please don't hold your breath waiting for me

9.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, Anxi spent her holiday life alone. Occasionally, when the lonely little monster ran out, she couldn't help but look at her mobile phone.Except for his family members, there is only Xiong Pei's phone number lying on it, so don't disturb others casually.She looked down at the string of small numbers, put down her mobile phone again, opened the book on the table and sighed, and began to digest the time spent with the little monster alone.

She has been used to it for a long time, she smiled, but it turns out that when you have a friend, your heart becomes a beating rolling candy, and loneliness becomes an unbearable thing, and the candy can't help but burst out in your head. Da da da sound, super sweet.

The music playing in her hand began to become cheerful and lively. She couldn't help shaking her head and humming. After a while, she suddenly stopped and knocked on her head and said in a sullen voice, "...nothing good"

The door opened, and the voices of his younger brother and parents appeared vividly in the room. All the anecdotes of this trip were mentioned tirelessly among the three, and then quickly got a reply from the other.

That's great, Anxi clasped her fingers, no one's words would fall to the ground, she put the earphones in her ears, and shut herself in.

Sometimes a family is built on compromise, and often the harmony of a remarried family relationship is the forced understanding of a sensible and grateful child.

They learn how to integrate into a new family with humiliation, and make continuous efforts.

It's a pity that many times the family in that family will always use their methods to verify that they are a family.

As for the children brought by the previous marriage, even a place to live must be based on compromise with others, so that they can use such an identity that is neither awkward nor awkward to get temporary, even unstable love, and Fear of being abandoned all day long.

Premature well-behaved and docile is often a sequela of a huge injury.

Anxi looked at her phone that was turned on again, and typed out the words Happy Mid-Autumn Festival and sent it to Xiong Pei. Behind those words, she couldn't help but put a smile on her face.

In the corner of the corridor in the hospital, a haggard middle-aged man was curled up on a small hospital bed. Yuan Xi watched the drip in his hand go up all the way, and saw small bubbles overflowing from the mouth of the bottle one by one.

"Families of bed 43, here is your payment slip. If you don't pay the fee, you will stop taking the medicine."

"Well, I know." Yuan Xi looked at the bubbles and replied for a while.

The sigh from the man's half-opened mouth seemed to overflow a section of soul on the ceiling along with the smell of medicine.

"Yuan Xi, I'm not doing charity, right? I haven't paid back the previous money, yet I dare to come to your door, thinking that the person I'm looking for hasn't killed you yet?"

"Brother Zhang, can it be later, I will give you all the money I earn in the future, and I will work for you for the rest of my life. My father is going to die, please help me."

"It's none of my business, you still don't pay back the money? If you don't pay me back, I'll break your hands and legs and turn the interest today. If you don't pay me back next month, you'll just send your father to heaven. You're really fucking me as a Bodhisattva, aren't you?"

Lin Sheng called Yuan Xi before leaving get off work, but no one answered.He changed the clothes in the store, put the kittens in the cage in the cage, packed the tables and chairs in the store, locked the door and left.

"What a coincidence" Xiong Pei suddenly popped up from the transfer and said, "I can meet you wherever I go."

Lin Sheng looked at him with complicated eyes

"Are you going home? I happen to be fine, so why don't I go with you for a while?"

"I'm not going back yet"

"Then you plan to go there?"

Lin Sheng sighed, as if defeated by his persistence, "Do you want to go?"

"Okay." Xiong Pei's eyes lit up and he walked over quickly

"Hello, we meet again." The boy from before came over again on his skateboard. He tilted his head and looked at Xiong Pei with an innocent smile, but his head seemed to have been smashed open, and blood dripped down his face, half of his clothes were wet. .

Such a weird smile made Xiong Pei's heart stop for a moment. He held Lin Sheng's hand tightly, fearing that the person in front of him would swallow Lin Sheng up.

The blood on Yuan Xi's face soaked from his eyebrows into his eyes, and he wiped it with his wrist.

Everyone is unfortunate, but what you see in your own eyes is misfortune.Everyone is realistic, what you see is reality.

On the way back, Xiong Pei and Lin Sheng walked quietly one after the other, Xiong Pei's heart flustered for no reason.Can someone's life really be restarted without paying any price like cheating?

The person in front of me and the tombstone in the memory gradually overlap with the back in front.

He looked at Lin Sheng silently, as if he wanted to see into a person's soul through his physical body.

"Lin Sheng"

"how?"

Xiong Pei watched the person in front of him turn around, the corners of his eyes were drooping, his lips were tightly closed, his eyes without warmth stared directly at the complicated and ruthless world, his whole face seemed to have never been treated tenderly by this world, growing all the way The face formed, grows as the wound is covered.

This person stood there with a cold look, as if he was numb and didn't know what emotion was, but there was clearly something else in his eyes, flickering, faintly bright, and he was beaten in the corner in the blink of an eye.

"Lin Sheng" Xiong Pei looked at him, "I seem to have no future." He smiled, "Do you know what I mean?"

He looked at the boy in front of him, he remembered what happened afterwards, if memory existed, then all rebirths were in memories, all resurrections were in imagination.

"Xiong Pei..." Lin Sheng moved, he sighed softly, the sound of his faint breathing rubbed against the air, "The one who has no future, has always been me."

The moonlight streaked across the treetops, and the wind carried this sentence far away.

Lin Sheng smiled at him, the smile was very slow, it just started in his eyes, and then disappeared in his eyes.

It's like knowing what Xiong Pei didn't explain.

That night, Xiong Pei had another dream. On a particularly dark night, a teenager held his mobile phone and dialed in a panic, "I killed someone, bro."

The street lamp burnt through a bright hole, the child stepped in, it was Yuan Xi's face.