[Comprehensive] Yes, this is a university

The first time I saw that little girl was on the sidewalk of the sea-crossing bridge. She was sitting on the railing at the far side, pressing against the bridge pillar with one hand, staring at the sea, not knowing what she was thinking.The wind was so strong that day that the junior high school uniform on her body rattled, and her black shoulder-length hair fluttered in the air, opening up a desolation.

The streets ten years ago were not as bustling as they are now.At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Sakata Yinshi was in a daze, and accidentally saw a child sitting on the railing of the bridge with his back upright, making him mistaken for a wandering ghost, and was startled into a cold sweat.

Compared with other students, that child had a pleasing face from the beginning.Later, every time she pursed her lips and smiled, the slightly rippling light made people suspect that she saw the sun.

No matter when and where, there are always all kinds of people in the world. Some people follow the times and drift with the tide, some become remnants and are smashed on the shore by big waves, some spend their lives in debauchery, and some live to die and forge ahead.

And her story was so vigorous that she could not finish it for three days and three nights.

I don't know who said that there are 70 billion people in the world, and they will meet about 2920 million people in their lifetime. In this vast sea of ​​people, the probability of two people falling in love is 0.00049, which is very small, but has infinite possibilities.So you see, some people just met somehow.

The little girl is actually an ordinary person, so if she insists on saying something special, for example, one day she saw an infinitely beautiful sky at sunset, pink and orange, high and low, forgive him for not being able to use gorgeous words to describe it, I can only say Beautiful, very beautiful.But if he talks to someone, the other party must not understand. As long as he thinks that other people will not understand, he will lose the urge to mention it.

The act of a junior high school student sitting alone on the bridge railing without going home at night cannot be said to be shocking, but it is not common, so he walked over to have a look inexplicably. One fit.

I meet so many people every day, and there are thousands of people with stories, and whoever listens depends on fate.But the child turned his head and glanced at him, then looked away, nodded thoughtfully, as if he had suddenly realized.

——"Oh, the uncle with an afro who does nothing all day long, is mediocre and has no womanhood, is delicious, lazy, idle, and greedy for money."

???

Has his life been framed in such a glance? !What god are you!How can you tell from the whole body that there is no woman who is greedy for money? Can't he change it!By the way, this is not an afro at all, okay? It is a healthy and refreshing natural curl!

Well, it's that simple to tie a beam between people. Two parallel lines that would never intersect at all are tied in a crooked knot in a weird way.Especially when a stranger slandered your masculinity for no reason, and it was the first time we met, Sakata Gintoki held back the twitching corners of his mouth, rolled up his sleeves and pulled the girl sitting on the railing down.

"My girl, dare I ask, what are you doing sitting alone on the bridge pillar at twelve o'clock in the morning? Are you seriously thinking about the leap of faith?"

Later, I came up with a rule, that is, whenever Baili Xi looks at you in a daze, you should seize the opportunity, race against time, and don't miss this great opportunity to fool you.So he successfully abducted the child to have a barbecue, and deeply taught her not to call a handsome boy with natural curly hair who was still in his youth an uncle.

He sometimes wonders, is this world a good one or a terrible one?It's probably mixed together, so good things need to be searched to be discovered.The same is true when people get along with each other. The scenery seen by oneself is different from the scenery seen by two people together.

The little girl didn't remember him at all when she went to college, and she wasn't sure if it was on purpose or if she really forgot, so he also pretended to cooperate and this was the first time they met.There are always a lot of lonely people gathered around that child, such as Akashi's classmate Asano, who is lonely and seeking defeat, Saiki, who is actually special but strives to be ordinary, Zhang Yunmu, who is free and easy in the second year of middle school, and the overly gentle Natsume-san and so on and so on, they regard her as a light, and follow her involuntarily, without fear of burning their eyes.But she herself was actually the loneliest one.

Just like the girls in junior high school said calmly while eating barbecue that they were redundant and could not be saved.

He clicked his tongue, helplessly kneaded her natural curly hair into an afro, and flicked her forehead lazily, his tone was incoherent but still serious: "I said, why do you think so much all day long when you are young?" , if you have time, talk about a relationship or something, and do something you should do at this age."

"You mean - let me dye my hair yellow and bully the fat guy in the class with the bad boys in the school?" The girl was serious.

It's this kind of tone that damn resembles him, especially since this girl always likes to gossip and make jokes justly, she is simply a copy of him.

That's why he said that as long as he looked at Baili, he could imagine what kind of person she was.When she was asked to fall in love, she was always rejected saying that falling in love with someone who likes herself is the most difficult thing in the world.

You see, everything is the most difficult thing in the world, researching which came first, the chicken or the egg, opening up to borrow money from people in an awkward relationship, completely empathizing... As long as young people encounter complicated things, they will Sighing and shaking his head, he complained, oops, this is really the hardest thing in the world.

Is it that difficult?

Is it impossible to start the next relationship because the heart is lost on one person and can't be taken back?

He didn't know how to persuade her, but he could only say that he would always meet someone who was willing to listen to her story, answer her questions, and be happy for her birth, and he would definitely meet in the future.In fact, it was later proved that such people are indeed not in the minority.

——"The moment you fall in love with someone, it will become your courage to live. Like a ray of light in the dark. Only in this way will people have the courage to continue to live and become a light Bright dark flashlight."

The black-haired girl read lines from an idol drama, shrugged her shoulders and smiled wantonly. She threw away the mobile phone pendant in the shape of characters, and vowed to find her own light.

