pretending to be graceful

Zhang Wei didn't know why so many people want to watch such a long and boring recording of a program—the actual recording is like this.All the tickets were found from him, but only one person came to see him.

Hmm...but he was satisfied with this.

But Gu Shuiqing was a bit difficult to deal with - this person clearly pointed out that he didn't want to watch the recording, he just wanted to go in - Zhang Wei knew who it was for with the hair of his hair.But he is in a good mood, and it’s okay to spend a little more effort. In the end, he got a work permit, which allows him to come in and out freely, and he can hide easily—and because he is so special by himself, he simply allocated work permits for all employees— Really thoughtful.

Early in the morning of the program recording day, these people gathered at the door of the TV station in a "mighty" way.Although no one said it, in fact, many people have extremely unified ideas - "I have long admired my name".

A group of people, you introduce me and I introduce you, and this session alone took half a day.Gu Shuiqing knew Zhang Wei's careful thinking, and left alone; although Tang Lu wanted to take a closer look at her little brother Zhang, Xia Yue winked him away for a long time; so only Zhang Wei and Bai were left. cross.

——What a group of sensible people.

Bai Yue looked at him with a smile: "Satisfied? As you wish, someone got Tang Lu away."

Zhang Wei doesn't hide his thoughts now: "You mention her every day, I feel that she knows everything, if you don't be wary of her, who should you be wary of?"

"Then what about Gu Shuiqing? You two have a relationship that can be exploited. How long have you been living together?" Bai Yue didn't show weakness.

Zhang Wei smiled as he walked: "Ha, me and him? Gu Shuiqing's brain is beyond comprehension and acceptance by ordinary people. It is too difficult to form a long-term and stable relationship with him."

"Nor do you?"

"No. We are two very different people."

Bai Yue was surprised: "It doesn't look like there is anything special about him."

"If you can see that he is special, Gu Shuiqing will lose the thing he is most proud of." Zhang Wei shook his head, "He just wants to be an ordinary person who has no sense of existence."

"Then what are you most proud of? A cute little girl who pretends to be innocent?" Bai Yue was still brooding, "In this way, you are far worse than Gu Shui."

Zhang Wei smiled: "That's because caring makes chaos, and that person is you." He never denied that he was serious, and he was afraid that exposing this would push Bai Yue away.But a truly healthy relationship cannot be based on a perfect illusion: "By today, you should be very clear about what kind of person I am."

"How would you describe yourself?"

"Well... First of all, it's not simple and cute." Zhang Wei laughed at himself, "It's not easy to be emotional when getting along with people, and you value interests more than feelings? What else? Oh, you have a deep mind, you have to have a plan for everything, The purpose is very strong, and the means are not used to achieve the purpose. Also..."

"You've got it," Bai Yue interrupted as he saw his words getting more and more out of line, "You haven't gone too far, so there's no need to add drama." The two walked into the TV station.Bai Yue thought, how can a person who is willing to do his career seriously but can abandon all these things just for him, judge like that.

"Then, do you want me like this?"

"Huh? So hasty?"

"...Actually, there is a candlelight dinner. But when the atmosphere is here, I think this could be more appropriate."

"Oh, all right. I will."

I have experienced too much, it turns out that it is true, and it is true that it is plain.

Bai Yue stretched out his hand and grabbed his.He didn't want a candlelight dinner, he didn't want a ceremony—it's not like he didn't have one, but none of that worked.

——Do you want to be together?

— to be here.

enough.

==

Zhang Wei's plan here was blown up because he couldn't keep up with the changes, while Gu Shuiqing wandered around the TV station leisurely.

Hua Yong arrived a little earlier than him, and he should have been forced to get up earlier - Gu Shuiqing has already mastered Mr. Hua's work and rest time - thanks to reading the all-encompassing text messages he sends every day.

Judging from his text message, this person should also be sitting in the auditorium as a spectator today—no, the mascot.When his father came, he could still talk about cooperation and business. Hua Yong came here purely to make up the number, and no one took him seriously as a student.

Looking at the picture, this person has already sat in the VIP seat arranged for him.Gu Shuiqing then walked in the building without any scruples—a place far away from the studio.

