[Comprehensive] Yes, this is a university

Orihara Rin was also convinced that he was watching at first.

Just watch.

That little girl insisted on living in that way, but in fact, there is no difference between Heping and Shizuo Shima, Shira Kishitani, Yuhei Hashima, and these humans.Boring, childish and selfish.

Yes, selfish.

The rescue act she thought was just a reprint of selfishness, a refraction of personal consciousness.Confidence can save people all over the world, just like standing up to stop all injustice and stupid justice forever, living like an imaginary comic book hero.

She was thirteen or fourteen years old at the time, a man who stopped a domestic violence wife on the side of the road, stopped a cowardly male student wearing glasses who was being bullied on campus, and took back the purse from the speeding robber... Then she was scolded for meddling, resented, and Blackmail.

The male student who was saved by her glared at her with hatred, and in an almost heart-piercing tone, accused her of making unnecessary shots——

"What are you doing!!! Do you know how those guys will treat me in the future! It's cool to be a hero, but I'm the one who gets pissed off! Do I want you to meddle in your own business?!"

Seeing her instantly constricted pupils and bewildered expression, he felt an unknown pleasure and ridicule.He is still too young, that child doesn't understand anything, acts on instinct and impulse, just satisfying his own ideal country, imagining that he can build a better and more perfect world, that's all.

A person who was abandoned in childhood may feel that he has been abandoned all his life.

He watched with indifferent eyes, waiting for the day when she collapsed, and the distrustful mood at the beginning finally caught the moment when the child was slightly confused.Then he kept away as a matter of course. Anyway, there were no friends or relationships from the beginning, it was just that his periodic observation was over, it was as simple as that.

Bailixi is a monster.

She clearly knows that society is not just such a thing, she clearly knows the bad nature of people, and she clearly knows that he is an eternal bystander.

"Miss Baili—" he deliberately called her that, and then laughed as usual, "Saving a human being is a long and troublesome thing, and..."

He stretched out his index finger and pointed at her heart, and said softly, "We have to start here."

So who she met later, what friends, what teachers, who taught her to be a human being, who accompanied her in her youth, and who sent her love, had nothing to do with him.

——"I know he's a disgustingly bad guy! He's arrogant and treacherous, and he's in the late stage of Secondary Syndrome! He's also secretly in love with humans all over the world!"

At that time, the girl with long black hair bit her trembling lips desperately, but tears still flowed down her eyes. She kept wiping the water stains on her face with her palms, because the red marks on her cheeks became more and more obvious due to excessive force.

——"He was not liked from the beginning, he didn't know what he was thinking all day long, he kept drawing other people's thoughts, he did so many bad things, it was very, very excessive...but...but, I still don't want him to die..."

He clearly said vicious words on his lips, but he kept showing a sad expression as if he was about to die against his will, his eyebrows were tightly clenched, as if he was deeply hurt by someone, and his pupils were filled with disappointment.

"Ah, I just treat her as a human experiment subject."

He knows exactly what it is.

This was the last time he abandoned her, so it didn't matter if he was willful.

"Goodbye, my little girl."

The last abandonment.

He left her on an unfamiliar city street, and let the girl who traveled thousands of miles to rescue him face the chaotic battlefield alone, so that she could never find him again.

The girl said that on the day she met him, she deliberately didn't bring the keys to the house.All the people in her host family went to celebrate the child's birthday, leaving a note asking her to eat something, then clean up, wash the dishes, collect the clothes, and go upstairs to sleep quietly early.

"So I ran out for a night tour." She explained later, with a childish smile, which was taken for granted.

On the day she confessed to him, he happened to be injured a little bit, and after being dragged to the hospital, his face was covered with overwhelming concern.

"What's the matter with you, the second-year middle-aged youth, the second-year-old uncle, the second-year-old social person? Wow kidney, your kidney is about to be poked out! Is it really all right? It looks like you're about to die on the spot several times, hey!"

He was lying on the hospital bed and laughed: "You, speaking in this tone, are you my girlfriend?"

"Orihara, have you been beaten stupid? Should I call the doctor to see your brain nerves???"

"—Do you want to be it?"

"what?"

"girlfriend."

