kiss you while drunk

Chapter 13 Missing You Crazy

Things in this world can never be perfect.Jiang Xinran likes to eat cream ice cream, but cream ice cream only makes her stomach hurt.She loves Gu Ruo so much, but Gu Ruo will only hurt her.

So after today, Jiang Xinran didn't want to eat ice cream anymore, and decided to completely cut Gu Ruo out of his heart.Pain is inevitable. After the pain, it will scab and heal, and then become a scar that requires special recall to see. It is better than letting the wound ooze pus all the time.

From a certain point of view, she is very grateful to Gu Ruo for coming back, allowing her to make up her mind to let go of her years of obsession.

After Jiang Xinran returned to the dormitory, she lay down on the pillow and cried heartily. Anyway, she was the only one in the dormitory, so she could cry as much as she wanted, not afraid of being laughed at.

The fluffy cotton pillow was soaked in tears as if it had just been fished out of the water. Jiang Xinran also vented all the sadness and grievances that she had kept in her heart for so many years at once. Starting tomorrow, she will shake off her heart that has been suppressed for six years Baggage, welcome new life.

Crying until his ears were ringing, his eyes were swollen, and his voice was so hoarse that he could only make a hissing sound, Jiang Xinran cried until his brain became unconscious like a log, so he lay on the bed, sobbing quietly, his shoulders shaking uncontrollably.

The body is uncomfortable, but the heart is very relaxed, like a heavy rainstorm in the hot and humid weather, tears washed away the dust and dirt accumulated in her heart for six years. After the rain, the sky is blue, the leaves are green, and the air Cool, Jiang Xinran felt that his breathing was much easier than before.

For the first time in six years, Jiang Xinran slept peacefully.

Starting tomorrow, everything is brand new.

……

In a high-end apartment in the center of Linyuan City, Gu Ruo was boxing.

This is her temporary residence in Linyuan. The house is too big and has too many rooms. It is far inferior to the old rental house that Gu Ruo and Jiang Xinran shared in high school.If the space is too large, it will not be able to gather popularity. Gu Ruo is only one person, so this residence will always be cold.

Gu Ruo didn't need so many empty rooms, so she hung a large sandbag in the center of one of the rooms. Other than that, there were only white walls and concrete floors, not even a single tile.

The real house is barren, which is very inconsistent with the overall style of the community.

After returning home, Gu Ruo almost tore off the expensive casual shirt, took a sports vest from the dryer and put it on, and went directly into the sandbag room—anyway, those sports vests were all black. , it doesn't matter which one you take.

Without Jiang Xinran, she lived like an ascetic.The meaning of eating is only to fill the stomach, material enjoyment is dispensable.

There is not even a wardrobe in this apartment. Gu Ruo’s clothes for formal occasions are covered with a dust bag, and they are directly hung up after nailing a few nails on the wall. The rest of the clothes are still piled up in the suitcase next to the bed.

The one-meter-wide single bed was the only furniture in the room other than sandbags.

That night when she shared the same bed with Jiang Xinran, Gu Ruo said that she was used to sleeping on the floor, she was not lying, this bed was far less comfortable than that day's floor.

If he could share the same room with Jiang Xinran, Gu Ruo would be willing to sleep on the floor for the rest of his life.

Without boxing gloves, without any protective measures, and without even a bandage on her hands, Gu Ruo's clenched fists were in direct contact with the sandbags. Muffled.

Beads of sweat trickled down from his temples, and when Gu Ruo stopped breathing heavily, his knuckles were bloody.

She retreated vainly, her back bumped against the wall, and she slid down against the wall, pressing her hands hard on her eyes until the eyeballs started to swell and hurt. She bit her teeth too hard, resulting in the contour of the jaw joint on the profile face. obvious.

Jiang Xinran was crying in front of her eyes.

She regrets it.

She hurt her.

In the end it frightened her.

I don't want to hurt her, I just want to love her well.

Who would have thought that Gu Ruo, who was as tough as iron, would hide alone, sitting in a corner in embarrassment, gritting her teeth, and tears flowed down her tiger's mouth, eventually overflowing.

A sob of sorrow escaped from his throat.

Jiang Xinran thinks that Gu Ruo is a very strong person, so strong that he bleeds but does not shed tears.

Gu Ruo is not strong at all, she will cry and hurt Jiang Xinran for herself.

Love her, respect her, protect her, and make her happy.

I like to see her always smiling and full of energy.

But Gu Ruo's mind is too fragile. When she meets Jiang Xinran, she looks like a fool. When she hears that Jiang Xinran may love others, Gu Ruo's brain can't even think, and all her actions are based on instinct.

Her instincts are a madman, inherited from her mother.

Her instinct will only hurt Jiang Xinran.

Gu Ruo has only shed tears twice since she could remember.

For the first time, she made a wish to never be separated from Jiang Xinran, but she was forced to be sent to a private plane that left Linyuan in the early hours of the same day.She cried bitterly on the plane, all she could think about was what to do after her death.

The second time, she personally hurt her Ranran.

