pretending to be graceful

"In addition... in the bleakness, I can get a glimpse of color."

Gu Shuiqing hesitated for a moment, and deleted this overly hypocritical sentence.

Some people, you can’t say a few words casually and hypocritically in front of him, and you may provoke criticism for nothing if you say something more; No real value.

So a lot of words, in the end can not say.Gu Shui thought lightly, why can't he try to utter bad words, it is said that hurting others and oneself can also relieve stress.

Unconstrained thinking wandered around for a long time, Gu Shuiqing regained his composure, and simply replied to Zhang Wei, leaning on the seat and not wanting to move anymore.He needs to gather enough energy to face Gu Shuisi who doesn't know what he is like now.

Very irritating, to many people, many things.

But what good is restlessness?Although he totally disagrees with Gu Shuisi's self-abandonment—of course it is defined by him—but he also has to admit that Gu Shuisi has always lived a more unrestrained life than him.

If a person can be well-protected all his life, without worrying about food and clothing and ignoring the sufferings of the world, it would be a blessing to live an unclear life in the past few decades——Gu Shuiqing has nothing else, the most important thing It is self-knowledge, he knows that he does not have this luck, so he has been praying for Stoudemire to... In the end, he fell down this year.

So, instead of betting on the luck that you don’t know when it will come and be ruthlessly taken back, it’s better to wake up early and make plans early—living a little less interesting is worse than being injured and not being able to scream out the pain.

Gu Shui looked lightly at the dark clouds in the sky, suppressed a little sarcasm that came from nowhere, and looked away rather coldly, but his voice was still peaceful: "Uncle Liu... tell me about Xiao Si year, what happened?"

Uncle Liu's hand holding the steering wheel tightened unconsciously.This young master, who hasn't seen each other for several years, is of course a rare good-natured person. Compared with the pampered Gu Shuisi, he is much easier to get along with, but Uncle Liu is inexplicably afraid of him—just like how many years ago, when he When I was young, I was afraid of the mistress of the house—but it was different.But what exactly is different, he can't tell the way.

Uncle Liu stabilized his mind, and began to answer cautiously: "Miss, the past few years... this..."

Gu Shuiqing: "It's okay, just tell me, my sister, I don't know yet."

"...Actually, I really don't know what to say to you. Miss is still the same. She doesn't go to school very much, and she can't learn something quietly when she goes to school. Thank God if she doesn't cause trouble to others. Sir let me follow Miss is afraid that she will use the car, but you also know that she, how could she let me follow her?"

"Is there any change? In fact, the lady has always looked like this for so many years. She won't listen to what the husband says, and she can only be more rebellious... Every day she goes out with heavy makeup and wears all kinds of... Jewelry, I can't even name it. Also, just hang out with a group of her friends, don't know what they do every day, teenagers, don't go to school..."

Gu Shui listened to Uncle Liu's nagging complaints, but his mind was actually quite empty.He and Gu Shuisi didn't live together for a long time, and their communication was limited. They just called and chatted every once in a while, and their relationship was not as close as her few friends.Calling him at this time... is there any practical significance?In front of his deviant sister, Gu Shuiqing really didn't feel that he had the ability to influence anything.

But he had to come because he was the elder brother—it was ridiculous, the father who was always by his side had no choice but to come back when something happened, and it was his elder brother who came back.

Gu Shuiqing's emotions fluctuated with the flickering lights, but nothing could be seen on the outside - it seemed that the tranquility brought out from the water town had firmly enveloped him, and any emotions that passed through this path would be invincible. It turned into a little calm water vapor.

"Tell me about this recent incident."

Uncle Liu sighed and shook his head: "It's really useless for you to ask me. No one else can answer you except for Miss Xiaosi - until now, she hasn't left the ward, and she hasn't mentioned what happened to anyone. What. I only know that she went out as usual that day, went to school to get a job, and then left me - when I found her again, she was already hugging Mr. Qin covered in blood, and she didn't ask any questions. "

Gu Shuisi turned his head again, except for a mess of irritability, he didn't seem to have much emotion. —— After all, except for a few bruises on Gu Shuisi's body, he was basically unharmed. Although that Qin Wuyi had been seriously injured and hadn't woken up yet, in the final analysis, he was just a stranger to him.

Take it as a lesson.Gu Shuisi has been lawless for so long, and it's not too late to wake up now.She has been in a daze for so long, and she probably recovered from it, so she just needs to be her student.

Gu Shui underestimated him, and what he hated most in his life was a bunch of things getting mixed up—it would make him irritable, and this irritability would drain his energy and reduce his efficiency in solving problems.But at the same time, he also knows himself very well, he can quickly adjust in this extreme irritability, and reduce the irritability value by solving problems.

So, Gu Shuiqing imagined the scene of seeing Gu Shuisi with red eyes and makeup on his face, and quickly simulated a conversation—mainly comforting and reasoning.He just did his best, listened to the destiny, and said clearly what should be said.

That was all he could do.There are too many things out of his control, what's the use of being upset?Gu Shui lightly tapped the unknown rhythm with his fingertips, his mind calmed down, and with the birth of the solution, the irritability also faded away——he was back to himself.Gentle and calm, like an outsider who has nothing to do with himself.

