accidentally lost love

Chen Haonan will never forget that autumn in the third grade of elementary school.

One day after school, Chen Haonan found a remote place as usual, waiting to sneak attack Li Zicheng.Chen Haonan was preoccupied with his carefully planned treacherous scheme, unaware that there were two malicious figures approaching quietly behind him.

As soon as Chen Haonan realized that a pair of big evil hands covered his mouth, another person quickly came up and bound him firmly with his hands and feet.With your hands and feet bound and your mouth blocked, as an elementary school student, no matter how good your skills are, no matter how hard you struggle, you can only be like fish on a chopping board and let them slaughter you.

At that time, Chen Haonan was filled with endless fear. He didn't know what these two villains were going to do to him, and he didn't know how his fate would turn.He is still so young, there are still many interesting things waiting for him to experience, there are parents who love him waiting for him to be filial, and he hasn't finished Li Zicheng yet, if he dies now, he will definitely Unforgivable death.

He wanted to scream, but his mouth was blocked; he wanted to escape, but his hands and feet were bound.He felt very helpless, very scared, very unwilling, and he didn't know what to do with himself.That feeling, like accidentally falling into a dark and cold bottomless pit, with no light in sight, that kind of fear, that kind of helplessness, is so deep and so clear.

Just when I was almost at a loss and didn't know what to do, a cold reprimand, like a ray of warm sunshine, drove away the cold and darkness, and illuminated my whole body: "What are you doing!"

This was Li Zicheng's voice, even if he hadn't seen him in person, Chen Haonan could still recognize it immediately.Because you care, you pay attention, and because you pay attention, you are clear.

The two of them didn't feel startled, and they froze in place for a while, unable to react.Obviously, they didn't expect that someone would pass by in such a remote place.What made them even more surprised and ridiculous was that the one who came out to meddle in other people's business was such a thin and frail kid who pretended to be cool.

In fact, Li Zicheng has always liked to walk this path, because there are fewer people here and it is quieter. He doesn't like the feeling of being stared at by girls with hot eyes.

Those two people seemed to have decided to ignore Li Zicheng's existence, and seemed to have no intention of answering him.In their eyes, such a small kid is not threatening at all, and paying attention to him is just a waste of their precious time drinking and picking up girls after they are done.

But Li Zicheng saw that they didn't intend to pay attention to him, so he didn't bother to talk to them, picked up a stick that looked solid by the side of the road, and rushed up directly.

Li Zicheng's behavior made Chen Haonan very surprised and puzzled, obviously he has been looking for Li Zicheng's troubles all the time, and obviously Li Zicheng has always dismissed him, so why does he still disregard his own life and risk being beaten and arrested danger, to save yourself? !He obviously should hate himself very much, really hate himself!Why did he come to help himself, why? !

Chen Haonan couldn't help but have a lot of doubts in his heart, but he didn't know that the reason why Li Zicheng meddled in this nosy matter was not because he wanted to, nor because he was originally an enthusiastic person who liked to fight against injustices, but because he was afraid of seeing Li Chen Bing reprimanded with contemptuous eyes.

However, no matter what, seeing that familiar figure, Chen Haonan's originally frightened and bewildered heart calmed down.Seeing Li Zicheng's desperate efforts for himself, Chen Haonan couldn't help sweating quietly for Li Zicheng, but at the same time felt very excited and happy, so much so that he even thought of being lucky that he was kidnapped.

If it wasn't because he was kidnapped, he still didn't know that Li Zicheng was not as cold as he acted. It turned out that Li Zicheng still cared about him.Although it seems a little self-indulgent to think so, it at least means that it is not impossible for the two of them to get along well.

Li Zicheng, who has practiced agility since he was a child, entangled with the two of them, and secretly threw the knife he had prepared in advance to Chen Haonan.Chen Haonan quickly cut the rope, and while Li Zicheng was attracting the attention of the two, he secretly picked up the wooden stick beside him, and knocked one unconscious with one stick, while the other also cooperated with the two of them. Down, was successfully knocked down.

