little city

I dragged my tired body back to school.I often think of Jingshu's back that I saw that day, which is my lifelong concern.

Even though life has reached the intersection of despair many times, it is ruthlessly pulled back to the long road of reality by time.No matter how hard the day is, always keep going.

When I was immersed in the lost way of love, everything around me seemed to be nothingness, and the world seemed to be dark; when I tried to climb out of the quagmire of love, I discovered that there was light in the outside world.

As a member of the school student union, I have always been the main force of the Propaganda Department.When the student union recruited new students, Jiang Tao wanted to join the Department of Literature and Art, so he forced me to go for an interview.The interview was held in a stepped classroom, with a row of leaders of the student union sitting in front of it. Director Tang from the Propaganda Department asked me what my hobbies were, and I muttered that I liked literature, and I usually practice calligraphy. I also explained a section of NBA on the spot, and I was admitted smoothly. the Propaganda Department.But the Propaganda Department has too many talents, and I was not active, so I didn't participate in any activities.

During the general election of the student union this year, our minister, Senior Sister Tang, was promoted to the chairman of the student union, so I was promoted to the head of the propaganda department.Only then did I realize that Senior Sister Tang had treated me very well in the past year.During the initial interview, Senior Sister Tang selected me. Later, Senior Sister Tang assigned me important tasks for every department activity, and she always trusted me very much.

After the success of the new term, the student union also recruited newcomers.That night, Senior Sister Tang invited our classmates from the Propaganda Department and Editorial Department to sing together.In the past year, under the leadership of Senior Sister Tang, everyone has grown up.That day, Senior Sister Tang was wearing a black dress, a pair of black half-heeled shoes, and some makeup. She had an exquisite figure.

There are ten of us in total, and several male students love to sing together with Senior Sister Tang, singing duets of love songs, with meaning in the songs and unlimited joy.At first I was sitting with Senior Sister Tang, but then I was squeezed into a corner.I thought about Jingshu silently, and there was no place to vent my anger.

Later, Sister Tang came over and asked me to order songs, and said that everyone should relax when they come out to play.I sang the first song "From the Beginning to the Present" by Xinzhe, holding the microphone, and following the progress of the plot in the MV, my mind was full of Jingshu, expressing my affection, singing heartbreakingly, the audience actually quieted down until After I sang the last sentence, everyone applauded.

My heart couldn't calm down at all, and I rushed out of the KTV to the street outside.At this time, autumn is strong, sycamore leaves are falling with the wind, and the street lamps on the street emit orange light. The street lamp in front lengthens the shadow behind me, and the street lamp behind shortens the shadow in front. Image of the three.

I took the mobile phone and looked at Jing Shu's phone number, but I didn't have the courage to dial it.I feel so pitiful, like a dog. This kind of self-pity and self-pity is really fucking annoying.

At some point, Senior Sister Tang also came out of the KTV and stood beside me.

"Great talent, trapped by love, is that girl lucky?"

"Oh, senior sister, no, no, I just have tinnitus, I want to come out and have a quiet time."

"Are you still telling me lies? If you believe me, just vomit your bitterness. It will be better if you tell me." Senior Sister Tang's sincere voice touched my heart.

At this time, just when I needed comfort, Senior Sister Tang's words hit my tear duct, and tears burst out unconsciously.

"The person I love, she doesn't love me."

"First love is like this, just get over it. I was hurt by a man too, and he got better with another girl. At that time, I felt like the end of the world. Later, slowly, I also figured it out Now, a person who doesn’t love you is not worth your tears. Looking back now, I feel so stupid, hehehe.”

"My situation is more complicated. But I didn't expect my senior sister to be so popular, so she would be hurt?"

"You think senior sister is invulnerable to all poisons, but everyone will be hurt in their feelings. The person you love doesn't love you, and the person who loves you doesn't love you. True love is rare, and true love is precious."

"But it's so easy for some people to fall in love. They can fall in love casually and catch up with the person they like, but my love is too tiring and too difficult. Even if you try everything, you still can't get it."

"What you can't get is always the best. If you really get it, you won't cherish it. Besides, you don't know the suffering of others? People are very cheap animals, men and women are the same, in love Keep being mean. The sea of ​​people is vast, and it is not easy to find true love. The lucky people will have their first love for a lifetime, and the unlucky people will never find true love in their lifetime. Therefore, you always have to try, and if you make a mistake, you will rein in the precipice and start all over again.”

