return to peace

Wen Ruyu has always been cautious, and now that she has made up her mind to resign, she hastened to implement it.He first asked Ji Fan to talk to him, and learned that he already knew about Chu Lingshang's plan, and he had negotiated with him, and after staying in Chen Guochaotang for five years, he didn't have any objections, he just told him , asking him to be careful in everything.

The matter of pretending to be sick can neither be true nor false. In order to be sure, he thought for a long time and decided to visit a person who was once famous in the capital, but now the ancient Buddha of Qingdeng, the world only knows Liu Wushuang who has long since passed away.People in the world don't know that Liu Wushuang has good medical skills in addition to her talent, but she was disheartened when she failed to save Ji Futian back then, so she escaped into Buddhism.

"Xiao Fan, come with me tomorrow to meet someone." Wen Ruyu called to stop Ji Fan who wanted to run out just after eating.

Ji Fan paused and asked curiously, "Who?"

"You'll know when you go."

In fact, Ji Fan was not very willing. He and Chen Lingshang got together less often, and finally met each other. Naturally, they wanted to spend more time together.

Wen Ruyu saw his thoughts: "A Lin is going too."

"Okay!" Ji Fan replied without thinking.

Wen Ruyu looked at Ji Fan's figure that disappeared without a trace, and suddenly a strange idea popped up in his heart, but he rejected it before it took shape. After all, Ji Fan and Chu Lingshang were not him and Ji Futian.

In the season of early spring, everything is revived, the climate is comfortable, and the spring rain is continuous, as if sticky and greasy.In this drizzle afternoon, a carriage left the city and drove straight to Guhuo Mountain in the south.

The rain had stopped, but the moss wetted by the rain was still very slippery. Ji Fan took Chen Lingshang and followed Wen Ruyu, walking cautiously.

"Father, you refused to tell us all the way, but now that we're here, will you tell us who we came to see?"

Wen Ruyu turned her head, her eyes drifted past Ji Fan holding Chu Lingshang's hand inadvertently, and then went back to continue climbing up the stairs. "Xiaofan, have you ever thought about who is your mother?"

Ji Fan was stunned on the spot, and as soon as he let go of his hand, Chen Lingshang hurriedly squeezed him tightly.

He turned around, his voice dry: "Father, didn't you say that both my parents died?"

Chu Lingshang only knew that Ji Fan's father was Ji Futian, but he didn't know about Ji Fan's mother, so he was also very curious.

Wen Ruyu shook her head: "You were young at the time, so I didn't mention it in case you missed it too much. Besides, your mother converted to Buddhism and was not very willing to get in touch with the affairs of the world."

"Then why did you bring him here again?" Chu Lingshang asked.

The group of people had already gone up the mountain, Wen Ruyu looked at the Buddhist nunnery in front of her, she didn't know what it was like, and replied with some emotion: "I have something to ask her, thinking that she left Xiaofan when he was a baby, in her twenties Years have passed, and I should also hope to see my child." Wen Ruyu turned around and looked at Ji Fan who was a little at a loss, and said, "Besides, I'm leaving soon. From now on, you are the only one in this capital. Knowing that there is still someone who misses you, you won't be too lonely."

Ji Fan looked at the Buddhist nunnery named Jingci Temple in front of him, and was speechless in a daze.

After a while, a bhikkhuni came out of the nunnery. Wen Ruyu went up to talk to her a few words, and then led Ji Fan and Chu Lingshang inside.

The nunnery is full of female disciples, the incense is not very strong, but it seems more quiet because of this.Wen Ruyu and his party followed the bhikkhuni to the inner courtyard. From a distance, Ji Fan saw a tall bhikkhuni sweeping the fallen flowers on the floor with a broom.

"Master Wujing, there are three guests here looking for you."

This bhikkhuni named Wujing raised her head. Liu Wushuang, a talented girl from the capital city, has now cultivated into a simple and kind Buddhist. Although she can still see the charm of her youth, she is even more impressive. It is the peace of wanting nothing.

I haven't seen her for 20 years, Wen Ruyu can hardly find the shadow of the peerless beauty in her body, but Liu Wushuang recognized Wen Ruyu at a glance.She smiled slightly, but Ji Fan clenched his fists involuntarily.Chu Lingshang patted his shoulder lightly, feeling a little distressed.

She clasped her hands together and nodded in greeting: "It's been a few years since we've been away, and Donor Wen will come back safe and sound."

Wen Ruyu also clasped his palms together in return, "It's not a question of not being unharmed, but I came here this time because I have something important to ask of Master Wujing."

"The poor nun has been away from the world of mortals for decades, and has been ignoring the world for a long time. I don't know what kindness the benefactor wants?"

"It's a long story, can you talk about it inside?"

"Naturally." Liu Wushuang led a group of three people into the inner room, and called the little disciples to serve tea.Chu Lingshang took a sip and couldn't help but sigh, the Buddhist tea is really full of fragrance.Just as she was thinking about it, Wen Ruyu said, "Wen wanted to stay away from the court, but he was already in too deep a place, and he could get out by extraordinary means, so he came here to ask for a medicine."

"What medicine?" Liu Wushuang asked.

"Two life flowers." Wen Ruyu said.

