pretending to be graceful

Hua Yong seldom cries, let alone in front of his parents - not crying is a sign of growing up, and the first person everyone wants to flaunt their growth is their parents.

But as soon as the words opened, the tears couldn't be held back.

Hua Yong couldn't stand their concerned eyes—he was right, it was not wrong to fall in love with anyone, but his parents were right too!Why put them through this?

I can't calm down at all, I can't tell the whole story calmly as I expected, I can't reason with them——

He really can't do it.

He didn't dare to look at them either.

I don't want to see the pain and consternation in their eyes.And maybe disappointment.

Tears burst into tears, and he couldn't hold back his sobs: "Dad, Mom... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but I can't help it. Love is really beyond my control."

Hua Yong thought of many things in these years: "I know that I have always been very disobedient, causing you a lot of trouble and troubles. But you don't care and tolerate me. You gave me an absolutely relaxed environment to grow up. Let me grow freely, let me become what I want step by step." Obviously such a good family, he really doesn't want them to be sad, "I... I don't know what to do, but I know I You can't hide it. This is not only for him, but also for you."

Hua Yong wanted to take a deep breath to calm down, but it was in vain - he was so short of breath from crying that he couldn't find a chance to adjust.

"I'm sorry, I'm really really sorry." - He didn't know why he said sorry.What are you sorry for?Step by step to the present, he has a clear conscience.But apart from the apology, everything was so pale—in fact, even the apology was pale.

Probably... In the end, they were forced to accept their willful will.

Do whatever you want with love.

I'm sorry that I was so selfish to throw the burden and pressure on them and force them to accept this result.

"No... no, what are you crying for?" Li Ying was frightened by him, and after listening to him crying and talking for so long, she was finally exhausted before she dared to speak. She was careful not to scare him, "I and You said, don’t cry like that. Although crying properly is good for your body, it’s bad for your heart and lung function if you get so excited.”

Hua Ling pushed the tissue box in front of Hua Yong: "What's the matter if you start crying when you come up to talk about something? In your eyes, we are so unreasonable?"

Hua Yong's crying was a little brain hypoxic, he suspected that his brain was damaged due to lack of oxygen, and the time was out of order: did he start crying before he said what happened?Otherwise, how could these two be so calm?

Or is he dreaming?How much did his imaginary parents accept this matter?But his chest hurts from crying now, and the pain is not fake.

Hua Yong stretched out his hand to touch the paper, pulled out a paper with difficulty, and wiped his eyes - without wiping, the world is a blur, and he only sees the outline of people.

Seeing that their son finally calmed down, Hua Ling and Li Ying felt a little relieved.

The two sat upright, as if they didn't hear what Hua Yong just said.

Could it be that... being too stimulated to selectively evade this problem?But although peace was obtained, it was not what Hua Yong wanted.

He blinked his eyes, managed to focus with his blurred vision, and looked at his parents—there was worry in their eyes, but why didn't the feeling be the same as he expected...not the same?

Shocked and puzzled, Hua Yong couldn't catch his breath, and coughed violently: "Ahem, ahem." Tears really flowed down—Mr. Hua never thought that he would be in such a mess.

And he thought—kind of, funny?Obviously no one is wrong, why did this happen?But if it's like Gu Shuiqing, if you just explain it lightly, no one will intervene, okay? ——That's what he got in exchange for years of indifference and silent confrontation.

Why can't we have both.

Li Ying saw that her son became excited again after a few seconds of calmness, and she simply didn't know what to say: "You, why are you so excited now? Don't you think the scene is reversed?"

Hualing coughed lightly, and then turned serious, but he still looked at Huayong with encouraging and gentle eyes: "Why did you just define it, we will oppose it to the death. Huayong, have more confidence in your parents ah."

Hua Yong was dumbfounded, suspecting that there was something wrong with his ears.

Li Ying complained in a low voice: "What kind of scourge are we in your eyes? You're going to lose your temper without saying anything. Am I so unreasonable?"

Hua Yong was completely dumbfounded - wait, what direction is this going?Did they really understand what they meant?Then...is this attitude?

