Cannon fodder dressed as a disabled marshal

The room was suddenly terribly quiet, and even the air seemed to freeze.

Shao Xing looked at him, Shen Qiran avoided his gaze, and his eyes fell on the bookshelf behind Shao Xing's side.At the top of the bookshelf, there is a hidden folder, and one of the documents in it is the divorce agreement that was signed at the beginning.

After a long time, Shao Xing finally spoke, his calm voice could not hear any emotion.

"Remember," he said.

"Speaking of this," Shao Xing continued without giving Shen Qiran any time to speak, "I just happen to have something to say, many clauses in that agreement are very unfair to you, I hope it can be revised."

When he first signed the agreement, he was still full of hatred for Shen Qiran. In order to humiliate him, the terms in it were extremely harsh; but now, not to mention Shen Qiran, it was only Shao Xing who thought of those intentionally embarrassing requirements, such as what kind of cleanse It was hard for him to accept going out.

"No need." Shen Qiran shook his head, "I have no opinion on the content, just follow the original document, and what I want to talk to you is not the content of the agreement, what I want to say is..." He suddenly paused, "Shao Brother, have you thought about what will happen after the agreement takes effect?"

Shao Xing didn't speak.

Have you thought about it?

No.

Because he didn't want to think about it at all, and he refused to think about it.He regretted it a long time ago, but he didn't know how to redeem it.Are we going to force Shen Qiran again to sign a statement that the agreement is void?impossible.When you signed the divorce agreement, you acted arbitrarily, threatened and coerced, but now that you regret it, you have to repeat the same trick and force the other party to admit that the agreement is invalid?

If you want to sign, you can sign it, if you want to void it, you can void it, everything depends on your own preferences, how can there be such a good thing in the world?

Seeing that the other party was silent, Shen Qiran spoke up by himself.

"I thought about it," he said.

"Actually, from the first day I signed that agreement, I started planning for the future."

He has always kept those plans deep in his heart and never told anyone, but today, he decided to tell this person one by one.

"I didn't have any money at the time, and I didn't want to use your Shao family's money, so I applied for the professional music department of Moria College, hoping to get a music practice certificate in one year, and then make money by publishing songs."

"Now, I have completed the first step. In a few days, I will be able to release songs on the recording and broadcasting cloud platform, um... To be arrogant, I think my level is not bad, and I should be able to do so in the rest In one year, earn enough money for me to leave the capital."

"After the official divorce, I will leave the capital, and maybe I will leave the Lyman Empire. I am very interested in many galaxies and countries. I want to travel for a while first, to go to the places I am interested in, and to see Look, finally choose a favorite place and settle down."

"I will buy a small house, preferably by the sea. When you open the window, you will see the golden sand and the blue sea. I also hope that this house can bring a small garden, but I don't know how to grow flowers. It should be Grow a bunch of veggies, lol, so you can always eat fresh veggies. Well, maybe I'll get a cat, a dog, and make a nest for them myself, even if I'm one for a long time People live there, and the house can still be lively.”

Talking about the beautiful vision of the future, Shen Qiran's voice unconsciously brought a smile, but after describing his vision, his voice gradually lowered down.

"Brother Shao." He looked at Shao Xing with complex eyes that had never been seen before.

"That's my best vision for the future," he said. "I want it to come true, and I'm trying to make it happen. You... know what I mean?"

Almost instantly, Shao Xing understood.

——Shen Qiran already knew.

Perhaps because his recent series of behaviors were too obvious, this person finally realized his intentions.In order to take care of his face and self-esteem, the other party did not directly pierce the window paper, but expressed his attitude in this euphemistic way——

——In my future, there is no place for you.

——I didn’t have it before, and in the future… I never thought of having it.

Even when he refused, this person was so gentle and reserved.

After finishing what he wanted to say, Shen Qiran mustered up the courage to look straight into the other person's eyes.In this conversation, he didn't have any goals that he had to achieve, but he just felt that since he knew Shao Xing's thoughts, he also had to let the other party understand his thoughts.

After a long and depressing silence, Shao Xing finally spoke.

"Will you return to the capital in the future?"

Shen Qiran was stunned for a moment, then slowly shook her head: "I...don't know."

In fact, in Shen Qiran's imagination, since he left, he would definitely not come back.But looking at Shang Shaoxing's gaze, those sharp black eyes that made countless people terrified, they were lonely and sad at this moment, and he suddenly couldn't bear to directly deny it.

