compulsory possession

Li Beiyan quit his job, greeted his parents, and disappeared as a matter of course, no one noticed anything wrong.Only Cheng Xia made a phone call, and even ran to the villa, but was stopped by the bodyguards.

He Cong came back very late that day and said, "Give up, no one can come to save you."

Li Beiyan asked him, "Where is Nanyu?"

He sneered with the corners of his mouth pulled, even his eyes were cold, "If you stay by my side, he will be fine."

What a childish threat.

How useful it is.

Li Beiyan had already sorry Nanyu once, and he didn't want to hurt him a second time.

In the days that followed, the two of them didn't even quarrel.Li Beiyan ignored everything about He Cong, and He Cong intensified his possession of Li Beiyan's body.

Li Beiyan told him: "There is no love between us, what we do is only the body."

He Cong's eyes were red, and it took him a long time to not get angry at him, and he slammed the door and went out.

Li Beiyan knew that he was trampling on He Cong's feelings, trampled on his love, hurt He Cong's heart over and over again, and made him sad.

But other than these, Li Beiyan can't do anything else.

One day when He Cong was drunk, he wrapped his arms around Li Beiyan's waist from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, and asked him, "Yaoer, when will you be able to turn around and look at me?"

It's been a long time since He Cong called himself in such a gentle voice, Li Beiyan's heart was throbbing in the quiet night.He hates that until now, he still loves him desperately.

But he looked back, and even took out his heart.But what did Li Beiyan get?Lies from beginning to end, and merciless hurt.

On his 27th birthday, He Cong took Li Beiyan out once, and the two went to Fayuan Temple. The car stopped at the foot of the mountain, and He Cong took him up.

He stubbornly wanted to ask for a marriage lottery. Li Beiyan didn't understand that the two of them had reached such a state, and what future could be expected.

He Cong took Li Beiyan's hand, and went to find an expert to untangle the lottery. Li Beiyan couldn't understand a lot of what he said in front of him, but only remembered the last sentence, what he said to He Cong, you are really not a good marriage .

He Cong threw away the stick, saying that he didn't believe in fate.

This has always been his style of doing things, he will not resign himself to fate, as long as he Cong likes it, he must use all means to win it back.

After coming down from the mountain, He Cong took Li Beiyan to Sanlitun again. Since the hot pot restaurant opened, the business has been booming. The original intention of its opening was Li Beiyan, but the ridiculous thing is that Li Beiyan came here for the first time today.

The business in the store was very good, and the people waiting for their seats lined up a few meters away. He Cong took Li Beiyan to look at the decoration carefully. It was a very large storefront, and even set up a theater booth on the second floor, where Sichuan opera and face-changing performances were performed every day.

The whole store is like a mansion of the Republic of China that has experienced wind and rain, with small bridges and flowing water, dancing pavilions and song platforms, and the sound of ticking water everywhere, and a group of half-grown children squatting by the man-made stream to watch the fish.

As expected of a business boss, He Cong knows what to do to catch people's attention as quickly as possible. It's hard for this hot pot restaurant not to be popular.

He Cong asked Li Beiyan, "Do you like it?"

Li Beiyan turned around and walked outside, he couldn't stand everything in front of him, as if reminding himself all the time that he and He Cong were in love, and He Cong tailored such a large hot pot restaurant because he loves to eat.

Does Li Beiyan like it?like.He Cong is caring and careful, but all of this is based on lies.

He Cong chased him out, and had the most intense quarrel with Li Beiyan on the bustling commercial street.

No one convinced anyone. In the end, both of them were tired. When they returned to the car, He Cong rarely lit a cigarette. When he finished smoking, he said in a hoarse voice, "Yaoer, I knew you went out that night. I didn't say anything because I wanted to see how you would choose, whether the love you said to me was true or not."

He Cong watched helplessly as Li Beiyan lied to him later, notified his relatives without telling him, and then booked a flight ticket to Scotland with Nanyu.

"That's right, I'm here to coax you, so that I can have a better life with you." Li Beiyan thought, it's just a lie, who wouldn't?I've never loved you before. If I say this for a long time, I will believe it.

He Cong's face seemed to be coated with late autumn frost, his palms were tightly clenched, his brows were frowning, and he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it.

The driver pulled over, and He Cong opened the door to go in. The deafening slam of the door made Li Beiyan wonder if it had been smashed.

That night, He Cong walked back to Xiyuan from Sanlitun and smoked two packs of cigarettes. Li Beiyan saw him the next morning with a very tired face.

Recently, Li Beiyan always dreamed that when he met He Cong at the age of 17, He Cong took him out to play and gave him homework. Sometimes he would go to He Cong's house on weekends and let him dictate English words on the table.

