Cannon fodder dressed as a disabled marshal

Putting down the smartphone, it was already bright outside.After not sleeping all night, Shen Qiran was not very sleepy. Seeing that it was time for breakfast, he simply got up to wash up, and then went downstairs to have breakfast.

When entering the restaurant, I happened to meet Shao Xing who was about to go out, and the two met at the entrance of the restaurant.

"Morning." Shao Xing said hello first, his expression and tone were the same as usual, "Woke up so early today?"

Shen Qiran was stunned for a moment before saying: "Morning." He paused, slightly bent the corner of his mouth, "Occasionally, I get up early."

Shao Xing's eyes glanced at the two obvious dark circles on Shen Qiran's face, but he didn't say anything, just nodded: "I'll go first."

"Okay, good luck with your work."

The two passed by, Shen Qiran took two steps into the restaurant, and suddenly looked back.He watched Shao Xing's figure disappear outside the gate, and suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

Isn't that great.he thinks.

There is nothing to worry about, and there is no entanglement. They are all rational adults. The fruitless relationship can be relieved overnight. The sun is still rising the next day, and the lives of each other are continuing.They are still a business husband and wife relationship, they cooperate tacitly, and cooperate happily. When the agreement takes effect, they say goodbye to each other calmly and part ways.

Such an ending...isn't it what I expected?

Absently finished his breakfast, Shen Qiran continued to go to the piano room to perfect his new song, maybe because he didn't sleep all night, he was still out today, and he was not satisfied after polishing for a long time. In the end, he had no choice but to close the piano cover and prepare Go back to the room and get some sleep.

After pulling the curtains, Shen Qiran lay down on the bed. He habitually took out his smartphone, went around the star network, and confirmed that the post he posted on the emotional channel had been deleted.When logging into the communication account, he saw that the new news bubbles in the baking group kept popping up, which was boring anyway, so Shen Qiran clicked in and took a look, and found that the news in the group was blowing out like swiping the screen.

Miss Calendula: I just slept a little longer!in a while! 10 minutes only! ! !Actually deleted the post!My source of happiness is gone! ! ! [Howling and crying.jpg]

Miss Mantianxing: Happy P, the ending is already BE, I was happy to find that the host has been updated, but after seeing it... Oh no, I have a heart attack, please call an ambulance for me. [I just lay on the ground and watched you quietly.jpg]

Miss Calendula: @肖草姐姐, you have to be responsible to me!What about the sweet cookies!I ate your Amway and happily fell into the pit, paji, fell to my death!Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !

Sister Shaoyao: I didn't know it would be like this... That landlord has no heart, and now I feel sorry for my roommate, my male god! QQ

Miss Mantianxing: Seeing that you are in such pain, I immediately feel much better. [Cheers to our friendship.jpg]

Miss Yuegui: Don't howl, don't howl, I don't believe my roommate can give up, I want to squat and flip, it will definitely turn around!

Shen Qiran: "..."

What's going on with this ominous premonition...

Teacher Ranran: Uh, what are you talking about?

Miss Mantianxing: Ah, but the teacher is here!Hello teacher!

Sister Shaoyao: Hello, teacher!

Ms. Calendula: Oh, teacher, give me a loving hug QAQ My heart hurts so badly from a heartless man!

Sister Shaoyao: Get out, but the teacher's hug is mine!I'm going to tell you, teacher, I'm also badly injured, and I've knocked out a pair of cpBEs! The protagonist of QAQ unilaterally split up! !

Sister Snapdragon: Not only dismantled the partner, but also dismantled the house, directly destroyed the corpse and wiped out all the posts, and deleted all the posts!Otherwise, I will share it in the group QAQ

Mrs. Luanwei: Don't continue to poison, you want to share after BE? [This woman is vicious.jpg]

Sister Hydrangea: But, teacher, don’t listen to their howls, it’s not a big deal, it’s just that they were chasing a post a few days ago, and they discussed it in the group a few times. The host is not sure if his roommate likes him , I went to the Internet to ask questions, and it turned out that the daily sharing was all sweets from him and his roommates, and these women fell in love with each other.

Shen Qiran: "..."

The ominous premonition became stronger...

Teacher Ranran: What's the name of the post you mentioned?

Miss Tianxing: Oh, I can't remember the title, it seems to be "Please Someone Wake Me Up"?

Shen Qiran: "..."

If it's normal, they can discuss it. Anyway, the post is also deleted, and there is no evidence to prove it. Shen Qiran will not give an extra look, but now...

Fuck, Shao Xing is still in the group!If you keep talking, I'm going to fall off the horse!

