Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

Kelly and Cole were a little unhappy because of Zuo Si's matter. Kelly didn't blame Cole for lying to her, but was worried that Cole would be hurt.

Humans and ghosts are different. Kelly was worried when she learned that Cole was learning Taoism with a ghost. Although she did some research based on the information provided by the ghost, she felt that he was a good person and a good ghost. But it is inevitable to worry in my heart.

Now that she suddenly learned that the ghost's identity was false from the beginning, some grudges arose in her heart.

She is an adult and a single mother. She lives alone with Cole, and she has seen a lot of the dark, dirty, and treacherous calculations in the adult world.

Kelly knew very well in her heart that there are very few human beings in this world who are eager to help others without asking for anything in return. Even parents and relatives sometimes treat their children with interests and want to return.

A ghost who has lived for hundreds of years, even with an innocent and harmless appearance, why does she treat Cole so well?

In the past few years, she loved him, taught him, and protected him. Is it just because she likes Cole?

Kelly wants to believe that there are good things in this world, and there are such selfless and dedicated people, but various realities tell her that such people basically do not exist.

Then, why is Zuo Si staying by Cole's side and treating him so well?

Kaili was thinking wildly, and on the one hand, she felt that she had to trust Zuo Si, but on the other hand, she felt that people and ghosts had different paths, so she should break off contact.

Previously, Kelly knew that Cole had the ability to see ghosts, and she had always been worried. As Cole's mother, she was not afraid of Cole's ability, but felt that ghosts were dangerous, and not all ghosts were kind. Yes, although most of the ghosts that Cole encounters are kind ghosts, no one can guarantee that the ghosts he encounters will always be kind ghosts.

It is true that the older Cole is, the stronger his abilities will be. However, this does not mean that he can deal with all ghosts.

If you encounter a ferocious ghost, just in case, just in case...

Kelly didn't dare to continue thinking about it. All these years, she had always wanted Cole to live a normal life and stop dealing with ghosts.

Before this incident happened, Kelly still thought about taking her time, so that Cole could stay away from ghosts and lead a normal life.

But Cole was shot, which made it unbearable for a mother who loves her children so much. Especially at this time, she also knew that the ghost who had been following Cole was a century-old ghost, which made her unable to calm down. .

During dinner, Cole once said that he would go out to help a ghost at night, and he left shortly after he went upstairs. At that time, Kelly thought that Cole left with Zuo Si.

Because Zuo Si was with Cole most of the time when helping ghosts fulfill their wishes, that's why Kelly thought so.

Kele went out with Zuo Si. She is a hundred-year-old ghost who has taught Kele so many things. How could she not be able to protect a child?Let him suffer such a terrible thing?

With doubts in my heart, when I think about what that person did, it seems that there are evil intentions hidden everywhere.

Kelly didn't know that Cole ran out of the house alone because he kissed Zuo Si and didn't know how to deal with it. She used conspiracy theories to guess Zuo Si's actions and synthesized all the information she knew. The more she thought about it, the more she felt that Zuo Si was uneasy and kind.

Thinking of the information she obtained from Huaxia, Kaili felt more and more uneasy. At this moment, her mind was full of the image of Cole being killed by Zuo Si, and she immediately lost her mind under wild thinking.

"Cole, you have to break contact with Mike, no, Zuo Si, you have to break contact with that ghost named Zuo Si, she will kill you, Cole, even if mother begs you, Cole..."

At the end, Kaili was overwhelmed by the fears in her heart, and tears welled up in her eyes. She grabbed Cole's hand and begged him not to get along with Zuo Si any longer.

Facing his mother's crying and begging, Cole was in a state of confusion. After all, he was only a 16-year-old boy. Although he was more mature than ordinary children, too many things happened tonight. In a mess, I don't know what to do.

She said a few dry words, trying to make Kaili stop crying, but Kaili couldn't listen to what she said, she just held Cole's hand and kept begging him to let him and Zuo Si Cut off contact.

When kissing Zuo Si earlier, Cole was impulsive and kissed him by accident. He didn't even know why he had such an impulse. Later, because he didn't know how to face Zuo Si, he ran away from the house and wanted to Allow yourself to calm down.

