residual injury

Chapter 55 I Love You

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Su Shiqing took the blocking medicine urgently within two hours. The hospital leaders were afraid that the medicine would have side effects, so they kept him and Li Chengze in the hospital for observation.

They did have side effects, such as fever, vomiting, and dizziness. They needed to take medicine for 28 days in a row. The hospital arranged for them to go home on vacation.

空窗期4-6周,安全度过空窗期后的3个月、6个月、12个月血检抗体都呈阴性的话,那就是安全的。

The hardest part is the 4-6 week window period.

Thinking wildly, the person has already arrived at the door of the house.

Before he could spit out the depression in his heart, Su Shiqing was stunned by the figure at the door.

Jian Feng has been waiting at the door for a long time. Yesterday he knew that he would go home today, so he ran over early to wait. Now he doesn't even dare to go to the hospital.

Looking at each other, Jian Feng cried before he could speak, Su Shiqing sighed, wanted to touch his hair, but remembered that he was afraid of Ai, so he withdrew his hand, "Why are you here?"

Jian Feng cried unmotivatedly, with tears and snot flowing down his nose, "I'll wait for you."

"Well, I'm fine, you can go back."

"Su Shiqing, what if you say that you are afraid of something! Can you stop being so calm all the time, aren't you afraid of death?" Jian Feng almost yelled.

Su Shiqing was frightened by Jian Feng, "Jian Feng..."

Jian Feng lost control, "Okay, you are not afraid, you are not afraid of me, I am afraid that you will die, can you, can you be a little weaker, Su Shiqing, can you treat yourself as a human being!"

Su Shiqing wanted to step forward to hug him, but restrained himself from daring. After touching his body for a long time, he couldn't find a tissue. He opened the door, raised his hand in the air, put it down again, and said in a low voice, "Come in first."

Jian Feng wiped his face indiscriminately, only then did he feel a little ashamed.

"Okay, don't cry, why are you still like a child."

The first thing Jian Feng did after entering the room was to hug Su Shiqing fiercely, and kiss him regardless, Su Shiqing stretched out his hand to resist, and pushed him away forcefully, "Jian Feng, you are crazy, do you know that there is a possibility of infection during the window period, You don't want to die!"

"Yes, just don't die, my life is tied to you now!"

After he finished speaking, he rushed up to hug Su Shiqing and kissed his lips. Su Shiqing pushed him away again, took two steps back, and rubbed his forehead, "Jian Feng, don't do this, don't do this, please..."

Su Shiqing cried.

This was the first time Jian Feng saw him cry after returning to China.

He squatted beside the tea table, tears fell on the carpet, Jian Feng hugged him from behind, and said: "Cry, I will be with you, brother, I will be with you, it doesn't matter if you really get infected, I will take care of you, I checked the information, and there are people who live to be 60 years old."

Su Shiqing let him hug him, leaned against him, gritted his teeth, not wanting to embarrass himself too much.

Jian Feng hugged him, "It's okay, you cry, I will cry with you."

Su Shiqing was in his arms, and gently closed his eyes. He was so tired, so tired, so let's take a nap.

Jian Feng just dragged himself into Su Shiqing's house, and couldn't keep up, occupying the kitchen, sofa, and half of the bed.

Su Shiqing was always on guard against him, against his sneak attacks, he never gave up kissing Su Shiqing, he always wanted to kiss him.

"Jian Feng, don't prove yourself with your childish behavior."

Jian Feng bit his finger lightly, "I'm not only here to prove that I love you, I want you to know that you are not alone, I'm with you, I'm afraid you don't have confidence, and I'm really want to kiss you."

Su Shiqing had no choice but to rub his head, "You don't need to prove whether you are stupid or not, I already knew."

"Know what? Do you know that I love you?"

Unusual, Su Shiqing was shy, and gave a soft "hmm".

Jian Feng was a little proud, "When did you know? I thought you never believed that I loved you."

"I believe it."

Believe it, from the first candy, the first rose, the first moon cake, the first kiss, and the first relationship, they are all proofs that Jian Feng loves him, but the love is too early and too fast, and the love is immature .

