residual injury

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Su Shiqing was so frightened that his heart twitched, and he hurried forward to check. Fortunately, the water was not very hot overnight, but the fragments of the inner tube of the kettle still scratched Jian Feng's cheek, and the blood mixed with the water dripped down. Su Shiqing, who was used to seeing blood, felt at this moment Feeling dizzy in front of my eyes, I was at a loss and asked, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Jian Feng said with a smile.

Su Shiqing took his hand, not knowing what to say or what to do for a moment, but the nurse who came over heard the sound and took Jian Feng to stop the bleeding and apply medicine on the spot.

He Xiuyun on the hospital bed gasped excitedly: "What are you doing here! You evil, get out of here!"

"Auntie, I'm sorry, I was ignorant before, and when you recover from your injury, I'll let you beat and scold me."

The nurse was so frightened that she didn't dare to breathe. While helping Jian Feng with the medicine, she secretly looked at the mother and child.

"Su Shiqing, I'm not popular enough for you alone. You still need someone to help? You all get out of here. It has nothing to do with you whether I cure you or not."

Jian Feng took a step forward, and Su Shiqing quickly stepped in front of him, "Jian Feng, go back first, pay attention to the injury on your head, go home and change clothes, it's cold today."

"how about you?"

"I'm fine, you go home first."

Su Shiqing sent Jian Feng to the gate, and told him to dry his hair when he returned home. Jian Feng bowed his head in response, and when he turned to leave, he heard Su Shiqing call him: "Jian Feng."

"Huh?" Jian Feng turned around.

Su Shiqing looked at him, resisted the urge to go up to him and trim his hair, and said, "It's okay, be careful on the road."

He Xiuyun was so injured that Su Xiuwei still went to work as usual, but he called Su Shiqing to ask him about his situation when he was off work. Su Shiqing didn't know whether to be sad or sad. When the two look at each other and hate each other, how can they stay together when they are old?

Su Shiqing didn't directly persuade He Xiuyun. She was competitive all her life and always wanted to be decent. Su Shiqing just showed her the medical records of paralyzed patients. He saw that paralyzed patients had to use other people's hands to defecate and defecate, and had to endure it. Others rolled their eyes and there was no dignity at all, so He Xiuyun offered to have an operation.

The operation went well, Su Shiqing didn't hire a nurse for her, and took a few days off to take care of her.

He Xiuyun didn't appreciate it, and Su Shiqing couldn't help it because of her torment. When she asked her if she needed a nurse, she said, "I have a son who hires a nurse just to make people laugh?"

During the stalemate, Jian Feng came in with the cooked soup, two servings, one for He Xiuyun, and one for Su Shiqing.

"Auntie, I'll bring you something to eat."

On the first day, He Xiuyun threw the soup and rice on Jian Feng. On the second day, Jian Feng prepared it as usual and sent it over. Su Shiqing stopped He Xiuyun when he wanted to throw it, "Mom, this is Jian Feng's wish."

"You seem to be interested, but I seem to be here to anger me."

Seeing that there was going to be another quarrel, Jian Feng quickly apologized to He Xiuyun and said that he would not bother her anymore.

Su Shiqing took Jian Feng to the office, "Jian Feng, have you eaten yet?"

"I came here after eating."

"to be frank."

Jian Feng blushed a little, "Well, no, I want to go back and eat."

"She won't eat, let's eat."

Jian Feng was flattered, as if it had been a century since the last time the two had dinner together, Jian Feng didn't dare to raise his head for fear of exposing his red eyes, so he had to bury his head in the meal.

"Eat slowly, I'll pour you a glass of water."

"it is good."

Su Shiqing sighed, and handed him a tissue. He was still the same as before, and he would not hide his thoughts. His tears were about to fall into the bowl, and it was hard to see them. Su Shiqing said softly, "Eat slowly, don't come again tomorrow." Now, even I can't figure out my mother's character, so you don't have to try to please her."

"As I said, I want to chase you and want my aunt to dispel her prejudice against me. I don't want you to make it difficult."

"You don't have to do that."

Su Shiqing didn't say much. He didn't have the heart to deal with the problems with Jian Feng now, but he didn't seem to realize that his attitude towards Jian Feng was much gentler.