When he was hit by a bullet, lost a lot of blood, and was dying, apart from his mother, what Cole thought about most was Zuo Si.

That mysterious, powerful, but confused female ghost.

At the age of 16, he already understood a lot of things. At the moment of life and death, he discovered that the reason why he did such a thing was because he fell in love with Zuo Si, the girl who was hundreds of years older than him. ghost.

This kind of relationship does not arise overnight, but slowly grows out of getting along with each other for a long time.

It was she who pulled him out of the abyss of fear and despair, it was she who taught him the ability to protect himself, it was she who made him come out of loneliness.

Zuo Si is an indispensable existence in Cole's life. She has integrated into his life, like air and water, and has completely become an indispensable existence.

He also understood that his mother was worried about him, but Cole would never agree to the look she wanted him to do.

"Mom, I'm sorry..."

These few words have already stated Cole's position. Kelly stared at Cole blankly, tears kept falling down.

Every drop of Kelly's tears seemed to fall on Cole's heart, his heart seemed to be soaked in strong acid, the pain made him unable to breathe, his mother was very important to him, but Zuo Si, Zuo Si It was equally important to him.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry..."

Cole repeated the words of apology over and over again, but he still refused to let go, saying that he would cut off contact with Zuo Si. Seeing him like this, Kelly also understood his persistence. Kelly, the mother, knew better, as she should have known, that's why she felt more hopeless.

Here, the mother and son had a great conflict because of Zuo Si, but Zuo Si, who fell into a coma, didn't notice at all that she was really tired.

After several worlds of accumulation, the yin energy in Zuo Si's body was extremely strong, but even the huge amount of yin energy couldn't withstand her consumption. After transforming from a void body to a solid body, more than half of the yin energy in her body was consumed. Yin Qi, the remaining Yin Qi is also supplying consumption in her body.

The ghost's power comes from the Yin Qi, and if the Yin Qi is consumed too much, Zuo Si will naturally feel extremely tired.

The environment like the hospital more or less made up for some of the consumption in her body, but the Yin Qi was just a drop in the bucket for her, and she couldn't get enough Yin Qi, so she could only continue to sleep deeply.

Cole was already injured, even though he had a very good foundation, he was injured after all, he bled a lot, his body was seriously injured, and coupled with the emotional ups and downs just now, he couldn't hold it anymore, his face changed He became extremely pale, and his breathing became short of breath.

Kelly found out that something was wrong with Cole. She was frightened and didn't dare to say anything more. After wiping away her tears, she coaxed Cole to rest quickly.

Colburn was just holding on. Seeing that Kelly's mood seemed to have returned to normal, he breathed a sigh of relief, closed his eyes, and fell asleep in a daze.

Cole fell asleep, but Kelly, who was sitting by the bed, didn't feel sleepy at all. She looked at Cole lying on the bed with red eyes, and her eyes lingered on his pale and bloodless face.

Her heart ached so badly, thinking that she almost lost this child, Kelly felt that she was about to be so painful that she couldn't breathe.

Cole is her life, she can't just watch Cole fall into danger, this time, once is enough, she doesn't want to go through it a second time.

This time, Cole was lucky enough to only hurt his arm, so what about the next time, the next time?

He can't be so lucky every time.

Kelly just looked at Cole like this, and her eyes gradually became firm. She took a deep breath and stood up from Cole's bed.

Since he refuses to choose, she will choose for him. For his safety, she can do anything.

Kelly turned around and strode to Zuo Si's bedside.

On the accompanying hospital bed, Zuo Si fell asleep with her eyes closed. Her complexion was not much better than that of Cole, and even worse than that of Cole who was seriously injured. Cyan, it looks as if, as if it will die at any moment.

Kelly was taken aback by the thoughts in her head, and quickly realized that the person lying here looked like a person, but was actually a ghost in essence, and it was an old ghost who had been dead for hundreds of years. It is normal to be different from normal people.

Although her son believed in an inexplicable Taoism, Kaili was still a devout Christian. Because of her son's affairs, Kaili went to a well-known church to ask for a cross and holy water that was said to kill evil spirits.