"Then do you love me?" Jian Feng continued to pester him and asked, "It must be love, right?"

Su Shiqing looked into his eyes, "If I don't love you, you won't be by my side at this time, you won't be in my house, and you won't see my fragility and my embarrassment."

Jian Feng hugged him, and his eyes were red where he couldn't see.

The first week of torment passed, but Su Shiqing became even more anxious. He woke up in the middle of the night and threw the blocking medicine into the trash can, and sat on the sofa in a daze. Pick up the medicine, wait for him to calm down, put him to sleep, watch him fall asleep, Jian Feng opened his eyes until dawn.

No one can understand Jian Feng's mood. He is afraid of AIDS, and his scalp becomes numb with fear when he hears related words, but he is even more afraid that these three words will have something to do with Su Shiqing. He is afraid that Su Shiqing will get infected and lose hope in life. The fear was greater than the fear of "AIDS" itself. This kind of fear made Jian Feng unable to sleep and think normally. The persistent side of Jian Feng that Su Shiqing saw was all that Jian Feng tried his best to show him.

At this time, he must persist and be Su Shiqing's backing.

In the second week, Jian Feng went to see Li Chengze. Li Chengze was learning to ride a motorcycle. Jian Feng gave him a super cool helmet and a bouquet of flowers, sunflowers.

Li Chengze was very disgusted, "Why not sunflowers, did someone send flowers to sunflowers?"

Jian Feng snatched it back, "Don't forget it."

"Yes, Sunflower is good!"

When he was leaving, he met He Ruoyuan, holding an ugly doll, standing in front of Li Chengze's house.

Jian Feng looked at the doll He Ruoyuan was holding, and the corner of his mouth twitched, "Yuan Yuan, you also came to see Li Chengze, I knew we would come together."

He Ruoyuan touched his nose, "Yes, I just passed by, come and see him."

"What do you mean by this doll? To coax children? I don't think Li Chengze will like it."

Hearing the voice, Li Chengze ran to the door, grabbed the doll and squeezed it hard, teasing He Ruoyuan in a strange way: "Brother Yuanyuan, is this for me? It's so ugly, it's so ugly."

He Ruoyuan reached out to grab it, "Don't forget it, give it back to me."

"Yes, I didn't say no, I like ugly too, come in, stand at the door to see the scenery, brother Jianfeng, do you want to chat for a while?"

Before Jian Feng could speak, when he saw He Ruoyuan coming in, he took a pair of slippers from the cabinet and put them on. He always felt that something was a little strange, but he couldn't say exactly what was wrong.

"No, I'm going home to cook for my brother Ah Shi, let your brother Yuan Yuan accompany you."

When going back, Jian Feng hugged a huge bunch of sunflowers, and almost got stuck when entering the elevator. When Su Shiqing opened the door, he didn't see anyone, but only saw big sunflowers, bright and warm.

"Brother, this is for you, do you like it?"

"like."

"Can I give you a kiss? You can also kiss your face."

Su Shiqing protected the flowers, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

Jian Feng set up a fitness plan for Su Shiqing. He took him to run around the community twice a day, and after running home, he did yoga to relax his body. He made nutritious meals for him, watched movies with him, and read books to him. idle.

The balcony is surrounded by sunflowers, and the house is full of flowers. Su Shiqing's anxiety has been relieved a lot. Recently, he especially likes to listen to Jian Feng's English reading. Jian Feng found a book from somewhere, "The Kite Runner", the pure English version , listening to Jian Feng's stuttering pronunciation of each word every night, Su Shiqing always went from being amused by him to relaxing and falling asleep.

That night, Jian Feng was taking a shower, and the down jacket on the sofa slipped off. Su Shiqing shook when picking up the down jacket, and the paper in his pocket fell out.

It is Jian Feng's intervention therapy plan for AIDS phobia.

Jian Feng secretly went to the intervention for AIDS fear behind his back, working hard alone.

Holding the Jianfeng down jacket in his arms, Su Shiqing thought, how did he overcome himself to stay here and sleep with someone who might have been infected every day? Has he ever fallen asleep?

