I am wholehearted with Jotaro

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It's a different feeling than when you fell here.

Miss Zero was pulled into the darkness again.

However, it is completely different from my embarrassment at that time. Even in such a frustrated situation, Miss Zero properly opened a layer of magic shield for herself to isolate my body from the black mud, and then sighed, Close your eyes and return to this small lounge in my spiritual world.

She didn't exchange with me directly, but stretched out her hand skillfully, and then a glass filled with dark red wine appeared in his hand.

She looked like the heroine of the TV series I watched, she shook the cup gracefully, then brought it to her mouth and took a sip, glanced at me by the way, and said indifferently, "You are underage, you cannot drink. "

I stared at her in silence, then snatched the cup from her hand while she was unprepared, and took a sip.

——Sure enough, it smells like red grape juice.

Let me just say, how do you know what it tastes like when I haven't even drunk it myself?

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Miss Zero didn't notice what was wrong at all, she shook the glass sadly and handsomely, glared at me unhurriedly, and then said, "What kind of wine do minors drink!"

I said, 'No, this isn't some kind of wine,' I finally held it in my throat, and finally decided not to remind Ms. Ling—let her use grape drink to relieve her worries, which is healthier.

Miss Zero silently drank one cup after another, until I felt that she was only a thin line away from diabetes, she finally looked at me in an ignorant manner, as if she was already drunk, and sniffled , "...I always thought that my mother loved me—it was because my mother loved me that my mother left me in this world...but now I am just an old man in my mother's eyes. One of life, it's just...just an existence to be destroyed together..."

"As soon as I think about it... I feel that my existence in this world is meaningless."

As she said this, she lowered her head slightly, expressing emotion as if she was crying, but also as if she was laughing, "I want to help my mother destroy this world—as long as my mother is willing to look back at me, and then take me to a new place. world......"

I didn't say anything, I reached out and patted her on the back.

Miss Ling covered her upper half of her face with her hand, and asked with a choked voice, "What else is there to miss in this world—Lixiang, if it wasn't for you, I would probably..."

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Let's not talk about what kind of second disease speech this is.

I don't know how to guess Miss Zero's unfinished words.

But Miss Zero's heart is not strong, but I have a deep understanding.

Perhaps because of the transformation from a god to a beast, she herself suffers from loneliness and constantly seeks someone to connect her with the world so as to escape her loneliness and pain.

I can understand her, but I can't be her salvation in the end.

So the only thing I can do is probably to stay by her side and give her some silent comfort during this period of rest when I can do nothing but wait quietly to return to the world.

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Miss Ling put down her glass, and asked melancholy, "Lixiang...you became a mother during that time, didn't you?"

I nodded, and when I thought of Xu Lun, I couldn't help but smile, and then said, "Yes, I have a daughter named Kujo Xu Lun."

"Kong Tiao..." Miss Ling clicked her tongue, "In the end you still married that man... Tsk, I really don't know what's so good about that guy."

I replied naturally, "Because I love Jotaro, he is the best."

Ms. Zero looked me up and down with that disgusting look, and said with emotion, "You human beings... always talk about whether you like it or not... but the behavior you show is always very horrible."

I blinked and asked, "Is it scary?"

Miss Zero smiled slightly, then said, "Yeah...it's scary."

"After all, Gaetia initially decided to use the light belt to destroy humanity because he loved the king so much—"

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"Love desires its life, hate desires its death."

"Isn't that scary enough?"

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I'm really not sure if I'm going to discuss this with an all-natural beast—

What's more, this beast claims to be the type who has no love for the world, and just wants to destroy the world and then destroy itself.

And the most important thing is that she is now immersed in a deep world-weary mood, and then forcefully drunk herself with red grape juice, and said a bunch of inexplicable things that she would not normally say.

If you directly expose her...... emmmmmm......

I don't know how Best will react when he feels social death.

Anyway, it must not be the feeling of ordinary people who want to hide themselves...

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In order not to add another enemy to the human history that is already scarred and still struggling to survive in the hands of Best2 Tiamatti, I wisely changed the subject and said, "Why did you suddenly mention this? This kind of philosophical question It’s just that human beings haven’t delved into it, so don’t you think this is a waste of brain cells?”

Miss Ling looked at me silently, then she sighed softly, "Lixiang, what's it like to be a mother?"

...If you want to ask this, then I really have something to say!

