the furthest distance

Li Shengli had envisioned many times the scene when he saw Quan Zhilong again.

He wants to live a good life, at least better than that person.

It's best to have an excellent woman by your side, so you can pretend to be your new lover, pretend to be embarrassed, but actually introduce him very embarrassingly, and then show your intimacy and affection, and give him a slap in the face.

When you say goodbye at the end, you must remind me, "Don't come to me again after you break up, so as not to be misunderstood."

Unfortunately, life rarely goes as he wishes.

At that time, he was extremely tired, and he came home from a late-night show alone, not looking good.

But one thing, he still did it, he really lived better than that person.

If you hadn't witnessed it, it would be really hard to believe that this man sitting on the sofa is a SUPERSTAR that the whole of Asia is fascinated by.

There was not a trace of blood on the pale face, but the tired eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, thick dark circles, dry lips, and the beard hadn't been shaved for a long time, and it grew sparsely and randomly.

Quan Zhilong has always been a refined person, even when he was not an idol, he was never so unkempt.

It's like a person living on the clouds who suddenly buried himself in a rotten swamp.

There is no need for any bluff, no one should look more embarrassed than this person in front of him.

Li Shengli suddenly found it funny. He turned all his disappointment, despair, grievance, and unwillingness into motivation to try to live a good life, so as to give a beautiful counterattack to that cruel life, but he didn't expect it to fall on cotton.

Why do you seem to be more like the perpetrator?

Obviously I was the one who was abandoned, and I was the one who was hurt, so why do I want to comfort him instead?

Shouldn't you hate him?

Even if you don't curse loudly, at least say loudly, "Why are you here, go away, you are no longer welcome here."

That's enough fun, isn't it?You are worthy of those tossing and turning, heartbroken, aren't you?

I just want to hold you in my arms and warm you with my body temperature!

What the hell!

Am I bewitched by an evil spirit, or are you under a Gu?

Li Shengli didn't do anything in the end, he just pretended to sit calmly on the sofa opposite the man, "Brother, why are you here, and you didn't call me, you've been waiting for a long time."

The man's somewhat empty eyes slowly focused on himself. After looking at him for a long time, they finally gradually brightened up, and his whole person became vivid.

Still so pretty!

"Victory..." The man opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to continue. He paused for a while before taking out his phone, "These songs are written by my brother recently, listen to them, do you like them?"

- don't expect too much from me

I don't want to lose you either

before we get closer

before we hurt each other

don't trust me

Let's not fall in love...

Li Shengli stared deeply at his brother for a long time.

Quan Zhilong seemed to realize that this song might not be suitable for the atmosphere at this time, and quickly cut into another song.

——I woke up with the night...

I can't see the road ahead

wandering in confusion

Worship until your throat breaks

I want to change this boring atmosphere

Make madness impossible to hide...

The bursting rhythm suddenly filled the empty room.

The two men sat opposite each other, very calm, in stark contrast to the strong music.

"Don't you like it?" Quan Zhilong asked a little suspiciously.

"It's really great, really, bro, I'm sure I'll make a big fuss." What Li Shengli said was the truth, without any exaggeration.

"So which part do you like...I think you can sing here...here...and here."

"...Brother, I thought you hoped that we would never meet again..."

"We're going to keep going, aren't we?"

"Brother, what exactly do you want?... I don't understand..."

"These songs are very good, every song is very good... This is the song of five people, we can't live without you... We can go to a higher place... Victory, do you remember the first time you came When you came to YG, what was in your heart?"

I want to be the best singer in Korea.

I want the whole world to hear my voice.

Li Shengli was a little dazed. It really has been a long time, and the dream by then has gradually blurred and faded.

"But, bro, it's really impossible for us, isn't it?..."

"We are still friends, we are brothers... we are family members... don't leave... we can't live without you...really, we can't live without you..."

Nothing is the same without you.

Nothing makes sense without you.

But, brother, this is too cruel, don't you understand?

We had such a good time, how can we return to the position of good friends?

That is the warmth of hugging and kissing, how can you restrain yourself from looking far away?

How hard it took me to just sit here quietly bro, you know?

Li Shengli remained silent.

Quan Zhilong began to feel alarmed, "Victory, what we agreed... We will continue to sing for ten years, 20 years... Have you forgotten?... Bigbang can't lose one person, it's not Bigbang without one person It's..."

Such a proud person, with a cautious tone at this time, and a slightly raised ending, brushed the tip of his heart and landed on the softest place.

Bigbang is the obsession that that person will never let go of, his first, last, and only child.

"Okay, brother, I understand, there will be no one missing, I will renew the contract, don't worry."

——Li Shengli, you are hopeless!

That person suddenly relaxed, his smile bloomed little by little, and the whole world brightened up.

Li Shengli despised himself extremely, but he was helpless.

the one who loved

look again still want

I used to think it was not easy to get

I don't want to give up, it's even harder

I will accompany you all the way, whether it is friends or family members.

As long as it's what you want, it's fine.

Not because of any dream, but because of you, just because of you.

About to leave, the man slowly extended his arms, inviting a farewell hug.

Li Shengli accepted the invitation with little hesitation.

It's just that there is no longer the passion between lovers who want to blend into each other's bodies.

A little hug, a pat on the back, staying at the level of good brothers comforting each other.

You should be lucky, right?

Still able to embrace the distance.

But why does my heart hurt like it's about to be torn apart?

From now on, even if we can meet each other, care about each other, support each other, and walk together all the way, they are just good friends, just like brothers.

Just like now, no matter how close you are, you will never get it.

Seeing each other is like not seeing each other, and being sentient is like being ruthless.