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The day when Jiang Yu realized his heart was one of thousands of ordinary days. On that day, Xu Yanxin wore a loose autumn school uniform jacket, crimson red, with the hem hanging down his thighs, revealing the pure white turtleneck sweater underneath, which set off his The fluffy hair and the small face that has not yet woken up look too soft.The sun was so good that day, making his skin feel warm and clear.

Xu Yanxin didn't notice his gaze, and was chatting and laughing with the students around her, the smile was stronger than the sun.

He remembered this smile for many years, maybe at that moment he knew that in his long life, there might never be a boy like Xu Yanxin again.

The roaring bar, before the customers entered, Zhang Hui came over to light him with a cigarette in his mouth, and Jiang Yu leaned against the wall, saying no.

Zhang Hui put his shoulders on his shoulders, and said intimately against his ear: "Didn't you say last week that you have something to do today? Why, my little lover won't let you touch it?" Not to mention that Jiang Yu was the only person in the whole melting relationship who didn't take care of her business.

Jiang Yu smiled, and looked at her with the end of his eyes: "Sister, we are really not suitable."

"Hmph, do you think I'm old? Those little girls outside are so boring. You're going to be in charge of everything, and they talk to you about plans, life, and reality," Zhang Hui said, leaning on his shoulders. "I don't plan anything, just the moment."

Women in their thirties are always in a hurry to be beautiful. For example, the eyeliner is too long, the foundation is too white, and more and more breasts are exposed. They are afraid that their beauty will cross the line and is no longer worth keeping.Jiang Yu glanced at the open neckline that was intentionally shown to him, chuckled lightly, and said, "Sister, I'm impotent." Zhang Hui obviously didn't expect him to say that, and held it between his slender fingers. The smoke fell to ashes, just as a crack opened on her charming face, making a click.

"Really, really?"

The passionate and sexy woman panicked, like a primary school student giving a speech for the first time. It was really funny, but what Jiang Yu thought of was that Xu Yanxin was invited to the stage to receive the award. The corner of the boy's eyes still seeped a tear or two from laughter, because of Jiang Yu's mean joke 5 minutes ago.

Jiang Yu first laughed a few times, then stopped laughing, and finally patted Zhang Hui on the shoulder and said, sister, you have a good home remedy, remember to tell me.

He walked around Zhang Hui, who was like a stone pillar in the wind, and pushed the door into the staff room.

Wanliu, who collects protection fees for local snakes, has arrived. He is playing with the dusty building blocks in the lounge with his eyes fixed on his eyebrows. The red, green and green building blocks have been built into a fortress. The sound of pushing the door and entering was really loud, like the wind passing over the grass, and the grasshoppers inside jumped twice.

Wanliu's fortress was also crumbling, Jiang Yu smiled and said sorry, leaning on the sofa shamelessly playing with his mobile phone, there was no room for Fang Keshi to chirp, saying for a while that the beauty Guzheng talked really well, and for a while He also said that the drama in the class next door was good, and the latest one was "My Kiss at the Same Table Finale" with a blurry back photo. In the photo, the boy was wearing a small suit, half leaning on a chair, with thin white fingers Holding the piano score, a few smiling girls held her face and powdered her face, making a small pear dimple shyly.

Jiang Yu didn't know how long he had watched it until a battery reminder popped up in the middle of the screen, and then he turned off the phone. He pursed his lower lip and spoke to Wan Liu: "Your fortress is awesome, how high do you want to build it?"

Wanliu has a mouse face, eyes full of brilliance, and looks at people with a three-pointed look. Jiang Yu heard from other employees that Wanliu was about the same age as him, and he was expelled from school for committing a crime. To add, he is a punk who is more dangerous than Jiang Yu.At that time, Jiang Yu couldn't help laughing after listening to it, it should be pretty awesome.

Wanliu's fortress was built very high, about one meter or so. It seemed that it took a lot of effort, but after hearing what Jiang Yu said, Wanliu smiled evilly and pushed the building blocks at the bottom with his slender fingers , the entire fortress fell like an avalanche, crashing to the ground.