"Then can I visit you later?" Shao Xing asked.

Seeing that Shen Qiran was silent, Shao Xing asked again, his voice very soft.

"……is it okay?"

The three soft words fell into Shen Qiran's heart, making him almost out of breath.

He could feel that Shao Xing really valued himself, that's why he was so cautious, like a tiger sniffing a rose, cherishing and caring for the fragile beauty, but... I really don't deserve you.

"Of course." His chest felt uncomfortable, Shen Qiran even felt his eyes start to sore, and his voice trembled slightly, "I...I welcome you anytime."

"That's good."

Shao Xing smiled, and Shen Qiran wanted to smile like him, but found that he couldn't raise the corners of his mouth at all.He lowered his head in embarrassment, trying to make the atmosphere less awkward.

"What about you, Brother Shao?" He said sullenly, "What is your future plan?"

"I will do something that must be done." Shao Xing said, his eyes drifted out of the window, looking at the lights of thousands of families in the distance, and there was unswerving firmness in his sighing voice, "It's my position , all planning is a mission that must be shouldered."

He loves this land where he was born and raised him, and this free and inclusive country, but the empire has just been established for a hundred years, and under the surface of singing and dancing, there is an undercurrent of unstable foundation.He is burdened with so many expectations and responsibilities, including those heavy regrets and unfulfilled long-cherished wishes in his previous life.He can't freely pursue his dreams and future like Shen Qiran, what he has to walk is destined to be a long and arduous road.

"The higher a person stands, the fewer choices he can make. And what I can choose..." Shao Xing looked at Shen Qiran, and suddenly smiled wryly.

"No, maybe from the beginning... I didn't have a choice."

***

The conversation ended in a heavy and depressing atmosphere.

Shen Qi was very depressed in the later period, and there was no smile on his face, but Shao Xing would smile from time to time, as if he didn't realize what this conversation meant.

But Shen Qiran knew that Shao Xing had already understood.

How could such a smart person not understand?When I mentioned the divorce agreement, the other party had already foreseen the direction of the matter, but that person still listened patiently, listened carefully to his plan for the future, asked softly if we could meet again in the future, and even before leaving, And said goodnight friendly.

Shen Qiran felt that he should feel relieved, even relaxed - Shao Xing had already understood what he meant, and would no longer have extra expectations for him, such a tacit end, a silent end, was left to each other Decent at best.

So Shen Qiran didn't understand why he felt so uncomfortable, as soon as he closed his eyes, he would think of the way Shao Xing looked at him quietly, and the sentence - "Maybe from the beginning... I have no choice."

how could be.

You are the protagonist, you have the protection of the protagonist's halo, the bonus of the son of destiny, the whole world revolves around you, if you don't want to be alone anymore, there are obviously many people you can choose, and I am not one more. More, less me a lot.

So...don't waste your time on me.

Lying on the bed tossed and turned for most of the night, Shen Qiran still couldn't fall asleep.Seeing that it was almost dawn, he sighed and took out his smartphone, wanting to scroll through posts to hypnotize him.

As soon as I logged into my Xingwang account, a 999+ message prompt popped up.Shen Qiran was stunned for a moment, then remembered the help post on the emotional section, he quickly clicked in and took a look, there were only more than 1000 messages when it went offline the day before yesterday, but now it has soared to nearly [-].

Shen Qiran marveled at the fighting power of the water stickers of the girls in the emotional section, while flipping through these messages.

2112L: Landlord, Fanfan, hungry!

2114L: Check in today, is the landlord here?not coming.

2126L: What about the owner of the building?Are you going to showdown?Or roommate S finally confessed? ?Whether it is successful or not, at least say a word! QAQ stuck here is so uncomfortable! [grab the liver and scratch the heart.jpg]

2455L: I bet ten packs of spicy strips, it will definitely succeed.

2466L: I also think it must be done, maybe the two of them are having sex now, so I don't have time to leave a message, hehehe.

2569L: I gave [-] likes to all the people who said it was done. Jimei people said I did it right?

2698L: Knocking on the bowl and waiting for the candy, I really like the way the host and roommate S get along, it's so sweet, so sweet, huh huh huh!

…………

……

And then there is no more: here I am.

Then there is no more: report on the follow-up situation, I talked with my roommate S, I said that it is impossible for me to be with him, and he accepted it, and we will still be ordinary roommates in the future, and the rental contract will expire in another year , I will move out and do what I want to do.

