Count and see that I have loved you for five years

school.

Not long after I sent it, his reply came.

"Take good care of yourself by yourself. I know you also want to study hard. Work hard in the last year of high school. I want to stay in this city. How about you?"

I see this message has been ringing for a long time, I worked so hard to go to college, but where am I going?

Whatever, as long as there is no him.I silently think

“I didn’t think so”

"If you have a goal, go after it, don't forget buddies!"

"kindness"

After sending the text message, I leaned against the window and began to sleep. The bus was running, the window was shaking, and I couldn't sleep well.

It is estimated that it will take more than an hour to get to school, and I will have to live in the books when I arrive. Too many things happened this week, and I am really tired.

I closed my eyes and wanted to rest, so I put the luggage on the right hand side, next to the window.There is a lot of money in the inner pocket, which is my living expenses for this month.

The car stopped, and a lot of people rushed up, and it was getting more and more crowded around me.

I didn't bother to open my eyes, I just touched the luggage habitually and pulled it closer to me.

Just like that, I arrived at the place where I got off in a daze. I picked up my luggage and got off without caring about anything.

I was suddenly very hungry. I searched through my luggage, but couldn't find anything.

I thought I had misplaced it at first, I sat on the curb step and rummaged through everything, only to find three dollars, I woke up with a start and realized I had been stolen.

Sitting there foolishly for a long time, not knowing what to do.

The phone rang, and I put it in my pocket, but luckily it wasn't stolen.

"Hey?"

"I counted you to go to school."

"Um"

"Why are you so noisy there?"

"..."

"You haven't gone to school yet?"

"I was stolen"

"what?"

"I don't know, I fell asleep in the car and the money was stolen, only 3 yuan"

"You stupid, how can you sleep in the car!"

"Oh"

"Where are you, I'll find you"

"no need"

"Stop talking nonsense and tell me"

"I'm at the East Bus Station"

"OK, wait for me"

I hung up the phone and left, suddenly forgetting that he said he was coming.I suddenly didn't want to go to the evening self-study. At worst, the class teacher told the parents. I was at a loss. I didn't know whether I should tell them that my money had been stolen.

(110 a)

I walked along the street and it was getting darker and darker.If you are tired from walking, lean on your luggage for a while, and then continue walking.

I walk along the East Street, and I can walk to the school in about half an hour.

My stomach is getting hungrier and I feel more and more uncomfortable.

Not just the body, but also the mind.

I was studying hard in a strange school by myself, and now my money was stolen, and I didn't know what to do.

Someone seemed to be shouting "Hey, slow down!" in the distance, and the voice seemed to be Li Ziyi's.I was stunned suddenly, he said he was coming to see me, but I forgot about it and left by myself.

I was very annoyed when I thought about it, so I wanted to stay on the side of the street to see if he was calling me.

About across the road, I saw him.

Really, no matter how many vehicles there are, you can see them at a glance, and you can't take your eyes off them.

He came running across the road, looking out of breath.

"Hey, I said why did you leave by yourself? Don't wait for me, didn't I say that I came to you."

"Sorry, I forgot" I was ashamed.

"Okay, it's okay, oh, what's the matter with you now, the money was really stolen?" He looked at me and said.

"It should have been stolen, but I still have three dollars." I shook the money in my hand.

"Silly, is 3 yuan enough for you to spend a month?" He touched my hair after he finished speaking, and I smiled.

Suddenly he withdrew his hand and put it in his pocket.

I also understand that he seems to be avoiding suspicion, we are not familiar with each other.

Such an intimate action does not belong to me, I pretended not to care and stroked my hair.

After that we walked along the school without saying a word.The atmosphere was unspeakably awkward.

The school is just across the street. I looked at my watch and it was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

The class started early, so I simply skipped the night.

"You go back, I'm almost at school" I said while walking boredly, holding the stones on the side of the road.

"It's time for me to go back, so good night, I'm leaving" he put down his luggage.

I don't know why I was so disappointed, I wanted him to stay with me for a while, but I was the one who drove him back.

