Italian South
Chapter 36 The Love That Cannot Be Made Public
In the distance, a little girl who had just learned to walk staggered over and hid behind Zhao Shiyan timidly, then tilted her head and looked at the uncle suspiciously.
Zhao Shiyan's lips were a little purple, and he turned his head away from the man who was bigger than him in front of him; the uncle also bowed his head in silence, the veins on his hands were a little raised, as if the air had frozen, the two of them didn't speak for a while.It turns out that I haven't seen him for many years. He already has a family. Look carefully, isn't it? The little girl looks like Zhao Shiyan. Is it his daughter?Looking carefully at the person in front of him, he realized that Zhao Shiyan was no longer that handsome and shy boy, but with a stubble, he was already a mature man.
The two were silent, and the conversation just now seemed to come to an abrupt end. The uncle turned around and left without looking back. His back was a little lonely, and he only left a sentence: "Seeing that you have your own life, I feel at ease. Next time we meet It’s okay if you’ve never met before.”
The uncle didn't look back, so naturally he didn't know what Zhao Shiyan's expression was, but Zhao Shiyan didn't say anything to persuade him to stay.I thought that I would never see each other again in this life, and it was fine for the two of them to end this wrong relationship.But after some time, the uncle received a letter, Zhao Shiyan, gone.
The teacup was hit on the ground, the tea stains soaked the homework, the broken glass splashed everywhere, and the boiling water made the uncle's hands turn red, but he didn't feel anything. He just remembered the person on the phone saying, Zhao Shiyan, it's gone.
When Nan Youshu heard this, his heart was full of regrets, and he wanted to cry. He didn't expect that his uncle's past was like this. Why can't two people who love each other come together?Nan Youshu clenched his hands and asked, "Then what happened to his family, why was uncle notified first?"
The uncle suddenly laughed, a little mocking: "Zhao Shiyan, this stupid thing. The world is so big, how could the two of you meet so easily? Shi Yan died of cancer, maybe good people don't live long, he knows his time is numbered , I don’t know where I found out that I have to go through this teaching for a period of time. I entered the chemical plant a month in advance, and I wiped my bicycle outside every day until I saw me. That little girl is not his daughter, just Like a colleague’s child, nothing was said in the suicide note, and only my address was written on the blank paper.”
What did the uncle mean when he said "the family is still safe"?Nan You inadvertently realized that the family refers to the uncle and himself.Although the uncle and him have never really been together, this bond has surpassed a lot. The ending of the story is not happy, but it is much better than some love that can be barely maintained by a "marriage certificate", isn't it?
The girl was so blocked, she didn't know how to comfort her uncle, and she didn't know what to say to Mr. Zhao in the tombstone, so she bowed three times respectfully, and said softly: "Look, uncle is thinking of you, Mr. Zhao , you should be fine over there."
The uncle showed a sad smile and brushed the ashes on the tombstone. According to Zhao Shiyan, he actually cremated him.Zhao Shiyan used to joke with himself after class that if he was gone, he would not be buried in the soil like others, because after death, he would rot, be eaten by moths, burrow around, and people would not look good anymore. Although I don’t know about this after I die, I still don’t want to rot in the soil. In the future, it’s better to be burned by a fire and blow it up in a random place. It’s clean, neat and not messy.
How could the uncle be willing to make Zhao Shiyan a fool, so he sealed up his ashes, bought a cemetery, and buried them.He wants to let him go cleanly, and let himself remember that such a person once made deep waves in his memory.This was the first time he told Nan Youshu about his past. He was getting old, and he wanted Nan Youshu to bury himself next to Zhao Shiyan in the future.
After all, when both of them were alive, they didn't dare to recognize this relationship.If you admit it, at least Zhao Shiyan will be kicked out of the village, and the uncle teacher will be dismissed; at worst, what awaits the two will be approved, arrested, and ridiculed by their family members.Now that love is there, but people are separated from life and death, can't they be self-willed for him once after their death?He admits that this relationship is wrong, wrong in that age when he couldn't help himself, wrong in his own pedantry, and wrong in his "perfection".
"Shushu, do you understand? Men and women, men and men, women and women, there is nothing wrong with falling in love, it's just that the person you love happens to be the same gender as you. Now your age is much more open, and I know some of it, but You must not follow the trend, you must carefully determine your own mind, is it because of her in this life?"
