Warning, too cute! [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 89
The first time Su Xiansheng saw Baitang was in the rainy day after the thunder disaster.
The cold rain produced an endless chill, and the muddy water mixed with blood and soil wet his body. He was lying in the grass without a trace of strength. Even if you eat Ganoderma lucidum, it will not get better.
He didn't know how he ate Ganoderma lucidum, because at that time he was not him, but it, a wild fox with undeveloped wit, ignorant, even if he gained wisdom later, recalling the past, he still couldn't understand it. The idea of "it".
All he knew was a voice guiding it to eat the Ganoderma lucidum, just like that voice desperately ordered it to catch up with Baitang.
The young man lowered his eyes, and his snow-white hands protruded from his wide sleeves, like a white lotus blooming from the void, he lightly picked up the golden scale, then got up and left, his movements were smooth and smooth, without a trace of dust.
And he was lying on the mud floor, almost lowered into the dust.
Su Xiansheng felt that Baitang was like a spring. It was a spring he had never seen before. The peach blossoms were fragrant, and the soft sunlight shone on his sleeves. It was obviously dark at that time, and only the golden scales shone faintly, but he felt that The young man with black hair and white clothes is the place of light.
In his heart, he was afraid and anxious, afraid that his dirty paws would blacken the white sleeves of the young man, but when the other party turned and left, he couldn't describe his feelings at that moment, as if his soul had been pulled away The body, everything in the world has become meaningless, even the fear brought to him by the thunder disaster is not as strong as it is now.
He rushed forward so recklessly, the wound was torn open due to the violent action, but he didn't feel the pain at all, his mind was in a mess, full of strange sounds like a busy tone——
follow up!If it's too late, it's too late!
He frantically chased after him, and hugged the man's leg with all his strength. The cold liquid slid down his face, it wasn't rain, but tears that he didn't know why.
In the dim eyes of tears, he saw the slightly hesitant expression of the young man.
He felt that at that time, he must have been in a terrible state of embarrassment, ugly as hell, obviously ashamed at that person's feet, but still tried his best, regardless of face, and finally was picked up by Baitang by luck. Later, Baitang asked him what he wanted What's the name, he said, Su Xiansheng.
Immortals.
The name that blurted out in a fit of anger, Su Xiansheng, Mr. Su, the moonlight was cool that night, the sealed bathroom was filled with mist, the young man with black hair and white clothes was probably drunk, his dark green eyes shone with sparkles, Bo Hong, calling Mr. Su lingeringly, one after another, hiding deep feelings and love.
When the boy's ears were red, Baitang kissed him.This was their first kiss, and the heart seemed to be tightly grasped for an instant, and all the secrets hidden in his heart, those memories that he didn't even know about, were dragged out.
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Bang, bang, bang.Again and again, his heart almost jumped out of his chest. He sat on the ground blankly, hugging the drunk young man. At that time, he didn't understand love. My rapid heartbeat is because I like it.
He sat blankly on the cold ground, his tailbone hurt from being pressed, but he didn't know how to move the tail.
His spirituality opened up like a hurricane, and when the water vapor on the bathroom wall condensed into water droplets, the mixed emotions in his heart turned into unspeakable sorrow, permeating the apex of his heart.
He thought, who is Mr. Su.
Who is Mr. Su, is he a human or a demon, is he still alive, do you love him, does he love you, are you in love with each other, do I look like him, I am a shameful meddler , or a stand-in?
The fox's heart is so narrow, it is so small that it can only hold Baitang alone, and that "Mr. Su" is like a grain of sand, stuck in his heart, sometimes thinking of the soft waves in Baitang's heart, And when the waves were ups and downs, the gravel named Mr. Su hit the tip of his heart, cutting out an unexpected sting.
So that day, Baitang asked him to choose a name for himself, and he said it would be Su Xiansheng.
Now, don't you like Mr. Su?Then I'll call Su Xiansheng, don't like him, come like me, okay?
Jealousy almost crawled out of his eye sockets, but the wild fox he picked up was picked up after all, and there was an extremely humble and cautious feeling in his heart, even if he was angry, he only dared to bow his head and pretend to be cute, when Baitang When he was silent, he immediately lost his jealous look and confessed his mistake in panic.
Baitang was not angry, the young man gently touched his head as if he was watching a child who accidentally offended him.
He hates that Baitang treats him like a child, and he also likes the feeling that Baitang is pampering him.
Maybe it was because he had never been loved before, no one cared about his life or death, asked about his well-being, so he cherished every touch of Baitang, touching his head, or pinching his face, on the tree-lined path, Baitang took his hand, and the light spots filtered by the leaves fell on his body. He looked up at Baitang's side face for a while, and then looked down at the shadow on the stone slab.
He felt extremely happy being held by Baitang. He liked the feeling of having skin-to-skin contact with Baitang. On winter nights, he sat by a warm campfire.
On their first date, Bai Tang told Thomas a fairy tale on the train, the ugly duckling, and Bai Tang said that he was the ugly duckling and would turn into a white swan in the future.