Li Ying wanted to stand up and go to Huayong's side, but she didn't expect that Huayong trembled violently before she stood up just now.She sat back helplessly and motioned Hua Ling to let him speak.

Li Ying, who is engaged in literature, is a little confused about her son whose thinking circuit is so different from hers.

Hua Ling nodded and said, "Son, I actually discussed this issue with your mother."

"We didn't think about it very early... After all, you had a girlfriend," Hua Ling said calmly, "Afterwards, every time I asked you, you said you didn't like anything, and we didn't care about it. After all, it’s normal if you have nothing to look at. But, later on, you asked for two books from your mother.”

Oh, at that time, Gu Shuiqing was nowhere to be seen, and he found that the only thing he left here were the two books he gave to his mother... Of course, Hua Yong chose to take it back.

Li Ying said: "You said that a friend gave it to me, and you sounded like a male friend. At that time, I felt something was wrong. I remember you mentioned that you wanted to introduce him to me, but you didn't Believe me..."

"When your mother mentioned this to me, I didn't take it seriously. Then she asked me to pay attention to your attitude when she asked about your relationship again... Then I paid attention. Your attitude changed from 'It doesn't matter, you are annoying Don't bother me' turned into avoidance, not mentioning, and even a little resistance, a little confused."

Li Ying said softly: "We were very confused at the beginning, and we felt that we were thinking too much. But we think, no matter what, we have to be prepared for this."

Hua Yong's tears kept flowing, it was difficult to control his emotions, and his voice was almost lost: "Why, you...why did you make this preparation silently." It's hard to imagine... what kind of thoughts they hold for that little doubt. Mood, thought...so much.

Li Ying listened to his voice, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time also overflowed, and tears flickered: "You have understood us so much since you were a child. We are so busy, but you don't blame us at all. We can't tell the difference. When you are energetic, you are so obedient...Really, you have not grown crooked, which is what we are most grateful for. We can't let you work so hard to understand what happened to us, but don't try to understand you. "

Hua Yong didn't know what expression to make.He thanked his parents for never forgetting him no matter how busy they were. It turned out that they were also grateful...for his understanding.

"We don't want that if one day -- like now, when you actually tell us about it, the feedback we give is a breakdown, that we can't accept it -- I'm sure in the end we'll compromise, but I don't want you You will get hurt because of that attitude, you know? I want to give you the best from the beginning."

For the first time, Hua Yong was tired from crying.

His eyes were so swollen that he couldn't see people clearly, and he almost forgot what his original purpose was.Obviously what I did was to prepare for coming out, why was I so moved in the end.

Why was he the one crying to death and collapsing?

"Oh," Li Ying sighed, "I've been mentally preparing for so long. It was originally planned that when you wanted to tell the truth, we accepted it so calmly. How wonderful." She wiped the corners of her eyes, "Who knows It's you. The perfect picture has been destroyed by you."

Hua Yong didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

How did such a serious occasion finally become...funny.

Li Ying patted his son who was already lying on the table: "Hey, get up, you don't have to bother us now, we have been making this mental preparation for more than a year, and it is completely acceptable now. I want to know...that him, What kind of person is it?"

Hua Yong took out his cell phone halfway before he was a little embarrassed: "Ha, I just remembered that we didn't take a photo together hahahaha." He thought for a moment: "I don't know how to describe him in words, I think it's a bit superficial. I don't know him Many people may not realize his specialness."

"Don't be so mysterious, tell me, is it the one who gave me the book?"

"...Yes." Hua Yong felt that today was what made him breathless, and his emotions had been ups and downs several times.

"Then there's no problem. It's good to see." Li Ying said,

...Oh, it's not good eyesight to fall in love with your son, it's to fall in love with the books you like.You are a real mother.

"His name is Gu Shuiqing." This is a name that Hua Yong will smile when he thinks of it. "He is a very special person. He is very different from me. But I think you will like it...he is a person who can make everyone feel happy." I like everyone. But I hope you can like his truest side. Like me." Hua Yong is not worried about this.Gu Shuiqing is such a good person.

Li Ying nodded.

If it wasn't for such a special person, Hua Yong probably wouldn't fall in love with him either.