Jian Feng only listened to half of what he said, and stopped delivering food to He Xiuyun, but he still delivered it to Su Shiqing unshakably. , Su Shiqing didn't bother to talk about it later, so he ate it when he had it.

Half a month later, He Xiuyun was discharged from the hospital. This time the hospitalization did not ease the relationship between the mother and the child too much. More time, both of them insisted on their own opinions. No one could convince the other, but Su Shiqing was used to silence , do not argue with her.

Su Shiqing took the initiative to call Jian Feng. When Jian Feng received the call, he was helping the staff move the goods in the store. He couldn't use his strength. When he was excited, a cardboard box weighing about 80 kilograms fell on his feet. Jian Feng gritted his teeth and didn't cry. , asked cautiously: "Ah Shi?"

He was wondering if Su Shiqing had made a wrong call.

"It's me. I want to treat you to a meal. Are you free?"

"Ah?" Jian Feng felt a little dizzy, happiness came too suddenly.

"No time?"

"Ah, no, yes, now."

Su Shiqing was a little funny, but when he heard Jian Feng's trembling voice, he felt a little sad, "06:30, I'll send you the address."

"Brother, can I... can I make a small request?"

"Tell me."

Jian Feng gritted his teeth and asked, "Can you come to my house to eat instead of going outside? I bought good food and you cook it. I want to eat your cooking."

I wanted to talk about going to his house, but after thinking about it, I still talked about my own home.

Su Shiqing couldn't bear to refuse him, "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Jian Feng spun around on one leg, laughing and crying at the same time, her feet hurt from crying, and she just endured it all the time, now she was really in pain, crying, laughing at the end of winter, Spring is coming.

The employees in the store were stunned, what kind of madness is the boss doing?

The crazy boss didn't care too much, so he entrusted the work to the employees, went to the market to buy vegetables, bought fruits, and finally went to the flower shop Su Shiqing used to frequent to buy a bouquet of flowers.

After returning home, I cleaned up the house non-stop. It didn't take long after the decoration of the house was completed, and all the materials used were environmentally friendly. I came back after the decoration.

After tidying up, he went to wash and cut vegetables, and did everything he could think of to do. Looking at the time, it was only five o'clock.

The heartbeat was so fast that Jian Feng couldn't calm down. He tried to watch a movie, but he couldn't watch it at all, so he had to drag and wipe the table again.

At six o'clock, Su Shiqing drove to Jian Feng's residence, and he could feel the road with his eyes closed. During the two years when Jian Feng left, every time he suffered from insomnia, he would run downstairs to Jian Feng's house without waiting for anything. , and didn't remember anything, just wanted to sit downstairs with him, as if that would calm his restless emotions.

Until Jian Feng returned to China, he quit that unhealthy therapy and never appeared downstairs in his house again.

Standing at the door of Jian Feng's house familiar with the way, he rang the doorbell.

Jian Feng was almost waiting behind the door. Just as the doorbell was pressed, the door opened, and the eyes met.

"You came."

"Ah."

"Well, I'll get you slippers."

Su Shiqing changed his shoes and walked into the living room, stunned. The decoration, furnishings, and furniture in the room were exactly the same as those in his home, gray fabric sofa, smoggy blue curtains, oval glass coffee table, and his most precious flowers in the vase on the dining table. The cornflower he likes, if Jianfeng is not standing in front of him, he would think that even the slippers are the same when he enters his home.

"you……"

"I just like the style, for no other reason."

Jian Feng felt very embarrassed. It was obvious that he wanted Su Shiqing to visit for selfish reasons, and wanted Su Shiqing to see his longing for the life he used to have, but when Su Shiqing came, he felt that such a purposeful invitation was too much. cheap.

Fortunately, Su Shiqing didn't delve into it, and said, "Well, what do you want to eat? I'll make it."

"The dishes are all ready, you watch to cook, as long as you cook, I like it."

Su Shiqing took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves and went into the kitchen. The side dishes were arranged in an orderly manner. Thinking of Jian Feng cooking on a whim and almost burning the kitchen down, looking at the present, Su Shiqing suddenly felt a pain in his heart.