That was the first time Su Xiansheng heard fairy tales made up by human beings. After he returned, he finished reading Andersen's fairy tales in one sitting.At that time, he and Baitang were both lying on the bed. After bathing, Baitang was wearing pajamas, and his skin was creamy. He thought that Princess and the Pea's skin was no more than this.
If he secretly kissed Baitang through a layer of quilt, would Baitang find out?
There are unrealistic fantasies in my mind.
After reading a chapter of the novel, Baitang lazily let out a sigh, his eyelashes were wet with tears, Baitang rubbed his eyes casually, turned his face and asked, "What are you looking at?"
The young man leaned over and looked down at the content on the screen of his mobile phone. A strand of smooth black hair hung down beside his cheek, making that profile face extraordinarily gentle. "What a kid, he still reads fairy tales." The warm yellow light shone on Baitang's face, drawing a faint golden edge on the contours of his face, which was as beautiful as an illusion.
So he suddenly became afraid again, he felt that Baitang was something he had imagined, just like the story of the little match girl, he was actually going to die, and after the thunder disaster, he would not live long, he was like a dead dog He was also lying on the muddy ground, enduring the darkness and cold, hunger and pain. During the long pain that was so numb, he had hallucinations.
Baitang is his best fantasy.
Momentary pleasure, momentary eternity.
"Tangtang." He started to panic because of that thought, and cried out in a trembling voice.
I don't know when, he secretly changed the address of "you" to Tangtang, maybe in the temptation again and again, one day he suddenly felt that Baitang's eyes were very gentle, so he boldly said got his new name.
Tangtang, Tangtang, Tangtang...
Baitang pinched his ears amusedly, and said, "What's the matter, Su acting like a baby?"
The temperature from the fox ears is real, scorching tenderness, and all the uneasiness receded like a tide. He held Baitang's wrist, gently rubbed his cheek against Baitang's palm, and whispered: " Nothing, I'm sleepy and want to sleep."
"Okay, good night." Baitang turned off the light, and the surroundings were pitch black. It was the darkness he hated. He used to feel that the night was too vast, and he couldn't see any light in the night. But now, Baitang's voice came from his ears. The inaudible breathing sound and the faint fragrance floated in the quiet darkness. In a trance, he seemed to be sleeping in a spring full of flowers.
Baitang is like a butterfly flying around in the flowers, flying around lightly, he has become that little fox, a very small little fox, shorter than the flower branches, when he looks up, he can only see layers upon layers of flowers. The translucent petals and the rich floral fragrance poured into his internal organs. He took a deep breath and accidentally sneezed. The beautiful butterfly flew over upon hearing the movement and landed on the tip of his nose.
The white and slender hand seemed to reappear in front of his eyes, the fingertips were slightly pink, and the outline of the knuckles was smudged under the sunlight, and the palm that was as beautiful as a work of art gently caressed his head.
Immortals caress my top and endure longevity.
He was originally an ignorant wild fox in the mountains, but he was picked up by Baitang, lucky enough to be enlightened, and stayed by his side for three lifetimes.
So he should be content.
No matter what Baitang treats him as, whether he is a pet to pass the time, or a substitute to put his feelings on, no matter what it is, as long as he can stay by Baitang's side, see Baitang's smile, and get Baitang's love. Tang's touch, he should thank God for his kindness.
If he hadn't met Baitang, he would have died in an unknown wilderness after the day's thunder calamity. The rotting flesh peeled off from the barren bones and fell into the stinky mud. Everything returned to its original source. He has nothing to do with a flower or a leaf, they are both born of dust and will eventually turn into dust.
It was Baitang who gave him life and light, even if those lights were moons in the water or flowers in the mirror, he should cherish them.
He said to himself, I don't ask about the past, I only ask about the present.
He threw those embarrassing jealousies and sorrows into the deep sea in his heart, and they kept falling, falling, as if sinking into another world.
At least he thought so.
So he can pretend that he doesn't care about anything, he can pester Baitang and act like a baby, with a face that is very similar to that person, and say something that sounds silly and bubbling.
Like a lifetime.
What a lifetime.Su Xiansheng, you are so greedy, how can you get Baitang's life.With a face that resembles another?
What if someone more like that person shows up in the future?
That day, he said to Baitang, if a younger and more beautiful goblin appeared in the future, would you still love me? In fact, what he seemed to ask was, would you still love me if a more similar substitute appeared.
How to put it, he has always known that sometimes Baitang's eyes are very strange, pretending to be so complicated and nostalgic, as if looking at another person through him.
He remembered that once, he received a role, a role that was lazy and slow in doing everything. When he was acting at home and was about to find his feelings, Baitang suddenly came over with great interest and looked at him quietly. .
At that moment, Baitang's expression was so soft that he didn't even notice it.
Sometimes he would play some games with Baitang in bed, such as putting on costumes and playing the roles he had played.Then Su Xiansheng discovered that the procrastination role he played excited Baitang the most. When Baitang was in a daze, he said softly, Mr. Su.
