pretending to be graceful

Gu Changming watched the two leave in a daze, feeling dizzy.

There were too many shocks at the same time, he didn't know which one to pay attention to first, and fell into a deep loss.

Gu Shuisi still ate with vegetables: "Let's talk about it first, I only confirmed their matter today. You can disagree with it or disagree with it, but don't tell me, okay? My brother and Huayong...they are too dissatisfied Easy."

As a successful entrepreneur, failed husband and father, Gu Changming didn't feel qualified to comment on his son's feelings at all, and spoke very cautiously: "I——It's just too unexpected. But there's nothing to be surprised about. My understanding of his Xiaoqing is almost zero, how can I expect to know this."

He settled down: "Actually, that's not what I care about. He... is willing to sit down and have a few words with me today, and have a few mouthfuls of food." For more than ten years, Gu Shuiqing has always regarded himself as a member of the Gu family. The guests are also polite to him, and it's hard to force them to get angry.Why was he suddenly able to calmly say what he was thinking today?

Gu Shuisi smiled softly, with a gentle voice: "What's the matter, two years ago, would you dare to imagine me sitting with you without conflict? Dad, people change, and sometimes there is less opportunity .My brother is a little luckier than me, his opportunity is not full of blood, he is just a very good person."

Gu Shuiqing's life seems ordinary, but in fact, his family relationship is a mess.He may not care about other people, but he doesn't want to keep this bunch of time bombs to get along with Hua Yong.That would be so unfair to him.

"There will always be a day when a new kind of emotion will appear, making you feel that it is not important to cover up those hatreds and resentments, it is a waste of energy, it is better to take them back one after another, and do your best to manage the one that is more important than the sum of the others. species." Gu Shuisi thought, he is love, what am I? "So he no longer fights against your belated and meaningless concern."

Gu Changming is not stupid.He knows how terrifying the power of love is. "What about you, Xiaosi? Your brother chooses to let go, when will you be able?"

Gu Shuisi, who looked quite like a normal female college student, had mist in his eyes at the moment, and he was a little sad: "Who knows, it might be forever."

Who makes the power of "regret" as strong as "love", but does not have the healing effect of "love".

==

Gu Changming is not the only one who is dizzy at this moment.

Hua Yong felt dizzy - if it wasn't for Gu Shuiqing holding him, he might be kissing the wall or the ground now.

However, Gu Shuiqing still acted like a normal person, as if he didn't feel the slightest thing about what happened just now.

"You haven't come out with your family, have you?"

Gu Shuiqing felt that this question did not correspond to Hua Yong's IQ: "Of course not." A person who has never thought about having a relationship, why should he come out of the closet.And the degree of intimacy with Gu Changming is not enough to say this.

Mr. Hua, who has been recognized, is inexplicably not in ecstasy now.

Because they are not close, everything is easy to talk about—whether they support it or not, it doesn't matter to Gu Shuiqing.Anyway, no one hangs around in front of anyone, out of the way.

But can I do it myself?

Hua Yong thought about his parents, and felt that he couldn't do it—it was impossible for him not to care.

Gu Shuiqing seemed to know what he was thinking, sighed, and moved closer to him: "I am so worthy of your touch today, and in the end you didn't respond, but frowned next to me as if to be generous Going to die... Who will you show your mournful face to?"

At this time, you have to regret yourself.Gu Shui is light on this person, neither coquettish nor angry, usually I don't say anything, you love to understand, the most active behavior is just to present the facts and reason.But for Hua Yong who knows everything he should know but needs some comfort, he has nothing to do.

Hua Yong wailed in distress, and grabbed Gu Shuiqing's shoulders: "Why am I not moved? My boyfriend announced my existence in front of his family in such a romantic and domineering manner... But this feeling has just come up, and there is a lot of pressure Then it appeared. Xiao Qing, "

Gu Shui took a breath: "Don't call me that, I'm panicking."

Hua Yong laughed twice, but Gu Shuiqing's reaction did not bring much joy: "But when will I tell them that I fell in love with a man, and I want to be with him forever." Hua Yong was confused.

Deeply confused.

Mr. Hua is always happy because he has a big heart—Mr. Hua's personality is completely different from Gu Shuiqing's, but he is also careless about everything. If he can't figure it out, he doesn't think about it. There is nothing hard to overcome. If a matter cannot be resolved sooner or later, then simply quit.

For the first time, I encountered a dilemma to the point of being helpless.

Gu Shui looked at him blankly, and had no experience to give him.

His own feelings are indifferent, his interpersonal relationship is simple, even dispensable, there are too many things he doesn't care about, and he puts them down casually.Coming out of the closet is something that can turn upside down in other people's homes for several years. Let him leave it here and bring it over to let his mother see it for himself. If he admits it in front of his father, no one dares to comment.

He thinks it's normal, others think it's crazy - maybe they think that something in life is worth turning upside down?Gu Shuiqing was really scared.

"Then keep it a secret." Gu Shuiqing could only give such a pale delaying technique.

Hua Yong nodded: "Yes, what else can I do." But when he lowered his head, in a place where Gu Shuiqing couldn't see, he said silently: How is it possible.

How could it be possible for Gu Shuiqing to enjoy this moment of joy when Gu Shuiqing was so difficult but quickly arranged everything and stood by his side, not giving him a worry-free environment without time bombs?

Gu Shuiqing shouldn't worry about this.

He should live with pride and self, and there should be no bad voices brought by him in his space.