So when Jian Feng came out, Su Shiqing asked him the same question.

Jian Feng was stunned for a long time, and asked stupidly: "When did you know that I have AIDS phobia? I remember that I didn't tell you."

I didn't want to say it before, but later I wanted to say that there was no chance. Besides, it's not a big deal, just like some people who are so serious about cleanliness that they want to live on another planet.

"It's not important, Jian Feng, you are obviously afraid."

"Brother, do you still not believe me?"

Su Shiqing looked up at him, "No, I just don't want you to do too much for me, I love you so much."

Jian Feng didn't speak, and leaned forward to kiss Su Shiqing. Su Shiqing was defenseless, clenching his teeth in fright, and dared not let him in.

Jian Feng was not forgiving, and pressed him to kiss him. I haven't seen him for two years. I don't know that Jian Feng's strength is so strong that Su Shiqing has no strength to resist, and he dare not bite him, so he can only let the tip of his tongue go in. .

After kissing for a long time, Jian Feng hugged him and patted his back, "Brother, don't be afraid, no matter what, I will accompany you, you have to learn from me, with you here, I am not afraid of anything."

Coaxed Su Shiqing to sleep, but Jian Feng couldn't fall asleep. He hadn't fallen asleep for many days and couldn't sleep. Jian Feng wanted to cry at this moment, lamenting that fate was unfair to Su Shiqing. Dedicated, never complaining, even at home on vacation, never worry about patients.

Why is such a kind person not blessed by God.

Jian Feng sniffed, and was afraid that Su Shiqing would hear it, so he got up quietly, pushed open the door of the storage room, wanted to hide and cry alone, turned on the light, and in the bright yellow light, Jian Feng could clearly see the storage room and the cabinet There are his photos, his Rubik's cube, his favorite models, the helmet he once put here, his clothes, shoes, almost all his things.

He sealed up all the things that Su Shiqing had thrown away and piled them up in the storage room. There was no dust in the photos, and the helmet was as clean as new. It was not difficult to see that Su Shiqing often cleaned them.

Jian Feng wiped away his tears, returned to the bedroom, hugged Su Shiqing from behind, and kissed the back of his neck lightly.

The next day, Su Shiqing played music to clean up.

Jian Feng went out, and kissed Su Shiqing again before going out, Su Shiqing took out the blocking medicine and asked him to take it together, Jian Feng also took it obediently, and said with a smile: "Is this the legendary blessing and sharing medicine? ?”

"Don't talk nonsense."

Jian Feng was busy for several days, Su Shiqing didn't know what he was busy with, and didn't ask.

He found a time to go back to his parents' house, and his parents didn't know about him yet, so Su Xiuwei didn't chase him away, poured him a cup of tea, and asked him how his work was like before, whether it was going well or not.

"Dad, it's fine."

He Xiuyun didn't take the initiative to keep him for dinner, but took out three bowls when the meal was served. Su Shiqing didn't keep him for dinner, but said that he had something to do and would go home for dinner after a while.

When Su Shiqing left, Su Xiuwei took off his glasses and wiped the corners of his eyes, and said, "Why don't you keep your son for dinner?"

"Why don't you keep it? He doesn't want to keep it himself, and it's useless to keep it. Is there any news about the new blocking drug you asked about?"

"No, the dean said that the test was negative several times, and we will wait for another two weeks, and we will look at it after two weeks."

In the evening, Su Shiqing finished Jian Feng's white fungus soup and was about to go to bed. Jian Feng closed his eyes and said, "Brother, I have a present for you."

"What is it?"

Jian Feng put a document in Su Shiqing's hand.

It's a will, made by Jian Fengli. He hopes that he will be buried with Su Shiqing after his death, and his property will be used to donate to the society.

"I originally wanted to buy a cemetery. We will be buried together when we grow old. Unfortunately, living people can't buy it. That's the only way."

"Jian Feng, come here, let me talk to you."

"what?"

"After a while, if it turns out that I'm fine, let's be together."

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