I took my luggage and left without wanting to say anything to him.

"Autumn, wait!" I turned around.

On the other side of the road, he circled his hands and called me.

"What's the matter?" I asked him suspiciously.

He ran over quickly and took his hands out of his pockets.

"Here you are, there's only 900 yuan here, I don't know if it's enough for you." He took out the money and prepared to give it to me.

"I don't want" I pushed the money to him.

"If you don't want it, what will you do this month? Do you drink cold water?"

"I can't, I don't know you well." After I finished speaking, I was startled and panicked. I just didn't want to accept his money or owe him anything.

But when the words come to the lips, they become hurtful words.

(110 two)

His smile suddenly froze and turned into a sneer.

I have never seen that kind of look in his eyes, and it made me feel uncomfortable, but I didn't want to explain it when I said it.

"Hehe, let me borrow this from you, at worst, just return it to me." He put the money in my hands, turned around and left.

I stayed by the side of the road and watched him go away. I knew it must be eleven o'clock when he came home. He skipped class in order to come here to pay me.

But I uttered such words.

Why is he so nice to me?It was he who was so resolute at the beginning, and he is also the one who is so gentle now.

Standing alone on the side of the road with luggage for a long time, the money he gave was clutched in the palm of his hand and was almost wet with sweat.

I suddenly remembered that the door of our dormitory was locked at eleven o'clock, and I walked quickly to school with my luggage.

When I lost my luggage, I lay on the bed and didn't want to move anymore, my whole body was sore.

Zhou Zhou came over and asked me many things. He said that the class teacher found out that I hadn’t come all night and called the parents to notify me, and then asked me what was wrong.

I closed my eyes and listened, not wanting to say a word.

I knew my parents might be worried about me, so I had to give them a call.

"Peng Qiuqi, your wings are stiff, don't you? How dare you skip class? You dare not answer my call, I think you are looking for death." My dad's loud voice was vividly reflected on the phone.

Then I seemed to hear my mother's voice.She seemed to be persuading my dad.

"Qiu Qi, I'm your mother. Your father was agitated just now, so don't pay attention to what he said, but you're fine, right? You've worried us to death." Her voice came over, and she felt very comfortable and relaxed.

"Mom, I'm fine, don't worry"

"Oh, you're growing up too, I don't know what you think. Maybe we didn't do well there, but it's all because of you. Your dad is also worried about you. We're happy when you live well." She sounded old a lot.

I just saw her this morning, but I don’t know why I miss my mom so much now.

(110 three)

At that time, I didn’t know whether it was November or October. I just remembered that it was a bit cold that night. I only wore a single shirt to go out. When I went to school together the next day, I felt my nose was blocked. I knew I couldn’t miss the morning self-study, basically 11 After arriving at the dormitory after midnight, I put my luggage away and went to the classroom.

The head teacher of the self-study class seemed to have approached me that morning, saying that I was absent from class for one night, and if I did, I would be expelled.

I just agreed, he seemed to think that I was in a puppy love or something, and he was telling me about the dangers of a teenager's puppy love all through the morning self-study. . .I can’t remember anything else, but I just remember that at the end he patted me on the shoulder and said meaningfully, “Squad leader… Puppy love hurts my body and makes me sad!”

When I arrived at the dormitory at noon, I was lying on the bed with three yuan on me, and the cafeteria card was only a few yuan. I was thinking about how to spend the next month. I would rather be hungry, but I don’t know what to do with the living expenses next month, and I don’t want to tell my parents to worry them.

As soon as the door slammed, Zhou Zhou came over and saw me and asked me why I didn't eat, so I told me about my wallet being stolen, but didn't say that Li Ziyi had come and gave me the money.

After hearing this, he dragged me to the cafeteria and asked me to have lunch. I always remembered that his family was not very well-off and I was embarrassed to use his money, but he insisted on dragging me there.

Later, I only took a steamed bun, but he forced me to order a few dishes for me, and I couldn't refuse it, so I had to eat it.