Not Su Xiansheng.
It's Mr. Su.
Obviously the pronunciation is the same, obviously he was also called Mr. Su by Bai Tang, but for some reason, he just clearly understood the difference.
The soreness in my heart seemed to be soaked in vinegar for a long time, it was so sour.He held Baitang's face in his arms, and kissed it as if venting his anger, the kiss was so forceful, with a hint of despair, his eyelashes were wet with tears.
He felt that he was on the edge of an abyss, and he would fall down at any moment. He had been married to Baitang for so many years, but he often felt that he was walking on a tightrope, unable to hold his balance, and wobbling on the verge of falling.
So the next day, he drank for the first time. Baitang didn't like others to drink, so he didn't drink at all. But that day, he drank one bottle after another until he was muddled, his hands and feet became weak, he hugged Baitang, He asked in a hoarse voice, Mr. Su, who is it?
Mr Su.
A demon in his heart, a speck of dust that has traversed his heart for many years, he always feels that he is a shadow.
That year, he and Baitang were walking hand in hand on the tree-lined path, and the light spots that fell after being filtered by layers of leaves shone on the stone slab, and his shadow was also printed on the slate.
Baitang held Mr. Su by his arm.
And he is the shadow of Su Xiansheng.
It was only when he was paralyzed by alcohol that he could vent his emotions.
After Baitang heard this question, he was obviously very surprised, "Why do you ask this question?" His dark green eyes reflected his drunken appearance.
He was always so embarrassed in front of Baitang, whether it was the first meeting or at this moment, he was so humble that he even looked down on himself.
In front of outsiders, he is arrogant and flamboyant, and some fans say that he is a man of the sun, and he is naturally extravagant, but those are all lies, they are all staged, and it is just the deceitfulness of the skin.
People, do you really fall in love with another person just because of their appearance?
Then he likes Baitang so much, is it because Baitang is so beautiful?
Thinking about it this way, it seems to be evened out, Baitang likes him because he looks like that Mr. Su, and he likes Baitang because he is good-looking.
It would be nice if that was the case.
Why did he fall in love with Baitang?It was a cloudy and rainy day, and it was the young man with black hair and white clothes who rescued him, thinking, this is really an ugly fox.
He used to have no awareness of beauty and ugliness, but the moment he saw Baitang, his perception of beauty began to become concrete.
So no matter what "Baitang" looks like, in his heart, he is like a god who overwhelms the country and turns all living beings upside down.
That day when Baitang hugged him and looked down at him, he looked like a statue enshrined in a temple, with compassion curling around his brows and eyes.
So he would believe whatever Baitang said, even if he didn't believe it, he would say it ten thousand times in his heart, and if he said it too much, he would believe it.
Like loving him all my life.
A lifetime is so long and so long, how can you make a promise so easily?
Bai Tang lightly pressed his cheekbones with his fingertips, forcing him to meet those dark green eyes, clear and clean dark green, he said, there is no such thing as Mr. Su, only you from the beginning to the end.
Mr. Su, do you believe in past lives and present lives?
I am a demon, but I am different from you, I can stay young forever, and I can travel through time and space.
In your previous life, your name was Su Siyuan, and you were a sloth spirit, my love.
Baitang placed a kiss between his brows, light and airy, and there were many emotions that Su Xiansheng couldn't understand in his dark green eyes. He said, in this life, you are a vixen and my lover.
Mr. Su, the person I love has always been you.
Hearing this sentence, he looked at Baitang in a daze. All his calmness and rationality fell apart at this moment. Some emotions in his heart broke the embankment. Those complicated emotions spread, choked his throat, and made him say Without words, many memories of the past are pouring in at this moment, like a torrential rain.
He remembered that one day Baitang suddenly bought chili peppers, Baitang didn't eat, and it was the first time that he bought vegetables by himself.
He went over curiously, put his chin on Baitang's shoulder, and asked affectionately, Tangtang, are you going to cook for me?
Baitang glanced at him, smiled and said, next time I have a chance to do it for you, I have to do business now.
He watched Baitang making chili water. It was made from Lingquan water. I don't know what method Baitang used. The color of the pepper water is transparent, the smell is very light, and there is no strange feeling when applied on the skin. It's just that it tasted extraordinarily spicy, as hot as fire, and he blushed after only one sip.
Seeing his reaction to the taste, Baitang nodded in satisfaction, then put away the chili water.
He was a little curious about the uses of chili water, after a while, Xiao Feige and She Rao's babies were born, a pigeon, a snake, Baitang gave the babies a gift of that bottle of chili water.
When Baitang gave this gift, everyone was puzzled, Su Xiansheng thought, even if the baby likes spicy food, he can't accept such perverted spicy food.
However, a month later, the bottle of chili water came in handy. The baby snake secretly liked to bite the pigeons secretly. After the pigeons were smeared with pepper water, the baby snake no longer ate the pigeons.