The cross was carried by Kelly close to her body, and the holy water was also put in a perfume bottle, and she carried it with her, because Cole would encounter ghosts anytime and anywhere, so Kelly also took all these things with her, also for the purpose of being alive in Cole. Help out in times of danger.

I don't know if it was because of the unstable voltage, the incandescent lamp above the head made a squeaking sound, and the lights in the room also flickered. Under the changing light, Kelly's face looked a little scary.

She had already decided to do it before, but when the matter came to an end, Kelly hesitated again.

Since Zuo Si came to Cole, the changes that have taken place in him are obvious. He has become enthusiastic and cheerful, and he has become like a real child.

But, but, following Zuo Si, Cole has always had to deal with ghosts. What happened this time sounded the alarm for Kelly, and she had to face up to this ghost that was always by Cole's side.

She taught Cole how to protect himself, but she was also the one who dragged Cole to the edge of the cliff.

Angels and demons were fighting fiercely in Kelly's mind. Kelly's face showed struggle and pain. The bloody smell floating in the air made Kelly make up her mind.

No matter what, everything is not as important as her Cole, even if she is going to hell, she has to do what she should do.

After figuring this out, Kaili no longer hesitated, Zuo Si might wake up at any time, and before that, she had to deal with her.

Taking off the cross that she was wearing close to her body, Kelly held the cross in her palm and prayed devoutly.

After praying, Kelly placed the cross on Zuo Si's forehead.

Even though the mythology system is different, the power of light still has a certain effect on Yin Qi. After the cross was placed on Zuo Si's forehead, a faint smoke began to emit from her head, and a strange smell was in the air. It spread, and beyond Kelly's expectation, the smell was not unpleasant, but had a unique fresh fragrance of grass and trees. Her nerves were already tense to the extreme, and she didn't bother to explore why, so she stretched out her hand He took out the perfume bottle containing holy water hidden on his body.

She took a deep breath, and the aroma of plants and trees flooded into her body, and her originally tense nerves seemed to relax a bit, she ignored those and stared at Zuo Si who was still unconscious.

"Sorry, don't blame me."

After saying this, Kelly closed her eyes, took the perfume bottle in her hand and sprayed it on Zuo Si's body.

The holy water contained a deep power of light. After it was contaminated on Zuo Si's body, her body kept emitting green smoke. The holy water eroded the yin energy in her body.

Originally, the yin energy in Zuo Si's body had already been consumed a lot to resist the materialized body, and the cross and holy water that Kaili put on her body made things worse, causing her yin energy to be consumed even more.

As the smoke kept coming out, Zuo Si's solid body began to slowly change.

Originally, she looked no different from anyone else, but the cross and the holy water consumed a lot of yin energy, and her body began to slowly transform into nothingness again.

Kelly kept her eyes closed and sprayed holy water on Zuo Si's body until she felt that she could no longer press it out. Then she opened her eyes and looked at Zuo Si who was lying there.

When she saw Zuo Si's body becoming faintly visible, Kaili was frightened, and her body involuntarily took a few steps back.

The perfume bottle that was in his hand fell to the ground with a bang. The bottle was very strong, and it didn't break after falling on the ground. It rolled to the bottom of Zuo Si's bed.

At this time, as Zuo Si's body melted away, the fog in the room became thicker and thicker. Even if the distance was only two or three meters away, Kaili couldn't see Zuo Si lying there clearly.

She didn't expect that the cross and the holy water would have such a great effect, and could cause such damage to a hundred-year-old ghost.

She just wanted to force Zuo Si to leave Cole's side, she just wanted to let Cole live to old age in peace.

She didn't do it on purpose.

Through the thick smoke, Kaili saw Zuo Si's body lying there faintly visible, and the cross that was originally placed on her forehead seemed to be slowly sinking down. It looked like it was about to fall into her body. The depths of the skull are average.

Putting it outside the body has already had such a big impact on Zuo Si, what will happen if it invades her body.

People become ghosts when they die, and when ghosts die, what will they become?

