kiss you while drunk

Chapter 12 Don't Want Me

There are many people talking by the fountain pool, it is not a place to talk.

Gu Ruo was furious, and directly took Jiang Xinran into his arms, and half-forcedly brought her out.

The action was a bit rough, but when passing through the crowd, she didn't let her touch strangers at all.

Jiang Xinran was a little moved in his heart.

Gu Ruo planned to find a quiet coffee shop, and they sat down and had a good chat, but as soon as they arrived at the side of the square away from the crowd, Jiang Xinran shook her hand away, "Just talk here if you have anything to do, take a taxi here It’s convenient, I’ll go straight back to the dormitory later.”

Gu Ruo's face was frosty, staring at her from top to bottom, his pupils shone with a faint light in the dark night, which made Jiang Xinran's neck feel cold.

"It was too noisy before, I didn't hear what you said clearly." Gu Ruo's expression was indifferent, his fists were almost crushed behind his back, but he still pretended to be calm and gentle, and even the tone was a little gentle, She raised her hand and brushed Jiang Xinran's side ear, trying to shave a naughty strand of hair behind her cheek, "The car will arrive soon, wait a little longer, and I will take you back. It's too late, you are alone ,I'm worried."

Jiang Xinran couldn't bear Gu Ruo's attitude of being innocent, she leaned back, her cheek just slipped past Gu Ruo's fingertips, avoiding her overly ambiguous movements, looked at her quietly with her eyes, and emphasized: "Gu Ruo If so, I say we're done."

Gu Ruo's hand stayed in the air for two seconds, then retracted it very slowly, and squeezed out a few words between his teeth: "Why?"

The air suddenly became oppressive, and Jiang Xinran felt that he could hardly breathe, and swallowed hard in his throat.Sensing danger, she stepped back involuntarily.

She took a half step back, Gu Ruo took a long leg, and took a big step forward. The distance between the two was closer than before, and one of Gu Ruo's feet had already stepped into the middle of her legs.

Gu Ruo grabbed Jiang Xinran's shoulders, making her unable to move, and her pupils, which were darker than the night, made her heart pound.

Jiang Xinran could even see the fluttering of her nostrils on both sides, and the sound of her angry breathing could be heard next to her ears.

The heat was astonishing, which scared Jiang Xinran.

At this point, Jiang Xinran had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue, no matter how disturbed he was.She came here today to make a break with Gu Ruo.

Jiang Xinran plucked up her courage, looked directly into Gu Ruo's eyes, and paused every word, so that she could hear clearly, "There is no reason, you haven't heard from me for so many years, I know whether you are alive or dead? It's not that I can't do without you." , Gu Ruo, I have no reason to wait for you..."

Jiang Xinran had words in his throat, suddenly unable to speak, and frowned severely.

Gu Ruo's hand clamping her shoulder was amazing, and it was still tightening. Jiang Xinran was in pain, and her shoulder bones were almost crushed by her.

Even the eyes were sore from the pain, and moisture quickly gathered in the eye sockets, parted his lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "Gu Ruo, you hurt me."

Gu Ruo suddenly retracted his grip, but did not let go.

If she doesn't loosen, Jiang Xinran won't be able to twist her.

The first love when I was young, I gave it to her for the first time when I was young, I gave it to her for the first time holding hands, and I gave it to her for the first time kissing, and I kept every bit of their little beauty in my mind. When I came down, how many times I dreamed back at midnight, I relied on these beautiful memories to survive.

Jiang Xinran didn't want to taint his young and touching first love, so he tried his best to get together with Gu Ruohao.She sniffed and tried to pull away the smile on her lips. Her voice was hoarse, but she still raised a cheerful tone, "Back then you left without leaving a word, and we didn't even have time to say goodbye. Now that you come back, we are in the same old place again." Revisiting, just to make up for this breakup ceremony, it can also be regarded as a perfect end to the previous relationship."

Jiang Xinran tried her best to open her eyes wide, with tears rolling in her eyes. She pointed at her heart with trembling hands, "My heart has been hung up and down by you for six years. It's too hard. Gu Ruo, it's time to let her go." Give it back to me."

Gu Ruo didn't move.

She didn't say a word, listening to Jiang Xinran's crying voice, she almost gritted her teeth.

Jiang Xinran's eyes were wet and bright, although his words were soft, his will was firm.

Gu Ruo's fingers trembled with pain, and a stream of moisture welled up from his eye sockets, making the corners of his eyes red.

Jiang Xinran raised his hand and wiped his eyes, took a deep breath, calmed his emotions, and tried his best to maintain a smile on his face, "From now on, you go your way and I cross my bridge. I can finally let go of the past and open my heart to know New people, meeting new love..."

Don't cry, the past will come to an end, life will have a new beginning tomorrow, today is a happy day, it's not worth crying.

But Jiang Xinran still bowed his head again, wiping away a string of tears.

Gu Ruo's eyes instantly turned red, and she froze in disbelief, "What did you say...?"

"I said I'm going to start over." Jiang Xinran smiled so hard that his face almost froze, "I never thought about it before, because I still have things in my heart that I can't let go of, and it's unfair to others. I finally made a break today, Gu If, I let it go, it's time to find a reliable person who I like and have a good relationship..."