"Can I ask my senior sister how many times she has been in love?"

"I, hahaha, I can't count anymore."

Senior Sister Tang's hearty and generous personality is also the protagonist in every occasion, so it's no wonder she became the chairman of the student union.

Sister Tang is very good at chatting, and every sentence can capture my heart, as if it was tailor-made for me.My mood gradually improved, and my affection for Senior Sister Tang also increased a lot.

In the dormitory, Jiang Tao has not been here for a long time, and he is busy doing business all day to make a lot of money.Dongdong is busy reviewing for the IELTS test, while Guangze is that you never know what he is busy with.Every day, I live a life that is worse than death.

The time soon came to the end of October, and the student union organized a dance party by the Department of Literature and Art and the Propaganda Department, as well as ballroom dancing training classes.

It was the first time I participated in this kind of dance party. After entering, I sat on a chair by the dance floor and could only be in a daze.There were a lot of students that day.Suddenly, a beautiful woman walked towards me, and I took a closer look, and it turned out to be Senior Sister Tang.Senior Sister Tang was wearing a long red dress and light makeup, which was so eye-catching that I didn't recognize it.

I was so nervous that I thought that the senior sister must not be looking for me, I can't dance, it's really ugly, but I hoped that the senior sister really came to find me.

Senior Sister Tang walked up to me, her big sexy eyes sparkled with electricity, and I felt my body crisp.Senior Sister Tang stretched out her hand, and I hurriedly stood up, even saying that I couldn't.Sister Tang said: "It's okay, it's very simple, just follow me and dance."

I couldn't resist, so I had to bite the bullet and go into battle.Fortunately, I am a person with athletic cells, and I didn't step on my sister's feet, but the two arms were straight, like a zombie.Senior Sister Tang exuded a fragrance all over her body. I don't know what perfume she was wearing, which made me a little intoxicated.I dare not look into senior sister's eyes, it seems that just one glance will make people unable to extricate themselves.

My senior sister and I danced a song, but we really couldn’t keep up with her dance steps. As soon as the rhythm stopped, a senior brother came to ask Senior Sister Tang to dance. Senior Sister Tang smiled and did not refuse. The ups and downs are turning in circles in the field.Senior Sister Tang's long hair also flicked, dancing in the audience, beautiful and moving.

The senior brother looked directly at the senior sister, the two of them were talking about something, and they seemed to be having a good time, which made senior sister Tang giggle.For some reason, at this moment, I feel jealous.I felt that Senior Sister Tang's mature feminine fragrance was still hovering around me, so that I wondered whether Senior Sister Tang was interested in me, and I couldn't stand her flirting with other boys at all.

I don't know when I started to have a fantasy about Senior Sister Tang, maybe it was the moment I saw it in the dance group just now.

The last link was everyone dancing disco together. I let go of my energy and danced every cell in my body.The more I danced, the more excited I was, and I thought of Jingshu for a while, and Senior Sister Tang for a while, and I was a little confused. I let go of my depressed mood for a long time, but I still couldn't hide the melancholy in my eyes.

That night, I seemed to have forgotten Jing Shu, and my mind was full of Senior Sister Tang's captivating eyes, warm lips and sexy buttocks.

Love is bullshit.I cursed in my heart and fell into a deep sleep.

The next day, I slept until noon, at a loss as to what day it was and what year it was.In the afternoon, I went to Mr. Yu's music salon. Music is my best friend and the most trustworthy friend.That day, Teacher Yu asked us to talk about everyone's understanding of music.I can’t remember what I said, but Tao Zi’s speech that day left a deep impression on me:

"Hello everyone, everyone may know that I am already a senior student, and my classmates have already started to look for jobs, take the postgraduate entrance examination, and take the civil service examination. My parents also let me take the postgraduate entrance examination and civil servant examination. They don't know that I have already I lost interest in this major, and I missed too many classes, so I couldn’t get a degree certificate. For four years in college, I devoted all my energy to music. I feel that I was born for music. No matter how hard the future is, I will You have to stick to it."

Tao Zi’s words touched me a lot, just like my high school classmates in the science class went back to high school to study liberal arts and then went to university after being admitted to university. No matter whether they succeed in the future, their persistence in life makes me feel admiration.