Cub Crazy Ball!Beware of Thunder!

The typhoon left the country, the rainstorm stopped suddenly, and the airport returned to normal.

Chen Ban didn't have the energy to drive the car on the highway again, and booked the earliest ticket back to S city.

On the way to the airport, she remained silent, during which Jiang An called and sent many WeChat messages.

Chen Ban ignored it, as if immersed in another world.

Shi Xiaozhi didn't know what Chen Ban was thinking, and didn't think about how to get Chen Ban's forgiveness. She emptied her mind with Chen Ban, and only occasionally had one or two thoughts that made her want to cry.

Yesterday was Christmas Eve and today is Christmas.

She and Chen Ban have been looking forward to the night together for a long time, it shouldn't be like this.

Shi Xiaozhi's body was very painful and tired, she wanted to rest on Chen Ban's shoulder for a while, but she knew very well that Chen Ban could not accept her approach now.

It turns out that being hated by others is so difficult, so helpless, and so broken.

Like a bowl of red beans scattered among thorn bushes.

The stewardess had noticed that the faces of the two passengers sitting in the first-class cabin were not very good, especially Shi Xiaozhi. She was wearing a skirt and her neck was covered with red marks, which was really worrying.

The stewardess stepped forward and asked softly, "Hello, do you need help?"

Shi Xiaozhi raised her head, her round black eyes were covered with mist, she whispered in a slightly hoarse voice, "I want a glass of brown sugar water."

"Okay, please wait a moment."

The stewardess quickly brought a cup of steaming brown sugar water and handed it to Shi Xiaozhi with a smile.

When Shi Xiaozhi took it, he found a note under the cup, which wrote in beautiful fonts: If you have been subjected to violence or threats, please don't be afraid, we will do our best to help you.

Shi Xiaozhi touched the red mark on his neck, and subconsciously let out a chuckle.

Violence, threat.

If only it were that simple.

The flight attendant's kind behavior did not comfort Shi Xiaozhi, and this kindness without any purpose seemed to make her look even more despicable.

Shi Xiaozhi held the note in his palm, silently looking at Chen Ban who was sitting beside him.

Who would have thought that Chen Ban, who is so gentle and loves to laugh, loses his temper like an angry lion.

And when she became silent, Shi Xiaozhi felt more sad than angry.

……

It was already three o'clock in the afternoon when we returned to Oriental Star City. After the rain, the community garden exuded a scent of damp soil. Many parents took their children to play in the garden. In his ears, it was also full of irony.

She was in such a bad mood.

The blue sky and white clouds were gray in her eyes, and the fresh air was like scorched earth after a war. She was empty-handed, but she seemed to be carrying a torture tool. On the way home, she seemed to be waiting for a trial by a judge.

But just tormented, helpless, broken, bad.

There is no despair in these strong negative emotions.

Shi Xiaozhi is very clear about her heart, she always knows what she wants, no matter it is a day, a month, a year, or even longer, she will never shrink back or give up.

She loves Chen Ban, she needs Chen Ban.

However, Chen Ban stood in the elevator, silently pressing the two numbers next to each other, trying to divide them into two different spaces.

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.

When I was young, I thought that Chen Banyi didn't sleep well all night, and she must be very tired now. When she has enough rest, they will have a good chat.

But when the elevator door opened, Shi Xiaozhi still didn't hold back, and stretched out his hand to pull Chen Ban's cuff.

Chen Ban looked at her as if looking at a presumptuous stranger.

Shi Xiaozhi couldn't help smiling bitterly, "You... remember to eat."

Chen Ban lowered her eyes, her slender and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, revealing the uneasiness under her calm appearance, she finally looked at Shi Xiaozhi, the body was covered with traces of her creation, "Yes, I see."

At this time, even a simple response is enough to make Shi Xiaozhi ecstatic, but Shi Xiaozhi dare not continue to pester her.

She is not the tolerant Song Lingchu who can make Chen Ban have no bottom line.

Shi Xiaozhi looked at the familiar game interface on the computer screen and sighed softly.

Even if the master is not around, the world is still operating normally according to a fixed order. The maids and nuns come and go in and out of the courtyard, the housekeeper runs the grocery store and the pharmacy, and someone outside the door comes to visit the sage of women's diseases. Song Lingchu's wealth and prestige are constantly growing.

In less than half a year, the system of Gejiu Empire was gradually perfected, the server became more and more stable, and it had all the conditions for a mature game. It was favored by many people in the industry and attracted a lot of investors.

It is conceivable that when the game is officially launched, thousands of players will pour in, and it is only one step away from the success that Shi Xiaozhi expected.

But she lost the most important player.

Shi Xiaozhi waited in the attic for three full days, and the computer notification tone never sounded once. Chen Ban, who was online for an average of twelve hours, had never logged in to the game.

Shi Xiaozhi clearly realized that the story of Song Lingchu was completely over.

Chen Ban was more decisive than she imagined.

And her patience has reached a breaking point.

