compulsory possession

Watching the truck quickly go out of sight, Cheng Xia felt as if he was tightly held by an invisible rope. He didn't know if he did the right thing to help Li Beiyan escape from He Cong, and worried that his friend would have a bad life in the future.

Love has been recorded in literary works and praised for thousands of years. How can the romantic and charming appearance make people bruised and bruised in reality, and they wish to escape from everything.

Cheng Xia couldn't figure it out.

That night, he tossed and turned in bed, dreaming in a daze that Li Beiyan had been in a car accident, and got out of bed in fright, his back covered in cold sweat.

Cheng Xia took out her mobile phone to call Li Beiyan, but the phone was turned off, and Cheng Xia couldn't sit still, so she opened the bedroom door to get out to breathe.

When passing by the study room, she found that there was a light inside, Cheng Xia knocked on the door, her voice sounded like a frightened kitten, "Brother, are you inside?"

After saying that, the door lock was unlocked from the inside, Fu Yi was wearing a black sweater, and his tall figure enveloped Cheng Xia.

He glanced at Cheng Xia's thin pajamas, the flip-flops he wore in a panic, and his panicked eyes.

Ever since he picked up Cheng Xia from his hometown after work, Fu Yi has not seen him look so helpless for many years.

It is inevitable that there will be some taste in my heart.

"Did you have a nightmare?" He had to restrain his face again, not to let his emotions show.

"Yeah. I dreamed that something happened to Beiyan."

Fu Yi couldn't bear to see Cheng Xia frown, hugged him into his arms and rubbed his head.

"You have to believe that the person arranged by brother will definitely send him out safely, Xia Xia, don't worry."

Fu Yi's embrace has a kind of soothing magic power, which hasn't changed since he was a child in Cheng Xia's place.The impetuous heart just now was gently soothed by his brother with a word.

Cheng Xia raised his hands around Fu Yi's neck, smelling the strong smell of tobacco after smoking many cigarettes, he was a little unhappy, and leaned his head on Fu Yi's chest.

"Why are you smoking again?"

"I have something on my mind, smoke to relieve it."

"Is it convenient to tell me?"

Fu Yi smiled softly and said, "No."

"Smoking is bad for your health, brother, or else you'd better listen to your aunt and find a girlfriend, so you can have someone to talk to when you encounter troubles."

As soon as he finished speaking, Cheng Xia felt a pain on his face, the smile on Fu Yi's face faded, he pinched his face, and said, "Don't even think about it, I don't know how to talk about girlfriends."

"How can I do that, brother, are you going to die alone!"

Fu Yi: "Didn't you buy an island for my retirement?"

Cheng Xia: "..."

Cheng Xia: "Then I...then I have to save money for a long time, brother, wait a little longer."

This train took two days and two nights for a full 42 hours, and it was the longest train that Li Beiyan had ever been on.The first night was fine, just sleeping. From the second day on, he would wake up several times in the middle of the night.

Coming out of the railway station in Xinjiang, the strong exotic style makes people feel like they are in a foreign country. The ancient buildings made of pure dark yellow rammed earth make people feel like they have traveled back to the Middle Ages through time and space.

Li Beiyan decided to go to the village of Kashgar to support education. This place is not much different from the countryside in the interior, with clean asphalt roads and leisurely shepherds... Here, time seems to slow down.

The winter here is particularly long, and the deep night seems to have no end in sight. At the beginning, Li Beiyan always suffered from insomnia. In the cold late night, he opened his eyes and stayed alone until dawn, feeling lonely and lonely.

But part of growing up is saying goodbye to people you know and doing things you'd never do.

Li Beiyan tried his best to maintain a smile on his face and communicate with the people around him. It took half a year to really integrate into the local area.

The children in Kashgar are particularly enthusiastic and like to greet people proactively. They like to meet outsiders. The innocent eyes of the children reveal their thirst for knowledge.

Because the school is too far away from home, classes don’t start until ten o’clock in the morning. On Monday, a flag-raising ceremony will be held in the playground, followed by a folk dance by students and teachers mainly of Kazakh ethnicity. Sometimes Li Beiyan couldn't help but dance along.

The mountainous area is remote, and except for the teachers, most of the young children cannot speak Chinese. Li Beiyan taught them patiently and also learned the minority languages ​​from them.When Li Beiyan sees that the children have made even a little bit of progress due to their efforts, he truly understands the rich connotation and real responsibility contained in the word "teacher".

Xinjiang has a temperate continental climate, hot at noon and cold at night. In the first few months of coming here, Li Beiyan always caught a cold and coughed badly every day.The taste of food here is relatively heavy, Li Beiyan is not used to eating, and no one is standing by to remind him to eat more, and his weight has dropped a lot.

The principal was sympathetic to the teachers who came to support the teaching, and opened up a piece of land in the playground for the students to grow vegetables with them.When it was time to plant the seeds, Li Beiyan asked the teacher who came to the city to let him buy some flower seeds and sprinkle a few roses in the corner.

The longer he gets along with the students, the more lovely they become. When Li Beiyan saw their infinite trust in Teacher Pei in the composition he handed in, he felt that he was not in vain.

The children's smiles are the most touching, with two thin lips, long eyes, and two dimples on their cheeks.Spring flowers and autumn moon are the scenes praised by poets.