Besides... Hua Yong still has some selfishness that didn't come at the right time.

==

The first step Huayong took—not choosing his parents—gathered a group of his friends.

It was the same wave that Gu Shuiqing had seen before.

At this time when the school started early, the class had already started, Mr. Hua made an appointment for half a day, and it was Wang Ruoyao and Queen Wang who skipped an afternoon class to get together.

The queen said: Others are not important, just one, the meal must be expensive enough, and two, what Mr. Hua wants to say must be important enough.Otherwise, she would unscrew Hua Yong's headband and go back to give it to the teacher as a gift.

The first point is very satisfying, but the latter point... He was afraid that this matter would be so explosive that the queen would want to twist his head in reverse.

So the group sat in a famous seafood restaurant in the city, and after the queen blackmailed Mr. Hua, Ou Lin rubbed his stomach and asked contentedly: "Tell me, what must make us all full?" Say more?"

Wang Ruoyao said unforgivingly: "You overfulfilled the task in the first level, but you can't meet the second level. You still can't get out of this door alive."

Lu Anke and Fu Fu exchanged countless glances, and Hua Yong felt tired looking at them.

As the only person who eats elegantly and eats moderately, Hua Yong is rare at the moment who can still sit upright. "Actually, it's not a big deal. I didn't want to mobilize people like this... I just want to trouble everyone's reactions and give me some experience to learn from—"

"I'm coming out to you guys. I have a boyfriend."

……

……

???

All dumbfounded.

No one responded.

Hua Yong was stunned when he saw the people at the table together.

The first one to react was Lu Anke, who was a little psychologically prepared: "I...I...you caught up?"—and everyone immediately set fire to him.

"You know?" This is Shen Jing's question.

"Why didn't you tell us?" This was Queen Wang's question.

"Little stove, you have changed!" This is Ou Lin's complaint.

Seeing her boyfriend being besieged, Fu Fu silently raised her hand: "You guys...are you getting the point wrong?"

……

"Hua Yong, what's your situation? Did you have a girlfriend before?" This is Shen Jing who is still a little rational.

"You're not mistaken, are you? You're not joking?" This was Wang Ruoyao who subconsciously distrusted.

"Who? When? What's going on?" This is Ou Lin whose gossip spirit is burning.

Hua Yong took a deep breath and replied solemnly: "The past is the past. Now, I am sure that I will be firm. I love him. I am not joking. Then, you know this person," he said to the three blank faces. Said expressionlessly, "Gu Shuiqing."

……

……

My brain exploded.

The brain is gone.

The soul is gone.

It was obvious that the three people who were blown out of their minds were not fit to ask any more questions. Lu Anke couldn't hold back: "So what's the follow-up? I'm still stuck in the time when you kept sending text messages to people but didn't reply at all. Then you stopped Tell me about this, I dare not ask you. Why all of a sudden?? "

Fu Fu nodded.Obviously the two share resources.

The six numb eyes over there moved, and looked over, but the three of them still didn't have the ability to ask questions.

Hua Yong didn't want to explain a lot, and that wasn't his purpose: "In short, a lot of things happened. With our hard work, we broke through a lot of things and got together. This result is the most important."

Wang Ruoyao stared blankly at the ceiling, and said, "Please buy me another meal, I have to take it easy, I guess it will be more than a big knot." Although he was not forgiving, but the squad leader has been a long time person, He has an unspeakable love for his classmates, "It's not that I'm meddling in other people's business...you are like this, what should you do? Your parents...you didn't say anything, did you?"

Hua Yong smiled wryly: "How dare I be so direct, don't I want to test your attitude first?"

Wang Ruoyao forced herself to stay calm: "Mr. Hua, you are going to the doctor in a hurry. Is it a concept to come out with your friends and with your parents? Is it possible to learn from it? I have to say, your approach, It just illustrates one problem - you want to escape, you want to deflect the problem."

Hua Yong wanted to be humble in front of Squad Leader Wang, thought about it carefully, and then sighed deeply: "You are right. In fact, I dare not, and I have to try my friends to prove that I am not inaction."

"In this kind of matter, parents' acceptance of their own children is different from that of others. Don't even think about interviewing them from the side." , "Hua Yong, as friends, even if we can't react for a while, we must be on your side subconsciously. But we can't help you, we can't give you strength - because the nature is different, no amount of it will help."

"This kind of thing, you still have to do it yourself, and you can't say anything else."

==

Hua Yong received a lot of blessings from his friends, such as "friend, let's go", and instead of gaining experience and power, he gained pots of cold water.

Hua Yong, who was sobered up, didn't leave any room for himself, and sat at the dinner table with the mentality of the above battlefield that day.

The table is full of Huayong's specialty dishes.

On one side were Mr. Hua Ling and Ms. Li Ying, and on the other side was the lonely Hua Yong, who was fighting in isolation.

Seeing that their son was rarely formal, the two silently pondered whether they should change into formal attire to attend.

But Huayong's serious face prevented them from even making jokes.

Li Ying asked cautiously: "Well, should we eat first, or talk first?"

Hua Ling also looked at him with the same eyes, full of concern and worry.

——That was a completely different gaze from Jiang Fang's indifference and alienation.This is the attitude of the family.

Faced with such an expression, he couldn't even take out the trick "we'll talk when we're full" that he had used at noon.

Hua Yong couldn't do it all at once, tears welled up in an instant.

"I'm... really, really sorry."

"I'm in love with someone of the same sex."

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