Lin Hen stared blankly at the phone in his hand, his mind was turned upside down, all the past was shattered for a while, and he didn't know where to start to clean it up.
He obviously planned to give up, obviously he didn't care that much anymore, but now this video cruelly tells him——
The moon he had been chasing for five years turned out to be a reflection in the water.
He kept it in his heart all the time, even if he was laughed at by He Jing, he couldn't bear to forget that the first time was just a bet.
If He Jing wasn't the one who lost that day, would he be sent to someone else's bed by the person he likes the most?
"It's impossible to marry Beta", "I'm crazy and I will marry a Beta!", what He Jing said before was actually true.
Ha... Then what is the significance of his five years?ah?what is he doingWhat is he chasing after with all his strength and dignity?
Is it love that doesn't exist at all, is it a race with no end, or is He Jing's whim?
In He Jing's eyes, his affection, his hard work, and his repeated concessions are nothing more than a barking dog locked in the yard, which is not worthy of any attention.
He Jing had no liking for him from the beginning to the end, no pity, and only a feeling of watching the excitement.
The ridiculous thing is that in the past five years, he has placed the non-existent future high in the cleanest and warmest place in his heart, looking up and yearning every day.
Nobody told him that what he was giving away like a treasure was actually a fake.
The poor dog is still looking forward to it. No one told the dog that it is impossible for He Jing to marry a Beta.
Those people in the circle are all spectators sitting next to He Jing, wishing him to make a fool of himself.
And He Jing, the person he likes the most, the person he most wants to be with for the rest of his life, is actually the protagonist of this scene.
Let him be soaked in blood, struggling in the mud, desperately crawling towards the non-existing opposite bank, He Jing only thought it was interesting, and he could even lead a group of people to laugh.
The whole world is watching his jokes.
Only he does not know.
How absurd, he liked it so much that he didn't care about the pain when he took out his heart, and only dared to hold it out after carefully wiping it clean, and he was afraid that He Jing would not want it...
Then, this heart was turned into a game bet by He Jing lightly and like treating garbage.
He was just lucky, he met the unlucky He Jing, and he was foolishly happy, thinking that he and He Jing would get closer, and the heart he gave was rewarded...
In He Jing's eyes, it's so funny for him to do all this, an affectionate dog...
Lin Hen clenched his phone tightly and leaned against the wall to breathe hard, as if he could smell the blood in his throat.
He wanted to return the phone calmly, but couldn't even utter a word. He put the phone in Tao Xun's hand and turned and rushed to the class.
He wanted to see He Jing, and he wanted He Jing to tell what happened.
How could his five-year relationship be decided by two videos? Even if it was to end, he would have to tell He Jing face to face.
Already humbled into the dust, he wants to finally fight for a little self-esteem in the dust for himself.
Lin Hen pushed open the classroom door, and He Jing was sitting in the empty classroom when he heard the voice and raised his head.
Looking at each other, Lin Hen strode over without pausing for a second.
Lin Hen's expression made He Jing feel uneasy, he frowned slightly, and said dissatisfiedly: "What expression do you have, did you go to eat or take poison?"
Lin Hen pulled away the chair next to him, grabbed He Jing's collar, raised his fist and slammed it hard.
He Jing had always been defenseless in front of Lin Hen, so he didn't dodge this punch at all, it hit his face firmly, and blood oozes from the corner of his mouth instantly.
Lin Hen didn't pause, and immediately hit him with the next punch.
He Jing raised his hand to block it, grabbed his wrist hard, glared at Lin Hen fiercely, and roared: "Lin Hen! What the hell are you crazy about!"
Lin Hen couldn't hear anything, and only the word "joke" remained in his mind. All the memories were twisted into the most hideous appearance, rampaging in his body, chewing his reason, trampling on his dignity, leaving him without any extra He tried his best to listen to what He Jing said.
With both hands caught, Lin Hen suddenly raised his leg, and pushed his knee against He Jing's stomach. He Jing's heart beat, and he quickly raised his leg, barely stopping him.
Inexplicably, he was punched by Lin Hen, and the dignity of the top Alpha was provoked. He Jing twisted Lin Hen's arm and pushed him onto the table: "You fucking court death!"
In the next second, the top-level Alpha pheromone erupted from the back of his neck, and it landed on Lin Hen fiercely with anger. The pain is still the pain in my heart.
With a hoarse throat, like a beast driven to a dead end, he moaned in despair and resentment: "Have you played enough?"
He Jing's anger went straight up, his eyes were scarlet, and the pheromone pressed Lin Hen as if he didn't want money: "I still want to ask you if you are crazy enough! Have you taken the wrong medicine?"