No, I don’t know if it’s gone. After all, this group of people have discussed it before, and they may have shared the link... But seeing that Shao Xing behaved as usual a few days ago, he should have blocked the group chat like himself, so I don’t know yet Bar……

Whether he knows it or not, at least for now, the source of danger must be nippled in the bud!

Teacher Ranran: Since all posts have been deleted, stop discussing them. Let's forget about unhappy things and talk about happy topics! =v=

Sister Hydrangea: Okay, okay, would the teacher send some candy?I want to miss the sweet daily life between you and Marshal!

Shen Qiran: "..."

Can you stop which pot you don’t open and carry which pot!

Teacher Ranran: Ah well... we are a baking group after all, so why not talk about baking-related topics?Is there anything you want to learn recently?

The topic shifting method was really effective, and everyone immediately chattered about it. Just when Shen Qiran was about to breathe a sigh of relief, someone suddenly said.

Sister Daisy: Speaking of which, what about the young lady who made a cake for her crush?Why is there no news?

Sister Shaoyao: Yes, I haven’t seen her bubbling for a long time.

Mrs. Rose: @Mimosa Miss, dear, are you there?Are you there?

Shen Qiran: "..."

Ahhhhh why are you always able to accurately step on mines!

He quickly glanced at the time, it's okay, it's not lunch break yet, Shao Xing is busy with work, he definitely won't read the group information, um, everyone will chat in the group later, this topic can be revealed... …

Miss Mimosa: I'm here.

Shen Qiran: "..."

Everyone is still quite concerned about the progress of this newcomer's secret love. Unfortunately, the other party seems to be very busy and doesn't usually bubble up. Now that he finally caught someone, they immediately started eating melons.

Sister Narcissus: My dear, has the gift been delivered yet?

Miss Tianxing: How are you two doing?

Miss Calendula: If you don't know what the other person is thinking, you can tell me some details to listen to, sisters can help you as a staff member hehehe~!

Shen Qiran felt that he was about to have a heart attack, but "Miss Mimosa" was very calm, and patiently replied one by one.

Miss Mimosa: @吧光姐姐听听了。

Miss Mimosa: @满天星小姐 is making some progress.

Miss Mimosa: @MissCalendula I've made it clear.

A stone stirred up a thousand waves, and these few words made the whole group of girls boil.

Sister Sunflower: Ah so fast! !

Miss Yuegui: Wow, did you confess your love on the spot after giving the gift? !

Mrs. Rose: Congratulations! !Are they actually in love with each other?

Sister Daisy: There is progress so quickly, it must be the two-way secret love that finally succeeded in holding hands!congratulations! !

Miss Mimosa: I was rejected.

In an instant, there was a dead silence in the group.

Shen Qiran held his forehead, and couldn't bear to watch it anymore.After a long time, someone in the group hesitated to ask.

Lady Rose: What does this "rejected"... mean?

Miss Mimosa: It means "we have no game".

There was another awkward silence.

All the words of congratulations and congratulations just now became a great irony. When everyone came back to their senses, they immediately spoke again, comforting Miss Mimosa who had just lost love.

Sister Daisy: Uh, honey, don’t be too sad, there are no fragrant grasses anywhere in the world.

Sister Shaoyao: That’s right, men are big pigs, it’s his loss if he doesn’t choose you!

Mrs. Clove: Yes, he doesn't appreciate your kindness. It's because he doesn't have that kind of blessing. My dear, you can definitely find better ones.

Mrs. Rose: Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, it’s better to make it clear earlier... Don’t be sad, my dear, the next one will definitely be better!

……

……

It may be that the other party has something temporarily, or they don't want to discuss this topic any more, so Miss Mimosa didn't speak any more.Shen Qiran stared at the screen, for some reason, the indescribable feeling when she watched Shao Xing leave in the morning came back to her heart.

He couldn't help but think of the last message he saw before deleting the post——

"Why don't you try it?Why not be brave once? 』

Shen Qiran raised the corners of her mouth and smiled slightly.

The right person is thinking about it, and he clearly knows that "we have no chance", so what's the use of saying this now...?

***

Because she didn't sleep all night, this time Shen Qiran made up for sleep until the afternoon.When he woke up, it was already past five in the evening.After getting out of bed and opening the curtains, the afterglow of the setting sun immediately filled the whole room. Although it was warm, it also revealed a kind of desolation at dusk.

Shen Qiran stood in front of the window in a daze for a while, and vaguely heard some noise in the yard. He lowered his head and glanced down, and found that several people had come to the yard, and they were busy repairing the yard.