At that time, he just felt it was a coincidence and didn't think about it.However, at this moment, he suddenly realized the truth.Why is Baitang able to predict the foresight? If there is a past life, then whether Xiao Feige and She Rao were lovers in the previous life, so Baitang knows that they gave birth to a pigeon and a snake.
If this is really the case, then...does it mean that he and Baitang were also lovers in the previous life.
is it?
Is it really?
People always believe in the good side of themselves, no one is willing to be a substitute, to be a meddler, if this relationship has always been just the two of them, only him and Baitang, that would be great.
The more you want to prove it, the more you try to find evidence.
Many past events that he thought he had long forgotten are now clearly appearing in front of his eyes.
He remembered that when Chi Cainan ran to meet Bai Yinhao on a blind date, he casually mentioned something to Bai Tang, and Bai Tang also asked casually if the blind date was a snail spirit.
He froze for a moment, then smiled, yes.
At that time, what he thought was that maybe it was just a coincidence, but he never thought about it in a deeper way.
There are many other things, such as he won the leading role in "Elephant Tomb", Director Lu is a respected elder, and he treats everyone equally.
However, when the elephant spirit saw Baitang, he said, "It seems like we have forgotten our old friends.
Or Zuo Ruge was inexplicably kind when he saw Baitang.
The question that had troubled him for a long time had already been answered, but he never thought about it.It was cloudy and rainy that day, he was lying in the cold grass, his breath was weak, his hands and feet were cold, when there was a rustling sound suddenly, he opened his eyes with difficulty, and bumped into those dark green eyes.
The shades of green are like a green pool that can melt all thoughts, and like a rainforest filled with vegetation. The mind is blank for a moment, and there is a huge wave in the heart, which is so strong that it can drown my love. Love like a hurricane.
There were so many unreasonable joys, the presence of light in the darkness, the mysterious voice that sounded in his heart.
Bai Tang said that he is good friends with She Rao, Xiao Feige, Lu Yanshou, Zuo Ruge and other monsters, so they feel very kind when they see him.
Then his love at first sight for Baitang, is it the marriage of the previous life?
The mood of the mood is joyful, but very tired, he hugged Baitang, and slowly closed his eyes.
He doesn't want to sort out the entanglements of the past life and the present life, he doesn't want to distinguish the truth from the falsehood, he doesn't think about the past life, he only wants the present life.
He just wants to hold his son's hand and grow old with him.
On the day of the wedding, even though there were two weddings and he didn't need to wear women's clothing for the Chinese wedding, he still resisted the wedding dress.
If he really strongly objected, Baitang would not force it, but when he put on the wedding dress, seeing Baitang's smiling face, he was silent for a long time, and then curled up the corners of his lips.
Because what he wanted all his life was Baitang's peace and joy.
When he was 57 years old, he quit the entertainment circle and traveled around the world with Baitang. Many of the roles he played have become classics, and countless energy pours into him from all over the world every year.
And the energy pouring into Baitang's body was more than the energy he got.
That is the beauty praised by the world.
One day many years later, the buds on the top of Baitang's head suddenly bloomed. At that time they were climbing a mountain and went to find an ancient temple on the top of the mountain. They heard that there was a koi spirit in the ancient temple. Baitang told him that the reason why they could Most of the encounter was due to that golden scale.
It was the scale that brought luck and brought the two of them back together.
So Baitang wanted to ask for another scale.
The top of the mountain is full of peach blossoms, Baitang stands under the flowering tree that is in full bloom, looking back and smiling at him, the flowers like white crabapple on the top of the head overwhelm the bright pink of the mountains and plains, the young man with black hair and white clothes looks like a splash ink landscape painting from a distance , the temperament is dusty, but when you look closely, you can see the peach blossoms and autumn water eyes, which have absorbed the color of the eight wastes, and are unparalleled.
He walked to Baitang's side and walked towards the temple side by side.There was no koi spirit in the temple. They were a little disappointed, and finally entered the incense hall, where the color of the statue had been peeled off by time, and the outline of the face was a little blurred.
The curling smoke filled the air. He knelt on the prayer mat, clasped his hands together, looked at the statue of mercy, and suddenly remembered the words that he didn't know where to read:
Ask the fish for water, ask the horse for the way
Ask the gods and Buddhas about the source of my life
and me
I am a handful of dust that hurts in someone's heart
One Buddha, two lives confused
you in the afterlife
How to recognize me in this life at a glance
His heart throbbed slightly, and he looked back at Baitang uneasily, as if he had a heart-to-heart, and Baitang also looked at him at the same time, and when his eyes met, Baitang smiled lightly, the candlelight flickered in the dark green eyes. In the eyes, it was like a fire burning on the wasteland, with shocking affection.
The temple is surrounded by lights, and the statue sits quietly in the shrine, silently overlooking all living beings, seeing a red line, seeing a marriage that spans past and present lives.
"If there is no koi spirit in this world, what should we do?" He asked softly.
"With me, Mr. Su, I will definitely find you." Baitang laughed.
