Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

"I'm going to die."

Hearing Zuo Si's words, Kaili froze there. She felt that she had auditory hallucinations. Otherwise, how could she have heard an old ghost who had lived for hundreds of years say that she was going to die?

She stared blankly at Zuo Si, her eyes swept across her bluish cheeks, a sense of guilt emerged in her heart.

When I saw Zuo Si for the first time that day, although her face was a little pale, it was not as blue as it is now. Even if she didn't understand, she knew it in her heart, and the change in her face also represented the change in her body. .

People become ghosts when they die, so what do ghosts turn into when they die?

The blood on Kelly's face faded, her lips trembled, and she still didn't say what she did that day.

"sorry."

Opening and closing her mouth, Kelly didn't have the courage to say it, and in the end, it was nothing more than an apology.

Zuo Si didn't know what Kaili did back then, so she didn't understand why Kaili said sorry to her when she said she was going to die.

"I'm going to die, what are you sorry for?"

Zuo Si felt strange, so he asked out. Kaili shook her head anxiously, and didn't say the reason for her apology: "It's nothing, why did you say you were going to die? Will ghosts still die?"

"Of course the ghost will die." Zuo Siru said, the reason was too complicated for her to explain to Kelly, after saying this, she fell silent.

The atmosphere in the ward became dull. Kelly took a deep breath and found her voice after a while: "Does Cole know about this?"

After saying that he was going to die, Zuo Si didn't know what to say next, but fortunately, Kaili continued the topic and did not let the atmosphere of silence spread for too long, so she followed her words .

"I didn't tell Cole about this, he doesn't know." Zuo Si paused, seeing Kelly's relieved look, and continued to say: "Cole is still too young, I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it, so I just told you about this matter. After a few days, I will tell Cole that I have something to deal with, and I will leave for a while, but after leaving, I am afraid that I will not come back again, so I will tell this matter You, I want you to tell Cole about this at the right time."

During the seven years with Cole, Zuo Si has a special feeling for Cole, she naturally does not treat Cole as a lover, but after so many years of getting along, Zuo Si treats Cole as a family member, although she Not smart, there are not so many twists and turns in her mind, but after experiencing so many worlds, she also knows a lot of things.

Considering Cole's dependence on her, if he knew about her departure, he would definitely not be able to accept it. After so many years, although his personality has become much more cheerful, in Zuo Si's heart, Cole is still the delicate and thoughtful person he was back then. little boy.

If he knew that she had left this world forever, Cole might not be able to accept it.

Cole is a human being, and a human being who has practiced Taoism. Zuo Si can't erase his memory of her as he did with the former great treasure. On balance, he can only fabricate a lie to deceive Cole.

Zuo Si knows her ability, she is not good at making up lies, Cole is a very smart child, and knows her very well, if she comes to tell a lie, Cole might notice it.

Therefore, Zuo Si told Kaili about this matter, and wanted to ask Kaili to help her to hide this matter.

She told Kelly carefully about her plan, and wanted to ask her to help and hide it from Cole.

Every word of Zuo Si is for Cole's plan, and the guilt in Kelly's heart is about to overwhelm her. All the doubts in the past have turned into guilt, filling her whole heart.

Tears poured out uncontrollably, Kaili was sobbing, and kept saying sorry.

Zuo Si was frightened by Kaili's appearance. She didn't understand why Kaili was crying like this. After thinking about it, she thought it must be because Kaili was too kind and knew that she was going to die, so she cried like this .

She was not good at comforting people. Seeing Kaili crying so sadly, Zuo Si walked over silently, raised her hand, and patted Kaili's shoulder. After holding back for a long time, she finally managed to utter a few words.

"Kelly, don't cry, I'm fine, I just left this world, don't be sad, it's fine..."

It's okay if Zuo Si doesn't comfort her, but with such comfort, Kelly could no longer restrain the sadness and guilt in her heart, and burst into tears.

Zuo Si was dumbfounded by Kaili's crying: "..."

What the hell is going on here?Zheng Mei comforted her, but the more she cried, the more fierce she became?

With Kaili's appearance, Zuo Si didn't dare to speak casually. She watched her cry silently, waiting for the moment when she stopped.

Guilt and sadness did not torment Kelly for a long time. After ten minutes, Kelly slowly stopped crying. She raised her head, looked at Zuo Si standing beside her, and subconsciously bit her lips.

If Zuo Si dies, everything she has done will disappear with Zuo Si's death. No one will know that she once had such vicious and terrible thoughts. However, she can pass everyone's test, but she can't. In her own test, if Zuo Si died, she would live with those guilt for the rest of her life.

Looking at Zuo Si's pure and innocent eyes, Kelly gritted her teeth, wanting to tell everything.

She did something wrong and concealed it for so long, it was really enough.

"Zuo Si, actually I..."

Kelly told all the things she had done, how she hurt Zuo Si with a cross, how she poured holy water on her, Kelly told all these things, after she said it, the original backlog Those big mountains in her heart disappeared, and her whole body relaxed.

Zuo Si should know about these things, no matter how she treats her after knowing it, she should be treated. She did something wrong in the first place, and she deserves everything.

However, to Kaili's surprise, when she heard what she said about what she had done, Zuo Si just let out a groan, and there was no more to say. Kaili was stunned, looking at Zuo Si in disbelief, as if she couldn't believe it She will be this reaction.