Lin Hen still lowered his head, not wanting He Jing to see the damp heat in his eyes, like a puppet that has lost the sense of pain, numbly spit out words like knives from his mouth: "On your 18th birthday, what did you bet on and what did you say?" ,do you remember?"
He Jing was stunned for a moment, loosened his grip on Lin Hen, looked around, clenched his fists helplessly, and said angrily after a long while: "I was drunk that day, and all I said was drunk, why are you asking this? ? It’s been so long, how can I remember! Who told you what? Don’t believe everything like a fool!”
Do you not admit it, or feel that there is no need to admit it.
Lin Hen clasped the table with his fingers so hard that his joints turned white, ignoring his bleeding heart, and reminded him word by word: "You take me as a bet, the loser will sleep with me, you obviously can't marry a Beta , and let me chase you..." At the end he could hardly speak, his throat rolled, and after a few seconds he said in a hoarse voice: "Is it fun?"
"I drank too much that day, and... besides, didn't I lose? Why are you married or not? Are you naive..." He Jing became more and more confident as he spoke, and he almost lost his hearing in the end.
But Lin Hen still heard it clearly, he raised his head abruptly, the tears hanging from the tip of his nose fell to the ground and rolled into the dust, he gritted his teeth and stared at He Jing, almost screaming: "Is it funny for me to ask you the fuck! "
He Jing was stunned, looking at Lin Hen's red eyes, his lips parted helplessly, showing a rare sign of weakness: "You... I'll apologize to you, it's okay, I joked when I was drunk, they lost me And there's no way they'll touch you—"
It wasn't until this moment that Lin Hen believed that the person in front of him was really just playing around.
There is no excuse, no reason, he is just He Jing's drunk bet, light and unworthy of attention, a dog.
Lin He numbly interrupted him: "I see."
After the words fell, he turned around without hesitation.
He Jing's pupils constricted, and his unprecedented panic made him grab Lin Hen's hand, and lowered his head again: "Where are you going? I told you that it wasn't on purpose. If you have any dissatisfaction, tell me, me and Can't you just apologize?"
An apology... His more than five years are worth an apology.
Lin Hen gritted his teeth, the feelings and depression of these years were suffocated in his heart, mixed with blood and flesh, He Jing's words were like a sharp knife, piercing through the heart, gouging them all out, tears gushed out, blood flowed, pain He was about to die.
Lin Hen couldn't bear it any longer, he shook He Jing's hand with all his strength, raised his fist and smashed it again, the two haunting words were the cruelest instruments of torture at this moment, making him want to die of pain: "Hey! Jing!"
He Jing was taken aback, and quickly raised his hand to barely block it. When he took a step back, he bumped into the corner of the table, and he yelled out in pain, "What are you doing!"
Lin Hen's eyes were scarlet, and his movements were completely chaotic. He was not fighting, but just wanted to get something back from He Jing. Even a small piece of meat could make him leave decently, instead of changing like now. A complete joke.
Lin Hen punched He Jing's shoulder, but his heart ached. He was disgusted with himself who was so cheap, and even more disgusted with He Jing who was like a cold-blooded animal playing him like a dog. Every punch was heavier than the next, and he cursed loudly: "You're an idiot! A big idiot!"
He Jing was so scolded by Lin Hen before, he was so angry that he forgot to use pheromone, stopped Lin Hen's fist, which was neither light nor heavy, and shouted angrily: "Are you finished, Lin Hen! Don't force me to fight back! Fuck! Okay!" pain!"
It's right to be in pain, He Jing's pain now is not as good as one ten-thousandth of what he suffered.
Lin Hen stared at this face ferociously, scenes of the past flashed before his eyes, all the flashing memories were covered with a layer of blood, it was his blood, the knife inserted by He Jing himself, all The past smiles turned blood red.
There has never been a good time between them.
"Damn it! Lin He Jing!" The classroom door was pushed open suddenly, and Jiang Ciwen felt bad after hearing Tao Xun's words, and hurried back to class, seeing the two people fighting together like mad dogs, their hearts almost stopped , quickly ran over to fight.
Jiang Ciwen knew that he couldn't hold back He Jing, so he could only start with Lin Hen. Now both of them have wonderful faces, and Lin Hen will definitely suffer if they fight again. He grabbed Lin Hen's arm and pulled back: " Let go! Lin Hen! Stop hitting!"
Seeing Jiang Ciwen holding Lin Hen, He Jing took a deep breath and took a step back.
There were burning pains all over his face and body, but compared to these pains, being beaten by Lin Hen who had always spoiled him and spoiled him was even more unbearable for him.