The hanging heart slowly fell, and he couldn't help laughing, his brows and eyes curved.
The cold rain produced an endless chill, and the muddy water mixed with blood and soil wet his body. He was lying in the grass without a trace of strength. Even if you eat Ganoderma lucidum, it will not get better.
He didn't know how he ate Ganoderma lucidum, because at that time he was not him, but it, a wild fox with undeveloped wit, ignorant, even if he gained wisdom later, recalling the past, he still couldn't understand it. The idea of "it".
All he knew was a voice guiding it to eat the Ganoderma lucidum, just like that voice desperately ordered it to catch up with Baitang.
The young man lowered his eyes, and his snow-white hands protruded from his wide sleeves, like a white lotus blooming from the void, he lightly picked up the golden scale, then got up and left, his movements were smooth and smooth, without a trace of dust.
And he was lying on the mud floor, almost lowered into the dust.
Su Xiansheng felt that Baitang was like a spring. It was a spring he had never seen before. The peach blossoms were fragrant, and the soft sunlight shone on his sleeves. It was obviously dark at that time, and only the golden scales shone faintly, but he felt that The young man with black hair and white clothes is the place of light.
In his heart, he was afraid and anxious, afraid that his dirty paws would blacken the white sleeves of the young man, but when the other party turned and left, he couldn't describe his feelings at that moment, as if his soul had been pulled away The body, everything in the world has become meaningless, even the fear brought to him by the thunder disaster is not as strong as it is now.
He rushed forward so recklessly, the wound was torn open due to the violent action, but he didn't feel the pain at all, his mind was in a mess, full of strange sounds like a busy tone——
follow up!If it's too late, it's too late!
He frantically chased after him, and hugged the man's leg with all his strength. The cold liquid slid down his face, it wasn't rain, but tears that he didn't know why.
In the dim eyes of tears, he saw the slightly hesitant expression of the young man.
He felt that at that time, he must have been in a terrible state of embarrassment, ugly as hell, obviously ashamed at that person's feet, but still tried his best, regardless of face, and finally was picked up by Baitang by luck. Later, Baitang asked him what he wanted What's the name, he said, Su Xiansheng.
Immortals.
The name that blurted out in a fit of anger, Su Xiansheng, Mr. Su, the moonlight was cool that night, the sealed bathroom was filled with mist, the young man with black hair and white clothes was probably drunk, his dark green eyes shone with sparkles, Bo Hong, calling Mr. Su lingeringly, one after another, hiding deep feelings and love.
When the boy's ears were red, Baitang kissed him.This was their first kiss, and the heart seemed to be tightly grasped for an instant, and all the secrets hidden in his heart, those memories that he didn't even know about, were dragged out.
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Bang, bang, bang.Again and again, his heart almost jumped out of his chest. He sat on the ground blankly, hugging the drunk young man. At that time, he didn't understand love. My rapid heartbeat is because I like it.
He sat blankly on the cold ground, his tailbone hurt from being pressed, but he didn't know how to move the tail.
His spirituality opened up like a hurricane, and when the water vapor on the bathroom wall condensed into water droplets, the mixed emotions in his heart turned into unspeakable sorrow, permeating the apex of his heart.
He thought, who is Mr. Su.
Who is Mr. Su, is he a human or a demon, is he still alive, do you love him, does he love you, are you in love with each other, do I look like him, I am a shameful meddler , or a stand-in?
The fox's heart is so narrow, it is so small that it can only hold Baitang alone, and that "Mr. Su" is like a grain of sand, stuck in his heart, sometimes thinking of the soft waves in Baitang's heart, And when the waves were ups and downs, the gravel named Mr. Su hit the tip of his heart, cutting out an unexpected sting.
So that day, Baitang asked him to choose a name for himself, and he said it would be Su Xiansheng.
Now, don't you like Mr. Su?Then I'll call Su Xiansheng, don't like him, come like me, okay?
Jealousy almost crawled out of his eye sockets, but the wild fox he picked up was picked up after all, and there was an extremely humble and cautious feeling in his heart, even if he was angry, he only dared to bow his head and pretend to be cute, when Baitang When he was silent, he immediately lost his jealous look and confessed his mistake in panic.
Baitang was not angry, the young man gently touched his head as if he was watching a child who accidentally offended him.
He hates that Baitang treats him like a child, and he also likes the feeling that Baitang is pampering him.
Maybe it was because he had never been loved before, no one cared about his life or death, asked about his well-being, so he cherished every touch of Baitang, touching his head, or pinching his face, on the tree-lined path, Baitang took his hand, and the light spots filtered by the leaves fell on his body. He looked up at Baitang's side face for a while, and then looked down at the shadow on the stone slab.
He felt extremely happy being held by Baitang. He liked the feeling of having skin-to-skin contact with Baitang. On winter nights, he sat by a warm campfire.
On their first date, Bai Tang told Thomas a fairy tale on the train, the ugly duckling, and Bai Tang said that he was the ugly duckling and would turn into a white swan in the future.