When he returned to the dormitory, he dug out the suitcase for a long time, and finally came out with hundreds of dollars and said it was for me to pay the school money. At first he refused, but later he said that he would pay him back next month, and he agreed. .

We were always together in the next month, and he always ate with me, as if we became friends like this, friends who were inseparable.

I get up at five o'clock every day, go to the classroom, read in the empty classroom, sometimes I can hear my own echo, and suddenly I remembered a book called "One Hundred Years of Solitude". I don't know why I think this book is really good fit the current self.

The most real feeling I felt from studying in the third year of high school was that I was tired and depressed. I just sat on the seat and read every day, but when I arrived at the dormitory next to the bed at night, I felt numb in my limbs, my scalp was numb, my mind was full of formula questions, and I couldn’t sleep. Be safe, a month will pass soon.

There were two days off, and I hardly thought of Li Ziyi in a month. I really felt that if I had a full life arrangement, I would not have time to think about someone.

That's good.

(110 four)

The first thing to do when you get home is to put the money back to Zhou Zhou in the suitcase and put it away carefully.

If you don't want to ask your parents, you can use the money you have been saving.

The second thing is to think about returning Li Ziyi's money to him.

I just have time on vacation, I don't want to owe him anything

Go to his house by car early in the morning on weekends

it's a coincidence

In the car, I suddenly remembered that I went to his house once in the first year of high school, once in the second year of high school, and now again in the third year of high school.

exactly once a year

Maybe next year or later there will be no chance to come

I waited outside the door for a long time but didn't dare to knock on the door, I didn't know how to speak, I kept hesitating

Then an aunt came downstairs, she seemed to be rushing to work, and she looked at me strangely for a long time when she saw me as a stranger, she probably regarded me as a thief

Thinking of this, I simply got the hang of it, the sound is still loud

Then I heard footsteps coming through the door, and someone shouted, "It's so early in the morning, are you sick, this..."

With his voice, the door was opened.

Then his words stopped suddenly, and he seemed to be stunned when he saw me, probably didn't expect me to come back to him

I didn't know what to say, so I kept silent

"Oh, it's you, come in, hehe..." He said suddenly, but I just felt embarrassed

"This is to pay you back, thank you for lending me" I returned the money to him as soon as I entered

At that time, I just wanted to go out quickly, I really didn't know how to face him

"Are you... in a hurry to go back?..."

"Oh no, I'm not in a hurry"

"So you don't want to see me?" He looked at me and said

I don't know why, but I seem to hear the mocking tone

I returned to my cowardly nature and became cautious and dared not answer.

In fact, I'm not afraid that he hates me, but I didn't expect to care so much about his words or even the slight raising of his eyebrows.

I turned around and wanted to leave, but he stopped me and said he had something in exchange for me

After waiting for a while, I saw him come out with the doll

The doll whose arm I cut off and stuffed into a confession note

"I always said I would return it to you, haha, I've been forgetting it all the time, and now I can give it back to you at ease, it's really hard to sleep with this thing, haha"

He was laughing there, I suddenly felt powerless

Take the doll and leave

It turns out that I like him is a burden to him, making it difficult to sleep?Peace of mind?

His words pierced my heart like a needle.

(110 five)

On the way back I kept thinking about what he said about peace of mind and difficulty sleeping

Looking at the doll in my hand, I suddenly feel that its smile is also a mockery

left on a street corner

When I lost it, I suddenly remembered the word "be a man again" and laughed, my heart was full of bitterness

When I go home at night, I am not in the mood to eat, and I go to take a shower after eating in a hurry

Hot water was splashed all the way from the top of my head, but I kept thinking about that doll, and couldn't get it off

Finally, I ran away from home,

I searched around there for a long time and finally found the doll

Pat the ashes on it

i despise myself

Suffering is what you ask for

willingly accept

There is no cure.