I thought it was a gardener who was pruning flowers and plants, but Shen Qiran looked for a while, and found that they did not simply pruning flowers and plants, but leveled a new open space.A few people who looked like workers were beating on the open space, and then built a row of mechanical shelves into the soil. The shelves automatically extended and connected to the outer glass wall, which looked like a glass greenhouse.

Shen Qiran:?

Is it to transplant new varieties of greenhouse flowers?

In the nearby villa area, each household will decorate the courtyard with beautiful exotic flowers and plants, and those who are more particular will set up a glass greenhouse and plant some rarer and more expensive varieties.However, Shao Xing was not interested in tending flowers and plants, and he had never bothered about it. The gardeners would come to take care of the garden on a regular basis and finish the work. Today, they are so motivating, is it a sudden change of character?

In the mood of watching the excitement, Shen Qiran went downstairs, and found that the door was open, and Aunt Mei was talking to the leader of those people. Seeing Shen Qiran coming, Aunt Mei immediately greeted her.

"Young Madam, they said that the glass house will be completed before the sun goes down, and the temperature control device will take some effort, but it will be installed by tomorrow afternoon at the latest. Do you want to check the progress now?"

Shen Qiran: "?"

Shen Qiran: "Aunt Mei, what are you talking about?"

Aunt Mei was stunned for a moment: "Isn't this your request, Young Madam?"

Shen Qiran: "Huh?"

Aunt Mei: "The young master said that you want to grow vegetables in the yard, so I will ask someone to help you build a small glass greenhouse vegetable garden. The temperature can be controlled, and the soil will be replaced with nutritious soil for crop growth. You can grow whatever you want. "

Shen Qiran: "???"

Shen Qiran was shocked.He probed to see the glass greenhouse in the distance, oh no, it should be said to be a glass vegetable room, the outer glass wall has almost been built, and there are small robots plowing the ground inside.

I rub it, I'm really growing vegetables!Other people's gardens are holding flower awards, and the courtyard of the Marshal's house is growing vegetables in a greenhouse? ?

Very good, it feels like the next star network trending search is about to be born.

Too shocked, Shen Qiran couldn't help but go out of the gate and watch those people build glass vegetable gardens up close.After watching for a while, a Star Shuttle drove into the courtyard——Shao ​​Xing came back.

Maybe he wanted to see the progress of the glass vegetable garden, or maybe he saw Shen Qiran standing there stupidly, so Shao Xing came straight after getting off the car.

"Have you decided what to plant?" He came to Shen Qiran and asked in a gossiping tone, "You can make a list, and the seeds and vegetable sprouts will be delivered tomorrow."

Shen Qiran stared at him blankly for a long time, before forcing out a sentence.

"Brother Shao, what are you doing?"

Shao Xing: "?"

Shao Xing: "Don't you want to build a small vegetable garden and grow vegetables in the yard?"

Shen Qiran felt powerless: "I, I'm talking about the future, not the present!"

"If it can be done now, why wait until later?"

"..." It made sense, but he was speechless.

"I've already made an appointment for you. Tomorrow Shao Yao will accompany you to Santila Center to buy pets, one cat and one dog, right?" Shao Xing continued, "Of course, if you want to raise a few more, there is no question."

He thought about turning his mental body into a cat, cat, and dog to accompany Shen Qiran, but in case he had no time to control his body, he was worried that these spiritual bodies would involuntarily do something strange, so... he decided to buy a real cat and dog for Shen Qiran. dog.

"As for the sea you want to see...there is no sea here in Wangdu, but I can use my mental power to simulate a virtual landscape." Shao Xing said, "Just like the illusion of the sea of ​​stars I gave you before, I can go inside Add a sea view version, as long as you inject spiritual power, you can see the sea outside the window."

"Of course, if you are not obsessed with living by the sea, is it okay by the lake? There are many beautiful lakeshores in the suburbs of Wangdu. I happen to be free the day after tomorrow. I can accompany you to the villa area over there. If you Like, we can move to the lake, open the window, and you can see the sparkling water. If you want to walk on the beach, as long as there is enough space, I can also use my spiritual power to build an artificial beach, or even Simulates the ebb and flow of the sea."

When describing these, Shao Xing's tone was serious. Obviously, he had carefully considered various possibilities, and only needed Shen Qiran to choose a plan.When he turned his head to look at the people around him, his voice suddenly cut off, and he showed a rare expression of bewilderment.

"Qiran, what's wrong with you?" He reached out to wipe away the tears rolling down the man's face, his movements were cautious, and his voice was full of confusion, "Did I do something wrong again? Why did you..."