That was the first time Su Xiansheng heard fairy tales made up by human beings. After he returned, he finished reading Andersen's fairy tales in one sitting.At that time, he and Baitang were both lying on the bed. After bathing, Baitang was wearing pajamas, and his skin was creamy. He thought that Princess and the Pea's skin was no more than this.
If he secretly kissed Baitang through a layer of quilt, would Baitang find out?
There are unrealistic fantasies in my mind.
After reading a chapter of the novel, Baitang lazily let out a sigh, his eyelashes were wet with tears, Baitang rubbed his eyes casually, turned his face and asked, "What are you looking at?"
The young man leaned over and looked down at the content on the screen of his mobile phone. A strand of smooth black hair hung down beside his cheek, making that profile face extraordinarily gentle. "What a kid, he still reads fairy tales." The warm yellow light shone on Baitang's face, drawing a faint golden edge on the contours of his face, which was as beautiful as an illusion.
So he suddenly became afraid again, he felt that Baitang was something he had imagined, just like the story of the little match girl, he was actually going to die, and after the thunder disaster, he would not live long, he was like a dead dog He was also lying on the muddy ground, enduring the darkness and cold, hunger and pain. During the long pain that was so numb, he had hallucinations.
Baitang is his best fantasy.
Momentary pleasure, momentary eternity.
"Tangtang." He started to panic because of that thought, and cried out in a trembling voice.
I don't know when, he secretly changed the address of "you" to Tangtang, maybe in the temptation again and again, one day he suddenly felt that Baitang's eyes were very gentle, so he boldly said got his new name.
Tangtang, Tangtang, Tangtang...
Baitang pinched his ears amusedly, and said, "What's the matter, Su acting like a baby?"
The temperature from the fox ears is real, scorching tenderness, and all the uneasiness receded like a tide. He held Baitang's wrist, gently rubbed his cheek against Baitang's palm, and whispered: " Nothing, I'm sleepy and want to sleep."
"Okay, good night." Baitang turned off the light, and the surroundings were pitch black. It was the darkness he hated. He used to feel that the night was too vast, and he couldn't see any light in the night. But now, Baitang's voice came from his ears. The inaudible breathing sound and the faint fragrance floated in the quiet darkness. In a trance, he seemed to be sleeping in a spring full of flowers.
Baitang is like a butterfly flying around in the flowers, flying around lightly, he has become that little fox, a very small little fox, shorter than the flower branches, when he looks up, he can only see layers upon layers of flowers. The translucent petals and the rich floral fragrance poured into his internal organs. He took a deep breath and accidentally sneezed. The beautiful butterfly flew over upon hearing the movement and landed on the tip of his nose.
The white and slender hand seemed to reappear in front of his eyes, the fingertips were slightly pink, and the outline of the knuckles was smudged under the sunlight, and the palm that was as beautiful as a work of art gently caressed his head.
Immortals caress my top and endure longevity.
He was originally an ignorant wild fox in the mountains, but he was picked up by Baitang, lucky enough to be enlightened, and stayed by his side for three lifetimes.
So he should be content.
No matter what Baitang treats him as, whether he is a pet to pass the time, or a substitute to put his feelings on, no matter what it is, as long as he can stay by Baitang's side, see Baitang's smile, and get Baitang's love. Tang's touch, he should thank God for his kindness.
If he hadn't met Baitang, he would have died in an unknown wilderness after the day's thunder calamity. The rotting flesh peeled off from the barren bones and fell into the stinky mud. Everything returned to its original source. He has nothing to do with a flower or a leaf, they are both born of dust and will eventually turn into dust.
It was Baitang who gave him life and light, even if those lights were moons in the water or flowers in the mirror, he should cherish them.
He said to himself, I don't ask about the past, I only ask about the present.
He threw those embarrassing jealousies and sorrows into the deep sea in his heart, and they kept falling, falling, as if sinking into another world.
At least he thought so.
So he can pretend that he doesn't care about anything, he can pester Baitang and act like a baby, with a face that is very similar to that person, and say something that sounds silly and bubbling.
Like a lifetime.
What a lifetime.Su Xiansheng, you are so greedy, how can you get Baitang's life.With a face that resembles another?
What if someone more like that person shows up in the future?
That day, he said to Baitang, if a younger and more beautiful goblin appeared in the future, would you still love me? In fact, what he seemed to ask was, would you still love me if a more similar substitute appeared.
How to put it, he has always known that sometimes Baitang's eyes are very strange, pretending to be so complicated and nostalgic, as if looking at another person through him.
He remembered that once, he received a role, a role that was lazy and slow in doing everything. When he was acting at home and was about to find his feelings, Baitang suddenly came over with great interest and looked at him quietly. .
At that moment, Baitang's expression was so soft that he didn't even notice it.
Sometimes he would play some games with Baitang in bed, such as putting on costumes and playing the roles he had played.Then Su Xiansheng discovered that the procrastination role he played excited Baitang the most. When Baitang was in a daze, he said softly, Mr. Su.
