little city

Back in the dormitory, Jiang Tao's bed was still empty, Guangze was lying on the bed listening to the radio with earphones as usual, Dongdong was sitting by the bed washing his feet, rubbing his feet while smoking a cigarette, looking lifeless.As soon as I opened the door and came in, Dongdong instantly became refreshed and sat up straighter.

"Hey buddy, what the hell have you been up to lately? It's been so secretive."

"Ah? It's nothing. I'm going to self-study."

"Last self-study fart, don't fool me. You think I'm stupid, I must be picking up girls."

"Really go to self-study, in the classroom of the Faculty of Arts, you must have never been there. What's the matter, I'm not here, are you lonely?" I'm not ready to confess.

"Who do you think you are? I am lonely without Jiang Tao."

"Jiang Tao is not here, everyone is lonely."

"After entering the sophomore year, everyone is no longer like a brother." After Dongdong finished speaking, he fell asleep with his head covered in the quilt, and the water for washing his feet was not poured.

I lay down and couldn't sleep at all.Dongdong's words just touched my heart.Yeah, what's wrong with us?Why the older I get, the more trouble I get?The older you get, the more lonely you become?Is love the antidote of life, or the poison of life?Sister Jingshu, how can you love you in order to get your heart?

In the traditional culture class on Monday, Professor Du continued to lecture on "Tao Te Ching".With the previous foundation, I have been able to understand the meaning of the sentences very smoothly, and even started to try to memorize some famous sentences: people follow the earth, the earth follows the sky, the sky follows the way, and the way follows nature.The husband does not fight, so the world cannot compete with him.

I gradually entered the ocean of "Tao Te Ching", but I don't know if I can find the key to unlock the door of love.Why are there so many classic works in history to explain life, explain life, teach people the way to success, and teach people the ambition of moral education, but there is never a book that can explain love clearly and clearly, and the skills of making love It is very thorough research.

What is love?

There are many stories about love in the Book of Songs.When I first met you in love, you were a fair lady, and a gentleman was very fond of you.Qiaoxiaoqianxi, beautiful eyes looking forward to Xi.Tonight and Hexi, with this beloved.Zi Xi Zi Xi, what is such a beloved person; when lovesickness becomes disaster, the so-called Iraqi people are on the side of the water, and if they don't see each other for a day, it's like three autumns;Hold your hand and grow old with you.

If love is true, it looks different at different times, in different places, and in different age groups.Now I think love is a tormenting monster.

When I came out of the classroom, it was raining outside.Even if it is not the rainy season, the rain in the south of the Yangtze River always comes in a hurry.Neither of them had an umbrella, and they were wearing thin clothes. Feeling a bit of coolness, Jing Shu couldn't help rubbing her arms with her hands.I quickly put my shirt on Jingshu, and then let Jingshu wait for me, and rushed into the rain.

I ran back to the dormitory quickly, drenched all over.Dongdong was playing games in front of the computer, and when he saw me running in, he said, "The naked man is running wild in the rain, why are you so crazy?"

I didn't answer, I hurriedly found my coat and an umbrella, put on my coat, and rushed to the teaching building with the umbrella.

I was running wildly in the rain, wearing only a white undershirt, my hair was disheveled, my arms were waving in the rain, driving the swing of my legs, the splash of white water was like riding on clouds and mist, the rain and mist blurred my eyes, and the rain splashed on my face In my body, I still go forward bravely, this scene is like playing a youth symphony.

Just when I was about to rush in front of Jingshu, I saw Jingshu running into the rain and also running in my direction.Before I could react, Jing Shu had already rushed over and threw herself into my arms, hugging her hands tightly, crying bitterly.I was at a loss, thinking that my behavior had moved Jing Shu, but seeing that the heavy rain had already drenched the two of them, I hurriedly held up the umbrella with my left hand, patted Jing Shu's back with my right hand, and kept saying, "It's okay, it's okay .”

The rain gradually became lighter, and Jing Shu also slowly stopped crying.

I watched Jing Shu staring at me, feeling a little embarrassed.Busy asked with concern: "What's wrong? Who bullied you? I'll beat him up."

"No, no, I'm just homesick suddenly." Jing Shu hurriedly made an excuse.

"Oh, I said, I was fine before I left. It's easy to miss home on a rainy day, and I'm the same, just cry."

"You cry when you miss home?"

"I don't cry, but my mother does. When she cries, I have to comfort her, just like I comfort you."

"I'm not your mother."

"Well, I'm not your son yet. But you and my mother are really similar." I deliberately elongated my voice.

Jing Shu was brought back to reality by my answer.She didn't want to hurt my feelings, she knew it was unfair to me, but she couldn't resist my kindness to her.

The two walked towards the dormitory, I held the umbrella in my hand, and the entire umbrella was propped on her head.

"You should cover yourself too!" Jing Shu said with concern.

I hurriedly said, "No, no, it's already wet anyway."

"Then you don't need to hit me, I'm already wet anyway."

"You're going to catch a cold."

"You'll catch a cold too."

Jingshu's sudden concern for me made me feel happy.We were so close, our hearts beat so fast, and it was hard to breathe.

Just now, the hug with Jing Shu in the heavy rain came too suddenly, too pleasantly surprised, and I was only worried about what happened to her, but walking on the road, I regretted not enjoying that hug, what a warm hug it was.Then look at Jing Shu next to her, that beautiful side face is beyond the mundane, amazing time, after the baptism of rain, it is not stained with a trace of dust.I looked at her, wishing I could hold her in my arms, and when I got close, I couldn't bear to desecrate that holiness.

That night, I lost sleep.I thought about Jingshu, thinking about that hug, and thought about it for a long time.I even optimistically thought that Jingshu must have fallen in love with me, and pretended to be homesick as an excuse.The more I thought about it, the happier I was, and I fell asleep smiling.

At night, I had a dream. In the dream, there was a clear blue river meandering. On the other side of the river were green mountains and dense forests.In the distant night sky, the Milky Way is shining, and the sky is full of stars, as if you can pick one off with your hand.

I couldn't help being attracted by the sight in front of me. A lamb was grazing by the river on the grass, and a small red fish was looking at the lamb grazing in the river.I gradually became fascinated by watching it, as if I was the little lamb I fell in love with, and Jingshu turned into a little goldfish in the river.

When I woke up in the morning, I kept imagining that dream, what a beautiful picture it was.I wrote a few lines of poems in the notebook:

In the quiet autumn night,

I become a sheep,

Without fins, I swim to your heart,

Without wings, I fly in the endless night sky.

I wait silently,

Follow the direction of the heart.

in the gurgling brook

you are a fish

There is no harp, the wind sings for you,

Without lights, the Milky Way sprinkles silver light,

You swim against the current,

dancing beautiful music

we are the same

live stubbornly,

Grow old alone.