Then there is no more: the above is the finale, I will apply for the administrator to close the building and delete the post in a while, and finally thank you again for your enthusiastic comments, bow.

Although there were not many people surfing the Internet at this time, Shen Qiran refreshed after posting the latest news, and found that someone had left a message below.

2978L: What terrible news is this! ! !Landlord, why did you go and reject people without saying a word? ?Did roommate S confess to you?Then you dumped the person on the spot with a hard heart? !

2979L:! ! ! !Why why why why! ! QAQ landlord, why do you say it is impossible! !You two are a good match, and roommate S still likes you so much! !Landlord, why are you so cold-blooded QAQ! !Are you not excited at all! !

2980L: I don't believe it! !Roommate S really just accepted it like that? ?Did he not keep it?Didn't you try again? ?Woooooooo, my wife is about to run away, I don't believe he can be so calm! !

2981L: I sit up in shock in my dying illness! ! !Don't be, don't be, don't be! ! !Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows! ! !What kind of human suffering is this?

Anyway, the post was about to be deleted, so Shen Qiran simply replied to these messages.

Reply 2978L: He didn't confess his love, and I didn't refuse, but just told the facts calmly. Although he didn't pierce the paper on the window, I think he understands what I mean, so let's get together and break up.

Reply 2979L: I'm not cold-blooded, but I just think it's hard to get results. The difference in status between us is too big, and I can't even imagine what it's like to be with him (in fact, I still find it incredible until now)... Our future The planning is also completely different, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain, it is better for him to make it clear earlier.

Reply 2980L: He did accept it. He has always been a very calm and rational person. I didn’t think he could like anyone before... This time it is probably just a temporary heartbeat. He should be able to wake up soon of.

Reply 2981L: Uh, dear, calm down... I don’t think this is BE, if I accept him rashly because of being moved or soft-hearted, and after we are really together, I find that we are not suitable for each other, and the breakup will hurt both sides, then that is the real thing BE.For me, to respect a feeling, I should respond with the same amount of feeling, but now I am far from being able to give him the kind of feeling he wants, so let him talk about it earlier, so that he doesn't waste any more time. Time can also stop losses in time.He is so good, one day he can find someone more suitable for him.

Shen Qiran replied to the message for a while, and before he knew it, it was six o'clock in the morning.The channel administrator's application to delete a post will be accepted at six o'clock. Shen Qiran clicked and wrote the email for deleting a post, and clicked to send it immediately.After a while, there was a reply, saying that the building has been closed, and the post will be deleted in 10 minutes.

Before closing the post, Shen Qiran glanced at the message area again, and the last reply was a very long paragraph——

3001L: Landlord, you said that it is impossible for the two of you because your status and status are very different, and your plans for the future are also different, but have you ever thought that roommate S also knows about these situations!According to what you said before, he is a very calm and rational person. Hasn't he thought about this?Doesn't he know the difference between you two?But he still has a heart for you, and he keeps showing kindness, trying to make this relationship possible, but what about you? ?

You just said "It's hard to get results" and directly denied everything. Do you really have a clear conscience?Do you dare to pat your chest and say that you really don't have any affection for your roommate S?If you were really calm, you wouldn't have posted this post at all!The so-called big gap is just an excuse for your timidity because you are worried that once you invest in it, you will lose everything in the end!

Of course, I don’t want to accuse you, as you said, if you two started and finally found out that it’s not suitable for you to break up, given the difference in status and wealth between you two, your situation must be much worse than that of roommate S , so I can understand your worries and concerns.It’s just that you must think clearly, the person you miss is like a withered flower. Once your sincere heart is let down, you will never be able to do it again. If you recall this incident many years later and feel regret in your heart, you must I would think: Why didn't I try it at that time?Why can't I be brave once?

No one's life is without regrets, because we cannot predict what the future will look like.Having said so much, I just hope that you, the host, will think about it again, and don't jump to conclusions easily, let alone pursue the so-called "safe life" and end up regretting yourself for the rest of your life.

Shen Qiran stared at the message for a while, then clicked the fork to close the post directly.

The author has something to say: Don't worry, give Ranran some time, after all, it takes courage to fall in love with the big devil_(:з」∠)_

Thanks to the two little angels, 38930779 and Sheng Yuanjin, for throwing thunder~ Meme!