Nan Youshu listened carefully to his uncle giving him lessons, and began to feel uneasy, did he really like his sister, and it was a kind of liking beyond "dependence", otherwise why would he be angry because of Wei Bohan?If that's the case, I'm afraid I really can't face Xu Ruohua.
The uncle stopped talking. After all, neither of them was sure what emotional factors were involved, and they met each other. Next, let nature take its course and let the girl think for herself.
So the girl really thought about it for a month, and she was not in a good mood, until the acceptance letter came out, and the corners of her mouth finally had a slight arc of thought.In the monotonous dialog box of good morning and evening, there are more photos sent by Chang Nanyoushu in the past. In the photo is Nanyoushu's admission notice, which reads: Congratulations to Nanyoushu for being admitted to xx Communication University. Come to report on xx.The principal signed it and stamped it with the official seal, focusing on one school, without any trace of fraud.
The uncle was naturally very happy. He bought a lot of vegetables and cooked them for Nan Youshu. There was also that dish, peanut butter noodles.Nan Youshu thought for a while, and also sent Xu Yankuan a photo of the admission notice for filing. After all, the Xu family was supporting him, and the money in the card for living expenses also increased instead of decreasing.Xu Yankuan replied quickly, saying that Nan Youshu was fine.
Xu Ruohua was the first to know. When he saw the admission notice, he was half happy and half worried, and didn't know what to say for a while.She passed the exam, she deserves to be raised by herself, judging from Cong Nan Youshu's appearance, there are some faint signs that God is chasing and feeding her, and the younger generation is formidable, but Nan Youshu is a boring gourd, I don't know what happened to him It's very similar, if you report the good news but not the bad news, Xu Ruohua doesn't even dare to think about being bullied. She doesn't know how anxious she will be and how angry she will be.
This time it was Lin Moran who came to visit Xu Ruohua. After seeing what she said, she wanted to seal a big bag for Nan Youshu. It’s not worth the money.”
Lin Moran was not happy anymore, she patted the table lightly, and said angrily, "What, who do you look down on? Hehe, I've said it all, so it's okay if I don't give it up, right? You and your little brat don't want to Right? Xiao Zi, this bag is for you."
Xiao Zi, a melon-eater who was watching the evasion between the rich wives, was enjoying it one second, but was suddenly cueed the next.Xiao Zi first checked with her ears, feeling uncontrollable excitement in her heart, ears?Did you hear that?Money is coming, money is coming! But professional professionalism and integrity must be there.What's more, I am Xu Ruohua's assistant, how could I smile because of other people's small favors?
Xu Ruohua felt more and more nervous about being funny. If Nan Youshu was an old fox like Lin Moran, he wouldn't be so worried. Isn't the purpose of this woman using herself and Nan Youshu as gunmen again to snipe Xiaozi?
"Xiao Zi, let's go on. The Lin family has a big business, Miss Lin speaks well, not to mention a bag is estimated to be~? Surely, if you don't take it for nothing, don't you take it?" Xu Ruohua helped his friend for the first time thinking about the old love.
Xiao Zi finally raised her head, met Lin Moran's eyes, and was startled, so she was looking at me all the time?Xiao Zi has a habit, that is, the more surprised and joyful she is, the more expressionless her face will be, and in the eyes of others, she will look like a cold face.
Lin Moran smiled on the surface, and began to panic in her heart. Mom, did she do it wrong? Does she feel that she is the kind of person who uses money to humiliate others?Is there something wrong with me?Is my love going to be before it even started?Seeing her like this, she won't hit me, will she?No way, no way, Xu Ruohua is here, she doesn't... Is there a clinic nearby?
Just when she wanted to say something because of Xiao Zi, "I don't want money, I have hands and feet to support myself, so there's no need to humiliate me like this." Or when she came directly to beat herself up, Xiao Zi suddenly bent down and bowed.
Lin Moran:?
Then Xiao Zi respectfully took out her bank card, her behavior was very shameless, but her expression was still serious: "Thank you, Ms. Lin, this is my card number, you can take a photo, it's okay to take it away."
Now it's Lin Moran, it's strange, she's not angry with her pretty big face?You didn't get beaten.Xu Ruohua was eating melon next to him, sipping milk, um, it was really more exciting than the movie he acted in, and it tasted like being pampered by a domineering president.