Although the environment here is harsh, there is only a table and a wooden bed, and the things are not to Li Beiyan's taste, but everything here makes his heart slowly calm down.

In the winter of the first year of supporting teaching, a new teacher came to the school. He was a youthful and energetic boy. He was wearing a big brand and even exaggeratedly wearing CHANEL gloves on his hands.

In the evening, the teachers held a bonfire party in the playground to welcome the long-awaited music teacher. The firewood was very hot and it made people feel very comfortable.

Sitting on a stool, Li Beiyan saw him holding a guitar and singing by the campfire from a distance through the crowd.

It's a beautiful song, his voice is low and deep, and it's like telling a story, making people addicted to it.Li Beiyan suddenly changed his view of him, perhaps, this is a real rich man.

He said his name was Gu Cheng.

Gu Cheng is an energetic acquaintance, the school only has a male teacher of the Han nationality, Li Beiyan, and he has been pestering Li Beiyan to ask questions since the next morning.

He has just graduated from university, and for some reason he came to the remote mountainous area in the west. Although his clothes and conversation reveal a wealthy family, he is full of enthusiasm for the students here, and Gu Cheng can always be heard holding a guitar in the school. , and the children sang loudly.

Li Beiyan is already 28, and his temperament has long been smoothed out by the desert wind and sand. Li Beiyan looks at Gu Cheng, just like looking at himself in the past.

Gu Cheng is very obsessed with fashion. Every once in a while, the teachers can always see him wearing a high-definition Givenchy, with long legs bent on the Gobi Desert, riding an electric motorcycle for several hours to pick up the courier. Inside the package is The latest season clothing of various luxury brands.

No matter how difficult the environment and life are, Gu Cheng always uses gorgeous clothing and accessories to dress himself up like a modern city.

Gu Cheng often put his hands on Li Beiyan's shoulders, and Li Beiyan could see the Cartier bracelet on his wrist as long as he lowered his head a little.He is like a dazzling prince, attracting the attention of all the women in Kashgar, including the girls in the school.

Gu Cheng's dressing and dignified gestures are incompatible with this place, but he always smiles and sings, and gets along with everyone happily.He doesn't comment on the clothes of the people around him, even if Li Beiyan is wearing an old coat that has been washed white, he still asks him for a drink.

During the Chinese New Year school holiday, Li Beiyan stayed at school as usual. Teachers and students gave him a lot of Chinese New Year food.Taking advantage of the good weather, Li Beiyan cleared the snow from the tiles in the dormitory, but Gu Cheng hadn't left yet, hiding his hands in his Canada Goose and asking, "What's for lunch?"

Only then did Li Beiyan know that the child had conflicts with his family, so he signed up to support education in Xinjiang in a fit of anger, and was not planning to go home this year.

On the [-]th day, the two of them were eating boiled mutton in the dormitory. Gu Cheng asked him, "Mr. Pei, why is your name so cute?"

Li Beiyan said: "Maybe it's because my family didn't care when they named me."

Gu Cheng: "..."

Gu Cheng likes to chatter when he is drinking, and he pulls Li Beiyan to talk a lot. Li Beiyan seems to be pestered by his younger brother at home, listening to him talking non-stop.

"My friends asked me why I came to this hellish place. Is my life too long? Xinjiang is too remote. I missed Milan Fashion Week for the first time this year. But there are a lot of grapes, jujubes, apples, and cotton here. , and the most beautiful red willow forest."

He added: "The newly bought bag was scratched by the principal's motorcycle. The principal asked me how much it was, but I didn't tell him. Teacher Pei, you are so kind. You are not like those other people who obviously don't know anything. You earnestly persuaded me to go back."

"Peer, why did you come to Kashgar?" The 20-year-old boy opened his drunken eyes, waiting for Li Beiyan's answer.

The past years emerged in his memory, and Li Beiyan seemed to see that person's sharp face again.Why come to Kashgar?At first it was because I wanted to escape the love-hate entanglement of those ten years.Afterwards, Li Beiyan seldom thought of him again. Until recently, for a long time, Li Beiyan couldn't even remember his facial features clearly.

Li Beiyan got used to the environment here, the wind and sand here, the simple environment and the smiling faces of the students, so he stayed and never thought about leaving again.

Li Beiyan said to Gu Cheng: "Kashgar is my second hometown, and I am reluctant to leave."

This year, he also had contact with Cheng Xia intermittently. Li Beiyan was afraid that his parents' phone and Internet would be monitored, so he only dared to send a few words to Fu's family quietly.

He is doing well.

Teaching in a remote village.

The people here are very cute, and they always love to give him things during the New Year.

Cheng Xia will reply when he is free, talking about Li Beiyan's parents and rarely mentioning himself.

Knowing that they are healthy, Li Beiyan is satisfied.

I didn't feel it when I was in my 20s, but I didn't realize that I was getting older until I was almost thirty.When Gu Cheng drove out to pick up the courier again and again, and used Dior sunglasses to block the sandstorm in the Gobi, Li Beiyan couldn't help laughing, envious of his youthful vigor.

Gu Cheng said: "Teacher Pei, you are only 28 years old, why do you look like an old man?"

Li Beiyan entered the classroom with his textbooks in his arms and ignored him.

It's great to be young, to be able to run amok and live without any restraint.

[The author has something to say: Has anyone discovered the sub cp?]