Once the school arranged for Li Beiyan to participate in an English speech contest. He was anxious to get angry and felt that he was not good enough.He Cong took the speech draft and helped him correct his pronunciation over and over again with a smile.

On the day of the competition, He Cong came to watch and sat in the first row closest to him. Li Beiyan got the grand prize as he wished, and He Cong smiled happier than him.

From that time on, Li Beiyan felt that nothing in this world could defeat He Cong.

He often wondered why he knew He Cong so early, but he was still in the rebellious period, and was brought back to the right path by He Cong over and over again. Only then did Li Beiyan understand, because he relied on He Cong to guard him. No matter how out of line I will not suffer substantial harm.

He Cong's young but powerful figure gave Li Beiyan that hidden corner, allowing him to have his own sunshine and warmth.

After waking up, Li Beiyan always had to be dazed for a long time before he gradually remembered the current situation of himself and He Cong. He looked at the empty bed next to him, his eyes were moist and he even cried.

In mid-December, Li Beiyan finally saw Cheng Xia.For his birthday, Fu Yi held a big banquet and invited many business celebrities.

He is a well-tailored suit, like a shining little prince in the crowd.Fu Yi accompanies him, his handsome face is close to Cheng Xia's, and he has both sides.

Under the bright light, Li Beiyan seemed to see the picture only in fairy tales.

He Cong was stopped by others to talk about things, he couldn't leave, so he sent two bodyguards to follow Li Beiyan closely.

Li Beiyan sat alone on the sofa for a while before Cheng Xia had time to sneak over to find him. He tore off his tie with one hand, and Li Beiyan whistled at him.Cheng Xia blushed, pursed her lips and said, "My brother insisted me to make it custom-made, but in fact, it's fine to just buy a suit."

Li Beiyan smiled faintly, "You look good in your clothes."

Cheng Xia saw that Li Beiyan's face was not right, so he sat down and handed him a glass of water, "Okay, tell me what's going on with you and Mr. He? Why didn't he let me go to you? Mr. He is not right all this time , I heard from my brother that he suddenly lost his temper several times in important business meetings, and even smashed the paparazzi camera that secretly took pictures of him on the road."

Li Beiyan asked him, "Has Brother Yi ever lied to you?"

"No, no matter whether the truth is acceptable to me or not, he will tell me directly."

Li Beiyan suddenly envied him, "That's great." Even if He Cong told himself clearly that he didn't want him to marry Nanyu, that he had always liked her, and even ran over to snatch the marriage.

Li Beiyan wouldn't be as disappointed as he is now.

Li Beiyan changed the water into wine and couldn't stop drinking it. Cheng Xia stopped him a few times but failed.Later, Li Beiyan got drunk and told Cheng Xia intermittently what happened between him and He Cong.

After speaking, Li Beiyan leaned on Cheng Xia and said, "Mr. Li, don't spit out the clothes my brother bought."

Li Beiyan pushed his head away, "It's on you, what's the matter with Brother Guan Yi."

Cheng Xia was very anxious, "My brother said that I look the best in this dress, and I specifically warned not to get it dirty."

"Fu Yi is sick. If you like it, you can buy a set yourself."

"Keep your voice down, don't let my brother hear you. By the way, where is Nanyu now?"

Li Beiyan shook his head, his tone was irritated, "I don't know."

"Then I'll ask my brother to inquire about it."

"I take back what I said earlier that Brother Yi is sick."

They chatted while drinking, and later Fu Yi and He Cong came to look for someone, both of them looked very ugly.

When leaving, Cheng Xia leaned into Li Beiyan's ear and asked, "Do you still want to leave now?"

Li Beiyan nodded without hesitation. As long as Nanyu is safe, he would like to disappear immediately.

Fu Yi pulled the man over, "Stay away from him."

Cheng Xia felt that something was wrong with his brother recently, he got angry very easily, and he didn't dare to stir up trouble, so he could only coax Fu Yi, "I just said a few words to Bei Yan, I'm not crazy about it."

That night Li Beiyan drank too much and vomited in a mess when he went back. He Cong carried him to take a bath, and when he sat in the bathtub, Li Beiyan suddenly sank to the bottom of the water.

He Cong grabbed his hair and pulled him out of the water. Li Beiyan wiped the water off his face with his hands, and saw He Cong's expression when he opened his eyes, which can only be described as terrifying.

He Cong was breathing heavily, suppressing his violent voice, and asked, "Are you courting death?"

In fact, Li Beiyan didn't know it himself, his brain suddenly became hot, and he sank when he didn't want to breathe.Maybe it's because he drank too much alcohol, and people are stupid.

