After Beta was not humble and chased back, Scum A became humble

Leaving the classroom, Lin Hen's hands were still shaking, the fire in his heart had been completely consumed, and he shivered uncontrollably as the ashes were still hot.

He gritted his teeth and straightened his back, not wanting to show any weakness.

Strange eyes kept falling on him, and Lin Hen walked out of the teaching building with a cold face, only to feel a sore nose, and raised his hand to wipe the blood on the back of his hand.

He wiped it with his hands indiscriminately, unable to stop.

Lin Hen strode across the playground, and when the lunch break bell rang, he walked out of the school against the flow of people.

Headaches, body pains, and there is no pain anywhere in the body.

Lin Hen didn't know where he was going or what he was going to do, he just didn't want to stay in the same space as He Jing, the air with He Jing was suffocating him, as if it was highly poisonous, a little inhaled would kill him. The pain was so severe that all internal organs were shattered.

Suddenly there was a rush of trumpet sound in his ear, Lin Hen came over suddenly and stopped.

A pickup truck narrowly passed him and pulled ahead.

Lin Hen broke into a cold sweat with fright, and came out of his own world belatedly, looked up, and found that he had walked to the side of the hospital at some point.

All perceptions are slowly recovering, and the pain is also recovering, tearing up in his mind, reminding him over and over again how ridiculous these five years are and how wishful thinking he is.

However, tracing back to the source, thinking about it in the end, Lin Hen discovered that he had asked for all of this.

It was he who kept chasing after him, and it was he who stubbornly believed that there was still hope. He Jing never promised anything from the beginning to the end, but he didn't tell him formally: You can't.

He Jing hid the truth in every quarrel, and told the cruel truth in an angry and mocking tone, which made him unable to judge in the mixture of illusion and reality, and finally subconsciously and obediently denied the truth.

He Jing is so smart, how could he fail to see his persistence and blindness, he just didn't think it was necessary, there was no need to formally notify a dog...

He Jing, He Jing, He Jing...

Lin Hen broke apart the two words in his heart, chewed them into pieces and swallowed blood, but he still couldn't erase the cruelty of reality.

The only thing he can comfort himself now is that he has stopped. Although his body is covered with bruises, at least he can live for himself.

Suddenly, a distant call sounded in his ears.

"Lin Hen?"

Lin Hen turned his head.

Xu Shuangfan ran towards him with a backpack on his back, facing the midday sun, his hair was blown tousled by the wind, his washed white jeans, a clean white T-shirt, and his wide-open eyes...

Lin Hen was dizzy for a while, his body shook violently, and when he was about to fall, he was held tightly by both hands.

Xu Shuangfan was taken aback. Lin Hen was too tall and strong, and he couldn't hold his arms. He could only hug Lin Hen's waist and shouted in a panic, "Lin Hen! What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? Let's go to the hospital!"

Lin Hen was shocked by the shout, and stretched out his hand to support the bus stop sign next to him, sweating coldly, trying to stand upright, blinking his eyes, and after getting used to it for a while, he said, "I'm fine."

By the way, Xu Shuangfan's father was hospitalized here, no wonder we met here.

"You, your nose is bleeding." Xu Shuangfan supported him anxiously with one hand, and hurriedly took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to him.

"Thank you." Lin Hen took it, wiped it under his nose, and the blood immediately stained the tissue.

Lin Hen looked at the red, dazed. Last time He Jing almost hit Xu Shuangfan, he should have apologized, but now whenever he thinks of He Jing, he feels a dull pain in his heart, not to mention apologizing.

Xu Shuangfan looked at Lin Hen carefully, and after a while he asked tentatively, "Did you fight?"

"Huh?" Lin Hen felt that he was empty now, and his voice seemed to need to be filtered, and he could only hear it clearly after careful distinction. He nodded slowly, his voice hoarse: "Well, there was a fight."

After speaking, he turned his head towards Xu Shuangfan and tugged at the corner of his mouth. This barely supported smile made Xu Shuangfan feel pain in his heart. Lin Hen looked at the sun in the sky and smiled slowly: "This time I did it first, I think I won , I won for the first time."

