compulsory possession

Just like the soft comfort from before, Li Beiyan was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe, and cried louder and louder, until finally he burst into tears.

He Cong's arms are very strong, he has always been a mature, steady and calm man.He lowered his head and kept looking at Li Beiyan, without speaking.

The street was deserted in the middle of the night, and the trees along the street grew luxuriantly and covered the sky above. After crying all the tears for so many years, Li Beiyan raised his head from He Cong's arms, his eyes were red.

"Okay?" He Cong asked.

Li Beiyan nodded, wiped away the tears on his face and looked at him, momentarily at a loss.I don't know how to explain my loss of control to him.

"Don't rub your eyes with your hands, there are bacteria." He Cong stopped suddenly after speaking, as if surprised by what he said, then smiled, and added: "The elders in the family often educate Xiao Nian like this, I have heard too much, Just said it."

"It's okay, I'm really sorry, I messed up your shirt, and I'll pay you one." Li Beiyan tried hard to calm down his emotions, and quickly calmed down. After all, it's really a shame for an adult man in his 30s to cry while hugging another man. It's too embarrassing.

"It's okay, Teacher Li, you're welcome." He Cong said, "Are you going home? It's late now, shall I drive you?"

"I……"

"He Cong!"

The Bugatti's co-pilot door opened, and a boy in a large white T-shirt came over. He stepped on a pair of flip-flops and looked like he had just returned home from vacation. He naturally held He Cong's arm, and his attitude was familiar as if he had done countless all over the place.

"This is Xiao Nian's head teacher, Teacher Li."

"Hello." He waved to Li Beiyan, showing two canine teeth when he smiled.

"Let's send Teacher Li back."

He Cong's bangs are still combed back, he is still wearing a black shirt, his eyes are smiling behind his gold-rimmed glasses, and when he smiles, he still raises a corner of his mouth obliquely, rebellious and bright.

"Okay, but don't forget to go to my place tonight, you must do what you promised me."

"..." The unspoken words were stuck in his throat for a moment, unable to go up or down.

Li Beiyan clenched the palm of his hand tightly, and his fingers continued to force, tearing the layer of skin, and the palm was wet and smooth with blood.

Li Beiyan had an indescribable feeling, once was so close to him, why wasn't the person next to him himself?Why is it so far away?It is clearly in front of you, but it feels far away in the sky.

Reason told him not to get in the car, say goodbye to them well, and stop disturbing He Cong's new life.But emotionally, he seemed to be possessed, and he couldn't move his legs and couldn't say the words of rejection.

In the end, Li Beiyan got into the car and sat in a seat other than the co-pilot in He Cong's car for the first time.

The music played was no longer Adele, which He Cong liked back then, but the theme song of the hot-blooded anime in Japan. One after another, He Cong focused on driving, while the boy danced to the rhythm and sang loudly.

He Cong, who always likes to be quiet, didn't even blink his eyes, allowing the boys to make noise.

Li Beiyan sat in the back, watching in a cold voice, his eyes were blurred by the steam after a while.He remembered that he used to like to bite a lollipop in the co-pilot, and He Cong warned him to spit it out while driving.

The cruelest thing in the world is nothing but the passage of time and the changing of things and people.

Li Beiyan finally couldn't bear it any longer and shouted to stop.

He Cong slammed on the brakes and pulled over, turned down the volume of the music, turned to look at him, "Teacher Li?"

"I'm here, thank you."

Li Beiyan controlled his trembling hands and opened the car door, leaving He Cong's unfinished words and restless Japanese songs behind him.

He suddenly remembered a sentence he had read, everyone's life has a huge balance, what is gained and what is lost, new weights will be placed on it every day, and old values ​​will be pushed down every day.

The current Li Beiyan is like being pushed down from a high place, without any value.

He walked along the road in memory to the place where Cheng Xia lived, the door was closed and there was no one in the house.Li Beiyan squatted outside the door, looking for something to put on it, tears were about to come out again.

He bit his lip and forced it back into the eye socket, and buried his head on his knees to block the eyelids from opening.That way you won't be sad anymore.

The night gradually receded, and the clouds were dyed a deep pink, lighting up little by little.A car drove up, Fu Yi got out of the driver's seat, went around to open the door, with a Bluetooth headset on his ear, and spoke a long paragraph of Japanese.

Cheng Xia leaned against the car door, waiting for him to finish his phone call.

A few minutes later, Fu Yi took out the Bluetooth headset, stretched out his hand to hold Cheng Xia in his arms, bowed his head to kiss his lips, and closed the car door with the other hand.

Li Beiyan was like a villain who had peeked into a huge secret. Seeing that Cheng Xia didn't resist, but let Fu Yi kiss him obediently, his face was full of smiles when they parted.

They walked towards this side, their eyes met, the air seemed to stop flowing, and no one spoke.

The Great Demon King scanned his fingerprints on the lock, the door was opened, and he said to Li Beiyan, "Come in and talk."