"I'll take a picture, and I'll be leaving tomorrow." Lin Moran curled her lips, otherwise, she decided to take Xiaozi's card and something would happen, "How about we two become friends? About this... about money, it's convenient to contact. "
Well, the two successfully added WeChat friends, Lin Moran felt that Nan Youshu was really a good gun, ah, no, good boy, she is simply a lucky star, she was admitted to the media, and she added herself to the WeChat of the abstinence assistant, tsk tsk tsk , I was so happy that I couldn't sleep hehehe.
Xu Ruohua has already sent a reply to Nan Youshu, and the girl over there is lying on the bed browsing Xu Ruohua's chat, saving a lot of pictures, her eyebrows and eyes are uncontrollably bent when she reads the news, and her slender legs are also slightly dangling.
My sister said that since the matter is a foregone conclusion and this is her own wish, then she is proud of herself, but she must know the way of life, be more tactful and clever, it doesn't matter if you don't know, just call her if you have anything to do.My sister also said that it's a pity that if she doesn't come back, the celebration banquet cannot be held.
It turns out that this is what it feels like to be sheltered by someone. Do you want to call her directly if you have anything to do?But my sister didn't know that she was no longer the simple little idiot she used to be. She was completely capable of protecting herself, and she could also protect her sister.
The reason why Nan Youshu applied for this school was actually because this school was the one that Xu Ruohua graduated from. She was so happy, step by step, she began to follow the footsteps of women, from the stranger Xu Ruohua to her sister , now she is Xu Xuejie, when she graduates and enters the entertainment industry, she will be her senior Xu, just get closer... just get closer...
My dormitory group has exploded. Nan Youshu didn't read the news for a while and the message volume has reached 99+. Scrolling up, Chen Yan and Zhang Xiaoruan both passed the exam as they wished. Only Xia Ming, it's not that she didn't pass the exam, but She was too scared to check her grades. She said that she was as fragile as a piece of paper. If she crossed the line, she would be crumpled and could never recover. It was like her life was over.
The author has something to say: Lin Moran:?Why is she always beyond my expectation
Xiao Zi: Having trouble with money, something is wrong with my brain.I still have to save for a down payment.
Lin Moran: No, you can stay at my house.
Xiao Zi: No, I am Xu after all...
Lin Moran: I asked Xu Ruohua, living here is a paid vacation.And my home has a swimming pool, a jacuzzi, an office with floor-to-ceiling windows, and a Corgi...
Xiao Zi: It’s packed, let’s move in tomorrow.
Zhao Shiyan's lips were a little purple, and he turned his head away from the man who was bigger than him in front of him; the uncle also bowed his head in silence, the veins on his hands were a little raised, as if the air had frozen, the two of them didn't speak for a while.It turns out that I haven't seen him for many years. He already has a family. Look carefully, isn't it? The little girl looks like Zhao Shiyan. Is it his daughter?Looking carefully at the person in front of him, he realized that Zhao Shiyan was no longer that handsome and shy boy, but with a stubble, he was already a mature man.
The two were silent, and the conversation just now seemed to come to an abrupt end. The uncle turned around and left without looking back. His back was a little lonely, and he only left a sentence: "Seeing that you have your own life, I feel at ease. Next time we meet It’s okay if you’ve never met before.”
The uncle didn't look back, so naturally he didn't know what Zhao Shiyan's expression was, but Zhao Shiyan didn't say anything to persuade him to stay.I thought that I would never see each other again in this life, and it was fine for the two of them to end this wrong relationship.But after some time, the uncle received a letter, Zhao Shiyan, gone.
The teacup was hit on the ground, the tea stains soaked the homework, the broken glass splashed everywhere, and the boiling water made the uncle's hands turn red, but he didn't feel anything. He just remembered the person on the phone saying, Zhao Shiyan, it's gone.
When Nan Youshu heard this, his heart was full of regrets, and he wanted to cry. He didn't expect that his uncle's past was like this. Why can't two people who love each other come together?Nan Youshu clenched his hands and asked, "Then what happened to his family, why was uncle notified first?"
The uncle suddenly laughed, a little mocking: "Zhao Shiyan, this stupid thing. The world is so big, how could the two of you meet so easily? Shi Yan died of cancer, maybe good people don't live long, he knows his time is numbered , I don’t know where I found out that I have to go through this teaching for a period of time. I entered the chemical plant a month in advance, and I wiped my bicycle outside every day until I saw me. That little girl is not his daughter, just Like a colleague’s child, nothing was said in the suicide note, and only my address was written on the blank paper.”