The depression and anger in my heart reached its peak, and I couldn't hide those grievances.
Lin Hen was dragged by Jiang Ciwen, panting heavily while holding the table with one hand, his hair was disheveled, his eyes and nose were red, and he was still staring at He Jing, his eyes made He Jing's heart ache, and he suddenly lost his temper.
He rubbed his hair, frowned and growled: "I told you that it was a joke, I can't let them touch you! As for getting married... I'm just an adult, why would I think so far away!"
Lin Hen's jaw moved stiffly, and he opened his mouth in despair, "He Jing, I've been a bitch for more than five years, I admit it. From now on, when you're here with me, you're just a fucking piece of shit .”
After speaking, he pulled Jiang Ciwen's hand away forcefully, and walked towards the door step by step.
He Jing was stunned for two seconds, and after realizing it, he was so angry that he slammed down the table and yelled angrily: "You fucking fart! Lin Hen! If you have the ability, don't be a bitch again! You fucking - just get out of here I don't want you anymore!"
Lin Hen opened the door and walked out without any hesitation.
Jiang Ciwen was frightened by He Jing's expression, thinking of the things in his mobile phone, he wished he could fly abroad and beat Jiang Huan up, but it was too late to say anything now.
Jiang Ciwen swallowed, pointed out the door, and boldly asked He Jing, "I'll go...to see?"
He Jing kicked the table and cracked it. He was so angry that he threw all his things on the ground, panting heavily, and he didn't know who he was talking to, "Look at that fart! You have to get back sooner or later!"
Thinking of Lin Hen's resolute expression and tone just now, Jiang Ciwen tightly shut his mouth.
The author has something to say: The author bends over and lays on the mouth of the boiler, cuts a match and throws it in, fanning the wind and shouting in a low voice: [This chapter sends 50 red envelopes~]
Thanks to the cute old man who threw the grenade: Yun Liu Guiyun 1;
Thanks to the lovely old people who cast thunder: Tangxi and Sui Lu 1;
感谢灌溉营养液的老可爱:一言欢10瓶;有一cony7瓶;我追的文都不会被坑、宁不行5瓶;呀吼4瓶;初见3瓶;會長大的幸福、惊鸿2瓶;暮暮、火星上书荒的小芳、绝折、lingling1瓶;
Comparing my heart to you guys~ meme me chirp~
He obviously planned to give up, obviously he didn't care that much anymore, but now this video cruelly tells him——
The moon he had been chasing for five years turned out to be a reflection in the water.
He kept it in his heart all the time, even if he was laughed at by He Jing, he couldn't bear to forget that the first time was just a bet.
If He Jing wasn't the one who lost that day, would he be sent to someone else's bed by the person he likes the most?
"It's impossible to marry Beta", "I'm crazy and I will marry a Beta!", what He Jing said before was actually true.
Ha... Then what is the significance of his five years?ah?what is he doingWhat is he chasing after with all his strength and dignity?
Is it love that doesn't exist at all, is it a race with no end, or is He Jing's whim?
In He Jing's eyes, his affection, his hard work, and his repeated concessions are nothing more than a barking dog locked in the yard, which is not worthy of any attention.
He Jing had no liking for him from the beginning to the end, no pity, and only a feeling of watching the excitement.
The ridiculous thing is that in the past five years, he has placed the non-existent future high in the cleanest and warmest place in his heart, looking up and yearning every day.
Nobody told him that what he was giving away like a treasure was actually a fake.
The poor dog is still looking forward to it. No one told the dog that it is impossible for He Jing to marry a Beta.
Those people in the circle are all spectators sitting next to He Jing, wishing him to make a fool of himself.
And He Jing, the person he likes the most, the person he most wants to be with for the rest of his life, is actually the protagonist of this scene.
Let him be soaked in blood, struggling in the mud, desperately crawling towards the non-existing opposite bank, He Jing only thought it was interesting, and he could even lead a group of people to laugh.
The whole world is watching his jokes.
Only he does not know.
How absurd, he liked it so much that he didn't care about the pain when he took out his heart, and only dared to hold it out after carefully wiping it clean, and he was afraid that He Jing would not want it...
Then, this heart was turned into a game bet by He Jing lightly and like treating garbage.
He was just lucky, he met the unlucky He Jing, and he was foolishly happy, thinking that he and He Jing would get closer, and the heart he gave was rewarded...
In He Jing's eyes, it's so funny for him to do all this, an affectionate dog...
Lin Hen clenched his phone tightly and leaned against the wall to breathe hard, as if he could smell the blood in his throat.
