these diaries is what happened between Sanjay and Kalpa. matter.

Zuo Si didn't need to see what stage Kalpa and Sanjie had reached, as long as she read these diaries, she knew what kind of situation they were in.

At the beginning, Sonia's name would also appear in the diary, but later on, Sonia's name would no longer appear in the diary, and the most frequently appeared in the diary was Kalpa, Sanjay seems to like Kalpa very much. It turns out that this man who doesn't sing or dance and has a very boring life now writes the lyrics of a few songs in his diary.

Probably because of the pig breeding talent brought by the Indians, Zuo Si occupied the body of the Indians, and naturally left behind the Indians' natural skills. Singing and dancing are not a problem at all, so Zuo Si always read those lyrics. I can't help but want to sing and dance.

The things written by Sanjay have a strong visual sense, and Zuo Si can't help being brought into them after seeing them, as if they have experienced the situation when they were in love.

After Zuo Si saw these things, he no longer knew what words to use to describe his mood at this time.

She felt that even if Sanjay didn't become the president in the future, he could become a master by writing romance novels.

Although Zuo Si never went to see Karpa again, the two of them often had phone calls. Every time Karpa answered the phone, he would ask Zuo Si if she had finished her exam and when she would go to her again. The inside agreed with ahh, but in fact it has been procrastinating.

After more than a month, Zuo Si had almost read the contents of the diary. After such a long time, no matter how he counted the exams, the exams were over. Zuo Si thought for a while, and then took the time to find Karpa.

When Zuo Si called Kalpa, Kalpa was shooting commercials on the set. She was originally a lively and bright girl, and she was very talented in shooting commercials. She was beautiful and had good acting skills. It's just a chance.

Zuo Si soon arrived at the chaotic studio, and then saw a red traditional Indian dress worn by Kalpa shooting an advertisement.

What she shot was supposed to be an advertisement for laundry detergent. From the perspective of a layman, Zuo Si had no idea what this advertisement was expressing, but Kalpa's acting skills made up for all the shortcomings.

Kalpa's filming was basically one-way, because everyone thought she was Sanjay Singhania's girlfriend, so they were extremely polite to her. On the set, basically everyone had to follow her.

But it was probably because he knew everything was fake, so Kalpa didn't show such arrogance, maybe because he saw Zuo Si's figure, Kalpa's shooting process was faster, and after all the shooting was done, he got free time. Karpa walked towards Zuo Si.

"Sonia, here you come."

Kalpa is wearing traditional Indian clothing, and the extremely gorgeous sari color fully sets off her enthusiastic and hearty temperament. She looks like a wild woman in this way, but in fact, where is she? What wildness, she is just a stupid big sister who is not stupid.

"Sonia, it's really good to have you here."

Seeing Karpa with a hearty smile, the expression on Zuo Si's face softened a lot, she said with a smile: "It seems that you have had a good time, how is the relationship between you and Sanjie?"

When she heard Zuo Si speak, she cast a reproachful look at Zuo Si: "Why are you bringing him up so much? Actually, there is nothing between us, that is, we are just good friends..."

Zuo Si looked at her, blinked his eyes, and there was a trace of weirdness in his tone: "I didn't say what you guys have, I just asked how you get along, oh, seeing how you care about him so much, is it possible that You actually like him a lot?"

After hearing these words from Zuo Si, Karpa felt a little embarrassed.

Obviously, she also has some feelings for Sanjies, but the relationship between the two has not yet been clarified. At this time, they are in an ambiguous stage. Sanjay did not tell Kalpa his true identity, so now Kalpa was still thinking about how the two people were of different castes and how to be together, but soon she remembered that her family members were almost dead, and no one would separate them because of caste.

Kalpa had various thoughts because of Zuo Si's words, Zuo Si was stunned for a moment, looked at Kalpa who was in a trance, and after coughing, he drew her attention to himself.

"Kalpa, I came to you today because I have something to say, you can't just be so absent-minded all the time, can you?"

It wasn't until Zuo Si opened his mouth to speak that Karpa realized that Zuo Si was still in front of her, and her face flushed suddenly. Originally, his face was full of blood, but now when he became shy, his whole face turned as red as an apple like.

