please don't hold your breath waiting for me

7,

Xiong Pei has been burdened with a lot of things in his previous life, so he examines his own shortcomings all the time, keeps learning a lot of things to make himself enriched and excellent, and he takes all the close and distant ones in his heart.Just like the worm called scorpion, he kept carrying the heavy loads he encountered all his life along the road, until one day he was crushed by himself and died silently, only to realize how afraid he was of loneliness at the time.

Looking back on my life, I found that human feelings are like paper, there is no one to talk to, and the struggle in the end is just a walk in this world. In this way, I have nothing in my life, and now I am not afraid to take a few more detours to wait for someone.

Although Lin Sheng looked impersonal and blunt, he was actually not as invincible as he appeared.

For those who live in love, although their hearts are soft, they are strong. Even if they are beaten in life, they will be healed by love.

And the hearts of those who fail to live in love are cold and hard, seemingly invincible, but in fact, as long as you pick it up and drop it hard, it will be broken.

The days that followed passed so smoothly. Xiong Pei leaned on the window and looked at those alumni who had studied together. He had never interacted with them, and he had never even looked at their faces seriously.The wind followed him and looked down at the past, as if looking down at all the time that was galloping by.

An Xi quietly played with the paper in his hand in front of his seat, and occasionally turned around to talk to Xiong Pei, smiled, and turned around again.A girl is always the most loving when she is a girl. The light hits her fine skin, and the pair of smart eyes under the stretched forehead can always easily reveal sincere light.Boys at this time are seldom aware of their most precious moment, and they will only wear and waste them together with time in the future, using complicated life and blame to annihilate all immature things in them, and bloat their bodies The body, probably because even the most ordinary eating and drinking men and women have to spend their lives peacefully, there are hidden things that make people frightened.

However, so what?Aren't all the precious things in this world still being wasted in the end?

Xiong Pei turned his head to look at Lin Sheng who was still sitting beside him, and smiled, so it's a waste.

Xiong Pei met Jiang Xing and Gu Jia again when he went to the cafeteria for lunch

"Brother Xiong, it's such a coincidence that you came to eat in person." Jiang Xing immediately sat down

"Don't be awkward, thank you"

Gu Jia looked at the big tall man beside her and rolled her eyes, "Stupid"

"Hey, why did you talk to your father?" Jiang Xing slapped Gu Jia with one hand, almost hitting the girl's face on the ground.

Xiong Peigang felt that Jiang Xing was a bit too much, she was a girl after all.As a result, just as Jiang Xing was about to withdraw the hand that had slapped him, Gu Jia instantly grabbed his thumb, flipped his hand over and snapped it violently.Jiang Xing gasped in pain, "Dad! Hey! Dad, Dad! I am your grandson, can I succeed! Don't give me a break, let go, grandpa, grandpa!"

Facts have proved that Jiang Xing is not only delicate and weak, but also cowardly.

Gu Jia let go, and Jiang Xing immediately held his own hand and began to howl, whistling to himself.Seeing that he was really in pain, the girl hurried forward to apologize honestly.

Xiong Pei couldn't bear to look at this scene, "Suddenly I feel full, I'd better make two papers to enrich myself, you eat slowly, I'll take a step first,"

"Wait, bro, are you coming to my house this Mid-Autumn Festival? The bed in my room has been made for you, so let's have a good time together." Jiang Xing gave him a hint with a wretched face. Sometimes I have to make appointments, drink Coke, watch anime, eat potato chips and play games, and stay up all night day and night, just like getting chicken blood.It's like endless absurdity with endless energy.

"...Hey, you're paralyzed." Xiong Pei's nerves twitched because of his stimulation.

"What do you guys want to play? Add me" Gu Jia squeezed her head in with a blank expression.

"You want to come to play discord sports for adults?" Jiang Xing raised his eyebrows and asked with a pretentious expression on his face

"Why don't you come?" Gu Jia smiled presumptuously, "Brothers want everyone to share."

"...I'll go to you, Gu Jia, can you be a little more reserved! Shameless!" Jiang Xing's face suddenly flushed red like a crazy groundhog.

"Shut up and eat you." Gu Jia rolled her eyes, but helplessly held his head shaking like a wave

Xiong Pei looked at the two of them thoughtfully, it seems that Gu Jia fell in love with this fool first at this time.

Turning around to pack up the dishes and going back, he met Lin Sheng who was standing behind him. He smiled and hurriedly greeted him, "Lin Sheng, are you finished eating?"

"En." Lin Sheng's eyes touched him once and then turned away.

At night, Lin Sheng wiped his cigarette butts on the ground outside the door, and the tiredness on his face made him look unreal

"Have you ever been satisfied?" Lin Sheng looked at his mother that night.

Sometimes people's emphasis on the absurdity of desire is nothing but the desire to be loved itself.And the absurdity of love is given the importance because she has been living in endless frustration and endless pain, and more importantly, she was broken in this world a long time ago, so she always hopes to be able to A person mends into his own flesh and blood, but in the love between men and women, coaxing is the norm.

"Is it enough to know that you can't be satisfied? Sadness will always exist, just like you."

Love is difficult to last long, but sadness is often eternal.

That's how people are, they don't know that the other end of the line has no biscuits and they don't want them, they are always born hungry.

Many people in this world are waiting in line for love, but what they are waiting for at the other end of the line is sadness.