return to peace

In the following month, both parties tacitly avoided the topic of parting.Every time Chu Lingshang finished court, he dealt with government affairs as quickly as possible, never had dinner in the palace again, and became more and more unfamiliar with Chu Zexi.During the day, Ji Fan consulted the ancient books, and at dusk he would wait at the gate of the palace to pick him up.At night, sneak into his room and sleep with him.

When resting and taking a bath, the two put aside all other thoughts and accompanied each other.They fished together, tried to cook together, rode horses together for an outing, visited the night market in Liangjing together, and went to Wuming Mountain together.Xiao Wuyou gained a little weight again, but she also grew taller. She called Daddy in a childish voice, and Chu Lingshang hugged him in her arms, unwilling to let go.

But no matter how unwilling you are, time is always cruel, day by day, and finally it's time to part.The night before the farewell, Ji Fan was particularly persistent and asked for it again and again.Although the two have met several times these days, except for the first time, Ji Fan has always been relatively restrained, but this night, Ji Fan was begging him like an addiction.Chu Lingshang could even feel his despair-like emotion, his desperate madness.He was in a daze, thinking in a daze, he regarded Ji Fan as a driftwood in this chaotic world, why not Ji Fan, he lost his parents, lost his homeland, only him, so, he thought more Give him some, give him some more.

Lingshang, Lingshang... His name was softly called out by him, and every sound could not express the deep affection in his heart.All night long, until falling asleep from exhaustion, Chu Lingshang's whispers of love still echoed in his ears.

Xiaofan, do you know that you are also the deepest love in my heart, the most unspeakable fragility.

Looking at Chu Lingshang's sleeping face in his arms, Ji Fan couldn't help tracing his eyebrows and eyes over and over again. This was his only obsession in this life.He knew that he had gone too far today, but he just wanted more every time. He wished that time could slow down and slow down, so that they could have more happiness.The future is unpredictable, but he is not afraid, as long as he puts him in his heart, he is not afraid.

As soon as the dawn broke, Chu Lingshang woke up. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Ji Fan looking at him.

"Are you awake?" Ji Fan's voice was hoarse.Chu Lingshang looked up at him, and found bloodshot eyes in his eyes: "You haven't slept all night?"

Ji Fan smiled lightly, and pressed a kiss on his lips: "I want to see you more."

When Chen Lingshang heard the words, his heart softened and ached, and he leaned over and kissed Ji Fan's lips for the first time when both of them were awake.A flash of surprise flashed in Ji Fan's eyes, he gently hugged Chen Lingshang and kissed him lightly.

What Chu Lingshang never told Ji Fan was that he actually liked the feeling of being close to him.

Ji Fan didn't let go of Chu Lingshang until his heart was about to move again, he put his forehead against his forehead, the tip of his nose gently rubbed against his nose tip, his eyes met, he smiled slightly, and said two words in a low voice, But it made Chen Lingshang's eyes turn red instantly.

He said, wait for me.

Chen Lingshang nodded heavily, and hugged him, not wanting him to see the fragility in his eyes, he only replied one word, but his voice choked up.

He said, good.

The two hugged each other, chattering about the past, discussing where to go to hide in the future, and even talked about how to teach the children... It was not until it was bright outside that Lin Feng reminded in a low voice outside the door, and the two got up .

Usually, Ji Fan would sneak back to the room before the people came in to serve, but today Chu Lingshang let him stay.He asked someone to bring in the toiletries, twisted the towel himself, and wiped Ji Fan's face carefully.

"I'll tie your hair for you."

"Okay."

When he was a child, Ji Fan was very clingy to him. In the morning after the two of them slept together, he always asked him to tie his hair. He was impatient and deliberately tied it crookedly, but Ji Fan still smirked and said, "Brother is so kind."

Maybe he is a fool, he has suffered so much and suffered so much, but he is still single-minded.However, he will not be impatient this time.He combed Ji Fan's hair carefully, then carefully raised his hair up, and covered it with a white jade crown.In the mirror, the hair of the man stands tall and hangs on the back of his head, with a few strands of hair floating in front of his forehead, his eyebrows are like cold swords, his eyes are like clear pools, his face is exquisite and handsome, with a little youthful vigor, which is his favorite look.He remembered the first time he saw Ji Fan when he grew up, such a bright young man attracted him at first sight, and he couldn't take his eyes away ever since.

"I'll tie your hair for you too."

Ji Fan pressed Chu Lingshang on the chair, took a comb and combed it for him, three thousand black threads flowed in his hands, like a priceless brocade.Today Ji Fan raised his hair up at the back of his head, picked out the wooden hairpin he carved himself, and gently tied it.

"How about it?"

Chu Lingshang looked at himself in the mirror. Even though he still looked elegant and young, there were vicissitudes hidden in his eyes. After all, he

Already twenty-nine, next year, it will be thirty.

He smiled and said, "Very good."

After the two had breakfast together, Chu Lingshang sent him outside the city. Because of the indulgence last night, Chu Lingshang had to take a carriage, and Ji Fan didn't ride a horse, so he stayed with him in the carriage.But the closer they got to the city gate, the more silent the two were. It wasn't that they didn't want to say anything, but their hearts were heavy and they lost the strength to force a smile.

"Young master." Outside the carriage, Lin Feng called softly.

Chu Lingshang knew that the time to part had finally come.He took out the brocade box that had been prepared in the dark compartment of the carriage, and handed it to Ji Fan.Ji Fan opened it, and inside was a small purple glass bottle and a safe blessing. Ji Fan was stunned. He thought that after Qucheng broke up that time, Chu Lingshang threw it away.

"In the purple glass bottle is the Vermilion Fruit of the Cold Pool. It is rumored that it can bring the dead back to life. Although it is not that powerful in fact, it can still save a life if the oil is not exhausted. If the injury is not too serious, take it apart. It is enough to restore vitality. However, whether it is you or Lin Feng, I hope not to use it; as for this Ping Anfu, I thought about throwing it away before, but I was reluctant after all. I just hid it. Now, I Give it to you, I don’t believe in gods and Buddhas, but this time I am sincere, hoping it can bring you back safely.”

Looking at these two things, Ji Fan picked up Pinganfu and put it in his arms, but he handed the purple glass bottle back: "You need it more."

"Fool. If you can't come back, what's the use of me wanting this thing, take it with you."

Ji Fan finally compromised: "Okay, I'll take it."

He hugged Chu Lingshang heavily, as if he wanted to rub him into his flesh and blood: "Lingshang, promise me, take good care of yourself."

Chu Lingshang put his hand on his shoulder lightly, and the unique clear smell on his body made him reluctant to let go: "You too, I'll wait for you to come back."

The sky began to rain lightly, and Ji Fan got on his horse.Next to him, Lin Feng knelt on his knees and said to Chu Lingshang, "Young Master, Lin Feng has gone."

With more than ten years of companionship, Lin Feng is not just a guard to Chu Lingshang, but also a brother and friend.He put his hands on his shoulders: "You have to take good care of yourself and come back alive for me."

For the first time in his life, Lin Feng raised his head and looked directly at those eyes that he had never dared to look at, and solemnly made a promise: "Yes. Lin Feng will also bring General Ji back alive. Please take care, my lord."

Chu Lingshang smiled slightly, and patted his shoulder lightly.

Ready to go.Ji Fan looked back at Chu Lingshang, and suddenly shouted: "Wait for me to come back."

Chu Lingshang looked at him quietly, and the moment he turned around, without warning, tears fell like rain.