pretending to be graceful

Hua Yong felt that things started to go wrong from a certain day.

Which day... probably the day when they made a fuss about Fang Jing.

Hua Yong sat cross-legged on the bed, and Lu Anke's serious, somewhat funny face was displayed on the laptop screen, and the two were relatively silent as if they were in a big meeting.

Lu Anke took the lead and couldn't hold back anymore: "I said...Mr. Hua, you said you wanted to find me for something, but did you talk? Let me watch you with a look of bitterness and hatred - no, I said you are bitter and bitter." Why is there still a deep breath in your mouth, so short of twitching?"

"I have to organize the language, don't I?"

"Oh, co-author, you didn't think about anything, did you call me to organize the language?" Lu Anke screamed strangely.

Hua Yong frowned, looking hard to say: "No... Actually, I've been thinking about it for two days, organized many versions, and cleared them all. I just found out, and I don't know where to start."

"I don't know where to start, so start from the beginning."

Hua Yong nodded in agreement: "Well, I'll start from the beginning."

Lu Anke: "...you just wait for my sentence, right?"

"That was the second day after I arrived in Yu Town. It was so early in the morning, it was beyond my expectations..." Mr. Hua selectively ignored the different opinions and told the story of two days ago.From Gu Shuiqing being invited out, to seeing Zhang Yu Fangjing, to a group drama, to...

"Yeah, it's much more comfortable," Gu Shui took a breath, narrowed his eyes and looked back.

Hua Yong stuck: Why is this person so direct all of a sudden?It's a little scary, okay?

"What's the matter with you?" It was also because Hua Yong found some courage to ask this question that he had thought about for a long time.He felt that Gu Shui was too light to talk about him.

At this time, the two little girls came to ask how to go back, Gu Shui pointed lightly in the direction, and saw that the two were a little far away before speaking: "I find it very annoying." He frowned, with Hua Yong never Hua Yong felt a little startled by the bored look he had seen before.But if you think about it carefully, in fact, a person shouldn't be so gentle, this bit of fireworks is real.

oh.reality.Gu Shui lightly became real.

"Fang Jing is indeed my senior. He was in the same class as my friend. He is three years older than me—in this way, he is older than you? Aren't you just twenty?" This is Gu Shuiqing's unique point. Pulling away from the negative emotions, and dragging back to a point that others can't contact at all-this point warms Hua Yong's heart.Oh, even when he was a stranger at that time, Gu Shuiqing still remembered it so clearly.

Gu Shuiqing talked about the past in a very rare way. Since he is willing to move forward, he has to show some sincerity: "There is no school in Yu Town, and it doesn't pay much attention to study. We have to go to the city to go to school. The third middle school in the city is this The important point is that there are not many people here in Yuzhen these years. I, my friend Zhang Wei, and Fang Jing are one of the few people in No. [-] Middle School. Since they come from the same place, it is inevitable that they will come into contact with more and be compared. a bit more."

"Fang Jing's family is single-parent, his mother is strict with him and has high expectations for him, hoping that he will become famous one day. But Fang Jing's dream is to be an artist."

"Well... I can see it. But he is an artist, isn't he too... too routine?"

Gu Shui snorted lightly, agreeing: "Fang Jing has no ability to resist his mother, nor is he able to take care of both sides, so he can only work hard to learn well, and he has to look like he can handle it with ease. He spends a lot of time building this image. It seems that he doesn't care , and that's all."

It was only at this time that Hua Yong understood why Fang Jing was hostile and guarded - Gu Shuiqing was what Fang Jing tried hard to be, and when the shadow saw the genuine product, he would definitely panic.

"After I went to No. [-] Middle School, I learned pretty well. We were three years away, and the teachers were in the same class. We occasionally compared them. I couldn't understand. I was the one who kept hearing his name. Why did he have such a big opinion. "——There are always people who are clearly not as good as others, but insist on finding problems and flaws in others, regardless of whether it is the same thing or not, as long as you have problems, ok, then I will beat you.

Among such people, Fang Jing might belong to a higher rank.

"I think he's always looking at me, staring at me, imitating me, and I can feel a pair of eyes at random. I haven't paid much attention to it, and I'm not at the same level, and I have little direct contact. If I didn't see me today, I would have forgotten." Gu Shui lightly looked down at his feet.He rarely thought about the past because it was meaningless, but he didn't expect that the recycle bin was so powerful that he didn't delete every penny.

Since Hua Yong asked, he will answer.He didn't want to look so careless and fake.

"So what did he say today? Even if you are in a bad mood, if he hadn't provoked you, you wouldn't be able to remember these things, right?" Hua Yong asked rightly.

There were layers of fluctuations in Gu Shuiqing's downcast eyes, but unfortunately Hua Yong couldn't see it: "He said he wants me to change, he wants me to learn to release myself."

Hua Yong clicked his tongue: "If it were me, I would be in a hurry. If it's okay, why point fingers at other people's lives? Besides, what position does he take? Isn't that funny? I think he's okay at first, but he really can't be judged by his appearance. Since he It’s all here to guide your life, and I can only say that the free and easy artist that he wanted before actually failed to achieve it.”

Gu Shui slightly hooked the corner of his lower lip, thinking, he thinks the same as me.And he didn't care about Fang Jing learning me because I resemble him in some ways...how can he be so good.

"Hey, I remembered something," Mr. Hua suddenly smiled unseriously, "Just to vent your anger on you, I didn't buy the gift for my mother. How can you make it up to me?"

Gu Shui smiled lightly: "It's not difficult. Fang Jing's family is the only one who buys books for business. He is not the only one who has books. I'll find them for you when I get home."