The car drove slowly and entered the city.

Uncle Liu asked: "Are you sure you want to go to the hospital directly? Why don't you go home and put your things away?"

Gu Shui smiled lightly: "I'm just a small suitcase, what can I put down first?" Yes, his return is like a simple business trip. After completing a simple task, he will leave—— As if this wasn't his home.

Uncle Liu has been in the Gu family for many years, and he has a deep understanding of the strange way of getting along with this family. He only drove in the direction of the hospital without saying a word.

Gu Shuiqing took out his phone and looked at it. It was almost ten o'clock.He hesitated for a while, and then sent a message to Zhang Wei on the other side of the ocean: "You said, when is it appropriate for me to go back?"

Zhang Wei: "...My God, do you think it's easy to solve this matter? If it's easy, you will be brought back on purpose? It's your own sister, not someone else."

Gu Shui frowned lightly.It's his own sister, but what can he do?That's the truth, no matter what anyone says, there is nothing left for him except a not-so-qualified family name.

"I beg you, in front of Xiao Si, please put away your nonchalant and high-spirited stuff, it's a good idea not to come up. She is different from you, she is still a rebellious adolescent girl, and It coincides with major changes, and what is needed is comfort rather than criticism—you have to pretend to be affectionate, not everyone can't see your indifference."

Gu Shuiqing ignored him and put away the phone.His aloofness was a sign that he wasn't in much of a mood to do things.So, smart people should choose to retreat spontaneously, and he doesn't care much about non-smart people-what about relatives?He was a little puzzled.His relationship with his mother was very weak, he had no contact with his father, and he didn't see much with his only younger sister.It seems that in theory the relationship between family members should fall into the category of "exception", but he really has no practical samples.

So I can only try my best to make myself look like a brother, and take every step.

It was already 10:30 when I arrived at the hospital, well past the visiting hours—but there are always exceptions to everything.Uncle Liu went to negotiate a few words, while Gu Shuiqing sat in the car and waited.Suddenly, he noticed a girl looking around at the hospital door.

She should know that she can't get in, and she doesn't make any efforts, just stay here for a while.She wasn't sad, nor anxious, like visiting a sick person.Gu Shui glanced lightly, and when Uncle Liu came up to drive, he looked away.

These days, there are people of all kinds, and there are still people who are willing to hang out at the hospital gate.

"Uncle Liu, take my luggage home, so go back too. I'll stay with Xiao Si for one night, and I'll go back by myself tomorrow." Gu Shui realized for a long time, and felt that as a family member, being with him was the only thing he could do more. of.Stoudemire probably lacks love—or the kind of lack of love that does not admit that he lacks love.Her little rebelliousness can be slowed down with the help of her relatives.Just like him, he hasn't seen much love from his family, isn't he also living a good life.

When he walked into the ward, Gu Shuiqing thought that he was fully prepared.Consolation is the main focus, education is the supplement, interspersed with the love of loved ones - he is really not good at it, but the plan is quite complete.

So he was very calm when he knocked on the door. "Xiaosi? It's me, brother."

"Oh, please come in." A calm and soft female voice came out, a little hoarse but gentle.

Gu Shuiqing's heart skipped a beat - no, this is not right.

He opened the door in an extremely absurd situation, and in the rest room, he saw the girl whom he hadn't seen for two years.

"Ah, brother, I thought you would come back tomorrow. I was about to go to bed, but I saw you said you would come." Gu Shuisi turned his face to the sky, put down the remote control, and smiled at him.

No make-up, no sneer, no silence, no hysteria—it doesn't look like the same person in the photo my father sent me.

Gu Shuisi was wearing a white long-sleeved T-shirt with a simple drawing of a cat on it.The rest of the jewelry and makeup are gone.She is like a good student, simple and innocent.

This is different from what Gu Shuiqing thought.He originally thought that Gu Shuisi would either cry bitterly and repent at the beginning, change his mind from now on and change himself, what he wants now is affirmation and comfort;

— But it shouldn't be like this.It was as if the traces of the past 18 years were all erased in one day, and she suddenly became sensible, and suddenly became what everyone expected her to be.

This seems like it should be a good thing because she's back to normal.But Gu Shuiqing is sensitively aware that things are not that simple.

Gu Shuisi took out a bottle of mineral water from the freezer and handed it to Gu Shuiqing: "Brother, this is a hospital and there is nothing, so let the motherland welcome you with domestic mineral water." She even learned to joke.

Gu Shuiqing unscrewed the water bottle mechanically, and began to question the so-called strategy he had formulated—it was inconsistent from the root, how should he adjust it?

Anxiety rose again.The point is, in front of Stoudemire, he can't show any trace yet.

Gu Shuisi changed the channel, it was a social issue program, this episode was telling the stories of several boys and girls who ran away from home because their teachers and parents rejected their puppy love.She watched with gusto.

Gu Shui looked at her lightly and trembled in fear——

He knew he was dead wrong.If Gu Shuisi's attitude is as tough as before, or if he has changed, his father has more experience than him.The reason why she called him back was because things got out of control-her peacefulness was actually extremely uncooperative.

And Gu Shuiqing——he discovered to his astonishment that he was the best example of being gentle and extremely uncooperative.

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