pretending to be graceful

Gu Shuiqing didn't know what to say, so he could only ask about the patient's situation: "How is he...?" He gestured to the ward next to him.

Gu Shuisi shook her head: "That's it. The doctor said that the chance of waking up is already very small." When she said this, she didn't look at the ward, but lowered her head slightly.From Gu Shuiqing's perspective, she could only see that the corners of her mouth were tightly pursed, trying to hold back something.

Gu Shui felt lightly and sensitively that Gu Shuisi at this moment was very violent - very much like what he had always thought of her - but soon, her muscles relaxed.There was even a little unnatural ease when he raised his head.

Of course, ignore the bloodshot eyes under her eyes.

At that moment, seeing Gu Shuisi who was so angry that he was about to burst out with a gentle smile, Gu Shuiqing felt a big hole in his chest, which was chilly.

- Relatives?Family?Is there really some kind of special feeling between twins that can make two people who are almost strangers empathize?

Gu Shuiqing discovered that, in fact, he had never taken a good look at this younger sister.

Gu Shuisi is undoubtedly beautiful.Gu Changming and Jiang Fang's daughter will never be ugly.But it was the first time that Gu Shuiqing noticed that they were actually very similar - from the forehead to the eyes - too much like Jiang Fang.

A naturally affectionate but ruthless look.

Gu Shui looked at his own face lightly for too long, and didn't quite agree with Zhang Jing's words, but at this moment, looking at the similar eyes that had faded away from the mask of a lot of ruffianism, he was a little skeptical - I was the same way of?

Gu Shuiqing felt that this gentle sister always gave him a gloomy feeling, so he went into the bathroom as an excuse to wash his hands.But he actually ran away.There are too many discrepancies with the plan, and Gu Shuiqing doesn't know what to do.

In fact, he was only born a few minutes earlier than Gu Shuisi.Where did so much maturity and stability come from.Even, compared to the rebellious and independent Gu Shuisi, his life is much more orderly.

Gu Shuiqing was actually sleepy at this time.He washed his face with cold water, looked at the water droplets rolling down his haggard face from the mirror, felt a little helpless, and felt a little funny.

Gu Shui underestimated this person, with a bit of carelessness about everything, and a little carelessness in his words.Usually, he seems to listen a lot and think a lot, but in fact, most of the time, he is in a hurry for 3 minutes. If he is really bothered, he just doesn’t care about it—the sky is falling, and no one can live. Don't worry.

As a result, this person often cared deeply about things the day before, and suddenly the next day it was nothing to do with him—Zhang Wei wondered what he was thinking.

So, at this moment, Gu Shui lightly washed his face and felt that it was no big deal.For his incompetent brother, this step is enough.

As for Gu Shuisi's future—repression?What's wrong with repression?He has a lot of experience with this.Some people have never tasted what is called indulgence in their whole life, and Stoudemire is about the same at this time.

At the beginning, it’s okay if you don’t adapt.It's a necessary process for a rebellious girl.Since they are brothers and sisters, Gu Shuiqing is not worried at all that she will not be able to get used to this boring life.

Gu Shui turned off the water lightly, and his gaze inadvertently passed over the bottles and cans placed by the pool.Unlike other things that were delivered temporarily at first glance, there is a bottle of cleansing water that looks brand new, but most of it has been used.He froze for a moment, and then saw that the wastebasket on the table was full of makeup remover pads—obviously, the top few pads were clean, and they didn't play the role of makeup remover at all.

For some unknown reason, Gu Shui lightly put down the small wastebasket, and the used makeup remover pads slid out - except for the bottom few sheets, there was no trace of these cotton pads that filled the wastebasket.

Gu Shui lightly froze.

He seemed to see the girl outside, frantically pouring makeup remover onto the cotton sheet, removing the makeup that was all over her face—over and over again, without stopping.It seems that as long as this layer of makeup can be removed from the face, many things can be as if they didn't happen-now except her, no one knows what happened.She can only throw away the past and hide the past in such a way.

She knew it was futile, but she just had to do it over and over again.

Gu Shui lightly thought, is it better to bid farewell to the former self so harshly, leaving a deep scar; or to act as if this hadn't happened and still go my own way?He once firmly disapproved of Gu Shuisi hurting himself like this... But, she is Gu Shuisi, and her family and background are enough to support her going on like this.That being the case, what's the harm in being rebellious and arrogant?

This seems to be just a simple question, Gu Shuiqing thought suspiciously, but couldn't feel any other emotions in himself.He vaguely felt that this was not quite right.

Gu Shuiqing had never faced such a choice before, so he couldn't understand it.But he seems to be able to understand - understand a behavior that is not accepted by most people, understand a kind of presumptuousness that ignores other people's eyes.

All this seemed far away to him.

Gu Shui gently took out the phone: "Tell me, why are you an only child?"

"...Your uncle. Gu Shuiqing, you can't finish it. I also have to learn to sleep!" Zhang Wei went crazy.

"Let me ask you, what would you do if you had a younger sister who was very rebellious and didn't listen to discipline, didn't attend classes and didn't listen to her?"

"If it were me, I wouldn't care. That's my sister, she can do whatever she wants. Now she is raised by my dad, and I will take care of her when she grows up. The most important thing is that she is happy." It seems like a big deal. All can be resolved in three or two sentences.

"What if she wants to change?"

"She can change it if she wants to. As long as she wants to, just figure it out. What's wrong with Stoudemire?"