(110 six)

It was the night when I brought the doll back, I washed it and put it on the balcony without much care

It seems that I didn't do anything on Sunday, and I didn't want to do my homework, so I just lay down at home all day

In the afternoon, I dragged my luggage to school and brought a lot of thick clothes

I remember that when I got to school, I went to find Zhou Zhou and returned the money to him. He looked very disappointed at the time

He also asked me, "If the money is returned to me, we are not friends anymore?"

"Of course not, you are still my friend. I have few friends, and there are few people who treat me like you." I looked at him, and I really felt that this simple friend would be my lifelong friend

"Hehe, that's good." He sat on the bed, looking very happy, and I was also very happy

"You know, I haven't had any friends since I was a child"

"They said that I came from the countryside, that I was an idiot, ha ha"

"My parents said that the education here is good, so I must come here. I don't want to come here, and I don't want to let them down."

"You are really the best person I have ever met, you don't think I'm stupid, and you are willing to be friends with me"

He was talking to himself like that, just a few simple words, I think I heard a lot of grievances

I didn’t have many friends since I was a child, so I know how it feels to be excluded

Go to school alone, go home alone, especially when choosing seats, they sit together early, I choose single seat

When I was a child, I actually didn't like corners, and I didn't like the last row.I got used to it later, and it's fine to be alone.

What he said in the dormitory seemed to be the voice of my heart. I also know what he has experienced, and I understand his helplessness and sadness.

After that we are together every day, eating or going to the library

Afterwards, I remembered that I tried my best to be nice to him, and I would order a lot of dishes for meals. I knew that he spent a lot of money for me last month, and I just hoped that he would be better off. happy.

In the last semester of the third year of high school, I hardly saw Brother Luo, because I had no chance to see him, no phone number, and no address.

I always feel that I am very lucky to have such a friend in the third year of high school.

He also told me all his thoughts, and I listened too.

But I rarely talk about myself, I don't know what to say

I don't want to tell him I'm gay, I'm afraid to scare him and he loses the only friend like that

He never asked me, he just said the fun things he encountered today and so on

Once again, he mysteriously called me aside during lunch and told me that he had a girl he liked

At that time, the first semester of the third year of high school was almost over.

He said he liked her for a long time, but he kept it in his heart and didn't say it out

Then I met me and wanted to tell me

I was so happy that he could share his secret with me.

just ask him which girl

He pointed to a girl who was eating not far from us. She had long hair and was quite simple and clean.

"She eats here all the time, and I often go to the second floor to eat, hehe" he said it was embarrassing

I laughed immediately, no wonder he always asked me to go to the second floor for dinner, it turned out to be to meet the person I like

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know, I think I just like it that much, she doesn't even know me"

"Then how do you know her?"

"Hey, I forgot to bring a pencil for an exam. I saw a girl in front of me who seemed easy to get along with, so I borrowed it from her, haha"

I smiled and looked at him, sometimes looking at the girl who was eating

(110 seven)

The winter vacation is here, I have no idea, just want to sleep

I did well in this exam and suddenly I reached grade 60

When I got the notice, the teacher in charge touched my head with a smile and said a lot of words of encouragement to me.

My parents are also very happy when I get home. It’s only been half a year. My grades have improved by leaps and bounds, but my heart is getting more and more empty.

They said they made the right decision to transfer, and they all seemed happy

I also cooperate, silly smile

But I can't be happy

I don't know what to worry about

Maybe it's just asking for it

There are a lot of homework during the winter vacation, and there are only ten days, and after that, I have to make up lessons

I do my homework every day besides sleeping

Life sucks like a zombie

I think I will be free in half a year, and I can live this kind of life with peace of mind.

I think if there is no day, my life may be like this

At that time, it was almost Chinese New Year, my mother bought a lot of food and said it was to entertain relatives

In the past, she always went to her hometown during the Chinese New Year, but this time she stubbornly persuaded her relatives

want them to come to my house

I don't care, it's just that the house is noisy, but I'm used to it

(110 eight)

As soon as the door closes and closes in the morning, I know relatives are coming

They talked and laughed loudly in the living room, talking a lot about their lives

The most talked about is my own children

My mother was there happily talking about my grades

I suddenly understood what she meant. Parents want others to know that their children are the best

She called them here this time because she wanted them to know me

Let her go, as long as she's happy

I pull out a chemistry book and look at the notes

The door rang again, and my mother hurried over to open the door

"Oh, why are you here, hehehehe, come in quickly"

My mother has a very loud voice, you can tell that she is very happy today

I didn't pay attention to the following conversation, probably that relative came again

"Peng Qiuqi! Your classmate is here!"