Xu Shuangfan couldn't understand, but he could feel Lin Hen's depression and sadness. He stood beside Lin Hen uncomfortably, and asked in a low voice: "You... are shaking, let me accompany you to the hospital."

"...Shaking?" Lin Hen looked down at himself slowly, a trace of confusion flashed in his eyes, "I didn't feel it."

As he spoke, he shook again, and Xu Shuangfan quickly supported him.

Lin Hen was taken by Xu Shuangfan to the nearest small restaurant, which was air-conditioned. When the cold wind blew, Lin Hen was a little awake, but still shaking.

Lin Hen also found out, and he couldn't stop shaking.

It seems that all the cells in the whole body are discussing countermeasures for today's events, urgently discussing the imminent life without He Jing.

Xu Shuangfan was not a very curious person, and seeing that Lin Hen didn't want to say anything, he didn't ask any more questions, not even mentioning that he was almost beaten up by He Jing that day.

Lin Hen leaned back on the chair, watched Xu Shuangfan go down to help him pick up the food, and repeated clumsily: "You eat, your complexion is not good, you will be better if you eat something, really."

For the first time, Lin Hen felt that being with someone was so much easier than being alone. Even if the person opposite was not good at speaking, it could still lift his spirits and stop thinking about He Jing all the time.

Although he didn't even hear what Xu Shuangfan said.

The whole person seemed to be useless, more than half of the soul was torn off with his own hands, leaving half of the broken body, and even breathing was painful.

After returning home, Lin He fell asleep, his head was so dizzy as if he had been hit hard, he didn't want to think about anything, he couldn't think about anything.

Lin Hen didn't sleep well this time, he was dreaming all the time, the scene in the dream was school for a while and home for a while, but without exception, these places had congratulations.

The moment Lin Hen was awakened by the sound of the door opening, he sat up suddenly, turned his head and met Lin Yueqiu's eyes.

"Ouch," Lin Yueqiu threw away her bag and ran over, held Lin Hen's face in her hands, frowned, "What's the matter, did you fight with someone? Why are you still crying, and your eyes are swollen, did you fail the weekly test? "

Lin Hen had a sore nose, and the pain that had been stopped fell apart the moment he saw his mother. When there was no one to comfort him, he could pretend to be strong and pretend not to care. If someone comforted him, he would be so weak that he couldn't bear the slightest grievance.

Lin Hen sniffed, and finally told the truth this time, grabbed his mother's hand, and said in a trembling voice: "Mom... I don't like him anymore, so I won't chase him anymore."

Lin Yueqiu was stunned for a few seconds, then understood something, hugged Lin Hen and patted him on the back lightly, but said in a tough tone: "Just don't chase after me! I don't think that kid is good enough for my son, and he will be admitted to university later." What beautiful child can't you meet? When the time comes, whoever you fancy and whoever you chase after, Mom will pay you."

Lin Hen burst out laughing, but his eyes were blurred. He sat up straight and hugged Lin Yueqiu, resting his chin on her shoulder and shaking slightly, his heart was sore: "Mom, I'm sorry, I still worry about you at such an age."

"Bastard, what are you talking about? I'm your mother. If I don't worry about you, who do you worry about?" Lin Yueqiu touched Lin Hen's head, and after a while, sighed softly, "Mom doesn't ask for anything in this life. I just hope you'll be fine, and I'll be relieved."

Lin Yueqiu talked with Lin Hen for a while, and suddenly said that she was going out. Lin Hen reassured her that she was fine.

When Lin Yueqiu went out, Lin Hen leaned against the head of the bed, covered his face and closed his eyes oppressively.

Even in his home, a place without He Jing, he couldn't escape everything related to He Jing, even in his dreams, he was all about He Jing.

How long will he be tortured.

It took a long time for Lin Hen to raise his head, and his eyes subconsciously fell on the painting on the bedside - this is the position he carefully chose, so that he could see the painting every day when he opened his eyes, thinking of the person who painted it, now thinking about it , I can still clearly recall the incoherent feeling of being so happy when I received the painting...