Gu Shui looked lightly at the cotton sheets spread out by the pool, and Gu Shuisi, who was deliberately smiling in the rest room but refused to reveal his heart, thought to himself, what kind of willingness is this.

Who forced her?If she wants to play, let her play.

A kind of anger welled up in Gu Shuiqing's chest - why did she want to change?Why can't I live according to my own way of life?Why does he want to be this villain who gives people "life guidance"?

He turned to go out, but accidentally kicked a small box by the door.There was the sound of metal hitting tiles.

what?

Gu Shui squatted down lightly.He removed the little box.

Below is a blade.And with blood.

Gu Shui felt dizzy for a while, and sat on the side.

He had seen this kind of small blades in the laboratory, and these blades were especially sharp with shiny edges.

After Qin Wuyi was sent here, except for the doctor, Gu Shuisi almost refused anyone to enter this room. All the things here were either sent by the family later, or brought over by her—where are these blades? kind?Whose blood is this?

Gu Shui held his breath lightly, and sent Zhang Wei a message again: "Ask you again, what if what she is going to do is breaking the law?"

==

Gu Shuiqing ignored Zhang Wei's constant questioning, he was already enough to make a decision.He walked out of the bathroom, Gu Shuisi was still watching the social program seriously.

Seeing Gu Shuiqing coming out, she smiled blankly, and didn't ask what Gu Shuiqing has been tossing about for so long - she actually knew it all, but she didn't have the consciousness to ask.Gu Shui thought lightly.

Gu Shuisi pointed to the girl with a mosaic on her face on TV, and asked, "Brother, why do you think she ran away for love?" Gu Shui frowned lightly.How could he answer such a meaningless question?

"Anyway, I can't figure it out. Also, since you were so decisive when you left, why did you come back again? Still hugging the teacher and crying? Are high school students like this?"

Gu Shuiqing found that she was not embarrassing herself, and there was no sarcasm in her voice.She was simply full of doubts.

"And yesterday, it was about the fact that the teacher favored a student and caused dissatisfaction among others, so... a fight? Is this worth fighting?"

She seemed to be having a hard time understanding school life she had never been exposed to - like someone living on a different planet, learning a new culture.

Why?Why force yourself to do this?

Gu Shui walked up to her lightly, blocking her view of the TV: "Xiao Si, what exactly do you want?"

He was ready for Gu Shuisi to explode.

Who knows that Gu Shuisi just smiled with a good temper: "Brother, what are you worried about? Am I doing this badly? I just want to know what I have missed all these years."

"Look, other people's lives are so colorful, and very... normal? As for me, I have been fighting, drinking, going to Internet cafes, and kicking games since I was a child. Except Wuwu, it seems that I don't even have a friend—oh, Wuwu There is also a crush, I don't even have this - I also laughed at him because he was tied by himself. I looked at the students in the serious school and thought they were studying every day, which was boring; I looked at the technical school over there The gangsters in the village dare to collect protection fees without any skills. A group of people live very boringly and follow the written script."

"But in the past two days, I found that it seems to be different from what I thought. Their good students also fight? They seem to be very lively when they say you like me and I like you? No wonder they have to go to school to attend lectures sometimes. "

Listening to this girl talking about this topic, Gu Shuiqing couldn't understand it personally, but felt it was ridiculous.

Gu Shuisi was still ignorant: "Brother, how are you doing? Do you feel that they are sorry for the two of us? Anyway, I think so. But I have to tell you, live well and don't compete. Look, I am so Only when I grew up did I realize that other people are so interesting. Me and Wuwu, these years, I thought, there is nothing that impresses me deeply, as if every day is the same.”

"So I thought, I'll fill it up slowly, and then I'll tell him when he wakes up—after I'm ready, I'll find a chance to have someone tell me a story, and I want to hear more about other people's teenage stories. time, what happened.”

"After all, he told me that he was going to live a little more clearly and have some meaning—otherwise, the goddess wouldn't even take a look at him." Gu Shuisi laughed, "He can't do it now, so I'll watch for him more. See, what if he wakes up and finds out that the Goddess is in possession of her when he slowly mends himself."

This was the first time that Gu Shuisi talked about Qin Wuwu's coma, but Gu Shuiqing couldn't care less about it—he finally knew why Gu Shuisi pulled himself back so abruptly.

Compared with common sense and reason, she obviously believed in "the righteousness of the rivers and lakes"--brother is dead, I will take the top.She didn't become like this because of introspection, she wanted to help others live.

So she hasn't changed at all.So it's useless to say anything.

Gu Shuiqing knew that he had nothing to do—in fact, he himself was a person with nothing to do.If you don't know what to do with yourself, why do you still help others?Is it because he is usually so reliable that he gives others the illusion that he is "willing to help others"?

Give me a break.Gu Shui lightly sneered in his heart.

Between twins, there are many places to imagine.Gu Shuisi is so rebellious and indifferent, how can he think that he is affectionate, righteous, gentle and sensible? ——With parents like them, how could it be possible.

However, Gu Shui took this person lightly, no matter how much he thought in his heart, his expression remained calm. "Then you can help him live well."

Yes, no matter what the change is for, it is a change.It is better to live quietly than social unrest.As for nature?original intention? ——Forget it, if it was that easy, people wouldn't be mentioning it over and over again.

Forget about good morning.

Not forgetting is the trouble.

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