compulsory possession

31

Li Beiyan got into the ambulance with He Cong. A nurse examined He Nian. He Cong sat in the car topless, looking at him.

Li Beiyan couldn't read the emotion on his face, was he anxious?Or is it all about worry and blame?Would he blame himself for not taking good care of his son?Will he scold him severely like those parents?

His face was calm, but his heart was like an ant on a hot pot, until the ambulance drove to the hospital, and the medical staff carried He Nian down.

Someone was waiting for He Cong in the corridor, holding a jacket in his hand, it was the boy he had seen last time.

"Is Xiao Nian okay? Is the injury serious?" He handed the clothes to He Cong to put on.

He Cong couldn't hear the emotion, "The doctor said that it was a flesh injury and only needed two stitches. Xiao Nian is very strong and will be fine."

He was used to training in the army since he was a child, and no matter how big the incident was, it would be a minor injury to him.

The boy's eyes fell on Li Beiyan, and he scolded loudly, like the parent two days ago, "How do you make teachers? The child was injured so badly at school!"

"Sorry, we were negligent."

"We sent the child to school with confidence out of our absolute trust in you, but now Xiao Nian has been sent to the hospital. If something happens to him, can you afford it?"

As a class teacher, at this time, the only thing I can do is to bow my head to accept all the anger from the parents, scold, and then apologize.

There was no one in the corridor of the hospital, the empty space was extremely quiet, only the young voice could be heard getting louder and louder, Li Beiyan kept saying sorry in a low voice.

"Okay, Zhexi." He Cong looked at the boy warningly, "Stop talking."

The boy named Zhexi immediately shut up, turned his head away from looking at Li Beiyan.

Li Beiyan still doesn't know the relationship between the two of them, but Zhexi's emotion when facing He Cong is clearly full of love.

He Cong looked at Li Beiyan again, his voice was softer than before, "Mr. Li, the child speaks out of proportion, I asked him to apologize to you, don't take it to heart."

Under He Cong's pressure, Zhe Xi took off his peaked cap from his head, revealing his smooth black hair, "Mr. Li, I'm sorry."

Zhexi really listened to He Cong's words, just now he was furious with Li Beiyan, but the next second he was able to apologize to him.

If it were Li Beiyan three years ago, he would just impatiently kick He Cong's leg and call him annoying.

Once He Cong's stubborn temper comes up again, the two of them will quarrel again.

Now Li Beiyan seems to understand that He Cong is more suitable for someone like Zhexi who knows how to advance and retreat, and who can understand his eyes.It took him many years to understand such a simple truth.

"Xiao Nian is fine, Teacher Li doesn't need to blame himself too much, besides, he didn't get hurt in your class, so you don't have to follow him at all." He Cong said calmly.

"Mr. He, this is the school's mistake, we will compensate Xiao Nian for the medical expenses he spent this time."

He Cong burst out laughing suddenly, it was the smile he missed countless times in the Gobi.

"no need."

Li Beiyan was stunned, that's right, how could the He family value such a small amount of compensation.

The two of them are fundamentally different, it's just that He Cong doted on him too much in the past, and didn't let these obvious differences appear in front of his eyes.

Half an hour later, He Nian came out after sewing the stitches. He was used to being independent since he was a child, and he walked out slowly with the medicine in his hand. His figure was so small that he looked a little lonely.

Li Beiyan remembered that Cheng Xia said that He Cong didn't care about children, and he never participated in any school activities.Originally a child picked up from the road, He Niancai is so old, he should feel very sad.

He squatted down and opened his hands towards He Nian. He Nian, who was downcast and pretending to be strong and not shed tears, suddenly lit up, ran over with his calves and bumped into Li Beiyan's arms.

"Teacher Li." He called him in a low voice, and Li Beiyan felt that the shirt on his chest became wet.

"Xiao Nian." He Cong said in a serious voice, "Come here, what does it look like to hold Teacher Li?"

"It's okay, I want to hug him."

He Nian, Nian...Miss...Miss...Miss...How painful He Cong was at that time, that's why he gave the child this name.

"Ms. Li, can I hold your hand?" the child asked him timidly.

"No."

"it is good."

Li Beiyan and He Cong spoke in unison.He Nian looked at Teacher Li, then at He Cong, with his hands raised in the air, not knowing what to do.

Li Beiyan also turned to look at him, and He Cong smiled helplessly, "Okay, you can hold the teacher's hand and invite him to have dinner with us."

He Nian took his finger and shook it, Li Beiyan sighed in his heart, "Okay."

Since returning to Beijing, Li Beiyan has been torturing himself non-stop, and even dared to get into He Cong's car when he was too old to watch him take his male companion and son to dinner.

He Nian fell asleep not long after getting in the car, with his head lying on Li Beiyan's lap, only the sound of light breathing.

He Cong asked Li Beiyan what he wanted to eat, but before he could open his mouth, Zhexi preemptively said, "I want instant-boiled mutton."