He wanted to return the phone calmly, but couldn't even utter a word. He put the phone in Tao Xun's hand and turned and rushed to the class.
He wanted to see He Jing, and he wanted He Jing to tell what happened.
How could his five-year relationship be decided by two videos? Even if it was to end, he would have to tell He Jing face to face.
Already humbled into the dust, he wants to finally fight for a little self-esteem in the dust for himself.
Lin Hen pushed open the classroom door, and He Jing was sitting in the empty classroom when he heard the voice and raised his head.
Looking at each other, Lin Hen strode over without pausing for a second.
Lin Hen's expression made He Jing feel uneasy, he frowned slightly, and said dissatisfiedly: "What expression do you have, did you go to eat or take poison?"
Lin Hen pulled away the chair next to him, grabbed He Jing's collar, raised his fist and slammed it hard.
He Jing had always been defenseless in front of Lin Hen, so he didn't dodge this punch at all, it hit his face firmly, and blood oozes from the corner of his mouth instantly.
Lin Hen didn't pause, and immediately hit him with the next punch.
He Jing raised his hand to block it, grabbed his wrist hard, glared at Lin Hen fiercely, and roared: "Lin Hen! What the hell are you crazy about!"
Lin Hen couldn't hear anything, and only the word "joke" remained in his mind. All the memories were twisted into the most hideous appearance, rampaging in his body, chewing his reason, trampling on his dignity, leaving him without any extra He tried his best to listen to what He Jing said.
With both hands caught, Lin Hen suddenly raised his leg, and pushed his knee against He Jing's stomach. He Jing's heart beat, and he quickly raised his leg, barely stopping him.
Inexplicably, he was punched by Lin Hen, and the dignity of the top Alpha was provoked. He Jing twisted Lin Hen's arm and pushed him onto the table: "You fucking court death!"
In the next second, the top-level Alpha pheromone erupted from the back of his neck, and it landed on Lin Hen fiercely with anger. The pain is still the pain in my heart.
With a hoarse throat, like a beast driven to a dead end, he moaned in despair and resentment: "Have you played enough?"
He Jing's anger went straight up, his eyes were scarlet, and the pheromone pressed Lin Hen as if he didn't want money: "I still want to ask you if you are crazy enough! Have you taken the wrong medicine?"
Lin Hen still lowered his head, not wanting He Jing to see the damp heat in his eyes, like a puppet that has lost the sense of pain, numbly spit out words like knives from his mouth: "On your 18th birthday, what did you bet on and what did you say?" ,do you remember?"
He Jing was stunned for a moment, loosened his grip on Lin Hen, looked around, clenched his fists helplessly, and said angrily after a long while: "I was drunk that day, and all I said was drunk, why are you asking this? ? It’s been so long, how can I remember! Who told you what? Don’t believe everything like a fool!”
Do you not admit it, or feel that there is no need to admit it.
Lin Hen clasped the table with his fingers so hard that his joints turned white, ignoring his bleeding heart, and reminded him word by word: "You take me as a bet, the loser will sleep with me, you obviously can't marry a Beta , and let me chase you..." At the end he could hardly speak, his throat rolled, and after a few seconds he said in a hoarse voice: "Is it fun?"
"I drank too much that day, and... besides, didn't I lose? Why are you married or not? Are you naive..." He Jing became more and more confident as he spoke, and he almost lost his hearing in the end.
But Lin Hen still heard it clearly, he raised his head abruptly, the tears hanging from the tip of his nose fell to the ground and rolled into the dust, he gritted his teeth and stared at He Jing, almost screaming: "Is it funny for me to ask you the fuck! "
He Jing was stunned, looking at Lin Hen's red eyes, his lips parted helplessly, showing a rare sign of weakness: "You... I'll apologize to you, it's okay, I joked when I was drunk, they lost me And there's no way they'll touch you—"
It wasn't until this moment that Lin Hen believed that the person in front of him was really just playing around.
There is no excuse, no reason, he is just He Jing's drunk bet, light and unworthy of attention, a dog.
Lin He numbly interrupted him: "I see."
After the words fell, he turned around without hesitation.
He Jing's pupils constricted, and his unprecedented panic made him grab Lin Hen's hand, and lowered his head again: "Where are you going? I told you that it wasn't on purpose. If you have any dissatisfaction, tell me, me and Can't you just apologize?"
An apology... His more than five years are worth an apology.
Lin Hen gritted his teeth, the feelings and depression of these years were suffocated in his heart, mixed with blood and flesh, He Jing's words were like a sharp knife, piercing through the heart, gouging them all out, tears gushed out, blood flowed, pain He was about to die.
