Love reshapes life

In fact, at the beginning of time travel, she also fantasized about whether she could create a great cause, or become a historical celebrity, or contribute to the devastation of the motherland.But when she really got a foothold in this troubled world, she realized how insignificant she was.

Now she has exhausted all her efforts to protect her family even if she just wants to live in peace. She probably doesn't have the talent to become a great person.But the most difficult thing in the world is to admit that you are ordinary, especially for people who have experienced two lives.

She still remembered that Wisteria once persuaded her to join the organization passionately, and Yiping was not unwavering, after all, she knew that the final result would be victory.But this victory is still far away for her, and she can't estimate how much price will be paid in this process.It is very inappropriate to think this way, because China's ultimate victory depends on the bloody sacrifice of these unknown people.

However, for someone who has lived two lives, she always feels that life is too short and full of variables.There used to be an old couple next door, with one son and two daughters, but since their son passed away, they have been working hard and are reluctant to spend even a penny.A bed of cotton batting has been torn into slag, and they are still reluctant to throw it away. All the money is going to be left to the only granddaughter who was taken away by the daughter-in-law.And they are just living, waiting for the day when death comes.

And there are too many people like this, but this kind of life is too hard. Many people live not for themselves, but for success, victory, usefulness, kindness, and happiness in the eyes of the world. But she doesn't want to live like this, she I want to be selfish, I don't want to put myself in danger, I don't want to do things I don't like, I don't want to wrong myself, even if it is for the so-called righteousness of the family, the country and the country.

Although Yiping often talked about defending the family and the country, she also respected those who defended the country.But in peaceful times, there are also poor people, wicked people, bloody violence, grievances, and sins.Maybe the dream you have worked hard for many years, but because of a government reform or a policy, your personal efforts are all in vain.Naturally, she would not confuse her small dreams with the country's major policies.For 5000 years in China, there have been countless dynasties. Since I don't have the qualifications to become a great man, I can only excuse myself.Teachers, lawyers, doctors, and patriotic singers have actually contributed to the progress of society.She didn't want to dedicate herself to the revolution, to fight and kill, and she didn't want to enter some kind of spy war to sell herself to defend the country.She only needs to build her own life, not to be a burden to the country, not to sell the country for glory, and if she can protect herself, she may be able to express her love for the country in a more gentle way.

In the few days when she was controlled by the Japanese last time, she looked calm on the surface, but in fact, countless scenes of torture by the Japanese against the Chinese in TV dramas flashed through her mind.She felt that as long as one of these tortures was used on her, she probably wouldn't be able to last long, and she might be left with a bad reputation for thousands of years. The price of being a martyr was too high for her to bear.

She was also very afraid of facing Qin Haozheng, but the only way she could think of with the lowest risk and the least cost was to gamble her life.Her greatest talent in this world is her good sense of pitch and her extremely sensitive hearing.Even for objects falling from a high altitude, she only needs to listen to the sound to determine the approximate height of the fall from a height of several meters.She has studied marksmanship for many years, and she is considered a sharpshooter, and she can also distinguish positions by listening to sounds.And she also has some research on firearms, and can assemble firearms by herself.Especially her own gun is almost always played by her, so she found that when the gun wheel rotates, because the weight of the bullet and the bullet are not the same, the sound is also different, and she can accurately judge from the subtle sound How many times the gun rotated, and where did the bullet go.

If the gun wheel stops in the wrong place by itself, she will find an excuse to turn the gun wheel again.However, besides playing the piano, she also learned guzheng and other instruments, so she has reached a certain level of control over the strength, and she is also sure that the gun wheel will stop at the position she wants.

A weak country has no diplomacy, and the weak are not qualified to negotiate with the strong.So facing Qin Haozheng, she can only make herself stronger, only in this way can she hope to achieve her goal.

She didn't remember which woman said such a sentence, "In this life, I wanted to live as a woman in the heart of a big brother, but unexpectedly, I became a big brother in a woman's heart."

Now she doesn't expect any prince charming to save her, she has to protect herself first, and then talk about other dreams.

When she told Fu Wenpei about her decision to leave Shanghai, she didn't have any strong objection this time, but said: "Actually, you can stay, and Erya and I will go to the place you mentioned. The marriage between you and Huang Xuebing is rare." , can’t miss you because of us.”