"Don't be ignorant, today I need to thank Teacher Li and ask him what he wants to eat."

"I can do it, don't pick."

"Let's see." Zhexi was a little proud, "Let's go eat hot-boiled mutton."

"Okay, listen to you."

They went to a newly opened restaurant. When they got off the bus, Zhexi came over to take the child, but He Nian hid back, leaning against Li Beiyan's arms, unwilling to go out.

Zhexi suddenly felt ashamed, stretched out her hand, and said in a heavier voice than before: "Xiao Nian, go with uncle, let's go eat something delicious."

He Nian grabbed the corner of Li Beiyan's clothes with his small hand, raised his head carefully and asked him, "Can I go with you?"

"……sure."

After getting the reply, He Nian said to He Cong who was standing outside: "Father, I like Teacher Li."

The man didn't pay attention to the undercurrent between the three of them, and nodded to He Nian, acquiescing to him to follow Li Beiyan.

Zhexi was not very happy, but held back and did not show it in front of He Cong.He held He Cong's arm, without any intention of avoiding suspicion, and the two looked very close from their backs.

Li Beiyan had no appetite. Seeing Zhexi and He Cong talking and laughing affectionately, he thought he could calmly accept him to start over, but he still felt very uncomfortable.

Getting addicted to cigarettes and wanting to smoke, Li Beiyan took it out of his pocket before realizing that it was indoors, and there was a little boy beside him.

He stood up and greeted them, and went to a small, unoccupied corner outside, like a transparent barrier, shielding the laughter in the private room.

There is only the smell of burning smoke, and the sourness that is about to rush out of the chest.

Li Beiyan smoked heavily to suppress the mess of sad emotions, but after he had smoked two full cigarettes, the sadness that clouded his chest still did not disappear.

He was pissed off by his cowardly appearance. Back then, he couldn't stand He Cong's crazy possessive desire, he couldn't stand He Cong's willingness to break his hand in order to keep him, and he wanted to leave He Cong and run to the northwest. return.

Now He Cong has forgotten him, no longer controls him, and doesn't even give him extra eyes.

These were all what he had expected before, why would he be so sad to death when they actually came true.

"Teacher Li..."

He Cong appeared suddenly, Li Beiyan's tears were too late to wipe away, his eyes were red and he was in a panic.

He was very close, even though his eyes were wet with tears, Li Beiyan still saw him frowning slightly, like he did every time he made He Cong angry.

Li Beiyan heard He Cong say, "Mr. Li, why do you always cry every time I see you?"

Maybe it's because he's getting old and becoming sentimental and unable to control his emotions.

Li Beiyan envies Cheng Xia, who can transform from a hot-blooded youth into a calm mature man now, who doesn't confide in his heart casually, and expresses his likes and dislikes.

In the past ten years, they have all grown up, with new memories of experiences, everyone there has it, except Li Beiyan.

Only he, carrying the memories of all of them, struggled forward alone.

"I made you laugh, I'm really sorry." Li Beiyan blew his nose, but the nasal voice was still too strong when Naihe spoke.

He lowered his head, avoiding He Cong's gaze.

He Cong's voice was hoarse, "Crying too much will hurt your eyes, so stop crying."

"Yeah." Mingming was trying to hold back, but when he agreed, he broke his voice and cried in a low voice. Li Beiyan bit his lips tightly and cried in an ugly way.

"Your eyes are so beautiful, don't let them cry all the time."

He Cong lowered his head, reached out to touch Li Beiyan's skin, and helped him wipe away his tears little by little.

Li Beiyan saw his own reflection in his eyes, he was in a state of embarrassment, his face was clumsy and ugly.

"I'm sorry...something happened at home, I...I couldn't hold back for a moment." He forced himself to twitch the corners of his mouth, smiling uglier than crying.One sentence was uneven, and I don't know if He Cong heard it clearly.

On the way back, Li Beiyan opened the car window a crack and let the wind mess up his hair.He Cong laughed out loud when Zhe Xi talked about Coke.

This time the car stopped at Li Beiyan's apartment, and the three of them got out of the car to see him off. Zhexi took He Cong's arm and leaned against him, smiling and waving goodbye to him.

He Nian was carrying his schoolbag, his face was very sleepy, but no one hugged him, he stood there straight.

This is He Cong's new life.Li Beiyan should stay away from him as He Jin and Cheng Xia warned, and never bother him again.

"Goodbye." Li Beiyan squeezed out a smile and waved to them as well.

Turning around, he saw a slender figure in the shadow of the street lamp.He came out of the darkness, and the light shone on his face, showing a youthful and handsome face.

"Pell!"

Gu Cheng carried a large suitcase with his hands behind his shoulders.

He dropped everything and ran over excitedly to hug him, and Li Beiyan was forced to smell his scent, which was a delicate French fragrance.

Li Beiyan knew that the eyes behind him hadn't moved away, and He Cong was still looking at him, so he didn't push Gu Cheng away, and heard him shout excitedly: "I finally found you! I miss you so much."