Why is my mother knocking on my door?

"Understood." I opened the door and went out, quite confused, I felt that I didn't have any friends

don't know who

When I got to the door, I froze.

That person, the person I deliberately avoid thinking about

Now it's outside the door, look at me

One word to describe my mood is resurgence

I don't think my heart has been beating so seriously in months

Just because he came.

(110 nine)

"How are you doing recently?"

The corners of his mouth moved slightly, but no matter how noisy the house was, I could still hear his words clearly

"Well, it's pretty good, hehe"

After I finished speaking, I closed the door. I was afraid that I would involuntarily do something to scare my mother, and I didn't want to disturb her interest.

"Go for a walk"

"it is good"

“It’s the Chinese New Year, it’s cold”

"I see you wear very little"

"It's okay, it's warm at home"

"haha"

I really didn't know what to say, so I didn't ask him to answer him. I watched the stairs turn into a road under my feet, and I reached the side of the street unconsciously.

"Is that doll still there?"

When he mentioned it, I was stunned. I didn't seem to care much about it after washing it that time. I don't know where it is now.

"I don't know, probably gone."

"Huh, is it?"

I think it's strange for him to mention it suddenly, but I know what's wrong

We got to the station and I put him in the car and went home

I always think about that doll in my heart, and I always feel that something is wrong, really

☆, 12

(120)

When I got home, I went to the balcony, and sure enough, the doll was gone.

"Well, do you remember the doll I washed a few months ago?"

"What, that doll looks dirty to me, and I don't know where I lost it. What, is it useful?"

"Oh, it's okay...it doesn't matter"

But I still want to look for it, I've always been so stubborn

After searching for a long time, I still found the doll in the big cabinet on the balcony

Because it happened to be in the box, it was still quite clean, so I brushed the dust on it

In the room, I began to focus on the doll

weird doll

Because the two arms are obviously not the same length, I remember I cut this doll

Now it's sewn up again

I didn't feel wrong when I took it back that day.

Now that I think about it, I feel so stupid that I forgot about it.

But what was he sewing for?

The more I was curious, the more I wanted to know, so I cut the doll open

I was so excited when I cut it, I felt like I cut something

Later, I took it out and saw that it was a note, split into two.

Taken together, one sentence, very clear handwriting, his handwriting

The handwriting that I will never forget

"I think I fell in love with a boy, that person seems to be you"

I can't describe how I felt

Holding the note and looking at it, my nose is sore, my eyes are blurred, and tears are dripping on the note

I think I can hear tears pattering on a note

When I realized it, I hurriedly wiped away the tears on the note, some of the ink was smudged

I stared at that note all afternoon and felt like I was dreaming

I'm happy and can't believe it, if it's just a dream, I don't think I can bear that kind of disappointment

Until my mother called me to eat.The note man was in my hand, and my consciousness woke up. This is not a dream! ! !

My neck is stiff and my hands are numb.

just a fast heartbeat

I put the note in the chemistry book and left the room

Go to the toilet and wash your face with cold water as soon as the door is opened

The water is very cold in winter, the mind is very clear

A little overwhelmed with excitement.

(120 a)

After eating, I avoided those relatives, went to the balcony, opened the window, and the wind was very strong

I called him right there, on my mom's phone, he didn't know the number

"Hey?"

"Hey?"

"Who? Talk to me"

"Is that you?"

"I saw the doll, and I saw the note"

"Oh...hehe...hehe..."