Kaili is not a vicious person, she is just a mother who is dedicated to the good of her child. The development of the matter has completely exceeded her expectations. She does not know what will happen to Zuo Si when it continues. What she knows is , if this continues, her conscience will not let her go.

There was a battle between heaven and man in her heart, and finally Kelly could not overcome her conscience.

She hurried over and took the silver cross away from Zuo Si's head.

Originally, Zuo Si's face was already showing a strong look of pain, but after the cross was removed, the power eroding the Yin Qi in her body disappeared, and the pain on Zuo Si's face dissipated a little.

It was the cross that eroded her yin energy the most. The holy water was nothing. After removing the cross, the yin energy in Zuo Si's body began to resist the erosion of the holy water with all its strength. After the remaining power of the holy water disappeared, Zuo Si's body was finally gone. Smoke came out, and the body that had become illusory slowly returned to solidity, but her complexion was much worse than when she came here just now.

Kelly stared blankly at Zuo Si, who hadn't woken up yet, with a struggling look on her face again.

She just had the courage to do it once, but this time she didn't have the courage to do it again.

The scene where Zuo Si was about to disappear was replaying in her mind over and over again. Kelly's legs gave way and she fell to the ground.

Her body trembled uncontrollably, and bursts of cold air spread from the bottom of her heart.

Just now she had such terrible and vicious thoughts, she even did not hesitate to personally deal with the person who had been helping Cole all this time.

Even though she is a ghost, she has never harmed Cole for so many years. Instead, she has always been by Cole's side and helped Cole. How could she act like she was fascinated by a ghost? Such a terrible thing.

Just because she didn't want Cole to have too much contact with ghosts, just because she wanted Cole to live a normal life, she did such a terrible thing to Zuo Si because of the doubts in her heart?

Kelly's emotions were broken, and she couldn't accept that she would have such a vicious and terrifying side, even in the name of protecting Cole, she shouldn't have done such a thing.

"What have I done? Sorry, sorry, sorry..."

Kaili's emotions collapsed. She fell to the ground and said apologies over and over again in her mouth. However, except for her, the other two people in the room were unconscious. Naturally, no one listened to her words. arrive.

*****

A long night passed, and Kelly didn't close her eyes for almost the whole night. She looked extremely haggard, as if she could be blown away by a gust of wind.

Zuo Simi opened her eyes in bewilderment. She felt as if her body had been run over by dozens of large trucks. Feeling uncomfortable, he slowly sat up from the bed.

The morning sun shone in from the window, Zuo Si was exposed to the sun, but he didn't feel anything wrong.

The ghosts in this world are somewhat different from the ghosts in the world where she is Xiaobao. In that world, ghosts are afraid of the sun, and will lose their souls after a long time in the sun. But in this world, there is no difference between ghosts under the sun and under the moon. .

Zuo Si didn't know the reason for this, and she didn't intend to explore it. Anyway, it's better to be able to bask in the sun, at least the degree of freedom is higher.

Except for the first two groans/groans, she was silent for the rest of the time, and Kelly, who was sitting in front of Cole's bed with her back to her, didn't notice that she was awake.

Zuo Si stretched his waist, moved his body, and felt more comfortable before he said, "Kelly, how is Cole?"

It was obviously just a common sentence, but Kelly seemed to be frightened, her body shook, and she fell directly from the chair.

Seeing that Kaili was about to fall to the ground, Zuo Si hurriedly leaned out, lifted Kaili up, and put her on the chair.

Kaili gasped heavily, looking terrified, Zuo Si frowned, feeling a little strange, so he got off the bed and went around to look at Kaili.

Seeing Kaili who was unkempt, with red and swollen eyes, pale face, and blue lips, Zuo Si almost thought that she saw a ghost. She was startled and blurted out: "Kaili, what's wrong with you?"

Kaili's body trembled for a long time, and then she slowly returned to normal. She raised her head, but her eyes did not dare to meet Zuo Si's. Her gaze was erratic, and never fell on Zuo Si's face.

"you're awake."

When she opened her mouth, Zuo Si was taken aback. After listening to Kaili's voice for so many years, she remembered that Kaili's voice was always gentle and gentle. What's the matter with this rough voice like a male duck? ?