...Well, it is relatively far away; compared to before, it is very close.

Gu Shui lightly denied the possibility of them being together, but never denied his liking.

He even thought that he could keep this love till the end of time.Like is much simpler than being together, and it is a matter of one person.As long as it's a personal problem, it's not a problem for Gu Shuiqinglai.

He really likes Hua Yong, likes to see his news, likes to be closer to him, and likes to pay attention to him silently—as long as Hua Yong doesn't know.

Ha, Zhang Wei knows that his coming here is related to Huayong, he may even know that Huayong is here, but he probably can't understand this approach of getting closer to you but not seeing you.

But that's enough.It would be great if you could get closer—Gu Shuiqing had too few chances to get close without making a fuss.

"The recording has started here. This is the first time I've seen it before the editing... So it's really going to be re-recorded."

"This actor is quite popular recently. At the beginning of the year, there was a movie that really attracted fans. I feel that it became popular overnight." A photo is also attached.Looking at the angle, Hua Yong's seat is really good - this actor also looks familiar.Gu Shuiqing's knowledge of the entertainment industry mainly comes from Yi Chi, and it is not easy to feel familiar.

The phone was turned into silent mode by Gu Shuiqing, but the continuously lit screen did not play a do-not-disturb role—fortunately, Gu Shuiqing's mute was just to prevent the sound from disturbing others, and he himself didn't mind watching it at all.

So this person who was brought into the TV station by Zhang Wei but didn't watch the recording, through Hua Yong, also perfectly grasped the progress of the recording.Oh, and by the way, I also know where Hua Yong is, so I can decide whether I can leave casually.

I don't know if Hua Yong will vomit blood if he knows the key.

==

Hua Yong sat at the scene, really bored.

In fact, the setting of the program is quite good. If it is edited and finally put on TV, he may still follow it.But the problem is that it is recording a program now, and it will be re-recorded if it is not suitable, someone will get stuck and forget the words to re-record, and even if the camera is not found correctly, it will be re-recorded... For a program of more than one hour, the recording can be from morning to night , everyone is dumbfounded.

Fortunately, Mr. Hua still has a personal hobby: sending text messages.And it's a lot of fun.

Other people's packages are mainly based on traffic, but Mr. Hua's text messages are super powerful.

"It took more than two hours to record the second person. There are five people in total. How long will it take... It's so annoying. If it were my dad, he would still find a reason to leave early. I am a junior. Here you really can only sit until the end."

Hua Yong can imagine Gu Shuiqing's reaction when he sees this - of course, the premise is that he can read it.Gu Shuiqing will definitely not appear in the mood of "irritability", he will just shake his head slightly, and then seem to be seriously admiring the performance of the people on the stage, but in fact, his mind wanders to nowhere.Just looking at him makes me feel calm.This kind of boring recording process is not worth getting tired of.

He doesn't care, but he can always make others care - this person is just so...hateful.

Hua Yong gritted his teeth.

Soon relieved.Love is his own choice, who can blame it.

It's better to feel sorry for Gu Shuiqing - being liked by him may be his biggest trouble for so many years.Mr. Hua happily enjoyed this "troubled" status.

"Son, is it fun to record?" Ms. Li Ying went out to play by herself, and she did not forget to stimulate him.

Hua Yong's teeth itched angrily: "You try it?"

"Today's Valentine's Day, you have the heart to let me and your dad give up the two-person world to participate in some hell activities? Anyway, you are single, and there is nothing to lose. You see, this is the benefit of falling in love. If you don't If you are single, we are too embarrassed to ask you to go."

Oh, Mr. Hua sneered.Why can't his weird parents do it?Now he doesn't have it, but even if he does, they can find a reason for it.

Li Ying seemed to see Hua Yong's disdain from afar. "Don't jump to conclusions, how do you know if you don't try?"

"I want to try it, but others are willing." —— 0.1 seconds before sending it out, Mr. Hua stopped his hand and deleted it word by word—don’t say anything you’re not sure about, he’s also affected No, they ask questions.