"Who else do you like!?" Gu Ruo's expression became fierce in an instant, and he held Jiang Xinran's chin, forcing her to look at her with a hoarse voice: "Who else do you want to like besides me!"

There is a kind of ghostly horror, which makes people frightened in the dark night.

Jiang Xinran's jaw was pinned down by her and he couldn't move. Holding back tears, his eyes were red, and he said stubbornly, "Of course it's the one who really loves me!"

"No one will love you more than me!"

"Abandon me quietly, is this called love!" Jiang Xinran's voice became shrill, and the circling tears couldn't help rolling down his cheeks, "Yeah, after six years of leaving, I don't even hear from you!" No. I couldn’t find you anywhere. At first I thought you were joking with me and preparing some surprises for me. Then I went to ask my teachers and classmates. I waited in your rented house for a week, and I was still your neighbor Tell me you moved... Where did you move to? Why didn't you tell me? Gu Ruo, I've been looking for you everywhere, but I can't find you..."

Jiang Xinran finally couldn't help covering his face, and choked up, "I called you, turned off the phone, and all the messages I sent you were lost. The world is so big, where can I find you? I can't find it, so I have to Waiting hard, I can't wait for one year, I can't wait for two years... Gu Ruo, if you came back a few years earlier, I might still be with you happily. But it's been six years! The fire in my heart has already begun It was gone, and even the ashes were blown away by the wind, what's the use of you coming back at this time? Why are you coming back!"

Tears kept leaking from between the fingers, hitting Gu Ruo's wrist, the warmth turned into coldness in an instant, making Gu Ruo feel painful.

"You call this love? Gu Ruo, what did I do wrong to accept your heartbreaking love..."

Jiang Xinran's thin body began to tremble, and Gu Ruo's heart was smashed by her tears. Enduring the wetness, she hugged Jiang Xinran into her arms, "I'm sorry Ranran, I'm sorry...it's my fault...I'm... ..." She slid her throat, "I'm an asshole!"

"Ranran, give me one last chance, I love you, and I will never leave you again..."

"Please……"

Jiang Xinran buried her face on her chest, held her back pitifully with both hands, and shook her head desperately.

"Save your love for others." Her voice was muffled, sobbing, but extremely firm, "I am so good, there is no need to hang on your crooked neck tree, I will definitely find someone in the future People who love each other sincerely, spend their lives together hand in hand.”

Jiang Xinran choked, and said softly, "Gu Ruo, I don't need you anymore."

"You can't let me go..." Gu Ruo's voice became choked, and he hugged Jiang Xinran tightly, "Ranran, I only have you in this world, who else can I love besides you?"

Her heart was about to be smashed to pieces by Jiang Xinran's decisive words, her whole body was so painful that she couldn't move, let go of all the pretended indifference and restraint, and even lowered her dignity to the soil, as long as Jiang Xinran doesn't leave, as long as her Ranran can continue to love she.

God knows how at a loss Gu Ruo was when Jiang Xinran said that he was going to pursue a new love. Of course she knew that Jiang Xinran would find another lover who was better than her, but Gu Ruo couldn't, she had nothing but Jiang Xinran.

How can the only treasure in my heart be willing to give it up to others!

Gu Ruo's eyes were red and bloodshot, and he lost all reason.

Can't let go.

Never let go.

The terrifying and gloomy thought in the bottom of my heart spread to the brain along the blood, and firmly controlled Gu Ruo.

Hide her.

Hide ginger new dye.

Let her hear and see only herself.

Only I can hold her, only I can have her.

Gu Ruo's face showed a desperate determination, her burnt brain could no longer think, as long as she thought that Jiang Xinran would leave her, her heart ached terribly.

In the distance came a black car with headlights on, it was Gu Ruo's car.

Gu Ruo squatted down on his knees, simply picked up Jiang Xinran, and quickly walked towards the car.

"Gu Ruo, what are you doing! Let me down!" Jiang Xinran beat her back, kicking her feet non-stop.

Gu Ruo was unmoved, she only wanted to hide Jiang Xinran somewhere where no one could find her.

"Gu Ruo, let go! Why do you treat me like this—"

Jiang Xinran screamed hysterically, and seemed to give up struggling at last, and was carried by Gu Ruo on his shoulders, covering his face and crying.

Tears flowed down the elbows into Gu Ruo's collar, which made Gu Ruo's heart tremble.

It hurts and numbs.

But he regained his sanity.

She finally let go of Jiang Xinran.

The moment Jiang Xinran's feet touched the ground, she jumped away in fear, away from Gu Ruo, stubbornly raised her head, her eyes were filled with tears, she bit her lip, trying not to cry.

She didn't know that she made people want to bully her even more, bullying her to the point of choking and sobbing, seeing her beautiful eyelashes soaked with tears, seeing her tear-stained face begging for mercy, even her voice was soft enough to pinch water.

Gu Ruo lowered his eyebrows, his face sank into the water, and his heart was like a fire.

In the end, it turned into a hoarse pleading, "Ranran, don't want me..."

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