Love reshapes life

"She doesn't need me," Zhu Changping whispered.

Mother Zhu sighed inwardly, but said earnestly, "You haven't even asked, how do you know she doesn't need you?"

Zhu Changping's eyes were dim, but he didn't answer.

"Ping'er, in fact, you have never stood in front of her, how can you let her see you and understand you?" Mother Zhu is also a scholar, and her life has been full of twists and turns.And his son, after all, was suppressed by the cruel society and lost his strength and courage.Whose fault is this?

"Standing in front of her, she won't even look at me, so why bother to make people idle?" Zhu Changping was still making excuses for his inaction. He knew Yiping well, and she also yearned for a superior life in the upper class. And these things may not be given to her in this life.

"Then can you forget her? You are 22 years old this year, can you accept your daughter Sakura from Aunt Li's family? Although that child has not read much, she is simple, kind and filial. He, you don't have to worry about anything." Mother Zhu persuaded.

"I have always regarded Xiao Ying as my younger sister." Zhu Changping had no such thoughts at all, not to mention that Xiao Ying was only 16 years old.

"But she's not your sister at all." Zhu's mother wanted to wake him up, but seeing him start to escape again, she finally said anxiously: "You, why didn't you inherit your father's daring to love and hate at all? He was just a poor student, but he dared to pursue the daughter of a wealthy family. I didn't have a fiancé at the time, but he insisted on holding his heart in front of me. If he didn't even dare to say it, how would you be where you are today. "

"But what did you get?" Zhu Changping has always known that his parents' marriage contract was not approved by his parents, and his father passed away early, and his mother, who was a daughter of a daughter, looked different from Fu Wenpei next door because of too much work. age group.

"But I have never regretted following him and giving birth to you." Mother Zhu replied firmly.

"But she is not you, what she yearns for is not just a life with love." Zhu Changping still couldn't convince himself.

Mother Zhu sighed inwardly, but still wanted to show him the way. "Which woman is born to like to eat chaff and swallow vegetables. Those who don't enjoy the glory and wealth and have to live a hard life are stupid. I didn't see your father in the first place. If it weren't for him, he would kill him." Give me, how can I get my no regrets. But before he gave me his life, he didn't even think about what he wanted from me. This is what can really touch a woman's heart. And you, She was already walking in front of you, isn't it normal for her not to see you, but what about you? You don't even dare to fight or express, and you have never really done anything for her, so how can you expect her to look back at you. "

Zhu Changping was a little embarrassed by Zhu's mother's training, and finally escaped from the house.Every man with low self-esteem will find countless excuses to justify his inaction, and the excuse he uses most is that the woman is too snobbish to live at home.But he doesn't necessarily like those who really live at home, that's why there are so many formal marriages.

Zhu Changping walked restlessly on the road, looked at the lights next door, and remembered the details of the two of them getting along. Most of the pictures were Yiping and him discussing business.At first I didn't think she was special, but after getting along with her, I found out that she has many amazing things. The more I know, the more I feel that she is far away.Even the photo studio was opened with her help and design, and the family's economic situation improved because of the photo studio.

At this moment, Yiping suddenly opened the door, as if she was carrying a big thing.Seeing Zhu Changping standing at the door, he was taken aback for a moment, and then asked naturally, "Brother Changping is so late, do you have something to do with me?"

Zhu Changping looked at the bag she was carrying, and asked, "Where are you going so late? Do you need my help?" He was about to step forward to help her carry the bag.

Yiping hid without a trace and said, "It's nothing, just dealing with some things."

Zhu Changping was a little embarrassed, seeing that Yiping was at a loss for words, but he saw that the half-open corner of her bag looked like a tiger skin.He always knew that Fu Wenpei had a tiger skin, which he valued very much.Since she wants to deal with the tiger skin, is she planning to leave, or?

"If brother Changping is fine, I'll be busy first." Seeing that Zhu Changping seemed to have nothing to say, Yiping wanted to deal with the matter at hand first.

Zhu Changping's heart moved, and he suddenly asked with a fever: "You even have to deal with the tiger skin, are you planning to leave Shanghai? What about your engagement?"

Yiping always knew that Zhu Changping was very kind to her, but she didn't want to tangle with him at the door. She didn't know if anyone was watching her.He signaled him to enter the house first, and then closed the door.

"Brother Changping, my mother doesn't want to look at people with this tiger skin, so she plans to sell it. You know that I'm struggling now."

"You not only sold this tiger skin, but also sold many valuables. I know that your life is not so tight?" Zhu Changping was very unhappy when he saw that she was going to fool him.

Yiping lowered her head for a moment, and felt that Zhu Changping would not betray herself, so she decided to tell the truth, "Actually, you guessed right, I intend to leave Shanghai for a while. I am worried that the Qin family will continue to make trouble for me, and I am also worried that Shanghai will fall. But I don't want others to know, so please don't tell anyone?

