Chen Ban originally thought that even if everyone in the world regarded her as a fool, fooled her, and lied to her, Song Lingchu would always stand by her side and look at her with adoring eyes.

But she never thought that the Song Lingchu she loved did not exist at all.

Why on earth did Shi Xiaozhi set up such a scam, and why did he approach her.

For money, or for Jiang An...

A gust of cold air rose from under Chen Ban's feet, and she couldn't help being icy all over, her fingertips trembling, as if she fell from the hot summer into the icy winter.

Shock?anger?fear?

Chen Ban didn't know what emotion was in her heart, she just felt cold, cold as if her blood was congealed.

"Half, what's wrong with you?"

Shi Xiaozhi was wearing a hotel bathrobe, exuding warm water vapor, approaching her step by step, stretching out two arms to wrap around her neck, lying on her shoulders weakly and bonelessly, and whispering in her ear, " Why are you shaking all the time?"

Chen Banzang sat on the edge of the bed, his throat seemed to be blocked by something.

She knew very well in her heart that the moment she opened her mouth, Song Lingchu would completely disappear in this world.

Song Lingchu, who is only 15 years old, who has not had time to grow up, is smart, well-behaved, and full of curiosity about everything in the world, Song Lingchu once really existed.

Chen Ban suddenly forgot the shock, anger, and fear, like losing his favorite toy in childhood, loss, grievance, and sadness, rushing into his little heart, with chest pain, sore nose, and tears in his eye circles Keep spinning, the more I want to endure, the more I can't bear it.

Hot tears dripped on Shi Xiaozhi's wrist.

Shi Xiaozhi was stunned and turned to look at her.

Chen Ban was crying.

"What's the matter? You talk."

"..."

There are many things that Chen Ban didn't understand until this moment.

Why did Shi Xiaozhi and Song Lingchu never appear at the same time, why Song Lingchu could adapt to this world so quickly, why she could always see the shadow of Song Lingchu in Shi Xiaozhi.

She never had any doubts about such an outrageous and absurd deception. She felt guilty when facing Shi Xiaozhi, and felt uneasy when facing Song Lingchu. Freely switch between identities.

Why on earth would you want to do this!

Chen Ban desperately wanted to know the answer, but was extremely afraid of the unknown answer.

But there are some things that cannot be avoided.

Chen Ban clenched his teeth, stopped his tears, stood up abruptly, pushed Shi Xiaozhi away from his back, and wanted to question her, but Chen Ban hesitated inexplicably when he met those clear and innocent eyes like a kitten. up.

Who is the person in front of me?

"Shi Xiaozhi..."

In an instant, her face turned pale, "You, know everything? How much do you know?"

She admitted it so simply and happily, and even felt a little relief under the shock, as if she had let go of a heavy burden.

Chen Ban hated her for not defending.

Whatever, whatever nonsense reason, Chen Ban is willing to persuade himself to accept it.

Chen Ban threw the phone in front of her, and asked with almost all his strength, "Is this true?"

As a policeman, Jiang An has very comprehensive channels, and he has thoroughly investigated what Shi Xiaozhi did after he arrived in S City, making it impossible for Shi Xiaozhi to quibble.

Shi Xiaozhi didn't intend to quibble, even if Jiang An didn't send these evidences tonight, she would still tell Chen Ban the truth tomorrow morning, "Yes."

"Why did you lie to me, why did you approach me in this way, for...Jiang An?"

"In the beginning, it was true that I wanted to use you to cause Jiang An some trouble."

Chen Ban showed an unbelievable expression.

Shi Xiaozhi smiled wryly.

Don't say that Chen Ban can't understand, even she can't understand the crazy behavior she did back then.

At the beginning, Shi Xiaozhi was paranoid to let Jiang An know that since he provoked her, he should not give up halfway. Even if Jiang An fled to the ends of the earth, she would still be like a poisonous thorn, stabbing into Jiang An's body silently. world.

It was rage-filled possessiveness.

"You think it's absurd, right? I think it's absurd too. Since I was born, there hasn't been a single day that hasn't been absurd. I've been treated as an object since I was born, abandoned, transferred, rejected, and bullied. Abuse, Jiang An was the first one to say she belonged to me...but she lied to me and I want to get revenge on her and make her regret her decision."

When Shi Xiaozhi said these words, he was very calm, so calm that he seemed to be talking about other people's affairs.

Because from a certain moment, she has said goodbye to her past self.

It was Chen Ban who gave Shi Xiaozhi new life.

But Chen Ban has never been a person who can be called smart. She is not like Shi Xiaozhi who learned all kinds of skills by struggling in the mud, not like Jiang An who was carefully taught by her relatives and elders, and she is not like Gao Huayue who was born. Transparency can see through people's hearts.

Chen Ban only knew that there was a step of confession and leniency after the deception was exposed.

"Stop talking, stop talking..."

Chen Ban kept backing away, as if the person in front of her would swallow her completely in an instant, and she was about to run away.

Shi Xiaozhi jumped off the bed, chased to the door of the bedroom, threw herself into Chen Ban's arms like a bird wanting to return home, and hugged her tightly, "I'm sorry, I know what I did wrong, I shouldn't lie You, can you, can you forgive me and give me another chance."