It seems that this incident has also made her see a lot. In fact, Yiping wants to say that she and Huang Xuebing are not in love, but the word love is almost incomprehensible, and how much is marriage and love related?Also, some people, some things, if you miss it, it will be a lifetime thing.Moreover, even Yiping herself can't say harshly that Huang Xuebing treats her badly and is not worthy of her marriage.The ideal man may not exist in this world at all.Besides, he is currently on the battlefield, if he abandons him, he will be considered unrighteous in the eyes of anyone.

So Yiping finally said: "Let's take shelter in a safe place first, and when the situation is more stable, I will find a way to contact him again to see if he is still willing to come pick me up."

Fu Wenpei thought for a while and said, "Why don't you go directly to Huang's house, what if he misunderstood you?"

Yiping had no choice but to comfort her: "The Huang family is not the safest place. Let's take care of ourselves first. If he really misunderstood in the future, it can only mean that we are not destined. Don't think too much about it."

"Shall we go, where is Mengping?" Fu Wenpei didn't want to show kindness, but Ruping has been a family member for the rest of her life. Forget about Ruping. After all, Mengping is an unmarried girl. It also seems to be a bit difficult.

"When she came to see me yesterday, I already tested her. She already has her own goal in life. So you don't have to worry about her." Yiping comforted her.

Yiping had already asked Mengping, although she didn't mention about leaving Shanghai, she just asked her: "If you have nowhere to go, you can come here."

Mengping said: "It's only after I left these days that I realized that the world is so big that there is no place for women. Parents will grow old and children will grow up. Even marriage is not safe, and you have to worry about him abandoning you forever. The only thing I can do is rely on myself. So I have to learn to grow up, learn to be independent, and learn to take responsibility.”

Yiping asked her what her plan was, and she said that to be a qualified nurse, she just wanted to marry someone who was sincere to her.

"If Shanghai becomes unsafe, do you want to leave?" Yiping reminded her.She just smiled and said, "Actually, the army has been recruiting nurses to be volunteers, and many of them have gone. I don't have the courage yet. If there is a day, I should be able to be a field nurse."

"Then do you love Lan Yaoxing?"

"I don't know if it's love. He is a good man and his family conditions are excellent. If I can marry her, I will live a much more comfortable life than now. However, for him, the current me is a bit high, so I I have to work hard to make myself better. Even if he can't accept me in the end, I will live well alone. The things I create are not easy to collapse."

Yiping sighs that independence can make people grow, and Mengping has already started to plan her life unconsciously.

Yiping also went to see Fang Yu. Their family lives very peacefully. Yiping also reminded her that the war is tight and Shanghai may be in danger, but their family is a native of Shanghai, so they will not leave easily. This is their root.Wang Zimo didn't seem to give up, and Fang Yu was not so determined.Feelings are incomprehensible to outsiders, and maybe they will be entangled like this all their lives.However, with such a relationship, who can say with iron teeth that this is a bad relationship? In a troubled world, who knows what will happen the next moment?

Yiping asked Fu Wenpei to secretly count the family property and sell all the valuables.However, it cannot be exchanged for legal currency, and now the value of legal currency has been greatly depreciated.But it is not convenient to bring too much jewelry, so try to replace it with gold, medicine and other things that are convenient for trading or practical.But now the property of the two is not much.

And Yiping handed over the large oil painting that Fang Yu gave her to Huang Xiang, and asked her to keep it for her.Let’s say that the place where I live now is tidal, and I can’t let go of that painting.And this painting has been dismantled since the Ban family, so let her not rush to re-frame it, and let Huang Xuebing come back and let him frame it himself.

She thought of Cinderella's glass slipper, which was actually specially reserved for the prince to let him find her clues.Yiping doesn't know if Huang Xuebing is her prince, but if she just walks away from this relationship without doing anything, she is still worried that she will regret it one day in the future.So she painted that emerald ring on her self-portrait finger.At the same time, I added my name and date to Fang Yu's signature in the lower right corner, indicating that I am the repainter.At the same time, I used an artistic technique to integrate my foothold in Hong Kong into the painting in the corner with paint.Where is the projection of the desktop on the ground, mixed with mottled light spots, making the whole picture softer, but if you look carefully, you can still see those words.

She has always known that fate is a luxury, but if she just waits passively without making some preparations, how can she be favored by heaven.She wants to see, will he come to find her?If he doesn't look for it, will I look for him in the future?I don't know these things myself.

Although Yiping's preparations for leaving were very secretive, Zhu Changping's mother still saw the clues.

She said to Zhu Changping earnestly, "You should ask them to see if they are in trouble again."