Light, light, girls like to compare love to all beautiful things, such as diamonds, stars, and the sun. How many poets have written countless chapters to praise such feelings throughout the ages.He didn't understand, and neither did Baili Xi. He never saw who she went to with, such as ordinary girls' dates, movie theaters and playgrounds.

It's hard to get close.

This is the objective evaluation of others.

What about Zhang Yunmu?

As the only friend who accompanied her from high school to college and even for many, many years to come, this short-haired girl was also heartbroken, standing in the pouring rain of high school and screaming, like the most heart-wrenching plot in a romance novel.

"You were disliked from the start, you were indifferent to people, you were cold as hell, your used shampoo was always in front of my toothbrush cup, you said you had to study hard and then fell asleep in class I don’t know what I’m thinking all day long, I don’t say a word about my own affairs, but I keep getting other people’s thoughts, isn’t it too much?!”

"You...you are always like this. You keep silent about important things, and you pretend nothing happened. On the surface, you say we are friends, but in fact you don't intend to tell me anything at all! No matter who If you want to get close, it all ends in the same way, you already know it, if this is the case, then confess it! Say you [hate Zhang Yunmu, hate other people's hypocritical concern], tell others honestly that you want to be alone , you want friends just to look ordinary, you actually don't care about these things at all!"

The shoulder-length black hair has grown to the back, the immature girl bit her lip and looked vaguely at the back of the short-haired girl in the rain, being drowned, and then heard his sigh, turned her head and opened her eyes aggrievedly, Confused colors spread.

"Zhang Yunmu...why is she angry?" She really didn't understand.

Holding the blue and white umbrella, he paused for a moment, then moved the umbrella to her head, his tone was as lazy as ever: "Maybe it's because you snatched the new ice cream from Mulberry and Blueberry."

"really?"

"I lied to you."

"..."

He actually knew what she was thinking.

Baili Xi has always hated herself since a long time ago, with low self-esteem and sensitivity, stubborn and suspicious.Every time at this time, his heart would soften inexplicably, helplessly and full of sourness.

Everyone has their own story, and Bailixi's story may be about being alive.The dark-haired girl rarely showed sadness on her face. She used to always grin, but when she grew up, she pursed her lips and smiled. This kind of lonely stubbornness was very much like him.

Reminiscing about the past is something old people love to do. Sakata Gintoki thinks he is still young, and at Bensan's age, he still has a baby-fat face. Seeing the girl who was called Xiao Hei by others reappeared in his eyes, he I suddenly remembered the operating room that day, so many people stood outside the door, watching the doctor push the long-haired girl out the door, the red light of the word "in operation" dimmed, and the white cloth slowly covered it.

Should not be ah.

That kid... is only 19 years old.

She hasn't met a unique person, she hasn't seen the matcha-colored volcano she yearns for, she hasn't found her dream, and she hasn't been able to set foot on many life routes that he told her she should go through, so she is left forever At the age of 19.

too bitter.

Is life really such a bitter thing?

He saw the red-haired boy standing by the bed with his head bowed and tears streaming down his face, the pink-haired boy closed his eyes and said nothing, and the chestnut-haired girl nearly fainted from crying, and then the child's father came slowly, While making so-called emergency business calls, he casually agreed with doctors and nurses, without even looking at his dead daughter.

Sakata Gintoki had no parents and was raised by teachers.

He once imagined the appearance of his parents, probably the one in the textbook, the appearance of a strict father and a loving mother, who will nagging and caring, and who will bear all the suffering for you.Like Yoshida Matsuyo.

So when he saw that the man who looked five points like a girl had finished the 500 million conference calls without any fluctuations, dressed as a shopping mall elite but doing things worse than a beast, he directly raised his fist and aimed at The guy got punched in the face.

"Although Yinsang is not a good person, I should use scum's fists to deal with scum. I think Baili will be very supportive."

... She is only 19 years old.

You should chat with your friends about TV shows, watch the latest movies on weekends, secretly comment on the handsome boys on the side of the road with an ice cream in your hand, listen to your parents nagging, and complain about the professional teacher's too much homework.It's such an age.

How can that silly girl make people feel at ease?

Co-authored in school, is this how the cute little girl in their group is treated at home?They treat people like treasures and are thrown in the morgue like this, there must be a limit to joking!

Really when everything happens, all imaginations are in vain, you will find that everything you do will be the same as before, the days will go on as before, and the moon will still revolve around the earth, but the time will slow down, and occasionally at night I will think of the little guy who was like the sun.

It is said that love is not felt when we are together, but during the time after separation, when we suddenly realize that she is not there, the emotion at that moment is probably liking.

He liked her quite a lot, after all, it was rare to have a little girl who was so close to her eyes, but it was a pity that she died.

What a cruel statement.

Later, a girl named Xiao Hei came out of the commercial reception, followed by a group of men and women, they inadvertently surrounded her, and laughed with her, their eyes were full of light.

Standing far away, he saw the black-haired girl smiling as usual, showing her white teeth slightly, as if she was saying something to change the subject, and then the girl beside her smiled and slapped her on the shoulder.

Even the range of walking is the same.

so good.

……

——"Then, one day in the future, you will definitely meet someone unique. He will answer your questions, listen to your stories, and be happy for your birth, so stop putting on an old-fashioned face, obviously Teens, isn't it sunny girl?"

——"...Although you are right, why do I want to hammer you so much?"

……

[The reason why I like that child... is not because she is there, but whenever I look over, she is there and never leaves. ]

Just ask, who would hate Little Sun?