Seeing her like this, Zuo Si felt a little helpless, wondering why she was so shy, she was obviously a carefree and silly girl, wasn't she?

"Kalpa."

Zuo Si yelled again, and Karpa raised his head and looked at Zuo Si. The previous shyness had disappeared miraculously, and now he had become the normal Karpa again.

She didn't know what she thought of, she pulled Zuo Si to stand up, and then walked towards the boss of the advertising company, she quickly pulled Zuo Si to the boss, then looked at the boss and said: "Boss, go up The last time you asked me to help you find a model, I will help you find it now, she is about the same age as me, with about the same height and body, she looks very similar at first glance, so the twins commercial should be able to be shot, and There is no need to use special effects, so the special effects fee can save a lot, as long as the makeup is good enough."

The boss was in a bad mood when he heard Karpa talking so much, but then he thought that Sanjay Singhania was Karpa's boyfriend, and he couldn't offend her. The boss raised his head and looked at Zuo Si After looking over, he realized that Zuo Si's appearance was as outstanding as Karpa said.

The boss's eyes became brighter and brighter, and he stretched out his hand to pull Zuo Si, but Zuo Si took a step back, avoiding his extended hand.

The boss probably also noticed that his previous actions were a little rough, so he said, "That girl, don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything, I just want to shake hands with you."

Zuo Si saw that he didn't say a word, and at this time Kalpa hurriedly came to smooth things over: "Okay, boss, she is a student of Indian medical school, not a professional model, and she came to help me because she and I are good friends Yes, this college student is a bit arrogant, don't be angry, your boss."

Kalpa lowered his status so much, the boss had a complicated expression on his face, he glanced at Zuo Si, and seeing that Zuo Si was still expressionless, he said: "Sure, Kalpa, now do what you said manage."

Afterwards, he asked someone to come over and put on makeup for Zuo Si.

Kalpa has very thick and beautiful brown hair, which gives people a gentle feeling when it is scattered behind her back, but Zuo Si has short hair. When filming this scene, she had to wear a wig.

Zuo Si didn't have much talent in acting, but with Karpa leading him, the ad passed without a hitch.

It was already late after work was over, and Sanjay appeared outside the studio. When he saw Kalpa, he showed a big smile on his face. However, when Zuo Si walked out from behind Kalpa, Sangjie The expression on Jie's face froze instantly.

The two broke up last time. When they met again this time, Sanjie felt a little awkward, but he quickly returned to normal. He nodded towards Zuo Si, but didn't say much.

Karpa walked up to Sanjay, she looked up at Sanjay, and said with a smile: "Why are you free today?"

Sanjay said: "I have some business to do here today. After the company's affairs are dealt with, I have nothing else to do, so I come here to take a look and pick you up from get off work by the way."

Kalpa laughed. The atmosphere between the two is not very intimate. This probably has something to do with Indian culture. Even if it is between lovers, they will not be too intimate in public, let alone the two of them now Still in an ambiguous period?

Originally, Kalpa thought that Sang Jie would not come, so he asked Zuo Si to have dinner together, but now that Sang Jie came, she seemed to be unable to throw Zuo Si down, she hesitated for a while, and looked at Zuo Si.

"Sonia, look, how about we take Sanjay to dinner?"

Zuo Si glanced at Sang Jie, and Sang Jie looked at Zuo Si frankly, as if all the unhappiness he had experienced before had disappeared.

After thinking about it for a while, he nodded and said, "That's fine."

Afterwards they left the studio together. Sanjay was tall, rich and handsome, with gold and silver cards and black cards, while Karpa didn't have much money, and Zuo Si paid for the taxi ride.

Naturally, the three of them would not go to any big restaurant, but found a roadside stall to solve the problem. However, when Zuo Si saw the expensive suit on Sanjie's body, a faint smile appeared on his face. .

He seems to enjoy this kind of love life with ordinary people very much, and has never revealed his true identity to Karpa, so Zuo Si really wants to know if Karpa, a silly girl, knows that Sanjays is Sanjay Singhania What kind of expression will it be.

Earlier, Kalpa bragged that she was Sanjay Singhania's girlfriend, but she didn't expect that fate was so magical that what she said when she was bragging turned out to be true.

The hygienic environment of the roadside stalls is not very good, but the taste is not bad.