I'm friends with straight guys

I was lying on the bed bored, I simply checked Weibo and fell asleep.

On the second day, I looked at the column of text messages on my mobile phone, and there was the scene of yesterday's interview. The director really selected me, and I was not surprised.

I tidied myself up, arranged my appearance and image, and rushed to the set. I remember that I have my schedule this afternoon.

When I arrived at the set, I looked at my phone and it was only 11:30, and then I turned around and bought some sugar-free drinks, which belonged to the kind of zero sugar, zero calorie, and zero fat. Pay attention to the shape, I can't give gifts too carelessly.

Then I stared at those who distributed those things to the set. It was already past 12 o'clock after everyone was busy. I just found a corner for instant noodles.

It's really not that I give up on myself, the main reason is that I won't gain weight if I eat these things, but it's definitely not comparable to Lu Yibai.

I was enjoying my meal, and then a person stood down beside me, he stared at me for a long time, staring at me, very uncomfortable, I looked up.

It was Lu Yibai. He seemed to have something to say to me, but I couldn't listen to it, so I ignored him. Just when I was about to get up after eating noodles, he stopped me. I saw that there were people around me. It's not good either, to refute his face.

"Tell me if you have anything to say, I'm busy." I'm still angry, still angry, angry that he doesn't like me, angry that he likes someone else, and maybe because of shyness, because seeing this face, This figure, feeling the temperature of his fingertips, I seem to have returned to the time when I was doing tasks among various tasks.

"I'm sorry." He was stunned for a long time, and the last thing he said was just this sentence. Who wants his apology? What I really want is this apology. What I want is his love with all my heart , He couldn't give it to me, and he would come to provoke me again and again, I felt very uncomfortable, I didn't know how to face myself, facing him, I wanted to escape.

But my rationality tells me that I can't escape, because there are already too many unsatisfactory and unpleasant things between the two of us. If I escape again, maybe we really can't even be friends in the future.

It's a pity, in the end, it was just my impulse overcoming my reason, and I didn't want to see him at all, "If you're just talking about this, then get out, I don't need to listen to you, and you don't owe me anything , you just don't like me."

There is nothing wrong with him, he just doesn't like me, he just thinks being gay is disgusting, I can't ask him to like me like I like him.

My original purpose of approaching him was not pure, so how could I ask others to accept my not pure purpose and disgusting thoughts?

"Wait until you listen to me, I really have something important to tell you..."

I didn't expect him to be so serious when he spoke to me, not the usual gentle look, when I was about to listen to it, his cell phone rang.

"Jingle Bell……"

With an apologetic face, he waved his hand at me, "My boy, wait a minute, I'll answer the phone first."

"Yeah." I nodded, but in fact I didn't want to hear his explanation at all, he just apologized to me, laughing to death, he didn't do anything wrong at all, why apologize? ? ?

Even if there is a fault, it's not his fault, it's always me because I can't stand the teasing.

It's all my fault, it's all my fault for not being firm enough, it's all my fault for falling in love with you, it's all my fault for being crooked, if I were a straight man like him, wouldn't it be much easier?

Will the relationship between us be much more harmonious?

I laughed at myself, how could it be possible that if a person can be changed so easily, then why are there so many things in the world that cannot be changed?

"Come on, come on, it's time for your part!" A little assistant waved at me, I walked over, and then it was just a few shots, no action needed, and the lines didn't follow at all. The empathy of the characters is fortunately because of this, because I don't have the strength to integrate into it now.

Lu Yibai's back facing me is still familiar, but I still don't have the courage to take another step forward, so I turn my head away.I took a taxi and went home. After all, today's scene has been completed, and I don't have much strength to make false claims with him.

I lay down at home and slept in the dark. What happened outside had nothing to do with me. Then I slept until around 2:00 in the afternoon. Today is the last scene.

Around 4:5 and 00:[-], the shooting will start in the evening. I tidied up, took a shower, and put on some makeup.

Put on sunglasses, a hat, and a mask, surrounded yourself with full armor, and started rushing to the set.

I didn't bring anything this time, because the character was already in my pocket, and besides, I didn't take it so badly.

At 4:30 p.m., I had my own separate shot. After shooting the whole shot, I was done. Then the director’s financial department communicated with my assistant to settle the final payment.

When I saw the tens of thousands of dollars in the bank, I instantly felt that life was much better.

What about Lu Yibai, what system, what kind of mess, I have to forget about it all. I just want to sleep well. Although I slept soundly last night, I am too tired. Just like getting enough sleep, what you do in the virtual world in the dream will also consume the spiritual power in real life.

Fortunately, the impact is not big, and there is no special important relationship.

"Hey boy, open the door. I have something to tell you. Can you talk to me?" He was standing at the door, and within 3 minutes after I came in, he appeared one after the other in my neighborhood , the door of my house.

"What does the actor think I have to talk to you about?" I admitted that I was angry, and I didn't know if I was angry with him or myself.

"Hey boy, you open the door first." After all, he couldn't hold back his voice and face to show me any begging look.

"Okay, if you have anything to say, just say it." I was already at the door as if I didn't want him to come in, and he just stood at the door and stared at my face. I don't know what his eyes are. what you want to say.

"I know, I know everything, I understand everything." He said this for no reason, even I didn't understand what he meant, obviously I was the one who understood him best.

"I mean everything you've been through, I know, I understand, I can understand, I can understand, I know you like me." I like how it's so easy for him to say this from his mouth Woolen cloth?

This is a taboo that I want to touch but dare not touch. It was such a simple sentence that came out of his mouth in one stroke.

"Guy Zai, I know you like me, but after going through so many things, I decided to be with Kuai Zai." There was a firmness in his eyes that I had never seen before.

"Wait, I'm a little confused, and I don't intend to accept you." After saying this, I even felt like slapping myself twice. What do you mean I don't intend to accept him?I really want to accept him, can't I just obey my heart a little bit?

"I know you're disappointed in me. I've never been gay. I used to be now, and I'll be in the future. I'm not gay, but I like you. It's as simple as wanting to be with you. Do you understand?" He seemed a little Anxiously gesticulating, Lu Yibai put his forehead close to mine, and then whispered to me next to my cheek, "I know it's hard for you to understand and accept, but it's okay, I have plenty of time to wait for you."

"Just like you used to wait for me." He left without forcing me to finish speaking, and I stood where I was, unable to recover for a long time.

Seeing his back going away, I closed the door, then I did something casually to fill my stomach and lay down on the bed to sleep. I thought about all the things he said to me in the afternoon, but I still didn’t understand, I couldn’t comb.

What did he mean when he said those words to me? Is this a confession?

I don't quite understand, and I don't quite understand, his brain circuit, so I simply don't think about it.

When I woke up the next morning, I was woken up by my mother's phone call.