Hua Yong is only able to have fun while dealing with Gu Shuiqing's side, and his parents are also pressing on his side, so he doesn't have the confidence to persevere.Liking is a beautiful thing, and he doesn't want it to become too tiring. ...Although, occasionally, it is still a little sad.

"Just now my parents said that if I wasn't single, they wouldn't have sent me here. They don't have the psychological burden to send single dogs. It's Valentine's Day, and I don't think I'm single."

This time Mr. Hua's rationality came back a bit late, and he had already sent it when he realized it—the worst thing was that it was a text message, and there was no recall function yet.

Hua Yong felt even more sad when he saw this sentence.

He didn't want his love to burden Gu Shuiqing, but he still couldn't hold back.

==

After four o'clock in the afternoon, the recording came to an end, and the group part of the recording ended, and the guests who recorded first could leave.

——This is what Zhang Wei told Gu Shuiqing.

After that confession, Hua Yong didn't send another message.

Gu Shuiqing's chest seemed to be torn open, hissing and leaking air, but there were no more serious consequences, so he simply let it heal naturally.

Unfortunately, the hole is a bit big, and it hasn't closed after several hours.

——If you love someone, can you watch him get hurt?

In front of him, Hua Yong never revealed how uncomfortable and confused he was.It seems that he has always been the same as when they first met: sunny, considerate, open and happy.

But in fact?Can it be the same?

How perfect Hua Yong pretended to be in front of him, how calm he was when he expressed his feelings, how sad he was behind his back.

Gu Shuiqing ignores these on purpose - if Hua Yong doesn't say anything, he will pretend that he doesn't know, after all, those who don't know are innocent, and if they don't know, he can pretend that these things don't exist and enjoy this kind of unburdened love.

People say whoever falls in love first loses, but he is the one who falls in love first, why is it Hua Yong who loses so badly?

——No, I can't think about it anymore, he is too restless now.

Gu Shuiqing felt that it was better for him to leave here.Yes, yes, he has no news of Hua Yong now, and now it is a short rest period, what if he encounters it?He'd better go first.

Gu Shui walked so many times lightly, he already knew the direction of the stairs, and his steps were rarely flustered—eh?someone?

The other people seem to be Gu Shuiqing's rational switch that discards all emotions, just a figure, Gu Shuiqing's leaked emotions are stopped at once, and he stops in his tracks.

Ah, this girl's clothes look familiar, she seems to be one of the girls brought by Bai Yue today.Because there will be no contact in the future, Gu Shuiqing didn't bother to remember.I vaguely remember that the surname is Xia.

Gu Shui saw that the girl's eyes were straight, as if she couldn't help shaking, thinking that something happened and she was about to ask her.After walking a little, I saw that the girl was looking at the corner at the end of this floor.

There stood a young man wearing dark glasses - presumably the girl's idol?As for being so excited?Gu Shui lightly recalled that this person was not included in the guest picture sent by Hua Yong.Looks like a guest on another show?But this girl followed Bai Yue to watch this recording, and the idol should be among those people - and this person, why does she look familiar?

Gu Shuiqing didn't know how to improve and retreat, but another man walked out of the bathroom over there.

So Gu Shuiqing froze along with him.

He knew this—it was still in the picture Hua Yong sent just now.And he also suddenly understood why he saw both of them familiar - that drama that had become a taboo.

He walks towards him, he meets him.

Then, hold hands, look at each other and smile.

Then leave together.

It took Gu Shuiqing a long time to recover, and when he turned around, the girl was already in tears.

==

"I'm sorry, just kidding." Xia Yue didn't wipe the tears on her face, but her mood had calmed down.He smiled slightly at Gu Shui who handed her the water.

Gu Shuiqing asked nonchalantly, "Have you thought about it?"

"OK."

"Always believe?"

"I can't believe it."

"But it's true?"

"It's true." Her voice was a little trembling, but she calmed down carefully, "It's okay, I won't see anything after a while."

"Do you need to be so careful?"

"Everything is good for them."

"After all, the public still doesn't accept it?"

"Whether the public accepts it or not, I only want them to be good. I will do what they want."

"Afraid of criticism from the world?"