Not Su Xiansheng.
It's Mr. Su.
Obviously the pronunciation is the same, obviously he was also called Mr. Su by Bai Tang, but for some reason, he just clearly understood the difference.
The soreness in my heart seemed to be soaked in vinegar for a long time, it was so sour.He held Baitang's face in his arms, and kissed it as if venting his anger, the kiss was so forceful, with a hint of despair, his eyelashes were wet with tears.
He felt that he was on the edge of an abyss, and he would fall down at any moment. He had been married to Baitang for so many years, but he often felt that he was walking on a tightrope, unable to hold his balance, and wobbling on the verge of falling.
So the next day, he drank for the first time. Baitang didn't like others to drink, so he didn't drink at all. But that day, he drank one bottle after another until he was muddled, his hands and feet became weak, he hugged Baitang, He asked in a hoarse voice, Mr. Su, who is it?
Mr Su.
A demon in his heart, a speck of dust that has traversed his heart for many years, he always feels that he is a shadow.
That year, he and Baitang were walking hand in hand on the tree-lined path, and the light spots that fell after being filtered by layers of leaves shone on the stone slab, and his shadow was also printed on the slate.
Baitang held Mr. Su by his arm.
And he is the shadow of Su Xiansheng.
It was only when he was paralyzed by alcohol that he could vent his emotions.
After Baitang heard this question, he was obviously very surprised, "Why do you ask this question?" His dark green eyes reflected his drunken appearance.
He was always so embarrassed in front of Baitang, whether it was the first meeting or at this moment, he was so humble that he even looked down on himself.
In front of outsiders, he is arrogant and flamboyant, and some fans say that he is a man of the sun, and he is naturally extravagant, but those are all lies, they are all staged, and it is just the deceitfulness of the skin.
People, do you really fall in love with another person just because of their appearance?
Then he likes Baitang so much, is it because Baitang is so beautiful?
Thinking about it this way, it seems to be evened out, Baitang likes him because he looks like that Mr. Su, and he likes Baitang because he is good-looking.
It would be nice if that was the case.
Why did he fall in love with Baitang?It was a cloudy and rainy day, and it was the young man with black hair and white clothes who rescued him, thinking, this is really an ugly fox.
He used to have no awareness of beauty and ugliness, but the moment he saw Baitang, his perception of beauty began to become concrete.
So no matter what "Baitang" looks like, in his heart, he is like a god who overwhelms the country and turns all living beings upside down.
That day when Baitang hugged him and looked down at him, he looked like a statue enshrined in a temple, with compassion curling around his brows and eyes.
So he would believe whatever Baitang said, even if he didn't believe it, he would say it ten thousand times in his heart, and if he said it too much, he would believe it.
Like loving him all my life.
A lifetime is so long and so long, how can you make a promise so easily?
Bai Tang lightly pressed his cheekbones with his fingertips, forcing him to meet those dark green eyes, clear and clean dark green, he said, there is no such thing as Mr. Su, only you from the beginning to the end.
Mr. Su, do you believe in past lives and present lives?
I am a demon, but I am different from you, I can stay young forever, and I can travel through time and space.
In your previous life, your name was Su Siyuan, and you were a sloth spirit, my love.
Baitang placed a kiss between his brows, light and airy, and there were many emotions that Su Xiansheng couldn't understand in his dark green eyes. He said, in this life, you are a vixen and my lover.
Mr. Su, the person I love has always been you.
Hearing this sentence, he looked at Baitang in a daze. All his calmness and rationality fell apart at this moment. Some emotions in his heart broke the embankment. Those complicated emotions spread, choked his throat, and made him say Without words, many memories of the past are pouring in at this moment, like a torrential rain.
He remembered that one day Baitang suddenly bought chili peppers, Baitang didn't eat, and it was the first time that he bought vegetables by himself.
He went over curiously, put his chin on Baitang's shoulder, and asked affectionately, Tangtang, are you going to cook for me?
Baitang glanced at him, smiled and said, next time I have a chance to do it for you, I have to do business now.
He watched Baitang making chili water. It was made from Lingquan water. I don't know what method Baitang used. The color of the pepper water is transparent, the smell is very light, and there is no strange feeling when applied on the skin. It's just that it tasted extraordinarily spicy, as hot as fire, and he blushed after only one sip.
Seeing his reaction to the taste, Baitang nodded in satisfaction, then put away the chili water.
He was a little curious about the uses of chili water, after a while, Xiao Feige and She Rao's babies were born, a pigeon, a snake, Baitang gave the babies a gift of that bottle of chili water.
When Baitang gave this gift, everyone was puzzled, Su Xiansheng thought, even if the baby likes spicy food, he can't accept such perverted spicy food.
However, a month later, the bottle of chili water came in handy. The baby snake secretly liked to bite the pigeons secretly. After the pigeons were smeared with pepper water, the baby snake no longer ate the pigeons.