When he was sleeping at night, He Cong put his hand on Li Beiyan's waist and hugged him tightly. He was frightened by Li Beiyan's suspected suicide before, and even when he got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, He Cong would guard the door.

He Cong didn't come home that night on New Year's Eve, so Li Beiyan was naturally not allowed to contact his parents. His aunt cooked a sumptuous New Year's Eve dinner, and none of them went down to eat.

The door of the study room was closed tightly, and He Cong's not-so-good-toned swear words came from inside from time to time.Li Beiyan went into the room to watch a movie. After watching the movie, he felt very tired, but felt that the few hours of hiding in the movie were so damn good.

Just after zero o'clock, someone started to set off firecrackers and fireworks. Li Beiyan stood on the balcony watching, remembering the dumplings he ate with his parents on New Year's Eve last year.

I don't know if my father's back is swollen by my mother, and I don't know if they miss him.

The two of them didn't go out for the entire first month. Li Beiyan didn't know what He Cong told the He family, and no one urged him to go back.

One day He Cong asked Li Beiyan to change his clothes, and said he would take him to Fu's house to pay New Year's greetings. This year, he and Fu Yi had several important cooperations, and they had to walk around during the New Year's Eve.

Li Beiyan hid in Xia's room, forgetting about the bustle and socializing downstairs.Cheng Xia swung the electric controller over, excitedly, and asked Li Beiyan to play games with him.

"I'll fuck you! I'm in the mood to play games now."

Cheng Xia put a piece of spiced beef jerky into his mouth and said, "My brother specially invited Mr. He over for dinner today. He rescued Nanyu and is now on the plane to Italy."

"The Great Demon King is so cool, let's do great things in a silent voice!" The big stone that had been lingering in Li Beiyan's heart finally fell.

Cheng Xia slowly ate all the beef jerky in his hand, and mysteriously handed him a card package. Li Beiyan opened it and saw that it was a stack of bank cards and fake ID cards.

"I understand the truth, but why is I called Pei Er? I've told you tens of thousands of times, so don't call me by nicknames."

Cheng Xia pursed her lips, her voice was unbearable, "Lizi, just say it sounds good or not."

What a fucking stupid friend!

"Tonight, my brother will keep Mr. He temporarily, Bei Yan, you have to hurry up, you can't go abroad, there are too many procedures. But our motherland is so big, there is no place for you to hide?"

"Xia Xia..." Although Cheng Xia's brain is not good, she is sincerely thinking about him.

"Stop! Don't hug me!" Cheng Xia avoided Li Beiyan's extended hand, "My brother said, you are not allowed to cuddle with you, there are no rules."

Li Beiyan finally couldn't help but slapped him on the forehead, "If it wasn't for Fu Yi being too cold and despising a fool like you, I would have doubted your relationship."

After lunch, Li Beiyan and He Cong went back to Xiyuan by car. He carefully thought about the escape route, and when he came to his senses, he had already entered the villa.

He Congla pulled him from behind, his face softened a little, and he said: "The seat is booked, let's go to eat Thai food tonight."

Li Beiyan frowned, wondering what He Cong was going to do again.If he had other plans at night, how could Fu Yi hold him back?Or had he noticed it and took him out on purpose?

Li Beiyan thought about it, but he couldn't remember what he said to He Cong on this day last year that he would eat Thai food for the first anniversary of their relationship.

In the afternoon, Fu Yi called, and He Cong said a few words to him before going out, "You wait for me at home, and I'll pick you up when you're done."

"Okay..." Li Beiyan agreed.

After He Cong drove away, Li Beiyan went to the bedroom to pack his luggage, simply bringing a few changes of clothes and a wad of cash.The guards outside were gone, Li Beiyan guessed that Fu Yi pretended to be He Cong and gave the order.

He left the villa with his suitcase. There was an old van parked on the road. Li Beiyan sat on it and took the backpack he had prepared from Cheng Xia.He dug out a new mobile phone from the inside to call his parents. He was almost scolded for being deaf. In the end, his mother cried hysterically and told Li Beiyan to come back properly and not die outside.

Li Beiyan wiped away his tears, took off his phone and threw it on the road.When approaching the intersection of the highway, the truck stopped, and Cheng Xia reached out to hug Li Beiyan, speaking in a nasal voice, "Beiyan, you have to take care."

"You too." Li Beiyan held back the sadness before parting and whispered.

"Goodbye, Beiyan."

Li Beiyan didn't think about his destination. He didn't know where he would hide in the end. Maybe it was a lonely island, maybe it was a hot and humid hill, or maybe it was a vast grassland.

Without a goal, he might just keep wandering until all these pasts are in the past.

Going further and further away without books, even the tall and stubborn boy in memory, let's go together.