little city

There is no impenetrable wall in the world, and the secret of two people will eventually become a secret that everyone knows.I can also feel that my classmates are talking about me and Senior Sister Tang in private.

But in reality, after New Year's Day, the intersection between the two of us became less and less.We don't need to practice dance anymore, we don't need to publish magazines, and the student union doesn't have any women's volleyball team.The fiery heat at the beginning suddenly dropped to freezing point, and I was very unhappy.I texted Senior Sister Tang, but she seldom replied to me. Usually, I sent several text messages before she would reply one, saying that she was in class and busy with final exams. In short, there were various reasons.I asked her out for dinner and shopping, but she kept putting it off.I am like a doll, after being played with, it is abandoned to the wilderness.

I can't accept Senior Sister Tang's attitude, I can feel that she intends to alienate me, but I don't know what I did wrong.Every day, I send a bunch of longing text messages to Senior Sister Tang, all kinds of sincere feelings, all kinds of pledges, all kinds of bullshit, all kinds of crazy love, but there is no response.

My possessiveness is getting stronger and stronger, but Senior Sister Tang is getting farther and farther away from me.Love is like quicksand, the tighter you hold it, the easier it is to lose, but quicksand is always quicksand, and loss is the result.

In fact, looking back, Sister Tang is so hot with me in private, but she always pretends to be an ordinary friend in front of others.And she seems to have a good relationship with every boy. I remembered that in the dance class, the male dance teacher always liked to pull Senior Sister Tang to demonstrate dancing. His hand was on Senior Sister Tang's waist. They looked at each other. The eyes seemed familiar.I also think of a senior who always flirts with Senior Sister Tang. Once, the senior brother asked Senior Sister Tang what the meaning of the day of hoeing was. significance?I can't bear this kind of naked sexual hint at all, I always thought it should belong to the privacy between me and her, but Senior Sister Tang is very happy to make these jokes with boys.

I've also heard that Senior Sister Tang has a good relationship with Teacher XX, but I didn't pay much attention to it.However, no matter what, I cannot accept Senior Sister Tang's indifference.I never thought that my relationship would die just after the announcement, and I felt endless loss and sadness.

After the final exam, Senior Sister Tang finally took the initiative to contact me.That night, she took a room at the guest house next to the school.

When I went in, she was leaning against the window, the curtains were half drawn, and the lights were dim.She curled her full lips, leaned her body slightly, and looked at me affectionately.I closed the door, eyes full of mourning and sadness, as well as indescribable affection, walked to her side silently, and stood side by side with her.

My right hand and her left hand rested on the window sill, and we looked at each other affectionately.She stretched out her hand first and began to caress my right hand. My accumulated longing broke out instantly, and I hugged her in my arms, kissed her lips and neck frantically, and demanded frantically.

We moved from the window to the bed, ripped off each other's clothes, and made love like crazy.With resentment, anger, and love, I tossed and tossed several times until I was exhausted.I lay in Sister Tang's arms, pouring out my love and longing like a poet, and then I fell asleep.

The next day, when I opened my eyes, I felt sore all over my body. As soon as I stood up straight, I fell down.I suddenly realized that Senior Sister Tang was not by my side.

I fumbled back and forth under the quilt again, but still nothing. I thought she had gone to the bathroom, so I yelled a few times, but there was no response.

I got up quickly, she was really not in the room.I found a letter on the table. I had a bad feeling. I opened the letter tremblingly. Everything was as predicted.

baby:

Hello, please allow me to call you baby again.

It may be the same as you think, or it may be different from what you think.I have a boyfriend who is studying abroad.Every time I am with you, I can't help thinking of him, and I feel endless guilt and self-blame in my heart.I know I lied to you and hurt him even more.

He is coming back for the New Year, if I bring your love to see him, it will hurt him even more.We have been together since high school. Although the passion is not as good as before in these years, even bickering, cold war violence, and even breaking up, I still love him and cannot lose him.

I know it's not fair to you, and I can't beg your forgiveness. Every time I think of your eyes, I can't help myself.I know that in this life, I will never meet someone like you again, with such feelings.

Promise me a few things, please?

1. In any case, finish your studies well, don't sink, don't fall;

2. Don't look for me again, I won't see you.If I have to see you, I'll treat you like a friend.

Finally, wherever you are, I will silently pray for you.

Someone who loves you

Putting down the letter, I didn't cry, everything was as expected, and finally there was an answer.

I checked out the room and walked out of the hostel, my legs were sore, my whole body was light, and I had no strength at all.It was cold and humid outside, and the winter in the south of the Yangtze River was full of chills. His lips and tongue were a bit astringent, and there seemed to be a faint fragrance of Senior Sister Tang in the air.I took a few breaths with all my strength, moisture poured into my nose, and tears filled my eyes instantly.