I am wholehearted with Jotaro

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Under the black mud is a huge space.

It feels as subtle as other planes, a bit like every time I go to a parallel world, I just arrived in a parallel world.

Rather than saying it is the interior of the black mud, it is more like a huge imaginary space, full of blue streamers everywhere, but it cannot be touched or touched.

I walked in the direction the streamer was coming from.

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It's probably because Miss Zero and I are in one, I can clearly feel that Miss Zero in my body is crying, choked up and said, "Mother, this is mother—it's the feeling of mother!"

As I walked forward, I hummed to cater to Miss Zero in order to appease her.

In this kind of place, there is no reference, no change, and even the sense of time and space becomes strange.

This place is even scarier than the darkness experienced by Miss Zero.

Because although Miss Zero is lonely and helpless, at least she can perceive the outside world, know that time is passing, and be able to contact other lives.

And here, the imaginary number space.

There is nothing here.

Only Yingying's blue light shines, rushing to the unknown end.

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I felt like I had walked for a long time, and felt that it wasn't too long, and finally saw a female figure appearing as far as I could see.

I don't know if it's Tiamat's own will, or if it's the setting of the appearance in the Sea of ​​Imaginary Numbers.

In short, her external image is still the image of a girl sliding on the black mud with a huge horn that we have seen.

From the looks alone, Tiamat looks younger than Miss Zero.

It is completely unexpected that this is the mother of the gods in the Mesopotamian mythology.

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Miss Zero was so excited that she couldn't describe it in words.

But in the spiritual battle not long ago, after all, I won the victory, so Miss Zero abided by her oath and didn't have the slightest intention of snatching my body again.

Sometimes I really can't help thinking, Miss Zero is pure but also stubborn, as if she is completely ignorant of keeping her promise to destroy the world and become a beast. Even now, she has stood by her In front of the Mother God who misses and misses the most, even though she has already scratched her heart and wanted to recognize the Mother God, even if her emotions can no longer be restrained to the point that even I start to feel the same.

She is still patient.

I don't want to be patient anymore.

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Miss Zero and I know exactly what would end up in Tiamat if she hadn't intervened.

So when I said, "How about it, do you want to exchange it?", I really felt that her emotions stagnated for a moment as if the pause button was pressed-and then a more violent surge .

"What... do you mean?" She asked hesitantly, "You want to give your body to me?"

I corrected it.

"It's temporary, I'll just borrow it from you for a while."

From the bottom of her heart, the puzzlement and doubts belonging to Miss Zero surged up. She looked like she didn't understand you humans, and said softly, "Fujimaru Tachika——Although I agree with you and admit that you can stand shoulder to shoulder with me . But that doesn’t mean you can say something like that without thinking.”

"Lend this body to me? Are you not afraid that I will not return it? Are you not afraid that I will save the mother goddess and destroy mankind?"

——"You should be the one who understands my existence best!"

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Facing her gradually rising anger, I didn't feel any fear or anything like that.

If she is standing in front of me, I think I can still look directly into her eyes without any scruples.

So I answered her calmly, "Yes, I probably understand your existence the most in this world."

"So I know that even if I lend you my body, you won't do anything."

"Because I trust you so much."

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That being said.

But in fact, I have also considered the possibility of Miss Zero directly following Tiamat to destroy the world.

But I believe Lixia and the others will be able to succeed.

And I will never be helpless, I can only sit on the sidelines.

——It was nothing more than snatching the body from Miss Zero's hands again.

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Don't do things you regret.

Even knowing that there is no benefit, even knowing that it may cause some trouble.

But I still can't be indifferent to Miss Zero's mourning and nostalgia at this time.

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Miss Ling was stalked by my words, her anger seemed to be stuck in her throat, and then was quenched by a glass of water, and she could no longer raise her anger.

I also took advantage of this opportunity, closed my eyes, and forced an exchange with Miss Zero in my mind.

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I don't know until today what these guys are doing in my head when I'm out there fighting hard.

They actually created a whole set of audio-visual equipment in my mind, which is still a 360-degree screen with no dead ends.

There is a black couch in the middle, and on the small tables on both sides are all kinds of snacks from my memory.

Edmund was sitting on one side of the sofa with a cigarette in his mouth, raised his hand casually, and said to me with a lazy look, "Hey, accomplice."

And I was at a loss for words for a while, I didn't know what to say, or should I get angry, they were like this in my mind——

Although it was a bit dumbfounding for a while.

But when I sat down on the sofa, took some snacks, and started watching Miss Zero and Tiamat recognize each other on the big screen, I began to think that this is a good civilization again.

It's in my head though.

But as long as I enjoy it.

Then everything is OK!

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I can't comment on the scene where Miss Zero and Tiamat meet.

During her long life in captivity, Tiamat seemed to have been disappointed with everything, even despaired——

Of course, it includes all the old lives created by her, including humans like me, and Miss Zero who was exiled before birth.

Therefore, facing Miss Zero's approach, Tiamat did not react.

Her gaze was fixed on the void, and she sang a beautiful tune in her mouth, revealing the taste of sadness and sorrow.

Miss Zero's voice also changed into the same melody-like voice as hers.

The two girls sang loudly one after another across the light band composed of blue light strips.

It feels like singing an opera.

I'm not like the cave king who might be used to this kind of art.

I can't understand opera.

So I feel so sleepy now.

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The mother-daughter recognition scene that the audience (specifically me and the Cave King) expected did not happen.

Miss Zero didn't even take a single step towards Tiamat.

I was drowsy by their tunes, half closed my eyes, and felt like I was about to enter a dreamland in the next second—after all, I was too excited because Jotaro suddenly arrived in Uruk the night before, so I didn’t sleep for half the night come on-

Then just when I was in a daze, I don't know why...

It may be because I am now a twin existence with Miss Zero, or it may simply be because I have this talent myself, but I can't use it when I am awake.

I suddenly understood what they meant from their mellow tones.

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Maybe the sound and the meaning are just my imagination.

But I can't believe how I felt this time.

Miss Zero was saying, "Mother...it's been too long...Mother, can you take a look at me?"

And Tiamat only said one sentence the whole time.

She sang softly.

"No, don't come close to me again, don't leave me again."

"And never, betray me again—"

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After several failed attempts to communicate, Miss Zero finally fell silent.

She looked at Tiamat quietly and deeply, and then said, "Mother—if, if I am willing to stay with you, I am willing to be by your side forever, can you take your body back from Uruk? ?” She seemed to be about to cry, “I miss you, I have been wanting to meet you again for many, many years, I want to fall into the sea of ​​imaginary numbers with you—Mother! Look at me! Look at me ah!"

Tiamat didn't respond.

Her voice has not changed at all, and the tune of her voice is the same as before.

She refused.

She denied it.

But Miss Zero...that is, my body, began to float up silently.

It's like gravity has lost its meaning.

Miss Zero was slowly engulfed by the black on top again uncontrollably.

She struggled to reach out to Tiamat.

A cry of despair and pain.

"Don't send me away again—mother—"