I couldn't speak when I heard him smirk, I just felt the wind hit my face, and my body shivered from the cold

That night we huddled under the quilt and talked on the phone all night. From the first year of high school to the third year of high school, the simple life became special from his mouth

During the period, the phone ran out of battery, and I called him while charging

He said how his feelings and thoughts towards me have changed. I remember all those words, and I still dare not forget them.

Later, in the second semester of the third year of high school, I told him which university I was going to take, and he said that he would try his best to go to the same university as me.

I never saw him in the next six months, I deliberately didn't look for him and didn't miss him

After the college entrance examination, I waited at home for many days and received the admission letter

The university I wanted to get into is now a reality

I started to miss him, wondering if he might not pass the exam

I was afraid that he would lie to me, because I haven't contacted him for half a year.

Then on the afternoon when I got the admission letter, he came to me

Under the big sun, he couldn't be more happy

I saw something in his hand, exactly like mine

Later when we went to college, we were on the same train, going to the same place

I really feel that time has exchanged my three years for sweat and tears but harvested him

We sit next to each other, he sleeps, I look out the window

It's just that I feel like I'm with him, I can feel his dreams

(120 two)

I didn't say some things, I don't know if I avoided those bad things or I was afraid that I would feel sad

Because Zhou Zhou confessed his love at graduation, but was rejected by that girl

The reason is that she thinks he is too earthy.

Brother Luo hasn't seen each other in the past two years, because in the end he stabbed someone in a fight when he entered the society

Not just jailed but absconded.

I also asked Zi Yi, but he didn't know where Luo Ge was, his home address had changed, and his phone number was also empty.

So far, I have finished talking about the whole high school

to later high school

I basically took it in one stroke, in fact, a lot happened in the middle

Like we graduated, we drank together that night, I did something I still feel guilty about

I encouraged Zhou Zhou to confess

He's been in love with someone for so long

If I hadn't encouraged him, he wouldn't have been so sad

I've been having a hard time with this

He was rejected that night, he was not angry or sad, he just listened quietly to those people singing and drinking

I don't know what to say

That's the thing I'm most sorry for him

(The high school part ends here, and the following is some college events during the autumn update

The next few episodes are small episodes)

一

I was looking for that doll again yesterday

Its left arm is much thinner than its right arm

Because of cutting and sewing, a lot of cotton was lost

Because the note was soaked in water, I opened the chemistry book later, and it was already glued to it

When I tore it off, it tore

Later, I simply ignored it and kept adding it there.

There are many people, I have met, talked to, and become friends in the third year of high school

all lost

Fortunately, he is here.

two

(The content here is from the original post. During the autumn update period, some things about them in college were interspersed. They are all bits and pieces. They are all sorted out)

Also called me to go out to play, there is no one here anyway~

go play go play~

just had dinner with him

I ate a lot of mess

Stomach bloat~ belly bloat~

He even bought me a bunch of presents today ==

three

The dormitory is really noisy today

I'm going to find someone

I'm a sophomore and I'm ready for graduate school.

Have a good life and study~

good night

(120 three)

Just came back after going out to play (note: the time was 23 o'clock in the evening)

I wanted to read~

Weak will

The housekeeper aunt didn't let me in at first.

Hey

Longevity without borders······

Sleepy

fell asleep

The dormitory is out

The computer is also running out of battery (note: half past in the morning)

I just got up (note: it's already 1pm)

I've been looking for freshman books these days, and I really want to throw them all away.God, what to do when reviewing ==!I'm going to preview the freshman knowledge now.Preview preview (note: sophomore at this time)

Li Zi also said that I gained weight. I gained six catties since the summer vacation. I heard that everyone else gained weight in college. My God, I was afraid of getting fat.Lose weight and lose weight, I remember how I used to eat in high school without gaining weight

(120 four)

I'm going to take a nap, he called to check the guard, he will beat me if I don't obey

Good afternoon, everyone (Note: You will soon know that phone checks are a common method used by Zi Yi~)

Every time he told me to go to bed at [-] o’clock, he would stay up all night. I told him he would slap me on the head. ··

why are there so many messages

I just fell asleep and slept till now

It’s finally the weekend (note: the autumn term is now 4:[-] pm ==)

He came to the dormitory to play with me yesterday afternoon, and then went out with him

He said I was fat a few days ago, so I haven't eaten snacks these days...