He was very serious when cooking, just like before, Jian Feng watched from the side, listening to him say what ingredients to put first, and then what ingredients to put, Jian Feng looked at him, he was still the gentle Su Shiqing.

During the meal, Jian Feng asked if he could have some wine.

"I came here by car, you can drink." Su Shiqing said.

"Then I'll have a small drink."

"it is good."

The first mouthful of food was delivered, and Jian Feng cried. This time he didn't hide it, and cried in front of Su Shiqing. Su Shiqing had no choice but to say, "Jian Feng, I didn't know you love to cry so much."

Jian Feng sniffed, "The food you cook is so delicious, it's so delicious that you cry, can't you cry?"

"Okay, you can cry if you want, and I will give you a pack of tissues."

After the conversation, both of them laughed. Jian Feng is still the same Jian Feng, who can be mischievous and shameless, and Su Shiqing is still the same Su Shiqing, gentle and doting, but unfortunately it is only short-lived, like fireworks. After finishing the sentence "Ashi, can we start over again", Su Shiqing suppressed his smile and answered him: "Jian Feng, isn't it good for us to get along as friends like this? At least it's so easy, you won't get entangled, I don't Will be scared, we are all relaxed."

Jian Feng smiled and said "OK".

It was probably because Jian Feng's smile, which was uglier than crying, stung Su Shiqing's eyes. He also picked up the glass and poured himself a glass of wine, saying, "Let's have a drink with you."

"Okay, I will call the driver later."

With Su Shiqing's company, Jian Feng drank even more, drinking one cup at a time, Su Shiqing took a sip, he had a glass, a bottle of red wine bottomed out, he opened another bottle of foreign wine, and drank until he passed out.

Su Shiqing helped him to the bedroom. Jian Feng tasted good wine, and he didn't make any noise when he was drunk. He just kept looking for a photo repeatedly.

"Don't move around, what photos are you looking for, I'll help you find them."

"It's, it's in the cabinet, I have to find it myself."

Su Shiqing began to regret not stopping him just now, so drunk, "I'll help you find it, you lie down, what photo?"

Jian Feng lay down obediently, hugging the pillow, and seeing the pillow, Su Shiqing's forehead twitched. It was clearly the pillow with Su Shiqing's face printed on it. Seeing Su Shiqing in this way, he felt terrified, and he wouldn't want to grab the pillow with a drunk, Su Shiqing Squeezing the space between her brows, she went to the cabinet he was pointing at to find the photos.

"What kind of photo is it?"

Jian Feng grinned, "It's yellow, white, and pretty."

Forget it, find it yourself.

Su Shiqing opened the cabinet. He remembered that the place where the cabinet was placed used to be a wooden shelf filled with various figures, but now it was a solid wood cabinet like Su Shiqing's house.

Opened the drawer, the inside was not messy, picked up the first layer of documents, and the photos he said appeared on the second layer, the yellow ones were huge hot air balloons, the white one was Su Shiqing, he was wearing a white jacket, that was the first photo. He went to play a hot air balloon with Jian Feng once, and he didn't know that Jian Feng took a photo of that time, but Jian Feng never said anything about it.

Just when I was about to close the drawer, my eyes were attracted by a document underneath. It was a mental health analysis report named Jian Feng.

Su Shiqing picked it up, and it was a report on psychological counseling for AIDS-phobia.

He never knew that Jian Feng had AIDS phobia, and it was very serious. When he went abroad, he dared not drink water or eat, and vomited after eating. According to the report, he had such symptoms since he was a child.

But in the year Su Shiqing was with him, he never heard him say that he was afraid of HIV, and he always thought that he just had a serious cleanliness.

Su Shiqing put the document back to its original place, took the photo and placed it beside Jian Feng's bed. Jian Feng took the photo with his eyes closed, hugged it in his arms and leaned against the pillow to find a comfortable position and fell asleep.

At this time, Jian Feng was so well-behaved that it made people feel distressed. Su Shiqing didn't deliberately control himself, raised his hand, and gently covered Jian Feng's cheek, feeling the tip of his nose rub against his palm.

The snow in the shade is slowly melting, the dormant tenderness is growing wantonly, and the unstoppable love is about to break through the soil.