Zhu Changping was also silent for a while and asked, "What about your engagement?"

"Is it about the marriage contract? I want to wait until the limelight has passed." Yiping didn't have anything on her mind, so naturally she didn't want to explain.

Yiping saw that he was listening quietly and had nothing else to say, so she said, "The seller is still waiting, I'll go first."

Zhu Changping said again: "It's so dark, let me see you off."

"No need, I found a driver I know very well, he will take me back and forth, thank you for your concern." Yiping is used to being independent by herself, and sometimes she will habitually refuse other people's politeness.

Yiping pushed open the door again, planning to buy furs, thinking that Zhu Changping would follow, but he suddenly took a few steps closer and whispered, "I'll take you, it's not safe outside, I'll take you where you want to go , okay?" The voice was small but firm, and she could even hear his rapid heartbeat.

Yiping turned her head back, understood what he meant, and wanted to refuse, but Shanghai fell and suffered countless casualties, and countless refugees would flee Shanghai at that time, and how many of them would be alive.Zhu's mother is also caring for them these days, and he has always been very good to himself. As a friend, he should try to see if he can change his fate. Maybe a careless move of his own will save them from disaster Well, so Yiping replied to him: "Go back and ask your mother if she would like to be with you."

The courage Zhu Changping summoned just now has yielded unexpected gains. He knows that Yiping is used to dealing with many small things by herself, and even if she asks herself to help, she will exchange them in other ways every time.This time, her answer surprised him. Although it might not mean what he thought, what does it mean that she invited him to go with her and brought her mother?

He told this to his mother.Zhu's mother saw that his expression was more lively, and said: "You follow your own heart. In this life, you always do stupid things so that you will not regret it in the future. Even if you don't get anything in the end, but At least fought for it."

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Yiping was a little surprised when she heard that Zhu Changping really decided to go with her. She said that, but she never thought that he would really take his mother to go with her so far away. After all, everyone None of the foundations can be given up so easily.However, he made a decision, and Mother Zhu actually agreed.

She felt inexplicable in her heart, and suddenly felt that her rhetorical question at the time was too hasty. If he went to Hong Kong with her, what would happen if the future development was not good? What if something happened on the way? , Zhu's mother has always been in poor health, what if something happens to her during the long journey.

And even if Yiping wanted to pretend not to know, but she could deceive others but not herself, she actually knew that Zhu Changping liked her a little bit, although this liking didn't reach the point of touching women's hearts, and His attitude towards feelings also made him look down on him.But being liked is always a happy thing, and Yiping has always understood that anyone has the right to love, and anyone's love is worthy of being loved, cherished and appreciated. You can not accept it, but you must not take advantage of it. trample.If you can't respond to him, but give him hope, isn't it a very cruel thing.Yiping was extremely distressed, and now she somewhat understood that it was such a hard thing to carry another person's life.

When Fu Wenpei knew that the Zhu family's mother and son would leave together, she secretly asked Yiping if this would make Huang Xuebing more misunderstood.

Yiping didn't know, she looked at Zhu Changping's face that seemed to be full of expectation, and couldn't say anything about regretting it, so she had to think about other things for the time being.

Originally, I thought it would be very difficult to get out of Shanghai, but I didn't know that Yiping and the others bought the train tickets for 5:[-] p.m., and the journey went smoothly.It turns out that thinking that I will be the focus of everyone's attention is just an illusion. Maybe, I have never been so important in the eyes of others.

The car drove for almost a day until I got off at Nanjing. At this time, there was no direct train going south, so I had to turn around from Nanjing.But Yiping only needs to arrive in Guangzhou, and someone will pick her up, and then go directly to Hong Kong.After Yiping arrived in Nanjing, she rested for a few days, bought a car, weapons and food with the money she brought, and then drove south.

At this time, cars are much more expensive than houses, but because there are not many roads where cars can be used, and there are not many supplies along the roads, not many people buy cars for long distances.But Zhu's mother and Fu Wenpei are both old, and Erya is too young, so they have to buy a car.

She has forgotten all the history she learned in high school, and she no longer remembers the specific details. At this time, the Times does not give the public much information about the war situation, but only publishes some major events that the government wants the public to know.Although I don't know the exact time, the Nanjing Massacre has always been an eternal pain in the hearts of the people, but it should have happened after the fall of Shanghai.

After almost buying most of the things, Yiping got the news from the Times that the Japanese army raided Shanghai and blew up the Shanghai Railway Station.

This news will make Zhu Mu and Fu Wenpei very lucky to leave Shanghai first. Although they will still worry about their relatives who stay in Shanghai, it is a blessing to be able to leave early. At this time, there should be many people fleeing Shanghai.