Her complexion was not right, and her voice was not right. Zuo Si was inevitably a little worried. Kaili was Cole's mother. Zuo Si liked Cole, and he was so in love with Kaili.

"Kelly, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? It happens to be in the hospital right now. If you are sick, you'd better see a doctor."

Zuo Si's concern was not adulterated at all. Hearing her caring voice, Kaili was ashamed. Thinking of the heinous things she did to Zuo Si last night, Kaili didn't know how to face Zuo Si.

How could she doubt her?Even because of suspicion, he hit her so hard?If she hadn't regretted it in the end, Zuo Si would probably be out of his wits and never be reborn, right?

Kelly didn't know how to face Zuo Si, her eyes were evasive, and she never dared to look at her directly.

She felt so guilty about what happened last night, but she didn't dare to apologize to Zuo Si in person. She was very scared, and also very scared. Even if Zuo Si used to be a good ghost, if she knew what she did to her, would she To vent your anger on Cole and do something unfavorable to Cole?

Since Zuo Si didn't say anything now, she might not know what happened last night. Kaili could only and must conceal that matter, absolutely not revealing anything.

"sorry."

Kelly said something in a low voice, apologizing for what she had done.

Zuo Si tilted his head and looked at Kelly, with a puzzled expression on his face, as if he didn't quite understand why she said this.

"Sorry? Why did you say sorry to me?"

Kelly shook her head, but refused to say anything else.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, didn't Zuo Si force it? She turned around and looked at Cole who was still lying on the bed. Seeing that his face was normal, Zuo Si breathed a sigh of relief.

It's better to be alive than to be alive. Although being a ghost also has the benefits of being a ghost, in the end, it's better to be a human being.

Staring at Cole for a while, Cole in his sleep seemed to have noticed Zuo Si's gaze, his brows furrowed, and he slowly opened his eyes, those beautiful blue eyes were reflected in Zuo Si's eyes .

Seeing that Cole woke up, Zuo Si was stunned for a moment, and then laughed: "Cole, are you awake?"

Cole stared blankly at Zuo Si, looking stupid. Although it was confirmed last night that Zuo Si possessed the entity, at that time, Zuo Si was still sleeping, and Cole didn't have much real feeling. Now Seeing Zuo Si talking to him with such a smile, Cole felt a sense of reality. He couldn't help reaching out and touching Zuo Si's hand on the bed, with a dazed expression on his face.

Although her hand was still cold, it was no longer the same as when it was touched before. Cole couldn't describe that feeling, he just felt that the Zuo Si standing in front of him now, who had a physical body, made his heart feel cold. The secret mind in the depths became active.

Ghosts are illusory existences, except for him, other people can't see or touch them, but now Zuo Si really exists in front of him, not only he can see and touch, but other people can also see and touch.

Does that mean, does it mean...

Cole's expression was a little excited, a faint blush appeared on his pale face, and those blue eyes shone with strange light.

Zuo Si, who was born with a lack of brain, didn't notice Cole's thoughts even when Cole kissed her. Now that Cole is acting like this, she still can't detect his thoughts. She just felt that Cole was a little weird, but she couldn't feel anything else.

Just because she doesn't feel it, doesn't mean other people can't feel it either.

Kelly, who had been paying attention to Cole all the time, saw Cole's expression, her heart skipped a beat, and an extremely ominous premonition came to her mind.

Will everything be as she thought?

She must have thought too much, how could it be possible, impossible.

Kelly thought she was thinking too much, but she still couldn't hold back the suspicion in her heart, so she paid more attention in the following days.

Cole suffered a gunshot wound. Even if he had a good foundation and strong recovery ability, he would have to stay in the hospital for two weeks before being discharged.

Kelly just changed to a new job not long ago. It seems unrealistic to ask for two weeks off all of a sudden. If she really does this, she might not be able to keep her job.

She raises a child by herself, she has to spend money everywhere, and the hospitalization expenses are also a big expense. If she loses her job, Kelly doesn't know if she can find such a job with good pay and good salary.