Liangshenghua is a secret medicine made by Liu Wushuang. After taking it, there will be no serious health problems, but it can make people look terminally ill.Taking it once every nine days, and taking it three times can make people fall into a state of suspended animation.After seven days, take the antidote and wake up automatically.If the antidote is not taken after seven days, he will sleep forever.She still remembered that the purpose of formulating this medicine was to help Ji Futian escape from his enemies in the rivers and lakes, and to hide with her in the mountains and forests.But, Ji Futian didn't want to.

Liu Wushuang was silent, and smiled for a moment: "There are only two people in this world who know that poor nuns can prepare this kind of medicine. It seems that Ji Futian really doesn't hide anything from you."

Hearing the words "Ji Futian", Ji Fan raised his head subconsciously and looked at Liu Wushuang.

Liu Wushuang continued: "Buddhism pays attention to the reincarnation of cause and effect. Since you are kind to the poor nun, this poor nun will definitely help, but after that, you and the poor nun will be at peace. But, recalling all the things in the past, the poor nun will definitely help you." Ni has to ask, back then you had the world in your heart and gave up everything to stay in Chen Guochao Tang, how come 30 years have passed and you are in a high position, but you are trying to leave instead?"

Wen Ruyu's face turned pale in an instant: "When a person is young, he can't see many things clearly, wants too much, and doesn't care much about what is close at hand. As he grows older, he realizes that those things that are within reach What you want is what you really want, but what you lose can't be regained, and you will end up becoming a lonely family."

"The poor nun has practiced Buddhism here for more than [-] years, and has seen through a lot, but there are some things that I still can't let go, otherwise I wouldn't have asked you like this. The poor nun apologizes to you." Liu Wushuang sighed softly.

"It's okay, I was the one who betrayed him." With a soft sentence, there was a lot of regret hidden.

"This time, there is one more thing. I don't know if the teacher still remembers that he once had a son."

Liu Wushuang's hand trembled slightly, she had already noticed these two young people.One of them was inexplicably familiar, she looked at Ji Fan, Ji Fan lowered his head slightly, his expression was somewhat unclear.

"Xiaofan, come to see your mother." Wen Ruyu called out.

Ji Fan got up and walked in front of Liu Wushuang, he was about to kneel down as soon as he lifted his robe.Liu Wushuang supported him, clenched his hands, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm not worth your kneeling. Ji Fan, Ji Fan, I named you at the beginning." As he spoke, Actually choked up and rolled down tears.

"Mother." These two words are very different to Ji Fan, and he has never called them since he was a child, and his eyes are red when he shouts.

Liu Wushuang responded again and again: "Good boy, let my mother take a good look at you." She looked Ji Fan up and down, and Fang broke into a smile: "You look really good, very much like your father."

Ji Fan didn't know much about Ji Futian, he just heard everyone say that he was a great martial arts hero. As for his mother, he didn't know much, and he never thought that she was still alive.Now that he learned that, there was a question in his heart, why did she abandon him.But now holding her hand, the warm and soft mother's hand, he felt that he didn't want to care about the kindness and resentment of the older generation, and it would be too tiring to ask why everything.Now that they are reunited, that's good, no need to cling to the past.

Liu Wushuang pulled Ji Fan, and added a new conversation about tea. After asking about the life of these young fans, Liu Wushuang finally felt relieved. Back then, because of Ji Futian, she couldn't let go of Wen Ruyu, and now she can't let go of him. I am grateful.

She looked at another young man, and immediately guessed that this was probably Wen Ruyu's son.

"This is your child Wen Lin?" Liu Wushuang asked.

Wen Ruyu nodded.

"Wen Lin has met the teacher."

This was the first time in 16 years that Chu Lingshang had presented himself as Wen Lin in front of outsiders, and Wen Ruyu couldn't help but glance at him.

Liu Wushuang didn't know what was involved, she just felt that she liked this child very much, and upon closer inspection, she looked a bit like his mother.She and Wen Ruyu's wife, Liang Linlang, are like sisters, and they cherish each other very much.When Lin Lang died, she was very heartbroken. When she saw her child, who looked weak, she felt distressed and called over to help him feel his pulse.

She was surprised when she checked, the cold was stagnant, and the pulse was floating, like a long-term illness. She had seen Wen Lin's white and fat appearance when she was young, and she couldn't help being startled, Mr. Xiangfu, how could this be so?But after all, she was far away from the world of mortals, and she didn't ask too much, but told him to take care of himself, and he must not be overworked or catch a cold.

Seeing Wen Ruyu and Ji Fan's worried looks, Chu Lingshang responded with a smile, "I know my own body very well, and I have taken care of it very carefully. Teacher, don't worry."

Liu Wushuang nodded, continued the conversation, and sent them down the mountain.

Before leaving, she asked Wen Ruyu to get the medicine in a month.He took Ji Fan's hand again and said, "Seeing you today, I have no regrets in this life, you don't need to see me again, you will still be your little general, I will still be a bhikkhuni under the Buddha's sect, you and I can become mother and child in this life, It is enough to have this fate.”

Ji Fan knew that his mother was a person who had escaped into the Buddhist sect, and her ties with the secular world had been completely severed, but hearing this, he was still heartbroken, and his eyes immediately turned red: "My child knows, mother, take care."

Liu Wushuang nodded and watched them go down the mountain. Ji Fan kept restraining himself not to turn his head, but he didn't know that Liu Wushuang was looking at him from behind with tears in his eyes.

As the dusk gradually sinks, the bells of the Buddha's nunnery ring, and the world of mortals is ten feet away, it is better to be single-minded without dust.