"...No. What is the world's criticism? As long as the feelings are strong enough, what can outsiders' words influence?"

"Then why do you have to hide it even if you die?"

"Because that's their dream. Outsiders can't hurt their feelings, but they can hurt their careers. I hope they are all strong enough, no matter what happens, no one can make a difference."

Gu Shui was slightly startled.

After Xia Yue's declaration ended, she changed back to that quiet and polite little girl: "Ah, did I scare you? It's okay, just treat it as if you just met a lunatic fan, don't worry about it. Haha, I usually also Not so."

"Are you going back?"

Xia Yue shook her head: "I've already seen what I didn't expect, but the only thing I wanted to see."

"Okay then, let's go together."

"Huh?" This Mr. Gu Shuiqing didn't look like someone he knew.

Gu Shui lightly pinched his trembling hand: "I'm not feeling well, just go downstairs together." He was afraid that if he was alone, he wouldn't be able to hold on.

Xia Yue tied her hair again: "It's just right, I am the same, just wait for me to call back first."

"Hello? Lulu? Well, it's okay, I'm not lost. My mother just called me, and I have to go to my grandma's house for dinner-an elder I haven't seen for a long time is back. Well, it's just right, it's convenient to go now. Bye .”

"OK, let's go."

"The elders are back?"

"Can't you?"

"of course."

==

Xia Yue had to say hello to her friends, but Gu Shuiqing left without anyone noticing.

He returned home intact with amazing perseverance along the way, with nothing in his mind.Enter the door, drop things, take out a bottle of wine from the wine cabinet, no matter what it is, and pour it down glass by glass.

Gu Shuiqing seldom drinks alcohol, but he can drink very well.The day fell quickly.

People who want to get drunk obviously get drunk easily.

When he woke up again, it was already dark - Gu Shui glanced at the time, but it was not too late, it was just after eight o'clock.Winter nights always give people an illusion.

He took a look at the bottle, and it was sparkling wine.It seemed that he was not drunk at all, but just fell asleep.

After a while, he remembered to send Zhang Wei a WeChat message: "I'll go back first. When are you?"

Zhang Wei's high spirits can be seen in his text messages: "Don't disturb my date?"

"Take it?"

"The ten hour mark has passed."

"Your unit of measurement is really unique."

"Thank you for your compliment."

"Focus on color over friends."

"Lonely? What did you do long ago? Mr. Hua should be at the banquet now, right?"

—Yes, he said, there was a party to attend tonight.

——You Gu Shuiqing, you can't even answer a phone call.

Gu Shui thought lightly, why?

People like Bai Yue who have been married and divorced are not afraid, and people like Zhang Wei who plan their lives so clearly are not afraid!

The most important thing... Those two people survived such... such a difficult situation, and they are not afraid!

So what are you afraid of?

Afraid of criticism?Afraid of "outsiders"?

——You don’t even believe in yourself, so you think about others first?

——Are you afraid that others will affect your love, or your future?

——Love enough, not afraid of the former; not controlled by others, not afraid of the latter.

Tell me, what do you lack?

Since you can't bear to watch others sacrifice, then try it yourself.

"Where's that ghost party tonight?"

"?? You are not calm."

"Yes, I'm not calm."

"...'Holy Leap'."

Gu Shuiqing trotted and stopped a taxi.

"Master, 'Shengyue Hotel' is quite close to the CCTV."

The driver started the car and turned on the watch, and looked at him in the rearview mirror: "Young man, have you been drinking?"

Gu Shuiqing knew that he was not in a good state, but he didn't want to tidy up.

He just doesn't calm down, don't calm down and let him see that he is not calm.

Maybe tomorrow he will regret it.

... I don't know if he is still willing to do this.

The author has something to say:

A chapter with private goods appeared.I wrote it out of a little selfishness, but also because of Gu Shuiqing.He needs someone who can give him that kind of encouragement.

The third volume is also over. 20 words, this is the number of words I originally set for myself.The idea of ​​stopping here even after moving a bit just now hahahahahaha, just kidding.

After a day off, I will update it on the 21st and open the fourth volume, which is the last volume.

Juan Siyanhe