I was a little drowsy at first, but after hearing this question, I woke up instantly, and then said with great excitement.

"That day, I saw an angel!!!"

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In order to let Miss Ling intuitively feel that Xu Lun is number one in the world, I learned to project my memory directly onto the projection screen that looks amazing without a teacher, and then said to Miss Ling enthusiastically, "Look, this is Xu Xu when she was just born."

Because it was directly extracted from memory, Xu Xu is white and tender, not wrinkled like other newborn babies, and it even comes with an eight-level soft light filter.

I was a little speechless when the filter was turned on. I was about to say to Ms. Zero, "Not all babies are born like this, don't be misunderstood—" when I found her looking yearning Looking at the screen, the hostility in the eyes disappeared, full of kindness, it was like turning on a tenth level filter on top of my eighth level filter.

She muttered to herself, "In this world... there is such a lovable life..."

I swallowed the explanation I wanted to say, forced out a smile, and an exaggerated thought kept circling in my mind.

——Xu Xu, Mommy will probably trick you back into a godmother who can destroy the world soon... bless Mommy.

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I tirelessly selected the daily life with Xu Xu from my memory, and then shared the joy of that moment—or other feelings—with Ms. Zero.

Miss Ling didn't say a word, but watched intently until my not-so-long memory with Xu Lun came to an end and I separated from her.

Miss Ling's eyes were red with real emotion, she rubbed her nose, she silently recalled my memory, and read it again.

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When I didn't say a word, and my memories were turned over and cried by the people around me, this feeling became a public execution.

I sat on the sofa waiting for Miss Zero to finish reading my memory. During this period, there was no way to divert my attention. The only thing I could do was to pay attention to where my body was now.

It's completely different than when it was pulled down.

I don't know if floating is a relationship with the gravitational force, and I don't know why the gods in the world of imaginary numbers actually obey the scientific thing of gravity.

In short, I remember that when I was dragged down by the black mud, I was dragged to the bottom of the imaginary number space in just a few breaths.

And now Miss Zero has cried three rounds at my memory with red grape juice in her arms, and we have no intention of floating to the top of the black mud.

I looked at Miss Zero with a complicated mood, but I didn't know whether I should tell her my speculation.

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—about Tiamat still loving her deeply.

I wondered if I should tell her my speculation.

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When I was still struggling, Miss Zero finally finished brushing my memory for the third time, then she raised her head, her eyes were full of tears but she pretended to be calm, like a lost girl, looking at me expectantly , said softly.

"Lixiang...can I be a mother too?"

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How should I answer this.

You can't ask a question, can God be parthenogenetic or mitotic?

I scratched my head, and in Miss Zero's cautious and tentative eyes, I smiled and said, "Is there anything wrong with this?"

"Miss Zero, we are now one body and two persons - then of course, Xu Xu is my daughter, which is your daughter."

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Miss Zero's eyes really seemed to be shining, and I don't know if this is the special ability of their ancient gods.

She couldn't hide her excitement and excitement and asked me, "Really? Can I, can I become Xu Lun's mother?"

Although I think it's not good to find a godmother for Xu Xu without Xu Xu's consent, but considering the fighting power and destruction of the world in front of me, I finally nodded and said, " right."

"So Miss Ling, you have to love Xu Xu like I do."

Miss Zero finally showed a smile.

Wiping what seemed to be endless tears, she nodded and said, "Of course I...I'm going to be the best mother I can be."

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After this conversation was over, we both fell silent with each other.

Time passed by in silence.

I finally couldn't help but say something, "Although I said that my life is your life, and that my Xu Xu is also your daughter, I can't share my Dana. …”

Miss Ling glanced at me and said contemptuously, "Shut up, you never said that sentence about life."

"And who would fall in love with a human male!" She snorted coldly, "I hate that guy!"

well?I can't agree to this.

I jumped up with my waist pinched, and shouted, "Jotaro is so good! How can anyone hate him!"

Miss Ling also pinched her waist and stood up, throwing the glass to show her momentum, and shouted, "But you two parents didn't take good care of Xu Lun at all! You didn't grow up with her! You actually let her She feels lonely!"

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At this moment, I was suddenly speechless.

I know, no matter how much I say: what I want to do; what I intend to do; my purpose; my expectation.

All of this can't make up for the fact that I didn't grow up with Xu Lun.

This is something I can't refute and regret forever.