Li Ying asked cautiously: "Can I... see him?"

She accepted it here, but there... how about it.

The mobile phone that Hua Yong hadn't put back played a role: "What's the matter, just give him a call." When he looked up, he saw Li Ying's tangled expression, and smiled: "It's really nothing at his house. Stress. Parents, it's not that much of a difference from nothing. So, I hope..."

Ms. Li Ying nodded repeatedly, expressing her understanding.

"I forgot to say... his father is Gu Changming." He looked at his father.

Hua Ling frowned: "There is no intersection, I don't know much. It is said that they are not easy to get along with."

Hua Yong thought about that meeting that was hard to describe: "Let's see who is right." He dialed the phone while thinking.

"Hey~ what are you doing?" Hua Yong asked.

"What can you do with this point, let's eat. What's the matter with your throat?"

Hua Yong hastily found some water and took a sip: "I will report tomorrow, so I can't always be with you from now on."

"Then it's time for vacation." Gu Shui said lightly, and then didn't let Hua Yong go, "What's the matter with you?"

Hua Yong's mood fluctuated for a long time. Hearing Gu Shuiqing's always calm voice, he gradually calmed down. He was obviously embarrassed, but he smiled happily: "I... just had a closet with my family."

Gu Shui was silent.

After a few seconds, he said softly, "How are you, where are you?"

Hua Yong's heart was about to melt: "It's okay, I'm at home. Um...my mother wants to talk to you, can I?"

Li Ying suddenly exploded.Who said that?Who said something to say?She was obviously careful to inquire about Gu Shuiqing's attitude, it would take a long time to prepare for the meeting, okay?Why did Hua Yong help her decide?

However, after Hua Yong whispered a few words, he handed over the phone, and Li Ying was driven away by his son's "encouraging" eyes: "Well, that... How are you, Gu Shuiqing?"

"Hello, Auntie." Gu Shui's voice was soft and light, and it sounded very comfortable - Li Ying's nervous heart suddenly calmed down.The son's lover is not a scourge, so far away, why be so nervous.

"I just want to say...Hua Yong, a brat, is sometimes unreliable. Please take care of him." Li Ying actually doesn't know how to speak, and she is a bit clumsy when she cares about people.It is actually a bit embarrassing for Hua Yong to entrust her with this task.

But suddenly there was a low laugh, and when he spoke again, he spoke slowly and firmly, with indescribable strength: "No... Hua Yong is the most reliable person I have ever met. I am serious. .”

Seriously believe, seriously, love him.

==

The feeling of having to go back to school the next day after going through such a toss the night before is really sour.

Hua Yong yawned and left the building.

Obviously something so important happened yesterday that it was worth talking for a long time, but Gu Shuiqing told him to go to bed early and go back to school tomorrow, so he sent him away...he is not sleepy!He can! ——Anyway, I can’t sleep with my eyes closed.

But the boyfriend is caring about him, so what can he do!

On the first day of school, things were a bit complicated, Hua Yong thought about going back to the dormitory to sleep for a while after handing in the things.Of course, before that, I still have to call my boyfriend to explain the situation, and complain a few words by the way, it's best to attract my boyfriend to come and see him...

"Yeah, it's all over. I'll go back to the dormitory to tidy up. Some roommates come back earlier." When Mr. Hua stood back to the school again, he was no longer a single dog, and felt that he had become a passing narrator. The object of envy became more and more beaming.

"...But I won't see you for a week. There are really many classes. I didn't think so much when I made the class schedule last semester. Now, alas." Hua Yong walked out of the building—huh?What did he see?

He held up his mobile phone and stopped at the spot - no way, the plot of such an idol drama couldn't be made by Gu Shuiqing, could it?Will he sneak over to find him?

But it is indeed very caring about water, and it is not an idol drama.

He simply stood downstairs, without holding flowers, without turning his back to him, and then turned around when he approached.Just stand there.

It seems that it was because he complained last night that he couldn't see him often after school started.

Gu Shuiqing told him with practical actions, it's okay, I'm free.