Jiang Yu frowned, and heard Wanliu's sly smile, saying, "Compared to building blocks, I enjoy the moment of destroying them more. Don't you?"

He looked at the building blocks scattered all over the floor, and the shining bone nail on the bridge of Wanliu's nose, hesitated for two seconds, and said with a smile, "I don't have the patience to build this kind of thing. I'd rather make money." Wanliu laughed loudly Smile, that sparkling diamond is as bright as his smile.

"I'm afraid that if you have a life to earn, you don't have a life to spend."

Jiang Yu crossed Erlang's legs, and the canvas shoes vainly pressed against his hand packing up the building blocks, and said with a smile: "I really regret my life."

Both were laughing, but it didn't seem like they were laughing at the same thing.

What broke the calm was the store manager who broke in and asked Jiang Yu to entertain the guests.Jiangyu's work is light and convenient, but not everyone can do it.Those who do bar marketing must first have an affectionate face to make the guests have a good time, and then open a few bottles of wine by the way, which is very meaningful, but Jiang Yu has a ruthless face, so there is no need for rhetoric To make girls happy is just to play some fun games with them. This kind of reserved ambiguity makes girls flock to them.

Zhang Hui had imitated his flirtatious tone before, a handsome, talented man, took advantage of the ambiguous flickering light, held up orange wine, and said in a hoarse voice, do you have a mole between your eyebrows?It was indeed a sentimental feeling, and Zhang Hui commented on him very lewdly at that time, saying that he was like a person who would lick all the moles on his lover's body on the bed. Being pointed at by everyone, it was such an expression of ease that made everyone fascinated.

But it's so simple, the face was born by parents, the figure is from playing basketball, and the look is learned from watching movies. There is nothing that belongs to him, except that he wants customers to drink more wine and get a commission.

He is indeed a liar, and he is the kind of liar who is so clever that people can't catch loopholes.

However, when he used this trick again, the mobile phone in his pocket refused, and his thighs were numb from the shock. He smiled and said sorry to the guests and turned to the toilet. The girls chased after him with fascinated faces.

The person who called was Maohou. After exchanging a few pleasantries, he got to the point, saying that he was invited by Xu Yanxin to watch their school's art show as a reward from Qingshui County.There was a sponsored sign on the cultural evening, and Xu Yanxin asked for a small seat for him, which was considered to be able to promote it.Maohou also lowered his voice and said that Xu Yanxin helped him probably because he saw his space complaining that the mobile phone could not be sold.

When Jiang Yu was listening, he put his hands on the marble platform, tapped his fingers twice at first, and then listened.

Both of them were silent, unable to speak, Maohou was guilty, Jiangyu was a little angry, did Xu Yanxin know what the cold war was?Do you know what is Xiaodujichang?Do you know what is skill?He could almost imagine Xu Yanxin's tone when he was on the phone, a little nervous, speaking fast, blushing, his fingers might be wrapped around the plastic phone wire, and then he said over and over again, "It's okay if you don't come."

That's the kind of person he is, and he has nothing to do with cruelty.

Jiang Yu hung up the phone and said he got it, he didn't care about his drink money, and rode his bicycle to No. [-] Middle School with a dark face.

Along the way, Jiang Yu was thinking about what Xu Yanxin's expression would be when he saw him, whether he would smile at him regardless of past suspicions, or look away in a pretentious manner.But no matter what it is, he is more than enough to face a little fool like Xu Yanxin.

Park your car, swipe your card, and enter the auditorium.

He was still wearing a leather jacket, and he was full of cold air. However, when he opened the door, he realized that there was a warm light inside. The students were wearing formal clothes, all in suit jackets, and the parents were also wearing thin clothes, as if it was such a warm day. The host on the stage is Ye Yuqing from the math class, with a proud ponytail, clear words, and occasionally a few jokes, Jiang Yu heard the two girls whispering, did not expect Ye Yuqing to laugh.

