return to peace

No one in the prime minister's mansion knew Chu Lingshang's true identity, not even Tao Zhengde.All I know is that Wen Ruyu is very fond of this handsome young man, and even left dinner, thinking that he is just a student who came to seek fame, and has some talent, which Wen Ruyu appreciates.

Wen Ruyu stayed for dinner, but Wen Ruyu did not stay with Chu Lingshang. Chu Lingshang's status is special, and these intimate behaviors should be avoided if possible, so as not to arouse others' suspicion.Before Chu Lingshang left, Wen Ruyu called him aside alone and said something, which made Chen Lingshang overjoyed on the way back, and the knot in his heart for many years was finally untied.

"You look very happy." Ji Fan said.The two of them walked leisurely on the streets of Kyoto, surrounded by the bustling evening market of merchants who hadn't rested yet.

"Oh?" Chu Lingshang looked sideways, "How did you see that?"

"I don't know, I feel. Father agreed?" Ji Fan giggled and put his arms around Chu Lingshang's shoulders.

Chu Lingshang tapped the fan on Ji Fan's head lightly, and said with a smile, "Yes, I'm really happy. But it's not because my father agreed."

"Why is that?" Ji Fan wondered.

"I won't tell you." Chu Lingshang smiled suspiciously.

"I won't tell if I don't tell. Let's go, I'll take you to the night market."

Being dragged forward by Ji Fan, Chu Lingshang felt a sense of comfort that he had never felt before.

Wen Ruyu's words lingered in his mind all night, and he finally saw the paternal love in his eyes that he hadn't noticed before.

"Alin, these words have been hidden in my heart for more than ten years. I didn't mean to justify anything, but just wanted to tell you a fact. Back then, I replaced Xiaofan first, not because I didn't care about you, but because I I owe his father a life. Xiao Fan is your Uncle Ji's only child, and I can't let him have any mistakes. And you, I did make all the preparations at the time, but I didn't prevent the mastermind behind the scenes, and I made them pay for it later. The price. If I had to choose again, I would still make this choice, but you have to believe that if possible, I would rather exchange my life for yours."

Wen Ruyu said it plainly, but when Chen Lingshang looked at the fine lines in the corners of his eyes and his full hair, he could hear the sighs and despair behind him all these years.Except for Ji Futian's death, Chu Lingshang had never seen such a helpless Wen Ruyu.It was at that moment that he truly let go of this matter in his heart, and the knot in his heart that had been entangled for more than ten years was finally untied.It's not that his father doesn't love him, that's enough for him to know.

"Do you want to eat candied haws?"

"what?"

Chu Lingshang ignored him, and went to a small stall on his own, and bought two bunches of candied haws from the old man guarding there.One skewer was handed to Ji Fan, and he started to eat the first.

Ji Fan stopped him: "You have a bad stomach, eat less."

"Then you help me eat?" Chen Ling looked at him with a smile in his eyes, and the roadside lights reflected in his bright eyes, shining brightly.Ji Fan suddenly felt that such a Chu Lingshang was very tempting.

He leaned over and took a bite of the candied haws in Chu Lingshang's hand. The sweetness of the rock sugar mixed with the sourness of the hawthorns rushed into his heart. He suddenly wanted to kiss him, but because he was on the street, I had no choice but to suppress my thoughts secretly.

By the time the two returned to the inn, it was almost midnight.Lin Feng actually followed them all the time, and only went to rest after they returned to the inn.

Chu Lingshang really didn't need him to serve him, because Ji Fan served him properly.

The sleepy-eyed Xiaoer was called up and passed on hot water for a bath.Chu Lingshang usually fell asleep early at this time, and with the constant running around, he was indeed a little sleepy, so he left it to Ji Fan.Apart from his mask, Ji Fan took off his clothes layer by layer, and he raised his eyes without paying too much attention.This kind of appearance of letting you pick and choose made Ji Fan's heart flutter a little.

When there was only the last piece of clothing left, Chu Lingshang waved his hands, turned around the screen, and lay down in the steaming wooden barrel.Ji Fan comforted himself with the thought of a brighter future, and waited outside bored.