Shi Xiaozhi's hug made Chen Ban feel hard to breathe, "Let me go!"

"I don't want it, you can beat me and scold me, whatever, but you can't just leave like this."

Shi Xiaozhi could feel that there was a fire burning in Chen Ban's heart at this moment, she was in pain, she was enduring, she wanted to ask for help, she didn't know how to extinguish the fire.

Chen Ban's sanity no longer exists, how could Shi Xiaozhi rest assured that she walked out of this door alone.

When Chen Ban pressed him on the floor, Shi Xiaozhi knew that the fire was about to burn himself, but he didn't feel uneasy at all, instead he felt very at ease.

Snow-white bathrobes were spread out on the floor.

Shi Xiaozhi became a hidden turbulent sea, while Chen Ban was an injured shark, she rampaged unscrupulously in her body, and she wanted her to feel the same pain as herself.

The sea swallows her, tolerates her, and accepts her, which is a disaster and also a dependence.

It turned out that Chen Ban really got angry. It turned out that Chen Ban's teeth were so sharp. It turned out that Chen Ban could bite people, and the bite was so painful.

Shi Xiaozhi endured the pain almost gratefully.

"Half half... half half..."

"Don't call me that."

Shi Xiaozhi had completely lost her self-esteem. She called Song Lingchu's tone more intimately and fiercely. This was undoubtedly not provoking Chen Ban, "I said it! You are not allowed to call me that!"

Shi Xiaozhi's voice was intermittent, like someone who was about to drown in the last second, "Why, why... do you hate me? If you like, Song Lingchu, I can be your Song Lingchu forever."

As if a basin of cold water poured down from the top of his head, Chen Ban suddenly came back to his senses, withdrew his hands, knelt on the floor and looked at Shi Xiaozhi blankly, "You..."

"Chen Ban, I love you, whether as Shi Xiaozhi or Song Lingchu."

Chen Ban could no longer believe any of Shi Xiaozhi's words, but she also realized that she was hurting Shi Xiaozhi, she shouldn't have done this, "I'm sorry."

Shi Xiaozhi knew too well that Chen Ban was a soft-hearted person who had been waiting for the right time. She looked at Chen Ban pitifully, "I'm cold..."

The trembling body would not lie, Chen Ban pressed her lips tightly, and carried her back to the bed.

The wind and rain seemed to subside, and the hotel room became quiet again, so quiet that the breathing and heartbeat of the two could be heard.

Shi Xiaozhi was extremely tired, but she was still holding on to Chen Ban's hand tightly, she was afraid that Chen Ban would abandon her.

Until Chen Ban said, "Go to bed early, we will go back to City S tomorrow together."

Shi Xiaozhi fell asleep peacefully and had a particularly long dream.

In the dream, Chen Ban smiled and called her "Xiaozhi", holding her hand, walking on a tree-lined road that seemed to have no end, they were wearing clean and tidy light blue school uniforms, they were all so ordinary, carefree consider.

"Xiaozhi! A new game hall has opened in front of our school! I'll take you to catch dolls!"

"Aren't you going home to do your homework?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't write, anyway, no one cares about me."

Shi Xiaozhi heard himself say, "I'll take care of you, I'll take care of you from now on, let's go to high school and college together, okay?"

Chen Ban didn't even hesitate, and nodded readily, "Okay!"

They walked on that road for a long time, talking about the future, talking about dreams, and naively decided to stay together for a lifetime and never separate.

After Shi Xiaozhi woke up, he tried hard to recall for a long time before he remembered the beginning of this dream.

She returned to the summer vacation when she was 15 years old, escaped from the adoptive parents who made her feel suffocated and terrified, and desperately came to S city thousands of miles away, and tried her best to grab Chen Ban's hand.

Chen Ban promised to protect her.

Although Chen Ban has no parents around her, she has uncles and aunts who really love and care for her. The police in those communities are full of enthusiasm and let her live in the sunshine and free air just like Chen Ban.

Shi Xiaozhi kept crying, she didn't want to open her eyes, she wanted to go back to the dream world.

Even if she is a bystander, she still wants to watch Shi Xiaozhi and Chen Ban walk to the end of Linyin Road, fulfilling the promise of being together for a lifetime and never being apart.

But a dream is a dream after all, and you have to wake up.

Chen Ban slept on the sofa in the living room, curled up, frowning.

Shi Xiaozhi squatted on the floor and watched her silently, not only longing for this short peace, but also couldn't bear to let Chen Ban fall into the dream that made her frown.

"Chen Ban..." When Shi Xiaoyi opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was very hoarse. She patted Chen Ban's shoulder lightly.

Chen Ban's fingers moved slightly, and she sat up suddenly, her eyes were red, as if she hadn't slept all night, and the moment she saw Shi Xiaozhi, her brows frowned even deeper.

At that moment, Shi Xiao's heart was twisted like a knife.

The author has something to say: This chapter needs to be supplemented by brainstorming, and a lot of brainstorming is needed...

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