At that time, he just felt it was a coincidence and didn't think about it.However, at this moment, he suddenly realized the truth.Why is Baitang able to predict the foresight? If there is a past life, then whether Xiao Feige and She Rao were lovers in the previous life, so Baitang knows that they gave birth to a pigeon and a snake.
If this is really the case, then...does it mean that he and Baitang were also lovers in the previous life.
is it?
Is it really?
People always believe in the good side of themselves, no one is willing to be a substitute, to be a meddler, if this relationship has always been just the two of them, only him and Baitang, that would be great.
The more you want to prove it, the more you try to find evidence.
Many past events that he thought he had long forgotten are now clearly appearing in front of his eyes.
He remembered that when Chi Cainan ran to meet Bai Yinhao on a blind date, he casually mentioned something to Bai Tang, and Bai Tang also asked casually if the blind date was a snail spirit.
He froze for a moment, then smiled, yes.
At that time, what he thought was that maybe it was just a coincidence, but he never thought about it in a deeper way.
There are many other things, such as he won the leading role in "Elephant Tomb", Director Lu is a respected elder, and he treats everyone equally.
However, when the elephant spirit saw Baitang, he said, "It seems like we have forgotten our old friends.
Or Zuo Ruge was inexplicably kind when he saw Baitang.
The question that had troubled him for a long time had already been answered, but he never thought about it.It was cloudy and rainy that day, he was lying in the cold grass, his breath was weak, his hands and feet were cold, when there was a rustling sound suddenly, he opened his eyes with difficulty, and bumped into those dark green eyes.
The shades of green are like a green pool that can melt all thoughts, and like a rainforest filled with vegetation. The mind is blank for a moment, and there is a huge wave in the heart, which is so strong that it can drown my love. Love like a hurricane.
There were so many unreasonable joys, the presence of light in the darkness, the mysterious voice that sounded in his heart.
Bai Tang said that he is good friends with She Rao, Xiao Feige, Lu Yanshou, Zuo Ruge and other monsters, so they feel very kind when they see him.
Then his love at first sight for Baitang, is it the marriage of the previous life?
The mood of the mood is joyful, but very tired, he hugged Baitang, and slowly closed his eyes.
He doesn't want to sort out the entanglements of the past life and the present life, he doesn't want to distinguish the truth from the falsehood, he doesn't think about the past life, he only wants the present life.
He just wants to hold his son's hand and grow old with him.
On the day of the wedding, even though there were two weddings and he didn't need to wear women's clothing for the Chinese wedding, he still resisted the wedding dress.
If he really strongly objected, Baitang would not force it, but when he put on the wedding dress, seeing Baitang's smiling face, he was silent for a long time, and then curled up the corners of his lips.
Because what he wanted all his life was Baitang's peace and joy.
When he was 57 years old, he quit the entertainment circle and traveled around the world with Baitang. Many of the roles he played have become classics, and countless energy pours into him from all over the world every year.
And the energy pouring into Baitang's body was more than the energy he got.
That is the beauty praised by the world.
One day many years later, the buds on the top of Baitang's head suddenly bloomed. At that time they were climbing a mountain and went to find an ancient temple on the top of the mountain. They heard that there was a koi spirit in the ancient temple. Baitang told him that the reason why they could Most of the encounter was due to that golden scale.
It was the scale that brought luck and brought the two of them back together.
So Baitang wanted to ask for another scale.
The top of the mountain is full of peach blossoms, Baitang stands under the flowering tree that is in full bloom, looking back and smiling at him, the flowers like white crabapple on the top of the head overwhelm the bright pink of the mountains and plains, the young man with black hair and white clothes looks like a splash ink landscape painting from a distance , the temperament is dusty, but when you look closely, you can see the peach blossoms and autumn water eyes, which have absorbed the color of the eight wastes, and are unparalleled.
He walked to Baitang's side and walked towards the temple side by side.There was no koi spirit in the temple. They were a little disappointed, and finally entered the incense hall, where the color of the statue had been peeled off by time, and the outline of the face was a little blurred.
The curling smoke filled the air. He knelt on the prayer mat, clasped his hands together, looked at the statue of mercy, and suddenly remembered the words that he didn't know where to read:
Ask the fish for water, ask the horse for the way
Ask the gods and Buddhas about the source of my life
and me
I am a handful of dust that hurts in someone's heart
One Buddha, two lives confused
you in the afterlife
How to recognize me in this life at a glance
His heart throbbed slightly, and he looked back at Baitang uneasily, as if he had a heart-to-heart, and Baitang also looked at him at the same time, and when his eyes met, Baitang smiled lightly, the candlelight flickered in the dark green eyes. In the eyes, it was like a fire burning on the wasteland, with shocking affection.
The temple is surrounded by lights, and the statue sits quietly in the shrine, silently overlooking all living beings, seeing a red line, seeing a marriage that spans past and present lives.
"If there is no koi spirit in this world, what should we do?" He asked softly.
"With me, Mr. Su, I will definitely find you." Baitang laughed.
The hanging heart slowly fell, and he couldn't help laughing, his brows and eyes curved.
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