"...Wait a minute, I seem to have heard something terrible, how do you know... No..." She covered her face in panic, "Is this a joke, is it too late to add [I like you] now... ..."

Bailixi likes to eat sweet things. Later, he saw her in the third year of high school walking with the school's discipline committee member. The boy was wearing a school uniform and armbands, with an arrogant and cold look.When he turned around to talk to her, he was very gentle, pretending that he didn't need it, and then threw the sealed ice cream cake to her.

Bai Lixi went to C University in W City. After receiving the admission notice, she went to drink with her friend surnamed Zhang. As a result, the two of them hugged each other and cried on the side of the street, and were almost hit by a passing motorcycle.

Bailixi went to H University for research and shared the same dormitory with her former junior high school friend, but they parted ways again within a few days.He put away his mobile phone and anonymously sent photos of several drug dealer leaders to the school's prosecution system, completely becoming a three-good citizen.

Before the summer vacation, Bailixi posted his resume on several part-time job websites, and the types of jobs he accepted included waiter, flyer distribution, cleaner and so on.When he saw the ID photo with a red background, he somehow suddenly remembered the high jump competition of the child's high school substitute, and the useless crystal trophies piled up somewhere... She never ran again.Looking at the photo, he thought of many, many things, and that sentence——

"Miss Baili, saving a human being is a long and cumbersome task, and... we have to start here."

He pointed to her heart, and once said that saving others should start from there.In fact, why not wait for her to save himself?

If it's her it's fine.

Because that girl is a monster, facing a person like him who is always staring at someone who wants to get something from a certain distance, and who has been hiding in a safe place, she can still say that she wants to save him.

"So I decided not to run away anymore. Although there will be concealment and deception, I want to face those human beings who have overcome hardships and finally arrived in front of me."

……

Then she died.

Died really, without warning, leaving her life in the past. In the time when everyone was striding forward, only she stayed at the age of 19 forever.

He sometimes thinks, what is the purpose of buying oranges by himself, oh, that little girl likes this kind of thing, by the way, she is dead.Sometimes he felt that he had completely forgotten her, but at night, leaning against the alley, the girl's face would suddenly appear again. Even after two or three years, the things brought about by her death were still clearly left behind. over there.Some part of what he and she had shared in their teenage years had long since disappeared.

A dead person is always dead, but he still wants to live.

He didn't go to her funeral, and he didn't get in touch with anything related to her. He thought that no matter who she knew, what friends, what teachers, who taught her to be a human being, who accompanied her in her youth, and who gave her love It has nothing to do with him.

Then he stood downstairs with an umbrella, watching the girl who had come back from the dead stand on the balcony on the second floor, frantically collecting her clothes.While responding to someone's words, she laughed and shouted shyly into the room: "I'm sorry, I was busy cooking porridge and forgot."

"Can you forget this?!"

"Isn't Mr. Akashi sick? I can't just leave him on the sofa and go to collect the clothes myself!"

"If you want me to tell you, just leave him alone, he won't die in the rain anyway."

The upstairs was bustling with activity. He tilted the umbrella, leaning the handle on his shoulder, and raised his head from under the umbrella, just in time to see the unconscious black-haired girl.Her bright black eyes shone innocently and childishly, mixed with a childish smile, which seemed to grow a little longer. Although she was still a little baby fat, her chin was sharpened, and her whole person looked bright and sunny.

She was holding clothes wet from the blowing rain in her hands, wearing a white skirt, revealing her slender calves, and her black hair was still long, floating behind her.Immediately without warning, the girl probably sensed her gaze, turned her head abruptly, and glanced out casually.

He lowered the umbrella, and the raindrops slid down the waterproof fabric with a crackle, and the bright red covered his face.He turned around, paused, and walked away slowly.

——"Miss Baili."

He heard a familiar female voice from the window sill on the second floor, probably talking to someone in the same room: "Speak."

——"Saving a human being is a long and troublesome thing, and..."

The tone was still crisp, with a hint of puzzlement and calmness: "There is a strange person downstairs..." The voice gradually receded, became weaker, and finally disappeared into the rain.

- "Start here."

The sliding door to the balcony slammed shut.