Shen Qiran turned her head away from his hand, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes in embarrassment.In fact, he didn't know why he was crying, but just listening, his eye sockets suddenly started to sore, and sadness and sadness instantly filled the whole atrium.

"Shao Xing, don't do this." He choked up, the more he tried to hold back his tears, the more tears welled up in his eyes, "I, I don't need you to do this."

why?

I have made it so clear, and you understand and accept it, why, why do you still do these things?

It seemed that the dam that was guarded against death finally broke a stream, and then the crack became bigger and bigger until it collapsed completely.Shen Qiran suddenly turned his head and ran to the corner of the courtyard, hiding behind a big tree that no one would see, squatted down and buried his head in tears.

At this moment, he really hated himself.

I hate myself who is selfish, who is timid, who dare not take that step.

He had to admit that he had a good impression of Shao Xing, but this good impression was not enough to support his determination to stay.The strange netizen was right, what was too big and what was inappropriate were all excuses he made for himself.He has always had reservations about the people around him. After all, he has only been here for less than a year. This is a guest village, a place where he has no sense of belonging and security. In the environment, he felt that it was extremely unreal. Sometimes when he woke up alone in bed in the middle of the night, he would be in a trance, not knowing which time and space he was in.

At first he just wanted to survive, and when he found out that his life was safe, he really wanted to escape from here.He longs to have a home, a home that can be separated from the plot and this identity, and built by himself bit by bit.Everything in that family really belongs to him, and it is an existence that can make him feel at ease and relax.

But Shao Xing's liking doesn't belong to this kind of thing.

It was just too heavy and too conflicted for him.He would rather it be fake, but what the other party did made him understand that it was true.And he couldn't tell whether it was the other party's whim or his heart.Even if Shao Xing is sincere, who knows what will happen in the future?

He doesn't think he has any charm that can make the protagonist always be devoted to him.If I really put my heart into it and regard this place as a home that I can rely on and take root in, what if one day Shao Xing gets bored?Are you planning to abandon him?Or did Shao Xing's original destined person appear on the stage?

I no longer have a home.

He will become a lonely person in this world again, start all over again, and search for a place where he can stay alone in the vast universe. Even this time, he will drag a heart full of holes.

He was just worried, he was just afraid, just like Shao Xing's sea of ​​spiritual consciousness that he couldn't get in, his instinct was resisting all of this.Seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages is everyone's instinct, isn't it?There is nothing wrong with wanting to escape but not daring to face it, is there?

The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out, tears soon soaked his clothes, Shen Qiran buried his head deeply in his arms, vaguely heard the sound of a wheelchair rolling over the grass beside him, Shao Xing came to him.

The man gently ran his hand along his back, like a gentle adult comforting a helpless and lost child.

"Actually, I was very happy to hear what you said that night." He said softly, "I finally know what you want."

In the conversation that night, after hearing the clear rejection in Shen Qiran's subtext, Shao Xing was a little bit hit, but not so much hit.

Because he already knew it would be like this.

He has always been very clear that Shen Qiran doesn't have that kind of thought about him, and the rejection now just proves this point even more.

Shao Xing was even a little happy, because this was the first time that Shen Qiran had a heart-to-heart talk with him. He had always felt that Shen Qiran was very difficult to get close to, not only for him, but for everyone, Shen Qiran seemed gentle Kind, but it's hard to talk to each other.He seems to have been drifting away from this world, just like a kite floating in the sky, with only a fragile silk thread barely maintaining his connection with this world.

But Shen Qiran that night was no longer like this.

He finally opened his heart, and seriously described to him the future he longed for, even if there was no place for him in that future, at least Shao Xing finally saw this person's heart clearly.

"I will not stop you, you can choose to go wherever you want, choose to do whatever you want, this is your freedom."

The shoulders of the person squatting on the ground suddenly trembled violently. After a while, the person slowly raised his head.His eyes were already swollen from crying, red like a bunny, and tears were still pouring out of his eyes.Shao Xing felt distressed when he saw it, he gently wiped away those tears, and gently held the man's hand.

"Don't be burdened, let alone be afraid. I'm not asking for anything in return," he said.

"I'm just like you, doing what I want to do. After all, after you leave, even if I want to do it... I won't have the chance again."

The author has something to say: Emotional analysis is a little heavy, the next chapter will be better, and I will be happy again!There is even a risk of locking seals [Of course I can’t be happy with this QAQ

Thanks to the three little angels, Bee Ka Bee Ka Ka Ka Sauce, stopcalling, and fireworks from day to night for throwing thunder!mwah!