Hua Yong knows that lovers should not care about these things, there is no need to be moved blindly - but this is Gu Shuiqing.It's that stone man, that Gu Shuiqing who, if you dig out your heart and show him, he might even turn around and clean you out of your brain.

It turned out that without knowing it, they had already done so much.

==

"Actually, this place is very commemorative," Hua Yong took Gu Shuiqing to an on-campus coffee shop, "I suggest that we make this place a commemorative place, and we need to come back often."

Gu Shui flicked through the menu without looking up: "What's wrong?"

"I just sat here and met Zhang Wei—the same Zhang Wei you are calling him." Hua Yong's voice was full of nostalgia with a smile.

Gu Shuiqing raised his head in astonishment: He had never heard of this paragraph.

"If Zhang Wei wasn't here, and you happened to call him, he probably wouldn't have thought of playing this scene in front of me to stimulate me, and I wouldn't have a chance to explain to him, and he wouldn't help me let you go back to China. "Hua Yong thought of it bitterly, "What if I don't meet him?"

Gu Shuiqing understood what happened later.His eyes fell, and he glanced: "Who knows?" Who knows how long his self-evasion can last?Who knows how long he can endure before returning home.Who knows——Zhang Wei's words just happened to suit his wishes and gave him a reason to let him go.

It is useless to pursue more.It's just what should happen, Gu Shuiqing believes it will happen.

He suddenly had a little faith in fate.

Otherwise, why did so many things that he thought he could get rid of with his own will remained in the end?

Hua Yong thought for a while, then shook his head: "No, in fact, there shouldn't be any changes. We can meet them at the airport of country D overseas, why would we miss it when we come back here?"

From the very beginning, this relationship has been so magical.

As soon as they appear, they are the unspeakable colors in the other party's world.

Hua Yong grabbed the backpack on one side, took out a box, pushed it in front of Gu Shuiqing, motioned him to open it.

Gu Shui lightly took it over.

It is a braided bracelet.Dark green.

It can't be... He looked at Hua Yong.

Hua Yong smiled a little embarrassedly: "Actually, I started this project a long time ago, and I edited it for a long time, and kept it all the time. In fact, I never thought about how to send it out."

"That is, last night, my mother suddenly asked if she should think about giving you something. I said no, it's weird to give you a special gift. She said that I wouldn't give it back... I think Thinking about it, hey, it really is.”

"It's not that you have to give something when you're in a relationship, but you know, sometimes...the sense of ritual is still very important. I just remembered that I don't have to give gifts without intention. Do it yourself It’s a little bauble that makes sense—never mind what it is.” He leaned over and picked up the bracelet, “Honestly, I didn’t really think about giving it any meaning.”

Gu Shui lightly took it over and said, "Since it's for me, then bring it to me." He stretched out his left hand and handed it to Hua Yong.Hua Yong nodded, lowered his head, and was serious.

Gu Shuiqing let out a breath very restrained - he was afraid that he would tremble.

Really, what is the need to give a gift any meaning at all?

Everything actually represents the person in front of him.

This man taught him a lot.Teach him to be brave, and tell him that there are miracles in this world that he can't even imagine.

Have such good parents.And such good parents are willing to accept his existence.Is the strength of the family and the love between the family really like this?Gu Shuiqing never asks for things that he never pays attention to, one day, he might be able to try to get them.

"Hua Yong."

"Ok?"

"I saw the news that the way to sell tickets for the World Cup in Russia has come out."

"Ah, that's great! But...you won't bring a small stove with you this time?"

"still remember?"

Nearly two years ago, Hua Yong improvised to go to a grand event that started three years later with this new and old friend.

Hua Yong couldn't believe what he said when he was excited; Gu Shuiqing never believed that it would be possible; the old friend knew nothing about it.

But more than two years later, one afternoon, in a simple coffee shop, Gu Shuiqing simply asked, and Huayong simply agreed.

It's like going back to two years ago.As if everything is that simple.

It is still the agreement.

The agreed people are still them.

All kinds of... just look at each other and smile.

"of course."

end.

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That's all for now.

thank.

Let me take a moment, maybe there will be an epilogue or something.

Too many emotions, I don't know where to start.

Wei  Ce