When I got to the place where I bought the cake, he asked me if I wanted to eat it, and I said I wanted to lose weight or not.

He forcibly pulled me in, and then took a pretty big cake...

"Are you going to eat?"

"I will not eat"

"You see you are so skinny and don't eat"

"A few days ago you said I was fat..."

"...then if you don't eat it, I will eat it"

Then he just sat there and ate, completely ignoring me, and I just watched him eat.

Then I was hungry, hungry to death...

Then I somehow ate with him

In the end, there were still a lot of cakes left, so he suddenly picked up the cake and gave me a strange look...

I had an ominous premonition...

"I'll feed you." He smiled very obscenely at the time

"Don't eat, I will eat by myself"

"This is my cake!"

"Yours is mine!"

"Be obedient..."

"There are a lot of people here..."

"Let's go inside"

"don't want······"

I rejected him harshly, but he ignored me

He held the cake in his left hand and slipped me inside with his right hand

Then he was crazy and wanted to feed me

When I refused, he patted my head with his hand... making a loud noise

Finally the boss came and thought we were fighting == he was actually hitting me

He suddenly put his arms around me and said to the boss with a bright face

"I'm teaching my brother a lesson. He is disobedient. I bought a cake and he refuses to eat it. He said it was bad, but I said it was delicious."

Then the boss looked at me and I couldn't say anything

As a result, I ignored him all night yesterday...

I thought for a long time, I can't let him always bully me like this, I want to counterattack-

(120 five)

I waited for a change, but he told me to go out to eat, and when he came back, he couldn’t let him see me playing computer games. His hands were freezing these days, and he wouldn’t let me play, and he would hit me again after I played.

I'm really not abandoning the building, but I'm very busy recently, I can't update posts often, I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, there are a lot of things

The phone is out of battery...tomorrow...good night

Can't sleep...then let me change my phone...

I just ate a lot of barbecue and I'm so stuffed

There are still 15 days to Christmas and I still don't know what to give.sad

Li Zi also called to check the post, I have to go to bed... (Note: around 11 p.m.)

I plan to work with him as a tutor to earn more money. We are busy looking at the scenic spots in Tibet these days, so we forgot to post it...

I didn't expect that you are still here, I really don't know what to say, I said before that I would not abandon the post, but I still have this idea, and it has been a whole month now, and you are still there, thank you.thank you so much.

(Note: This post has been left for a month)

(120 six)

I was watching Happy Camp with my mother, she smiled happily, it was so nice, I helped her peel the pine nuts

Just thinking about it, really, after the postgraduate entrance examination, we have known each other for a full ten years, ten years, suddenly I feel so emotional

I seldom went out to play with him during the winter vacation. I only went out three times. Today, I suddenly feel much better. I don’t know if you are willing to listen to my nagging. I was really happy to see him that night.

It's actually pretty good too.It was very late that night, and I went out with him. We didn't see each other for a week that day, and it was almost Chinese New Year.

On the street, it was very late and there were not many people. The two of us carried a big bag of food and ate while fighting on the street.

I was running after him, taking a bite of a hamburger and a chicken wing now and then.Then I basically couldn't catch him, until he chased me.

When I caught up with her, I grabbed my food. I bumped into a girl once on the road, and her mother was beside me. I said I was sorry and patted her head.

She didn't cry or make a fuss, she silently took out the chicken wing that I took a bite out of my hand... Then I said you eat this, and gave her an uneaten egg tart, she said brother, you bite I'll eat it in one bite...

At that time, I saw that her mother was very embarrassed and kept telling me that she was sorry.Then they left, and Li Ziyi just laughed there, then squatted down, looked at me and said, "Brother, give me a bite of the hamburger~"

It just so happened that the girl didn't go far away, and her mother turned her head and gave us a meaningful look

(120 seven)

Just chatting with him, he fell down while playing this afternoon, I don't know if there is a big problem.I really can't figure out what he plays every day!All right now!fell!Don't give up if you don't break a bone!