"Eh? Is this appropriate? You don't need it?" Hua Yong said casually. He felt that Gu Shuiqing was not really happy to bring up the past, so he wanted to change the subject.

Gu Shui shook his head lightly: "I'm not interested. I rented out the books. After he passed away, my mother packed them up. She didn't read them or keep them carefully. I don't know if I can still read them. They are just taking up space. I Find it for you."

"Look, isn't this the problem!" Mr. Hua said that the story was almost over, and he returned to the original intention and began to discuss the problem with Lu Anke.

Lu Anke looked at this vivid restoration of the scene, but couldn't get the point of Mr. Hua, and his face was confused: "What do you want to express? What's the problem?"

Hua Yong was very surprised and said: "You still don't understand? When we first met, he didn't even say where his home was, and he had a strong sense of self-prevention. Pinyin; Now, he actually wants to get me a book from home? He told me about his family? I really... How can I let him treat me as a friend so quickly? You have to know, I After listening to it for a long time, I think he may have recognized a friend before that, the kind who grew up with him. He doesn't pretend to talk to other people."

...Lu Anke really only heard that he was poor.But as a rational human being, he began to analyze: "Since you asked me about this matter, I will explain it to you. First of all, don't get too excited. Did you follow him to his house or did he introduce his mother to you?" If you don’t even know the name, don’t act like the other party has shown you so much. Secondly,” Lu Anke became serious, “Don’t blame me for pouring cold water on you. Do you really think it’s not a repeat of Yi Chi? After acting decently in front of you for two months, Gu Shuiqing confessed to you in just a few days? Did you mean that he was still indifferent when you saw him in Yuzhen? As a result, he died the next day. Have you put your heart out to you? Think about it, can a normal person do such a thing?"

Hua Yong was silent, and smiled helplessly for a while: "Well, it's my fault. I didn't make it clear. I also misplaced the key points. But I'm really messed up."

Seeing his stern expression, Lu Anke later realized that this matter was really serious. "You say, you can say anything."

"Do you think I'm a good person?"

Lu Anke didn't expect to wait for such a question, so he sneered under the gap: "How old are you, Hua Yong? I have known you for a few years, and I don't think you were such an idiot at the beginning? Good person can be used to evaluate a person Well, thank you for asking so formally."

"So that's the problem. I always feel that the way Gu Shui looks at me lightly is a way of looking at 'good people'... It's not about adoring or admiring, and it's not like issuing cards—you know what I mean? ? I look scared."

"...So?" Lu Anke finally confirmed at this time that this person might be really different from Yi Chi.His phrase "normal person" may be really wrong.

Hua Yong let out a long sigh: "I understand me as a person. There should be no major problems, but a lot of minor problems. I have a high self-esteem, so my vision is also high, and most people don't look down on me. My temper is not very good, and sometimes I am very rude. Face-saving. Interests come and go quickly, not long-term, playful but not let go, biting a lot of inexplicable persistence. I really don’t think I deserve others to look at me like that, you know? .”

"You are really good at self-summarization." Lu Anke stabbed him habitually, but the tone was no longer hurtful.The most admirable thing about Hua Yong is that he is always modest and never puts himself in a high position.

He thinks highly of himself because he has that capital, but at the same time he will not despise people who are not as good as him; his temper is not good enough, but he knows how to divide the time and occasion; Whether he likes it or not, there are extreme limits; he can't let it go because...he tries hard to hold on to what others think he doesn't need.

He may not be able to abide by these all the time, but he will always reflect and correct.And because he can't do it all the time, he understands his own shortcomings.

Hua Yong is really a rare person.Lu Anke asked himself that he couldn't do it, and he even disapproved of some of it.But he still admires those who can do it.

"What I'm afraid of is...he thinks too much of me. Gu Shuiqing is a person who is not easy to get close to, and probably has never accepted others with his heart. My initiative has moved them, and they only saw me when they were moved. In the end, it was found that this is not the case, isn’t it causing trouble?” Hua Yong was troubled.

"I think people like them are easy to get distracted, and if the gap between ideal and reality is too large, they will be hurt more. I took this step first, and I deliberately set up a very tall image..."

Lu Anke couldn't listen anymore, why did this person suddenly become so troublesome: "Don't worry about it, I'll just ask you, do you really want to make friends with people?"

Hua Yong replied immediately: "That's for sure."

"Then you have a clear conscience. Besides, you have a little confidence in yourself and him. You are not bad. Although the word 'good guy' is too strange, you are really good. According to what you said, he is not stupid. Why? Can you be fooled by your 'tall image'? Why think so much?"

Hua Yong stayed for a while, then reacted and began to laugh: "That's right, I'm a bit of an underdog? You're right, Yi Chi's shadow is still there, and I don't know how much it will affect me. But I can't doubt myself just because of this Right? It wasn't my fault from beginning to end."

Lu Anke was relieved when he heard this, and felt that the appearance of Gu Shuiqing might be a good sign.At least Hua Yong can talk about that matter normally.

"Ding." The phone rang, and Mr. Hua broke away from the smirk, and took it over to read: "Oh, no more, he said he found me a few books that looked similar to the one I held that day, I'll go and have a look. "After saying goodbye in a hurry, I turned off the video.

Lu Anke stared at the black screen that said "the other party is offline", and there was still Hua Yong's graceful posture in front of him, feeling that something was wrong.

Where is it?

The author has something to say:

So what exactly is wrong?Hey hey.

Take a day off tomorrow, and continue the day after tomorrow.