Lin Hen stared at the painting for a long time, then suddenly stood up and tore off the frame, then opened the drawer and poured out all the things, one by one, picking out all the things related to He Jing, and putting them together .

You have to return it, this is his home, there should be no things from He Jing.

Suddenly hearing the sound of the door opening, Lin He hurriedly put these things in the box and pushed them under the bed.

Lin Yueqiu's voice came from the living room, panting as if he was in a hurry: "Son! Mom bought you fish! Come and clean it up with me. It's ready to eat tonight!"

Lin Hen was stunned for a moment, then his eyes felt hot, his Adam's apple rolled, and he shouted at the door: "Right away!"

He still has his mother, he still has a group of friends, and he still has the goal of taking the college entrance examination. Even if He Jing is gone, even if he is incomplete now, he will slowly use these to complete himself.

No one is inseparable from anyone in life.

Lin Yueqiu's cell phone rang halfway through the meal, and she couldn't spare her hands, so she asked Lin Hen to pick it up.

Lin Hen picked up the phone and pressed the answer button: "Hello?"

"Brother Hen!" Luo Haoshan lowered his voice and shouted, "Is my aunt here?"

Lin Hen glanced at the kitchen, went to the bedroom and closed the door, took a deep breath, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Not here, what's wrong?"

In fact, he had expected Luo Haoshan's phone call a long time ago. The principal would pay attention to such a serious matter as He Jing being beaten, not to mention the students. He, the "murderer", must have been found out long ago.

I don't know how He Jing will deal with this "traitor".

Lin Hen clenched his fists, and it was He Jing again, like a curse that he couldn't escape, even if he decided to give up in his heart, life seemed to turn against him, it was still He Jing everywhere.

Luo Haoshan suppressed his voice and couldn't stop the excitement inside: "Fuck me, brother, you are awesome! You beat up the surname He! Fuck! It's cool!"

Lin Hen couldn't feel better, touched the cigarette case, and asked in a low voice, "What did the school say?"

It's best not to suspend class, the more uncomfortable Lin Hen is, the more he doesn't want to delay a little bit, and he can't affect his future because of unworthy people.

"I don't know why at the school. It seems that they don't plan to make a big fuss. You're fine." Luo Haoshan didn't think about it, and he couldn't help but feel happy for Lin Hen. "I went into the office after class to listen to the corner. Recite it for him on the ground, I was scared to pee, I didn’t see it when I was playing basketball, Sun Li said that the face surnamed He was darker than the bottom of the pot, and he was dying! Brother Hen, you are so fierce! That is a top Alpha! Are you okay? ?”

"It's okay." Except for a little blood from the nose.

Lin Hen didn't want to say more, so he hung up after asking a few more questions, exhausting all his strength in just a few minutes.

It was enough to know that nothing happened, he didn't want to hear a word about He Jing.

Walking back to the kitchen, Lin Yueqiu held the spatula and covered her mouth with a muffled cough. Seeing that Lin Hen stopped suddenly, she took a deep breath and asked nonchalantly, "Who is it?"

Lin Hen frowned, walked to Lin Yueqiu and looked at her: "Mom, you have caught a cold again? Why have you been catching a cold all this time? Didn't the doctor check this when you went to the hospital last time?"

Lin Yueqiu pushed him: "I'm promising, I don't even believe the doctor's words, why don't you wear a white coat and consult your mother now? It's just that you like to catch a cold when the season changes, so make a fuss..."

Lin Hen was told by his mother like a machine gun that his mind was messed up at first, but now it is a mess. He was so dazed that he even forgot what he wanted to say, so he could only raise his hands in surrender: "I was wrong, I still have to do it now." I can’t wear a white coat, if you want to see it, I’ll study medicine after I finish my college entrance examination.”

"If you become a doctor, I don't need to go to the hospital in the future. You can just take my pulse at home every day, saving money."

The corner of Lin Hen's mouth slightly bent, nodded and said, "OK."

The author has something to say: The author took a sip of watermelon juice from a large tea mug and said: In the chapter where He Jing is not around, I miss him (fork off)...

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