Kelly dropped the packed things on the ground just now, after Zuo Si let out an oh, he bent down and packed the things on the ground.

Kelly gritted her teeth, and couldn't help asking, "Zuo Si, aren't you angry at all?"

Zuo Si was stunned for a moment, put the packed things into his pocket, and then looked up at Kelly: "Angry? Why should I be angry?"

"It was I who used the cross and the holy water to deal with you, which made you like this, if it wasn't for me..."

Kelly was a little speechless.

She was entangled there, but Zuo Si didn't take it to heart. What Kaili did drained some of her yin energy, which also caused her to stay in this world for a shorter time, but it was only It's just that, in order to save Cole, Zuo Si transformed herself from a virtual body into a real body. Too much yin energy was consumed, which made her stay in this world much less time. When she made that choice, she would She already knew that she wouldn't live in this world for a long time, so she didn't blame Kelly.

She knew that everything she did was for Cole.

"I don't care, Kelly, don't take these things to heart, don't feel pressured, I will die, not because of you."

Kelly was stunned, she looked at Zuo Si, as if she couldn't believe what she heard.

How could it be like this, she was the one who hurt Zuo Si, why would she still say that?

Could it be that Zuo Si was comforting her?

This idea flashed through Kelly's mind, and was quickly suppressed by herself.

No, even the most generous person in this world will not forgive the person who hurt her.

"Zuo Si, I..."

Kelly still wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Zuo Si: "Kelly, Cole is still waiting for us downstairs, are you really sure you want to tell me this here?"

When it came to Cole, whom she cared most about, Kelly suppressed all her doubts and said nothing.

The two packed up their things, and each went downstairs with a bag.

Cole in the car was already waiting impatiently. Seeing the two people coming, he hurried out of the car and greeted them.

"Mom, Zuo Si, why did you come down?"

Before Kelly came down, she washed her face. Except for her eyes were a little red, she couldn't see that she had just cried.

Cole wanted to help Kelly carry things, but Kelly refused. Kelly walked around to the back of the car, opened the trunk, and put the bag in her hand into it.

"Zuo Si, let me carry it for you."

Zuo Si smiled and rejected Cole: "Kele, forget it, the wound on your arm hasn't healed yet, let's talk about it later."

With that said, Zuo Si also walked to the back of the car, following Kelly's example, and put the luggage into the trunk.

Neither of them needed him to help, and Cole felt a little uncomfortable. He was a man, but he needed two women to take care of him, especially Zuo Si's attitude, which made Cole feel uncomfortable, and he didn't know if it was I thought too much, and always felt that Zuo Si seemed to be deliberately keeping a distance from him.

This kind of thought continued until after he got in the car, and it has not dissipated. He originally wanted to sit in the back seat of the car with Zuo Si, but this idea has not been implemented yet. He made it to the front seat.

"Cole, you are sitting in the passenger seat."

"Mom~"

Cole acted like a baby, Kelly just glanced at him and didn't speak, Cole was inexplicably timid, and didn't dare to say anything, turned around and took the co-pilot seat.

Zuo Si glanced at Kelly, didn't say anything, opened the car door and got into the back seat.

In fact, Zuo Si really wanted to sit in the driver's seat and drive, but she didn't have a driver's license, so it's better to stop thinking about it.

The car drove out of the hospital's parking lot slowly, and as the car left the hospital, the Yin Qi that had been pouring into Zuo Si's body was also disconnected.

Without external support, the yin qi consumed by Zuo Si came from within her own body, her face became paler and paler, and a faint death qi lingered around her.

A tired look appeared on her face, she leaned on the back seat, slowly closed her eyes, and fell into a deep sleep not long after.

From the rearview mirror, Kelly saw Gusi who was sleeping soundly, with a trace of worry on her face. Thinking of what Zuo Si said in the hospital, Kelly became more and more uneasy.

Could it be that she can't do it now?

Kelly was upset and almost hit the car parked in front of her. She slammed on the brakes, the tires of the car creaked, and barely stopped before touching the car.

She stopped suddenly, Kelly and Cole sitting in the front row were fine, they were wearing seat belts, and there was nothing serious about it, but Zuo Si in the back seat was not wearing a seat belt, due to inertia, Her body rolled directly over the back seat.

She fell into the gap between the seats, but still did not wake up. Cole on the passenger seat noticed something was wrong with Zuo Si, unbuckled his seat belt, and climbed to the back seat.

Holding Zuo Si up and hugging him in his arms, Cole called Zuo Si's name over and over again, but Zuo Si's eyes were always tightly closed, showing no sign of opening.

She is a ghost. Even if she has a body, she is different from a real human being. She has no breathing, heartbeat, or body temperature. When she falls into a deep sleep, she looks like a corpse.

She was fine just now, why did she become like this now?

Cole was in a state of confusion, hugging Zuo Si, calling her name over and over again, trying to wake Zuo Si up from his sleep.

However, Zuo Si's eyes were tightly closed, and there was no sign of waking up at all.

"Zuo Si, Zuo Si, what's wrong with you? Wake up, Zuo Si..."

Cole yelled for a long time, and there was a trace of panic in his voice, his arms hugged Zuo Si tightly and refused to let go.

Seeing Cole like this, Kelly's heart skipped a beat, and an absurd guess emerged.

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