Although Chen Haonan's smooth escape from the clutches of the two bastards was the result of their clever cooperation, the moment Chen Haonan was saved, he decided to automatically ignore his own role.

In Chen Haonan's eyes, Li Zicheng at this time is a hero who is upright, brave and reliable. Chen Haonan, who was originally in love with Li Zicheng, is now even more infatuated with him and hopelessly infatuated with him.

And Li Zicheng was also very surprised by Chen Haonan's behavior later on. Originally, he thought that Chen Haonan was a proud and arrogant young master. He never expected that when he really encountered something, he could deal with it so calmly. He was quite loyal as a buddy, so he started to change his view of him unconsciously.

Li Zicheng was no longer so indifferent to Chen Haonan, and Chen Haonan also began to change his strategy, took advantage of the victory to pursue, and began to act coquettishly and stalk Li Zicheng.

Under Chen Haonan's brazen stalking, he finally succeeded in becoming Li Zicheng's friend.

Chen Haonan often feels that he has been in a very tangled situation. On the one hand, he feels like a drug addict, and his love for Li Zicheng has been integrated into every cell of him. Get closer, get closer.On the other hand, he felt like a child who made a mistake, and he had to keep a high degree of vigilance in front of Li Zicheng, for fear that he would be too enthusiastic and scare Li Zicheng away.

Pay attention because you like it; understand it because you care about it; be careful because you understand it.Chen Haonan knew all of Li Zicheng's likes and taboos, and all his habits.

When Li Zicheng pulled the corner of his mouth, he knew that he was in a happy and cheerful mood; when Li Zicheng frowned, he knew that Li Zicheng was in a gloomy mood.Knowing that Li Zicheng likes freedom, he hates being restrained by others and meddling in his own affairs.Chen Haonan would not ask about Li Zicheng's personal affairs, nor would he interfere in Li Zicheng's life.

In order to stay by Li Zicheng's side, Chen Haonan gave up his face and stuck to him like a follower. In order to make Li Zicheng happy, Chen Haonan changed his nature and sacrificed himself to do some cold things.

Because of love, Chen Haonan even once discarded his pride and dignity, and even brazenly stalked Li Zicheng, acting like a spoiled child.But, no matter what, Li Zicheng still doesn't love him.

Chen Haonan thought, if time could be reversed, would he choose to meet Li Zicheng, the man who was destined to miss him and make him suffer.

However, time does not turn back and life continues.

Chen Haonan is not a great man, he can always silently guard this man selflessly.He loves Li Zicheng, and of course he hopes that Li Zicheng can love himself too.He has been secretly in love with Li Zicheng for 11 years, 11 years, saying that the long is only a lifetime, and the short is only a glance. In 11 years, he has endured in silence for long enough. No matter what Li Zicheng thinks of him, he also hopes that Li Zicheng can give himself a clear response.

A long time ago, Chen Haonan had already decided that he would definitely confess his love to Li Zicheng after he was admitted to university.They were both too young in the past, so Chen Haonan was afraid that Li Zicheng would be overwhelmed because he was unprepared, and he was even more afraid that Li Zicheng would think that he was young and impulsive.

In addition, at that time, the study was intense and the pressure was high, so rashly raising it would definitely affect Li Zicheng's life and study. At that time, the two of them were at the critical moment of entering school. Although he had no doubts about Li Zicheng's strength, he was not afraid of it. Ten thousand is just in case, he will not allow Li Zicheng to make any trouble because of his recklessness.

But it's different now. After going to college, the two of them are considered adults, and they can be responsible for their actions and words.Chen Haonan is not a hypocritical person, love is love, he will not be so stupid that he will not admit it, but he will say that he has no feelings when he is in love, and he can only be driven crazy.

Chen Haonan is not the kind of person who can keep his feelings hidden and never let the other party know for the rest of his life.I love you, but you don't know, such words are too pale and unconvincing for Chen Haonan.

Although he is a man, even though he is gay, he still has the right to pursue his own happiness.Li Zicheng could refuse him, but he had to let Li Zicheng know that he, Chen Haonan, loved him.