Are Cheng Xia and Fu Yi together?In these years of walking by yourself?So He Cong told Li Beiyan to stay away from Cheng Xia back then, for fear that Fu Yi would go crazy, is that what he meant?

Fu Yi doesn't fall in love, forces Cheng Xia to resign and even locks him up until he agrees, all because he likes Cheng Xia?

Li Beiyan looked hesitantly at Cheng Xia who was sitting on the opposite sofa. His legs were spread apart, and his face was tired after working all night.

"Yes, I'm with my brother now."

Then all the doubts were solved, how stupid the two of them were three years ago, even He Cong understood, but they still don't understand.

"That's...very good." Li Beiyan couldn't think of any reason to object, it seemed that Fu Yi and Cheng Xia should have ended like this, and it should have happened.

Fu Yi walked to the back of the sofa, lowered his head and kissed Cheng Xia Faxuan, and said while untiing his tie, "I'm going to sleep first, I'm going to the airport in five hours."

Cheng Xiahui held his hand, tapped the back of his hand with his fingers, Fu Yi nodded to Li Beiyan as a greeting, and left the living room.

Li Beiyan knew that Cheng Xia was angry with him.These years, he has been hiding in the Gobi alone, and Cheng Xia is helping him with all the burdens.

When He Cong took revenge on Cheng's company, he could obviously tell him Li Beiyan's whereabouts in exchange for the company's glory.

Every New Year's Eve, he doesn't have to bring a car full of New Year's goods to see Li Beiyan's parents, and he doesn't have to call the two old people every three days to ask how they are, and he doesn't have to stop work to take care of them when they are sick.

There are too many things that should be done by Li Beiyan, but Cheng Xiaquan helped him carry them.He scolded Li Beiyan for being cruel and irresponsible. He poured cold water on him and hit him mercilessly.

But fortunately, with such a good friend, Li Beiyan will not be lost in regrets, and he will be able to see his parents in good health when he returns, and he will understand where he should stand.

"Cheng Xia..."

"Okay, don't look like I'm going to die." Cheng Xia frowned and asked, "Are you crying?"

Hearing the familiar playful tone, Li Beiyan's nose became sore, he knew that Cheng Xia finally forgave him today.

Li Beiyan went to the kitchen to cook noodles for him, while Cheng Xia sat on the bar chair with a notebook on the marble table in front of him, typing on the keyboard with both hands, and when he was almost done, Cheng Xia raised his jaw to remind him to add an egg.

After he finished eating the remnants of Fengyun, only 5 minutes had passed. Li Beiyan was a little worried about his stomach, so he took his notebook away and said, "I went to visit San Francisco two days ago and brought some medicine for my aunt. You will remember later take it away."

"Okay, thank you."

He sneered, "Li Beiyan, just do it, and see for yourself what kind of chaos your life has become."

Li Beiyan lay on his stomach not wanting to talk, Cheng Xia lit a cigarette, and bit it hard in his mouth, as if he was chewing his meat, "Stupid, how old you are like this in three years."

"Really? Maybe the wind and sand in the northwest is too big." Li Beiyan suddenly thought of the young and energetic boy in Bugatti. Compared with him, he was already too ugly to catch the eye.

"Hey, what's wrong with you!"

Li Beiyan recovered his voice and said, "He Cong...is there someone beside him?"

Cheng Xia held the cigarette between his fingers and put it on the edge of the ashtray to knock off the ashes, "I don't know, our two families fell out three years ago, ah, and your family. Mr. Li no longer associates with Uncle He. Congratulations. Jin wiped all traces of his younger brother too cleanly, and issued a death order, and no paparazzi is allowed to secretly take pictures of him, so now I don't know anything about He Cong."

He Jin has a tough style, since he will imprison He Cong in the army for forced brainwashing, he will cut off the three of them.

Li Beiyan understood that he even agreed with He Jin's actions, and he didn't have the face to meet the He family's parents who loved him so much.

He loved to play at He's house since he was a child, and he remembered that Mother He liked to stroke his hair, and he remembered what Father He said to him earnestly on He Cong's birthday that year.

Li Beiyan failed them.

"Bei Yan." Cheng Xia said to him seriously: "Don't provoke He Cong again, you can't afford it."

Li Beiyan returned to the suburbs and spent a day fishing with his father. He talked about Cheng Xia and Nanyu, but he didn't mention his family.

Li Beiyan didn't know if He Jin had hurt them during the years he left. He felt very sad when he saw his father's old figure.

Back at school on Monday, another big event happened. He Nian was injured in physical education class and bled a lot. Li Beiyan called his nanny, but it was He Cong who came.

He took off his clothes and wrapped He Nian's wound tightly, and when he turned around with the child in his arms, Li Beiyan saw his chest.

There, nothing.The tattoos that had been carefully carved on his heart were washed off, as if he had some kind of skin disease, and the tattoos were all in one piece.

Li Beiyan recalled that night when He Cong dragged him to the store and said, "I want to leave a scar on you so that you won't forget me."

But He Cong, the tattoos are cleaned too easily, and the scars will disappear one day.