Just now he said that I chatted back why he was so slow, I said I was chatting with someone else, he said with whom, I said you don’t know him, he was out of breath immediately, what else did he say?

I just read the post from the beginning, and I cried immediately. My previous self was really stubborn. Now, I guess I won’t be able to persist. It’s okay.

He yelled at me on the phone just now, it looks like he's going to suffocate.The point is, I don’t think there’s anything to be angry about… I’ll go to see him tomorrow. I haven’t seen him for a long time. I have to bring his favorite cake to see him. Ah, I have to get up early again.

Well, I'm going to bed, and I won't be able to buy cakes if I don't get up tomorrow. That business is very good.I don't know if I should line up or not. I feel gloomy when I think about getting up early, but I can see him.

(120 eight)

I knew I had to queue, there were so many people in the store early in the morning

I'm queuing now, and I can buy it in about half an hour, and then it takes another half an hour to go to his house by car, it's about 9 o'clock, I didn't tell him to go back, I don't know what will happen to him...

This morning I went to his house with a cake and knocked on the door. As soon as he opened it, I saw him in pajamas, with hair like a feather duster, and eyes that hadn’t opened yet...

When he saw me, he froze. I was about to enter the door when he closed the door with a bang.

I thought he was angry with me because I didn't pay much attention to him last night, and then I thought outside the door, how should I tell him then, my dear, I was wrong, or give him the cake and leave... ···

About 5 minutes, I was just about to knock on the door, but he suddenly opened the door and knocked on my forehead, and I immediately fainted, for no reason...

I thought he would say something about embarrassment and whether it hurts or not, but he said what was the bang just now, and asked me if I heard it... I really want to pinch him and kick him! ! ! !

Then I looked at him, all the clothes were changed, the hair was combed, and the eyes were opened...

Later, when he ate cake, I took out all his snacks and put them on the coffee table, eating while watching TV.

He was very distressed and said to eat slowly, I was so touched, because he is rarely so considerate, I said "It's okay, I won't choke"

He said, "I'm afraid you ate all my food all morning, and I'm too lazy to buy it again"

The cheapskate! ! !I bought him a cake early in the morning, and I'm not happy to eat him as a snack! !

Later, I glared at him and ate hard while staring, but I choked, and he came over and said, "Is everything alright, my husband helps you breathe"

Then he leaned over with his mouth pouted, and when I bit it, he immediately became high, and his mouth was full of my teeth marks ==

Now I eat a lot, I'm so stuffed, have you eaten yet?

I went shopping with him in the afternoon, and I had something to eat, and now I am very hungry

(120 nine)

When I think about it, I feel old. It’s a good thing I wrote this post, otherwise my memory will be subverted to the point where I feel terrible. I’d better write it down quickly, I’m afraid I’ll forget it

This morning, my mother went to school to prepare for the start of school. I made food at home alone. I didn’t know how to cook when I was a child. Then I saw flour and cheese in the kitchen and wanted to make a cake. I didn’t have an oven at home, so I used a microwave... ···I wanted to eat cake early in the morning, but I took it out of the microwave and found that it was a biscuit...

I still went out to eat at noon, the biscuits are really not good, it is better not to waste food in the future

I have another question, I often read other people's posts, they seem to be together for a long time, and also...

That is, I want to say, there are some things I never sat with him

If you want to see that kind of thing... I don't have it either...

It's just... it's just...

well i don't know how to explain

I can’t explain clearly (Note: Between the words...this kind of shyness is so cute ==) We have a street that has completely turned into a snack street in the past few months. There are a lot of food. We are now in the car , he also said why I always play on my phone and ignore him

Then I can't play anymore, he will roll my eyes

I just arrived home, and I ate something all afternoon to make me feel full. I didn't want to eat it at first, but my mother was in the kitchen as soon as I got home.