What did the uncle mean when he said "the family is still safe"?Nan You inadvertently realized that the family refers to the uncle and himself.Although the uncle and him have never really been together, this bond has surpassed a lot. The ending of the story is not happy, but it is much better than some love that can be barely maintained by a "marriage certificate", isn't it?
The girl was so blocked, she didn't know how to comfort her uncle, and she didn't know what to say to Mr. Zhao in the tombstone, so she bowed three times respectfully, and said softly: "Look, uncle is thinking of you, Mr. Zhao , you should be fine over there."
The uncle showed a sad smile and brushed the ashes on the tombstone. According to Zhao Shiyan, he actually cremated him.Zhao Shiyan used to joke with himself after class that if he was gone, he would not be buried in the soil like others, because after death, he would rot, be eaten by moths, burrow around, and people would not look good anymore. Although I don’t know about this after I die, I still don’t want to rot in the soil. In the future, it’s better to be burned by a fire and blow it up in a random place. It’s clean, neat and not messy.
How could the uncle be willing to make Zhao Shiyan a fool, so he sealed up his ashes, bought a cemetery, and buried them.He wants to let him go cleanly, and let himself remember that such a person once made deep waves in his memory.This was the first time he told Nan Youshu about his past. He was getting old, and he wanted Nan Youshu to bury himself next to Zhao Shiyan in the future.
After all, when both of them were alive, they didn't dare to recognize this relationship.If you admit it, at least Zhao Shiyan will be kicked out of the village, and the uncle teacher will be dismissed; at worst, what awaits the two will be approved, arrested, and ridiculed by their family members.Now that love is there, but people are separated from life and death, can't they be self-willed for him once after their death?He admits that this relationship is wrong, wrong in that age when he couldn't help himself, wrong in his own pedantry, and wrong in his "perfection".
"Shushu, do you understand? Men and women, men and men, women and women, there is nothing wrong with falling in love, it's just that the person you love happens to be the same gender as you. Now your age is much more open, and I know some of it, but You must not follow the trend, you must carefully determine your own mind, is it because of her in this life?"
Nan Youshu listened carefully to his uncle giving him lessons, and began to feel uneasy, did he really like his sister, and it was a kind of liking beyond "dependence", otherwise why would he be angry because of Wei Bohan?If that's the case, I'm afraid I really can't face Xu Ruohua.
The uncle stopped talking. After all, neither of them was sure what emotional factors were involved, and they met each other. Next, let nature take its course and let the girl think for herself.
So the girl really thought about it for a month, and she was not in a good mood, until the acceptance letter came out, and the corners of her mouth finally had a slight arc of thought.In the monotonous dialog box of good morning and evening, there are more photos sent by Chang Nanyoushu in the past. In the photo is Nanyoushu's admission notice, which reads: Congratulations to Nanyoushu for being admitted to xx Communication University. Come to report on xx.The principal signed it and stamped it with the official seal, focusing on one school, without any trace of fraud.
The uncle was naturally very happy. He bought a lot of vegetables and cooked them for Nan Youshu. There was also that dish, peanut butter noodles.Nan Youshu thought for a while, and also sent Xu Yankuan a photo of the admission notice for filing. After all, the Xu family was supporting him, and the money in the card for living expenses also increased instead of decreasing.Xu Yankuan replied quickly, saying that Nan Youshu was fine.
Xu Ruohua was the first to know. When he saw the admission notice, he was half happy and half worried, and didn't know what to say for a while.She passed the exam, she deserves to be raised by herself, judging from Cong Nan Youshu's appearance, there are some faint signs that God is chasing and feeding her, and the younger generation is formidable, but Nan Youshu is a boring gourd, I don't know what happened to him It's very similar, if you report the good news but not the bad news, Xu Ruohua doesn't even dare to think about being bullied. She doesn't know how anxious she will be and how angry she will be.
This time it was Lin Moran who came to visit Xu Ruohua. After seeing what she said, she wanted to seal a big bag for Nan Youshu. It’s not worth the money.”
Lin Moran was not happy anymore, she patted the table lightly, and said angrily, "What, who do you look down on? Hehe, I've said it all, so it's okay if I don't give it up, right? You and your little brat don't want to Right? Xiao Zi, this bag is for you."
Xiao Zi, a melon-eater who was watching the evasion between the rich wives, was enjoying it one second, but was suddenly cueed the next.Xiao Zi first checked with her ears, feeling uncontrollable excitement in her heart, ears?Did you hear that?Money is coming, money is coming! But professional professionalism and integrity must be there.What's more, I am Xu Ruohua's assistant, how could I smile because of other people's small favors?
