the furthest distance

Li Shengli had long foreseen that that person was the demon fire that attracted all living beings to risk their lives to get close to him, and he was the moth that had already been blind and lost its way.

Even so, he went to that person's side without hesitation, as if he had never been hurt.

In March 2015, Li Shengli's activities in Japan came to an end temporarily, and he joined the members of Bigbang to prepare for the new album with all his strength.

On May 2015, 5, the digital album "M" was released, including the songs "BAEBAE" & "LOSER";

On June 2015, 6, the digital album "A" was released, including the songs "BANGBANGBANG" & "WELIKE1PARTY";

On July 2015, 7, the digital album "D" was released, including the songs "IFYOU" & "SOBER";

On August 2015, 8, the digital album "E" was released, including the songs "LETSNOTFALLINLOVE" & "ZUTTER";

The summer of 2015 belonged to Bigbang. No one doubts this. It was the best time. The MADE series albums dominated the charts for four months, and there were countless people playing songs, no matter whether they came to the scene or not. .

Once again, they are back in the spotlight, once again at the top.

Li Shengli witnessed this miraculous return, but somehow lost the sense of being there.

Everything went so smoothly. When he came back, the song had been selected, the part had been assigned, and the dance had been arranged.

He dyed his beautiful silver hair and stood in the center of the stage.

Even when recording a song, his brother never reprimanded him as severely as before.

Like a birthday child, he stretched out his hand, put on gorgeous clothes, received beautiful gifts, and there were praises everywhere.

It's all like a perfect illusion that someone has painstakingly built.

Li Shengli felt that he was overwhelmed and was about to suffocate.

This is not what he wants.

He is no longer the child who is forever craving new toys.

He doesn't want to sing the most flattering KILLINGPART forever, even the tone doesn't change much.

He doesn't care how many shots he gets, he already understands that someone can shine even if they stand in a corner.

He was even afraid that his brother always smiled at him gently and tolerantly, and praised him for doing everything well, the best.

Why are you so nice to me?

I wish he was still the brother who would send me 40 lines of comments to criticize the MV, the brother who would pat me on the head every now and then to make me be serious, always scolding me for being out of tune, wrong dance steps, wrong lyrics, and everything is wrong elder brother.

But can't go back.

That person did everything silently, and then, like a magician, presented one after another of Easter eggs before his eyes in a dazzling way, all of which seemed to be hinting at the three words, I'm sorry.

However, he doesn't want to "sorry", if forgiveness means it's over?

His first, last, and deepest longing is for only one person.

But the man tried his best to say to him-I'm sorry.

What's the point of you giving me the whole world without you?

Li Shengli watched that person become more and more silent, and the brilliance was abruptly suppressed. Only on the stage, some clues occasionally leaked out.

He is no longer the G-dragon who wants to be No.1 in everything.

As soon as the camera is turned on, he still smiles so beautifully, but the loneliness in his eyes is like the ice in the ground that cannot be melted.

And behind the scenes that no one knew, he always said that he was tired and his mood was low.

Li Shengli was heartbroken, but he didn't know how to comfort him. It seemed that he didn't even have a good reason to approach him.

He couldn't even remember what a good friend and brother should look like.

He could only choose to escape.

As long as it is a private party, I don't participate; except for the stage, I don't stay in the waiting room much.

He has added many side jobs to himself, and has a full schedule.

He even started learning Chinese.

Li Shengli has become the busiest member of Bigbang, he seems to be everywhere, but he can't be found anywhere.

He hid all his ambitions and extravagant hopes, as well as his hopeless nostalgia and love.

However, the world seemed to be born against him and never gave him any favors.

After the release of "MADE", YG took advantage of the momentum and arranged a series of tours and FM.

All stages of Bigbang will arrange the interactive bridge of Dragon Tory. When the director proposed it, he thought it would be a smooth decision, but this time, the whole conference room became strangely quiet.

Not only were the two involved silent as if they hadn't heard, but the expressions of the other three were also extremely unnatural.

"Bigbang is almost ten years old, we've all grown up, we've had scandals and so on, shouldn't it be time for CP to fade away..." Quan Zhilong considered his choice of words.

"It doesn't affect... Those who believe will always believe, those who don't believe will never believe, people only see what they want to see...Your CP is very popular in the Asia-Pacific, the stage effect is very good, you can keep it..."

"What does Maknae mean?"

The man's cold eyes swept over, and Li Shengli was cowardly without any resistance, "I... I can do it, just listen to Brother Zhilong."

"Then reduce it, in terms of quantity and degree..."

"JIYONGXI, a sudden reduction may cause unnecessary rumors, should you reconsider..."

"Then let's see the reaction on the spot... It's impossible to design everything on the left and right, let's let nature take its course..."

The stage director wanted to persevere, but Quan Zhilong was clearly exhausted and didn't want to talk anymore.

Today, no one can force GD to do any performances, even if President Yang is there, the director wisely did not mention this matter.

Li Shengli thought to himself in his heart, let nature take its course?That's probably going to freeze.

Then, his brother's acting skills taught him a solid lesson.

When the curtain opened and the spotlight and the camera lens chased after him, the man's eyes changed, becoming gentle and affectionate.

Li Shengli couldn't help but think of the pocket change CP he saw on TV back then, and his partner Zheng MC was driven crazy by GD, "This person is always like this. When the camera is turned on, it's like this and that, as gentle as a lover, he is simply a natural actor. …When you get off the TV station, don’t talk about the phone, you have to wait for a long time to reply to the text message, either "um" or "yes", without a single punctuation mark."

He joked about it back then, and now, it's the same thing.