Keep listening, the girl reported that Xu Yanxin will play piano music for everyone next.

Xu Yanxin was dressed in a suit and a bow tie. She didn't smile, but calmly glanced around the audience, bowed slightly, and then sat on the piano chair, bringing everyone into a new world.The possibility of Jiang Yu's hypothesis was overturned one by one.

As soon as the tune started, Jiang Yu could hear it, it was that tune again.He didn't understand Xu Yanxin's emotions, nor could he understand the piano skills the girl next to him said. He just looked at the beam of light above Xu Yanxin's head and his foggy face under the light, as if separated by a layer of veil, he could clearly understand You can see the slight expression on his face.The popularity on Xu Yanxin's body was diluted more and more by the beam of light, and it swirled along the floating dust of the beam.The simple black and white keys and suit wrapped him in a trace of holiness and insurmountable coldness.

Xu Yanxin, the boy who delivered a speech on behalf of all the freshmen at the high school entrance ceremony, the boy whose teachers placed high hopes on him, and the student who was called "a bit cold" by his classmates.

He has met Xu Yanxin more than a few times. The mathematics class is on the highest floor. Whenever Xu Yanxin walks up the stairs, Xia Song and Fang Keshi will say "he's here" meanly to the whole class. Looking at him from the window, talking about romance novels, although Jiangyu is notorious, it seems that they can’t stop their enthusiasm. A few girls will occasionally squeeze into his table, chirping and poking their heads out to watch the excitement, waking up for a nap Jiangyu, he frowned and looked at it twice.

The boy who was stared at by everyone was slender, holding a thick stack of documents in his arms, but his body was very straight, and his steps were not light or heavy, just like his face without a smile showed a little distance.Xu Yanxin, who was not smiling, had a trace of coolness, which accumulated at the end of his eyebrows, hooking his snow-white face.

He flipped through the dictionary that had been shelved, and found those two words with his hands covered in ashes.

He is the sun that rises at sunrise, and the sun that sweeps away the chill. He thought, so the sun can also have an affair and a chill.

At the end of the song, everyone applauded, and a few students in the science class were still whistling, regardless of the etiquette of classical music.The boy on the stage also seemed to have forgotten the etiquette of playing. He smiled shyly with two dimples, and warmly waved to the classmates in the class. After looking around quickly, he half-closed his eyes.

His little skills are useless in front of Xu Yanxin.

People like him like spring water pouring out, and cannot be trapped by stone pools.

Even if he searched all the words in the world, he couldn't describe what he wanted to say.His love is not all hot and boiling, but there is still a trace of coldness underneath, which is the fierceness that is inevitable.

The hairy monkey saw Jiangyu from a distance, standing like a pine tree, but with a cold face, out of tune with everyone.He quickly squeezed to Jiang Yu's side, took his arm, and muttered in a low voice: "Didn't you say you can't come? Xu Yanxin just asked you in a roundabout way, and I said you couldn't come because you have something to do. Are you two unhappy?" Didn’t you say that the two of you are not in a relationship, so why are you arguing every day? I think people and children have a good temper, don’t be a dog, is it interesting to push people away every day?”

"You don't understand," he said suddenly.

"Why don't I understand? Isn't it just that the more you like it, the more you will be hot and cold, I tell you that you are crooked," Mao Hou hammered his arm like iron, Jiang Yu didn't move , he took a deep breath himself, "Jiang Yu, listen to my advice, true love can't play tricks."

After Jiang Yu listened, he sneered and said, "Then what should I do? I rushed to him and told him that I am gay, Xu Yanxin, I fucking like you, would you like to be nice to me? Or am I fucking stupid? How about being a spare tire for ten years like you, watching him go to school, watching him fall in love, and then listening to him tell me the happy news of his marriage? What do you want me to do?"

"I like him, but I will never be his servant."

He poked the monkey's heart and said, "You are too selfless, but I am different from you."