Xu Ruohua felt more and more nervous about being funny. If Nan Youshu was an old fox like Lin Moran, he wouldn't be so worried. Isn't the purpose of this woman using herself and Nan Youshu as gunmen again to snipe Xiaozi?
"Xiao Zi, let's go on. The Lin family has a big business, Miss Lin speaks well, not to mention a bag is estimated to be~? Surely, if you don't take it for nothing, don't you take it?" Xu Ruohua helped his friend for the first time thinking about the old love.
Xiao Zi finally raised her head, met Lin Moran's eyes, and was startled, so she was looking at me all the time?Xiao Zi has a habit, that is, the more surprised and joyful she is, the more expressionless her face will be, and in the eyes of others, she will look like a cold face.
Lin Moran smiled on the surface, and began to panic in her heart. Mom, did she do it wrong? Does she feel that she is the kind of person who uses money to humiliate others?Is there something wrong with me?Is my love going to be before it even started?Seeing her like this, she won't hit me, will she?No way, no way, Xu Ruohua is here, she doesn't... Is there a clinic nearby?
Just when she wanted to say something because of Xiao Zi, "I don't want money, I have hands and feet to support myself, so there's no need to humiliate me like this." Or when she came directly to beat herself up, Xiao Zi suddenly bent down and bowed.
Lin Moran:?
Then Xiao Zi respectfully took out her bank card, her behavior was very shameless, but her expression was still serious: "Thank you, Ms. Lin, this is my card number, you can take a photo, it's okay to take it away."
Now it's Lin Moran, it's strange, she's not angry with her pretty big face?You didn't get beaten.Xu Ruohua was eating melon next to him, sipping milk, um, it was really more exciting than the movie he acted in, and it tasted like being pampered by a domineering president.
"I'll take a picture, and I'll be leaving tomorrow." Lin Moran curled her lips, otherwise, she decided to take Xiaozi's card and something would happen, "How about we two become friends? About this... about money, it's convenient to contact. "
Well, the two successfully added WeChat friends, Lin Moran felt that Nan Youshu was really a good gun, ah, no, good boy, she is simply a lucky star, she was admitted to the media, and she added herself to the WeChat of the abstinence assistant, tsk tsk tsk , I was so happy that I couldn't sleep hehehe.
Xu Ruohua has already sent a reply to Nan Youshu, and the girl over there is lying on the bed browsing Xu Ruohua's chat, saving a lot of pictures, her eyebrows and eyes are uncontrollably bent when she reads the news, and her slender legs are also slightly dangling.
My sister said that since the matter is a foregone conclusion and this is her own wish, then she is proud of herself, but she must know the way of life, be more tactful and clever, it doesn't matter if you don't know, just call her if you have anything to do.My sister also said that it's a pity that if she doesn't come back, the celebration banquet cannot be held.
It turns out that this is what it feels like to be sheltered by someone. Do you want to call her directly if you have anything to do?But my sister didn't know that she was no longer the simple little idiot she used to be. She was completely capable of protecting herself, and she could also protect her sister.
The reason why Nan Youshu applied for this school was actually because this school was the one that Xu Ruohua graduated from. She was so happy, step by step, she began to follow the footsteps of women, from the stranger Xu Ruohua to her sister , now she is Xu Xuejie, when she graduates and enters the entertainment industry, she will be her senior Xu, just get closer... just get closer...
My dormitory group has exploded. Nan Youshu didn't read the news for a while and the message volume has reached 99+. Scrolling up, Chen Yan and Zhang Xiaoruan both passed the exam as they wished. Only Xia Ming, it's not that she didn't pass the exam, but She was too scared to check her grades. She said that she was as fragile as a piece of paper. If she crossed the line, she would be crumpled and could never recover. It was like her life was over.
The author has something to say: Lin Moran:?Why is she always beyond my expectation
Xiao Zi: Having trouble with money, something is wrong with my brain.I still have to save for a down payment.
Lin Moran: No, you can stay at my house.
Xiao Zi: No, I am Xu after all...
Lin Moran: I asked Xu Ruohua, living here is a paid vacation.And my home has a swimming pool, a jacuzzi, an office with floor-to-ceiling windows, and a Corgi...
Xiao Zi: It’s packed, let’s move in tomorrow.
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