Shi Xiaozhi stood outside Chen Ban's house, stared at the combination lock for a while, raised his hand and pressed the doorbell, the sound of the doorbell was very ear-piercing, like fingernails scratching a blackboard, and Shi Xiaozhi didn't want to press it a second time.

"Chen Ban, I know you're inside, I have something to tell you."

"..."

"I'll wait for you, when you're ready to see me."

After that typhoon, S City really ushered in winter, it was a kind of damp cold, pervasive, nowhere to hide, but in a short while, Shi Xiaozhi's flesh and blood were completely cold, she was a little bit Crouching down shyly, knocked lightly on the door, and begged Chen Ban, "Let me in...it's too cold outside."

Soft heart is Chen Ban's cuteness, but also Chen Ban's weakness.

With a "click", the door was opened.

Shi Xiaozhi raised her head, her jaw was pointed and her eyes were big. In just three days, she lost a lot of weight, "I thought this door would never be opened for me again."

Chen Ban leaned over, grabbed her wrist, and helped her up from the ground.

It was obviously a very gentle move, but Shi Xiaozhi felt a slight chill from it, and she would rather Chen Ban be more blunt.

"come in."

When Shi Xiaozhi re-entered this room, nothing had changed, and because of Chen Ban's estranged attitude, everything had changed, it really seemed like a lifetime away.

"sit."

"Um……"

"What do you want to say to me?"

Shi Xiaozhi took out a card and put it on the coffee table, "This is the money you have recharged in the game for the past few months. All the recharges during the internal test period will be returned after the internal test is over... There is also a part of it, which is your reward as an experience officer...and creative rewards."

Seeing that Chen Ban didn't respond, Shi Xiaozhi continued, "Actually, I knew you were very interested in the game at first, so I came up with this plan. It will not only add trouble to Jiang An, but also conduct the internal test of the Gejiu Empire. It's just that I I didn't expect that I would...have feelings for you, I miss you all the time, I don't want to see you all the time, so I made up such a ridiculous lie. "

"Even if Jiang An didn't expose me, I still want to tell you the truth on Christmas morning. To be honest, I am a little grateful to Jiang An, because I may not have the courage to speak up. I am afraid that you will blame me, hate me, and ignore me."

"I really know I was wrong, can you give me a chance..." Shi Xiaozhi wiped away the tears from her face, and threw herself into Chen Ban's arms as usual. Ban's neck, kissing the corners of Chen Ban's mouth, kissing Chen Ban's eyebrows, but it was no longer as sweet as before, full of tears.

"I promise, I promise I will never lie to you again, please give me one more chance."

Chen Banren let her hug her tightly, with a childlike daze on his face, as if he was asking Shi Xiaozhi for help again, "I have thought about whether to forgive you, but I seem... I can't seem to do it, As long as I see you and think of those things before, I will feel very uncomfortable."

Not resentment, not hatred, but discomfort.

Even if you accept the apology and choose to forgive, the wound will not heal, it will only be torn again and again, and then poured with boiling hot salt water.

Just ask who has the courage to live with such pain for a lifetime.

Shi Xiaozhi's self-confidence collapsed in an instant. She looked at Chen Ban and remained silent for a long time. When her tears dried up, she finally said, "What do you want me to do."

Regarding this question, Chen Ban had already thought about the answer, she pushed Shi Xiaozhi away, and stuffed the card on the coffee table into Shi Xiaozhi's palm, "The money recharged into the game is what I willingly gave to Song Lingchu, She can't use it anymore, and it's the same for you, so you can move away."

"...Don't you want to see me again?"

"Yeah." Chen Ban pursed his lips and said softly, "At least not now."

Shi Xiaozhi made complete preparations before coming, and even figured out how to kneel on the ground and beg for Chen Ban's forgiveness.

But Chen Ban's understatement of feeling uncomfortable pushed her into a desperate situation where there was nothing she could do.

Shi Xiaozhi is so smart, she knows to retreat, she knows to follow the trend, she knows that leaving now is the best choice, and she knows that time will slowly heal Chen Ban's wounds.

She just couldn't bear it.

"Can you kiss me one last time?"

"Time is small."

"Think of me as Song Lingchu, please Chen Ban, please."

Chen Ban did what she wanted, but he didn't regard her as Song Lingchu.

In front of Song Lingchu, Chen Ban is always a meek little sheep, always has enough patience, and always knows how to restrain himself.

But for Shi Xiaozhi, he followed the most instinctive impulse of his body. He was a tyrannical and vicious little lion who hadn't grown up yet.

Shi Xiaozhi bit the pillow, tears kept flowing, leaving a dark stain on the light-colored fabric.

She felt like she was going to be chewed up and swallowed by the little lion cub.

But my heart was unexpectedly relaxed.

It seems that only in this way can she really live.

The author has something to say: I can’t write any more, BE, let’s make up the rest of the story by yourself

感谢在2021-03-2804:22:32~2021-04-0121:30:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 on the surface of the basin;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：冥耀之莲250瓶；流域表面64瓶；鹤鸣14瓶；千九5瓶；鲸jjjjj2瓶；有饭吃火锅、竹叶花生1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!