Just when Kelly was about to grit her teeth and quit her job, Zuo Si said that she could take care of Cole in the hospital.

Hearing Zuo Si's decision, Kaili hesitated for a while. She was not at ease to put Cole and Zuo Si together alone. She just thought about it. For more than six years, the two of them spent a lot of time alone. If Zuo Si really What she wants to do, she has already done it, why wait until now?

She couldn't lose her job, and now that Cole had someone to take care of her, the biggest problem was solved, and Kelly went back to work with confidence.

In fact, Zuo Si is not a person who knows how to take care of people, all she does is accompany Cole, look at the water in the hanging bottle, and when the water is gone, find a nurse to change the water.

In addition, it is to give Cole water when he is thirsty, give him food when he is hungry, chat and talk with him, and there are no more things.

Staying in the hospital is really not a pleasant thing for an active teenager. In addition to the hospital, there are many lives and deaths, and Cole sees a lot more ghosts than in the past. But probably because of Zuo Si sitting here, those ghosts only dared to look outside the door, but did not dare to enter the ward.

Zuo Si was sitting on a chair and helping Cole peel apples. She stared at the apple in her hand and peeled off the skin bit by bit with a knife. Plated with a layer of light and shadow.

Ke Ke looked at Zuo Si quietly, feeling that she was as beautiful as a picture scroll at this moment, and he wanted time to stop here, stop at this moment forever, and the two of them would live like this forever.

It's probably the most beautiful thing in the world.

"Zuo Si, how did you own the entity?"

After staring at Zuo Si for a long time, Cole suddenly asked a question. He had never asked how Zuo Si became a reality. Now he suddenly wanted to know. He wanted to know more about Zuo Si. In this way, he can be closer to her.

Zuo Si's hand holding the apple paused for a while, and then continued to peel the apple as if nothing had happened.

"It's nothing, I want to become a substance, so I have a substance with a bang."

Zuo Si is not good at lying, and it is already the limit to get this far.

In fact, there seems to be nothing wrong with her current appearance, but in fact, it is already at the end of her battle. These days, she has absorbed a lot of Yin Qi in the hospital, which has caused the confusion of Yin and Yang in the hospital. The Yin Qi absorbed by her is only to ensure that her body will not collapse.

She had a feeling that it was not too long before she left this world.

In fact, Zuo Si is very used to leaving and parting, but she can feel Cole's reluctance and dependence on her, and she also knows that this young man's feelings for her seem a little strange.

If she tells the truth, it will definitely affect Cole's recovery. There are still three days before Cole is discharged from the hospital, so keep it a secret if you can, and wait until he recovers.

However, Ke Er and Zuo Si Ke have been together for almost seven years, and they know a lot about Zuo Si Ke Er, not to mention completely.

With Zuo Si's current state, it was clear that something was hiding from him.

Cole felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and his originally bright eyes dimmed. He glanced at Zuo Si and held back what he wanted to say.

Although Zuo Si seemed silly sometimes, Cole understood that at certain times, she was very stubborn, and if she didn't want to say some things, even if he asked again, he couldn't find anything.

Three days passed in a flash, and soon it was the day when Cole was discharged from the hospital. That day happened to be Sunday, and Kelly was on vacation, so she drove to pick up Cole from the hospital.

I lived in the hospital for two weeks, and I brought a lot of things here one after another, but I didn't realize that there were so many things until I moved.

Cole just recovered from his injury, so Kelly naturally wouldn't ask him to help, so she let him go to the car, and she and Zuo Si were responsible for packing up.

After Cole left, Zuo Si walked up to Kelly who was packing up, and said directly, "Kelly, I'm leaving this world."

After hearing Zuo Si's words, Kelly was stunned, and the things in her hand fell to the ground with a crackling noise. She didn't care to pick it up, and stared blankly at Zuo Si, and it took her a long time to squeeze out a few words from her mouth.

"What did you say?"

Zuo thought for a while, and changed the words that Kelly could understand: "I'm going to die."

The author has something to say: Well, this world is over, a new world will open tomorrow, guess if the heroine's mission is completed