There was still the sound of water at first, but waiting and waiting, there was silence inside. "Ling Shang?"

no respond.

Ji Fan's heart trembled, and he hurriedly passed the screen. In the dense heat, Chen Ling's cup was leaning against the wooden barrel, silently, and a few strands of black hair floated on the water.

"Lingcup?!" Ji Fan rushed forward in panic, pressing his hand on his carotid artery, his hand was pulsating regularly.

Ji Fan was relieved, and when he looked at Chu Lingshang again, he saw that he slowly opened his eyes. Perhaps it was because of the heat that they looked extra moist. He was a little dazed, looked at Ji Fan suspiciously, and asked in a hoarse voice. Said: "What's the matter?" With such an innocent and naive gesture, Ji Fan only hesitated for a moment, and then bit his lip violently.

Ji Fan's heart was particularly eager to move, sucking and biting between his lips, as if it wasn't enough, he pressed down on Chu Lingshang's head with one hand, and brought him closer to him.

Chu Lingshang, who was a little dazed before, became sober after being kissed by him. Sensing that he was a little fierce, he pushed him.Ji Fan took advantage of the situation to hold his hand, restrained himself, lightened his strength, and kissed him lightly, extremely lingering.

Ji Fan let him go after kissing until both of them felt a little breathless.Chu Ling didn't wear an inch of hair, and at this moment, facing Ji Fan, who was neatly dressed, he blushed even more.

"You go out, why did you suddenly run in?"

"I heard no sound inside you, so I thought you had an accident, but I didn't expect you just fell asleep." Ji Fan was very sincere.

"Then get out now." Chu Lingshang sank into the water a little embarrassedly.

Ji Fan glanced under the water, wrapped one hand around Chen Lingshang's bare back, to keep him from sinking too low, and put one hand directly into the water.

Chu Lingshang gasped, and subconsciously wanted to refuse.He has always been pure-hearted and ascetic, and knows how to cultivate his body and mind. In his ignorant youth, he solved it by himself several times, and no one else has ever touched him.

Ji Fan pushed his hand back, and kissed it directly, with his lips and teeth together, he murmured: "Don't reject me, okay?"

Chu Lingshang heard Ji Fan's desire, and as soon as his heart softened, he gave Ji Fan his chance.

Chu Lingshang suppressed his panting, but Ji Fan seemed to insist on making him cry out. The kiss spread all the way to his neck and collarbone. When Ji Fan lightly bit Chu Lingshang's collarbone, Chu Lingshang flinched , a low moan still leaked out.

Chu Lingshang endured it a little impatiently, and the corners of his eyes and brows were stained crimson.

Ji Fan has never seen such a Chu Lingshang, but he loves him so tightly. He kissed him, wanting to pass on the heat in his heart to him, and let him know that he really loves him so much, to the point of humbleness. , love to the eyes and heart, there is only room for him.

Afterwards, Chen Lingshang really lost all strength after being tossed around. He put his hands on the edge of the tub, his head was tilted, and the corners of his eyes were slightly red.Ji Fan leaned over and gently kissed the corner of his eyes. "Wait a while, I'll ask Xiao Er to change the bucket of water."

When the water was changed and Chen Lingshang lay down again in the tub, he really couldn't open his eyes, he could only feel in a daze that Ji Fan washed his hair, wiped his body, put on his clothes, and hugged him. to bed.As soon as he touched the pillow, he immediately lost his mind.

Ji Fan amusedly watched as soon as Chu Lingshang touched the pillow, he rolled over and fell asleep comfortably, quite like a child.It was too late, and he didn't pass on the message to Xiao Er again, so he hurriedly washed it with the water that Chen Lingshang had washed, then went to bed, stretched out his hand to pull Chen Lingshang into his arms, and closed his eyes satisfied.

Although he wanted him very much, his heart ached when he thought about it, but he knew that there was no need to rush, and sometimes he really had to force him, because Chu Lingshang protected himself so well, if he didn't force him, he would never be able to fully accept it. Own.But sometimes you have to be patient. If you are too impatient, you will get strong resistance.Now this is already very good.