I'm friends with straight guys

"Cheng Fang, what's the matter with you? Can you stop hiding from me and tell me anything." I can feel that he has a very bad temper, as if he has some opinions on me, just like opinions, but what can I do? ?I can't just open my mouth and confess to him.

"I'm sorry, it's my problem. If you feel uncomfortable, I will try to appear in front of you as little as possible in the future."

Damn, it seems that Laozi's messy strategies and the experience accumulated in the world are completely useless to him.

"Don't hide from me, okay?" When I passed by him, he grabbed my arm and put his head on my shoulder, his voice was weak, my heart moved slightly, but I shook my head , or let go of his hand and turned away.

I know that at this moment I can swap out that so-called system to help, but I don't want to because that's wrong, even if Lu Yibai likes me and is with me, it's not the real him, his soul Still not mine.

"I have something to tell you." He chased after him, but I was a little upset when I saw his face, so I waved my hand and refused his request.

When I got home, I was in a daze, why should I reject him?Didn't she want to stay and fly with him?

And what did he want to tell me?

All of this is unknown, because the moment I rejected him, it proved that I had no chance to know about this matter.

In fact, everyone in this world can be me, but everyone is not me, only I know it, I like it, only I know what kind of person I am, I am both a devil and an angel, with such I only look at how other people treat me. If they treat me well, they may be able to see my angelic side. Of course, if others treat me badly, then I can only fight back and become a devil.

I'm tired, being an angel is already too irritating, I think it's still a devil, good people don't always live long, on the contrary, isn't there another sentence?It's called a scourge for thousands of years, so why didn't I choose to be that scourge?

Breathing the fresh air of my own world, my mood has improved a lot.

When I came out, I bumped into Jiang Yicheng, originally I just wanted to say hello, but I didn't expect her to catch up, as if she saw my intentions towards Lu Yibai, she came up and insulted her head and face.

Jiang Yicheng looked at me as if he was watching a joke, "Let him go, he is the movie star, how long are you going to drag him around with you?"

I smiled and said nonsense, why is it just nonsense?I like him, is it considered nonsense?

I didn't know what to say, and I didn't know how to answer, so I simply stopped answering. I turned my head away, and didn't want to talk to her anymore. I admitted that what she said pierced my heart, making me unable to breathe.

"You know how important public opinion is to a person, especially a person like him. After all, you have already suffered once before when you were not top-notch. Do you want to drag him to accompany you? Do you suffer from such pain?"

"If you are really good for him, stay away from him and never see him again."

"Let him go and let yourself go."

"How disgusting..."

"Get out." I found an outlet for my emotional relationship, and I yelled at him, no longer caring about etiquette.

"I know you are in a bad mood, and I know it's not what you think. If you want, I have a friend who is a psychologist who can help you."

What do you mean, do you think I'm crazy?I just like someone that's all, it seems that Lu Yibai's vision is like this, it can be seen.

I am disgusting, gay, disgusting, she is the only person in the world who is noble, and at the same time as saying that I am a pervert, all defenses in my heart have collapsed.

I don't want to talk to her anymore, and I don't want to communicate with anyone anymore. I am like Taobao. I drove home, sat on the sofa and looked at the photo of Lu Yibai still hanging on the wall, silently doing nothing. Voice.

This is how everyone in the world sees me, psychotic, homosexual, likes men and disgusts.

What's wrong with me, I just fell in love with him, not because he is a man, but because he is Lu Yibai.

Yes, yes, I'm curvy, but growing up, I never liked any man, and when it came to men, I was always buddy until he showed up.

I have no way to accept others blaspheming my love like this.

It hurts me more than killing me, it hurts more than dragging me to hell.

It's like a child in my own family, I can say it myself, but if someone else slanders me, even if I don't say it, I feel sad in my heart, just like me now, almost exactly the same.

Do I think so, I also like girls who are white, fragrant, and soft, but there is no way, I just like Lu Yibai, a boy who is stronger than me, this is something I can control of it?

This feeling came too vigorously, and I couldn't control it at all.

I was holding my mobile phone, and was just swipe whatever I was bored, when suddenly a pop-up window popped up, it was a test of fate.

By accident, I clicked in, and then looked at the avatar with non-mainstream fonts on it, a little disgusted, but I still talked to the customer service.

"Hi dear, no refund for 50 yuan for one divination~"

This was sent by the system, I thought about it, and then clicked to place an order. After sending 50 yuan, he asked me some questions, such as height, name, age and so on.

It's funny to think about it, I know it's a lie, but I still want to give it a try.

"Your destiny is good, your auspicious stars shine brightly, and there seems to be a trend of good luck recently. The person you like will confess to you soon."

Naturally, what I tested was peach blossoms. His words really pleased me, but I know that it is just spending 50 yuan to buy happiness. What he said is not accurate at all. If it is accurate, I and Naturally, Lu Yibai would not have reached the point where he is today.

I smiled and closed that page.

Among all living beings, there will always be that person. From the first moment you see him, you will believe that this life is only for him.

Like the clouds and the moon, the flowers meet the breeze.

Everything is arranged just right.

Lu Yibai is such a person to me.

But I still haven't got him. In fact, no matter in the plane dream or in real life, I know that I always have low self-esteem. Even in the plane, I feel that I am not worthy. His, every time he accommodates me.

You can't be friends if you really like him. I always thought that I liked him so much that I could accommodate him and get along with him as a friend for a long time, but I was wrong. Because of his one action, one expression, he will be terrified and doubt himself.

This kind of life is too tiring, really.

I have tried not to like him, I have tried to alienate him, but to no avail, he will stick to him, but I know that it is only based on my concern for and reluctance to my friends.

He never had that kind of thought about me, it was always that I was too dirty.

I tried to post a post on Huhu, and the beginning was how to break up with your straight male roommate

Well, the content is probably the bits and pieces of how I got along with him, as well as my liking for him and his unbending attributes of titanium alloys.

The people who left me messages below were even more diverse, although they didn't know it was me.

One of them told me, give up, you can’t break it, and even told me to find another new love, laughing to death, if I could find another new love, why would I hang myself on a tree with a crooked neck?

I thought it was a long story, but I browsed it roughly, and it probably meant that I was sure I was going to drag him down a road of no return?

I am such a person myself, so I must turn others into such a person. If I do this, it will be too selfish.

I should have known that Lu Yibai is a person with a clear demeanor and a bright moon like him. Although he has never had a girlfriend, it is because he has high vision, and his dislike has nothing to do with whether he likes girls or not.

Naturally, it has nothing to do with me. He is not single because of me and I am single because of him.