Lin Hen couldn't bear it any longer, he shook He Jing's hand with all his strength, raised his fist and smashed it again, the two haunting words were the cruelest instruments of torture at this moment, making him want to die of pain: "Hey! Jing!"
He Jing was taken aback, and quickly raised his hand to barely block it. When he took a step back, he bumped into the corner of the table, and he yelled out in pain, "What are you doing!"
Lin Hen's eyes were scarlet, and his movements were completely chaotic. He was not fighting, but just wanted to get something back from He Jing. Even a small piece of meat could make him leave decently, instead of changing like now. A complete joke.
Lin Hen punched He Jing's shoulder, but his heart ached. He was disgusted with himself who was so cheap, and even more disgusted with He Jing who was like a cold-blooded animal playing him like a dog. Every punch was heavier than the next, and he cursed loudly: "You're an idiot! A big idiot!"
He Jing was so scolded by Lin Hen before, he was so angry that he forgot to use pheromone, stopped Lin Hen's fist, which was neither light nor heavy, and shouted angrily: "Are you finished, Lin Hen! Don't force me to fight back! Fuck! Okay!" pain!"
It's right to be in pain, He Jing's pain now is not as good as one ten-thousandth of what he suffered.
Lin Hen stared at this face ferociously, scenes of the past flashed before his eyes, all the flashing memories were covered with a layer of blood, it was his blood, the knife inserted by He Jing himself, all The past smiles turned blood red.
There has never been a good time between them.
"Damn it! Lin He Jing!" The classroom door was pushed open suddenly, and Jiang Ciwen felt bad after hearing Tao Xun's words, and hurried back to class, seeing the two people fighting together like mad dogs, their hearts almost stopped , quickly ran over to fight.
Jiang Ciwen knew that he couldn't hold back He Jing, so he could only start with Lin Hen. Now both of them have wonderful faces, and Lin Hen will definitely suffer if they fight again. He grabbed Lin Hen's arm and pulled back: " Let go! Lin Hen! Stop hitting!"
Seeing Jiang Ciwen holding Lin Hen, He Jing took a deep breath and took a step back.
There were burning pains all over his face and body, but compared to these pains, being beaten by Lin Hen who had always spoiled him and spoiled him was even more unbearable for him.
The depression and anger in my heart reached its peak, and I couldn't hide those grievances.
Lin Hen was dragged by Jiang Ciwen, panting heavily while holding the table with one hand, his hair was disheveled, his eyes and nose were red, and he was still staring at He Jing, his eyes made He Jing's heart ache, and he suddenly lost his temper.
He rubbed his hair, frowned and growled: "I told you that it was a joke, I can't let them touch you! As for getting married... I'm just an adult, why would I think so far away!"
Lin Hen's jaw moved stiffly, and he opened his mouth in despair, "He Jing, I've been a bitch for more than five years, I admit it. From now on, when you're here with me, you're just a fucking piece of shit .”
After speaking, he pulled Jiang Ciwen's hand away forcefully, and walked towards the door step by step.
He Jing was stunned for two seconds, and after realizing it, he was so angry that he slammed down the table and yelled angrily: "You fucking fart! Lin Hen! If you have the ability, don't be a bitch again! You fucking - just get out of here I don't want you anymore!"
Lin Hen opened the door and walked out without any hesitation.
Jiang Ciwen was frightened by He Jing's expression, thinking of the things in his mobile phone, he wished he could fly abroad and beat Jiang Huan up, but it was too late to say anything now.
Jiang Ciwen swallowed, pointed out the door, and boldly asked He Jing, "I'll go...to see?"
He Jing kicked the table and cracked it. He was so angry that he threw all his things on the ground, panting heavily, and he didn't know who he was talking to, "Look at that fart! You have to get back sooner or later!"
Thinking of Lin Hen's resolute expression and tone just now, Jiang Ciwen tightly shut his mouth.
The author has something to say: The author bends over and lays on the mouth of the boiler, cuts a match and throws it in, fanning the wind and shouting in a low voice: [This chapter sends 50 red envelopes~]
Thanks to the cute old man who threw the grenade: Yun Liu Guiyun 1;
Thanks to the lovely old people who cast thunder: Tangxi and Sui Lu 1;
感谢灌溉营养液的老可爱:一言欢10瓶;有一cony7瓶;我追的文都不会被坑、宁不行5瓶;呀吼4瓶;初见3瓶;會長大的幸福、惊鸿2瓶;暮暮、火星上书荒的小芳、绝折、lingling1瓶;
Comparing my heart to you guys~ meme me chirp~
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