……

Jiang Xinran woke up the next day refreshed, no headache, no heart block, except for the redness and swelling around the eyes that did not subside, no matter how you look at it, you look very happy.So much so that when she first entered the laboratory, her classmates were startled and asked her what was wrong and whether she had some disease.

"I stayed up late last night chasing dramas and didn't sleep well." Jiang Xinran explained with a smile, but her voice was a little hoarse.

The elder brother who sent Jiang Xinran home last time quietly handed Jiang Xinran a bottle of milk and a piece of bread, as well as a small bottle of unopened eye drops.

Senior brother blushed slightly, hesitating, "If you stay up late, you must not have time to eat breakfast, and there are eye drops, which can relieve fatigue."

"Thank you." Jiang Xinran accepted it with a smile, "How much? I'll transfer it to you."

"No...no need..." Senior brother returned to his laboratory table.

Jiang Xinran searched the price of the eye drops and transferred the money directly to him, but he confiscated it.

For several days in a row, without Gu Ruo's harassment, Jiang Xinran lived an ordinary and comfortable life in the dormitory, cafeteria, and laboratory every day.

Then came the long holiday in October.

Jiang Xinran’s roommates usually spend time with their boyfriends, and Jiang Xinran also plans her vacation very well—do not go anywhere, stay comfortably in the dormitory, watch a few movies that I have always wanted to watch but have no time Popcorn movie, and then finish reading the book that has been borrowed from the library for almost a month.

"Xinran, isn't it boring for you to be so lonely all the time? It's time to find a boyfriend." A roommate suggested to her.

Jiang Xinran just smiled: "I'm used to it by myself."

Probably the luck of a person's life is conserved. After a long time of good times, bad things will happen.

At 03:30 on October [-]st, Jiang Xinran was woken up by water droplets falling from the ceiling.

She thought she was dreaming that it was raining, so she didn't pay attention to it. She touched her face, and sure enough, she felt the cold liquid.

Jiang Xinran was startled awake by a carp. He got out of bed and turned on the light. He found that the ceiling of the entire dormitory was seeping water.

Jiang Xinran's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly opened the closet, touched it with his hand, and his heart sank.

All the clothes in the closet were wet and could not be worn at all.

Jiang Xinran first sent a message in the dormitory group, then spread out the suitcase, and while moving his clothes into the suitcase, he called the dormitory manager.

Jiang Xinran lives in a dormitory all year round, and her winter and summer clothes are kept in the closet. Fortunately, she doesn't have many clothes, and a suitcase exploded, barely filling all the clothes.

Even if the quilt is all gone, it is estimated that even after drying, it will become as hard as a rock and lose its function of keeping warm.

After the dormitory manager came up, he first checked the ceiling of Jiang Xinran's dormitory, and then went to the dormitory upstairs to check it.

It turned out that the upstairs water pipe was in disrepair for a long time and cracked, and the four people in the upstairs dormitory went out for a group trip, so they didn't find it in time.

This building is an old dormitory, and aging water pipes are nothing new. The dormitory next door was also flooded because of this situation some time ago. At that time, four little girls ran to the hotel in their pajamas in the middle of the night.

Jiang Xinran didn't care about it at the time, but now that the bad news came to him, he realized that she was much worse than them.

At any rate, they were accompanied by someone. Jiang Xinran was alone, without even a change of clothes. He dragged his suitcase in pajamas and went out to find a hotel.

In the early morning of the first day of the holiday, every hotel near the school was full, even the hourly rooms were full, so there was no room for her to live in.

Jiang Xinran dragged his suitcase and stood helplessly on the street, looking at his nightgown, at a loss.

It was close to four o'clock in the morning, and there were no taxis on the street.

It was only then that Jiang Xinran realized that the sky and the earth were so big that he didn't even have a place to stay.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, and every family is reunited. Jiang Xinran is the only one who has nowhere to go and no one to reunite with.

In autumn, no matter how hot the day is, the wind is still cool at night, the fog is thicker, and the cold water vapor invades. Jiang Xinran crouched on the ground with his shoulders in his arms, shivering.

Her nose was sore, her heart was sore, the wind was cold on her body, and her stomach began to hurt.

She blinked, feeling a little like crying.

Jiang Xinran cheered up, ready to pack his suitcase and walk forward, looking for a hotel for the night.

As soon as she turned her head, Gu Ruo was standing behind her.

The light fell on her head, and she looked very soft, tall and straight.

It makes people feel safe.

When Jiang Xinran saw her, his heart suddenly felt relieved, but his nose became more sore, and a tear fell down.

Just like a child who is being bullied, he cries with relief when he sees his parents.

Because someone you can rely on.

Gu Ruo walked towards Jiang Xinran step by step, and saw that she was like a frightened little animal, frozen and terrified, with a tense and pitiful expression.

"Why are you here?" Jiang Xinran raised his head, his eyes were red, and he asked stubbornly.

Gu Ruo raised her hand, held her face, and wiped away her tears. There were only two words: "I miss you."

Miss you like crazy.

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